you are a years worth of rain
falling on my back
like the empathy you lack
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i turned in my notice to vacate today.
them: “this isn’t the reason you are leaving”
me: “i think i know why i am leaving”
them: “not because of this, you bought a house”
(i said i was approved for a home loan and starting the search process)
(i had hoped to finish my sentence here and buy)
(this was a couple months ago)
(today however)
me: “no i’m leaving because of the mold and crime”
them cutting me off: “even though we are working on it”
me: “don’t stop the work order tomorrow, just because i am turning in my notice”
them: “this has nothing to do with that”
me: i’m leaving cuz the cop told me to move and my doctor told me to leave the environment”
“i signed a new lease”
them: looks suspicious (even tho the forwarding address is on the form)
(and i did not bring up the 5% i am losing on top of having to vacate because of the mold)
and i still can’t run the air. so fixed what? i’m done submitting service requests about mold that they think is “dirt”
i need air that isn’t toxic to breathe
the doc and cop said “move”.
but the slumlord wanna argue the reason on my form i am vacating this dump
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or maybe karma for accusing you
only i know you were writing poems for another
but also for me
so we’re both right technically
i ain’t wrong
you ain’t wrong
not really kinda
but like, i know why i am vacating this rundown shittown for an updated unit in another timezone far from here
and it ain’t buying… yet
wish we could “rent to own” but without the bullshit
anyhoo, slumlord always up my ass
and im losing a lot of money relocating
and the irs rejected my return
it wasnt even my fault
it was the AI
and for the first time ever it was rejected
and now im waiting in purgatory
for another rejection?
cuz why is it taking so long?
and fuck hnr block for “no discounts this late”
well no use of your company ever again
fucking die
55 days until my big break from this black hole
i thought i was at a 59 day notice (“60 day”)
but june 12th is closer than that
so glad i got a head start on packing
my remaining table chairs and stools are donated – she takes them soon –
i have to rent a mini thingy cuz i bought too many clothes
and while i am willing to part with some
im renting what i need
to take my toys and plushy
cuz im insane
welp. speaking of the devil
i fixed the mistake the AI made and rolled with it
look what just arrived as i was typing about said thing
phew. lord almighty.
thank you jesus
i just got my lost rent money back
breaking even with this new hand
will feel better when im at the new location
in nearly 54 days
new city, new town
new air to breathe
updates
a tiny space to manage
no more 2 bedroom 2 full bath
getting a balcony tho (but it is a porch, im ground)
i chose ground
i chose building c
cuz it came with washer/dryer hookups
i also signed the paperwork for my dad today
cuz he decided to die and leave me a forturne
well maybe not a fortune
but remember the double rainbow when he died?
well his estate has been in the courts
but a decision was made during the eclipse
and the waiver sent and signed
and now i have *insert pot of gold here* coming to me
it was split between me and my sis
but he had 4 daughters technically
2 blood and 2 adopted
i was the adopted
there’s drama
cuz dad left stuff to two and only two
and split it equally between her and i
and i plan to buy some land
but does the irs tax that?
i think they do but my daughter says “that is fucked up”
but u gotta report it
and it will put me in a diff bracket
potentially
does it take people dying to come back to life?
everything fell apart at once
and now everything is coming together?
need to get to plan B first
pensacola
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