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I am not ashamed

Ahem…

There are people out there who try to make me feel bad for doing nude modeling for art

And film is something I’ve ALWAYS been interested in.

I shot a lot for my dad when I was a teenager – living in Nashville, Tennessee and hanging out on tour buses

Gig life is the number one reason I’m alive

I’ve been behind the camera all my life

It’s just other people were always the subject, not me, so it’s been an interesting journey growing up and getting in touch with my femininity because I was a hard-core Soldier for many many years

I’m making art

I also love cosplay and try to be theatrical in everything I do

I studied Drama in high-school

I still audition for shit and I’ve been doing auditions all my life

If I were making movies and had like an intimate scene with somebody, I would be nude

I don’t understand the big deal or why so many people want to call me a whore but I’m not ashamed

The feedback I’ve been getting has improved my overall self-esteem and how I see myself

I’ve been body shamed a lot in my life because I am not plastic

By men who didn’t even have anything going for them really

And it affected me my entire life

So, I may act a child but I don’t know what it’s really like to be a woman and that’s what I’m discovering

Over and out

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Psst still planning a nude tier on Patreon! Going 18+ there soon!

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A little chart of my growth on OnlyFans 🥰

I work really hard at my modeling and photography

So here’s a little growth chart of my progress and time on OnlyFans

It will be interesting to see how this chart changes when porn is eliminated from the platform and they push their new agenda of pop stars and advertising

Either way, I’m still the little guy!!! Making tiny waves! 👀

Thanks for supporting my artistic creativity! I’m so grateful for you! You’re helping me grow as a human being! ❤️

Development has been hard for me because I didn’t have parents, I had abusers and I joined the Army when I was very young so the only training that I really have is from the Army or the lessons that I’ve learned being in the abusive, narcissistic relationships that I’ve been in and every relationship I was in the men always tried to hold me down so I never could reach my potential and you’re helping me reach my potential as a human being and an artist

Furthermore, you’re keeping me from dying on the street like Edgar Allan Poe

That is priceless

Come check out my content, I’m running some fair deals on memberships and have over 1.5k photos and videos to scurry through!

While my content IS NOT XXX, it is Rated R and from the positive feedback I receive, my nude photography is enjoyed. Thank you!

I appreciate your visits and your stays!

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I used to complain that my hair was thin but then I realized that I was comparing my hair to people with fake hair
People will say, “cut your ends off” and the answer is NO. It wraps around me and curls. I want it free flowing and messy, just like me!!!
Because look how long it is getting and it’s 100% real hair and homegrown directly from my skull 👀
These are just some outtakes from my newest OF set (wanted to show off my real, silky hair). 😌 Hair is thin but long and heavy (zero grays)!

And to anyone who says running and a tanning bed is better than a Beach is full of shit

It’s easy to say that running is better than a Beach when you don’t have one 7 miles from you

K, thanx, bye

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Made it to 43!

Hi!

I can’t believe I turned 43 yesterday! 👀

I dropped a little set on OnlyFans and I’m gonna try and start posting weekly!

Made it to 43 without any grays, plastic, botox, or fillers!

Wish I could get back to working out!

I’m running membership discounts if you’d like to check out my campaign or come back!

I’ve got some good deals going for the 3/6/12 month memberships and even the 30 day! 🎃

There’s over 1.5k photos up on my campaign!

Some of you have been with me the entire time! I appreciate all of you! ❤️

I have some poetry coming soon!

Thanks for supporting my content and subscribing to my campaigns!

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Got a new subscriber on the OnlyFans 💪

To the person who just joined my premium OnlyFans, thank you! 💪

I work hard at my writing and modeling.

I work hard at being a content creator.

And the reward is people enjoying my work!

It’s also nice to be able to pay a bill or feed my belly!

Many people around me don’t support me because they think this work comes easy but it doesn’t.

I’m not just standing in front of a camera.

I’m also a natural model and poet, 2 extremely hard fields to get noticed in!

So when someone joins my OnlyFans and tells me that they are a fan of my writing, it means a lot to me. Writing is in my core!

Nude modeling is helping me grow as a human being and photographer.

I get to explore my sensuality on film.

I get to share being a human with you and what it’s like to experience things through my body and my eyes.

Your feedback literally fuels me.

There are many people who have tried to shame me for what I do.

I’m not ashamed.

As you can see, I am still understanding my lessons as a woman and what it really means to be alive! I think my growth as an artist shows! I’m not talking about monetary gain.

I’m learning to be okay in THIS body without any botox or plastic surgery! And with gravity playing its part.

Sure my boobs are saggy but I don’t want boulders that and sit there and never move!

Boring!!!

Jiggle wiggle!

I prefer movement! The universe is made of energy!

And, I’m not removing my sex organs to put plastic where I won’t feel sensation anymore, where I lose sensation and I’m even more desensitized to the world and detached from being an actual human being, no thanks

That’s what the 1% want

I just wanna do my art man

I’m not a cash cow and I don’t milk the people who walk through my door

I always get really scared when someone joins my OnlyFans because I get nervous and think they are going to body shame me like the real ones have done

Anyway, I just want to say thanks!

It makes me feel good good!

More content incoming, as long as I am breathing! You inspire me! 🥰

I love you!!

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Appreciate my subs/readers/viewers 🥰

Thanks to everyone showing my free OnlyFans some love by subscribing to it! It’s highly encouraging!

👇👇👇

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I’ve opened up the DM’s for chat 🥰

I really hope I feel good enough to hit the city and beach soon and go live to show you the ocean and things that inspire me 😊

Because I do have the ability to go live and currently have 14 subscribers to my OF! 😊

Just yesterday I got a new subscriber there too! ☺️

My OF is slowly growing!

I want to go live but I’ve literally been on bedrest!

The content has been lacking but the growth has kept me breathing! 🤪

I love Florida and I’m missing out on summer 😫

I love the weather here tho

And the parks and the city life

The nightlife

The park and beach life

I would love to show you my city

It’s so encouraging to have your support

You can scan this QR code to visit my OF profile page

I’m grateful for my blog readers too! 🥰

I appreciate my viewers everywhere!

Even my TikTok channel is getting attention, just yesterday I got a new follower and some love on my videos!

Organic views, likes, and follows

It feels good because I don’t pay for it and it comes naturally, it’s natural growth.

I have lost followers that I didn’t want to lose simply because I couldn’t give them my time or energy.

So, I’m appreciating my growth, and I’m keeping my eyes forward.

I don’t want to look in my rearview.

I also appreciate all the feedback my latest Instagram post is getting! I dropped a small set for my premium OnlyFans and this photo came from that set!

I’ve been very nervous to share any body positive images because I haven’t been able to keep up with my fitness but I have been able to keep up with my diet!

I’ve been eating very healthy (mostly)!

And I was really grateful to get my heart monitor removed July 29th, that boosted my self-esteem significantly.

I’m still hurting but no longer look 80.

I was able to finally take a bath where I could submerge myself or a shower where I could fully submerge myself.

That alone will boost your self-esteem

There’s nothing a bath won’t cure 👀

I’m dying but people still love my ass 🤪

Thank you!!!

Your comments on my Insta post are super encouraging!

Your subscriptions to my OF are encouraging!

My blog views and followers continue to increase, despite a loss here and there!

Thank you for following me!!

Thank you for your subscriptions, thank you for your donations, thank you for your tips, thank you for your comments, your likes, your views, your love! 🤩

Coming back to life!!

Appreciate your patience with me as my heart and lung heals! 💞

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New Free OnlyFans coming soon! 🥰

So I just sent the OnlyFans team a request on how to get a new free verified account started – I was dead serious about starting one – I’m not going anywhere (even though I can barely do shit at the moment, I do intend a full recovery from this COVID vaccine nightmare) –

I hope you are excited as me about the free account!

It will be FREE but you will have to subscribe to access the lewd (NOT NUDE) content.

This way I no longer get in trouble from Big Bro for not doing anything wrong at all – and maybe I can go back to having an actual personality where I don’t fear everything I post or say or hashtag. 💪

Nor, the erroneous reporting out of spite and jealousy. 🚫

I like having a private club and people want to see more of me and I’ve had several request on several different social sites and now I’ll have a place to direct them to see more (but if they want to see it all, it will require a subscription)! 🙃

Anyway, I’m really excited about starting the process for my new FREE OnlyFans!

I hope you are excited too! 🙌

I have heard your cries!

So I am expanding my doors!

I love you! 💕

As a reminder – I love doing cosplay and role play! I’m gonna keep at this! It’s what I wanted to do since I was a little girl – and I feel really excited about expanding my business, opening my doors (privately) and in a place where I can be as tacky as a fucking want even though I’m actually more classy than I am tacky but whatever

I do specialize in softcore but there’s an art to it and it’s more commonly known as like Kama Sutra or vampirism. 👀

It’s more about sensation and less about desensitizing.

🙌

Le vampyre and 1984 is now so it’s time to expand my doors because you’ve asked for more – and I don’t actually like publicly sharing more.

Again, lewds not nudes! You’ll have to be a big boy and pay if you wanna see it all.

But, I can go back to being my kinky seductive flirty vampire self oh my fucking God! I’m super fucking excited and I hope you will consider joining my free OnlyFans!

You asked, I complied! 🤪

Your wish is my command! 🤓

I’m still working on redoing my home studio and master bedroom. I don’t have shit hung anywhere. It looks like I’ve already died and the vultures have been here! 👀

Spring cleaning + reorganizing + downsizing = nightmare 🤪

Especially when you have no design skills at all and everything you currently have is a mix-mash of wtfisgoingon 😩

And then add some sort of glitch that makes it hard for you to let anything go even though you don’t even fucking want it

🤪

I don’t know why I’m holding onto all this shit and it’s gonna come out into a poem at some point 😷

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On Fire

I love the way you come
Rushing
Like a fire hose gushing
To your will I succumb

👀

The body that has frightened AND terrified many many men 👀

👇

(and I still have that bruise on my thigh) 👀

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This post might self-destruct because I am modest and shy about my body

More on my OnlyFans and 50% off the price of any subscription package currently for a limited time!

👀

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50% off all memberships on my OnlyFans!

I’m currently running 50% off all memberships packages on my OnlyFans! Now is your chance to come check out my profile and hate me!!! 🤪

Lots of cosplay sets up! 98% good feedback! Can’t please everyone! 🤨

I do not push for tips or comments or likes! But they are appreciated! 🤓

I respond to every message I get! Feel free to say hi, we can chat about whatever! ✍️

You can say hi or be a ghost! I do not have “pay-per-view” content! I have the one door fee to get into my private club and that’s it! My club is very laid back!

I take requests and suggestions! 👍

Your support inspires me and keeps my blog and all this going! 💕

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OnlyFans campaign

Thank you for supporting my OnlyFans campaign! ❤️

I just dropped a new cosplay set! It has been getting some good feedback and I appreciate that very much! 💕

Just having your support there is encouraging and pushes me to keep going!

Like a little hamster on a wheel (and hopefully just as cute)! 🤪

I appreciate your subscriptions, your feedback, your likes, your messages, your comments, your tips, AND spoiling me by surprising me with gifts off my Amazon Wishlist! 😻
I appreciate all the things! ❤️

I have a lot of content up – and I’m running some specials and 50% off deals if you’d like to check out my campaign or catch up on what you’ve missed! ❤️

Your support keeps this blog going!

Thanks for giving the inexperienced, little gal a shot at her dreams!

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The gods named you

Where do you go deep in the forest?
The woods beckon me to follow
Because you’re the constellation Taurus
And the gods named you Apollo!

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

And I finally know your name (I mean, the name even you had forgotten) ⚡️⚡️⚡️

I LOVE YOU 😻

I mean, I just freestyle wrote this because your visits do some sort of thing to every atom in me.

And it’s not like they get rearranged, it’s like they’re organized and activated, as opposed to spiraling down Sagittarius A*

You magnify me or something

My electrons are connected to you

You electrically charge me

You light me up

Spiritually, physically, emotionally, mentally, all the “ly”

Marry me?

The gods named you Apollo
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I got a shoutout by OnlyFans for making TOP 27%! 😻

Y’all, I was not following them, I wasn’t even using hashtags in my Tweet because I’m terrified of hashtags now!

So it makes this shoutout even more special to me. ☺️

Y’all, they said it’s an amazing achievement!! 😻

So, this is every bit my subs achievement too! Because I couldn’t do it without you!! 💕

I kept asking was it worth celebrating and I guess it is!!

It absolutely is an achievement and I can add that to my four-page resume! 💪

And when I ever get around to doing my fourth Survivor audition tape, I can literally say “I’m top 27% of all creators on OnlyFans”.

I bet CBS will hear that because they like numbers.

And I can also now mention that my website has had over 70,000 views and over 24,000 visitors.

I’ve been working hard for sure!

Thank you for your support!!

OnlyFans has noticed! 😻

I’m touching the summit!

*gets emo*

*might cry*

I have my WordPress connected to my Twitter so any time I post something on my WordPress it automatically publishes to my Twitter and OnlyFans has responded to that automatic post which is super cool because well I wasn’t using any hashtags or anything.

I got noticed without hashtags or tagging someone.

A miracle.

A sign of life.

An achievement!

You have my love!

Thank you for your support!

My Twitter: https://twitter.com/poeeternal/status/1387180824450277376?s=21

My OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal

P.S.

I read a blog post last night where another blogger had reached 100 fans and the top 8% within a six-month timeframe (so I was momentarily feeling discouraged until I read that Tweet by OF).

I’ve been on OnlyFans for six months as well and I’ve reached top 27% so I’m just grateful for any growth that I have because most people don’t want to support me for whatever their reasons are.

Again, they wanna lock me on the bottom of the Titanic and watch it sink in boats that could hold more people.

I just know it.

So thank you because I am out here busting my ass.

I love you! 💕

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TOP 27% OnlyFans!

Uhm, I moved up another spot on OnlyFans! 😻

Thank you!

I love y’all so much for not letting me die on the street!

And it feels like that trust thing, where you get blindfolded and fall backwards and trust that they will catch you.

Because I’m opening up there and exploring my sexuality through camera work and modeling and it’s my safe place to do so.

My account is not hardcore XXX porn.

I strip, I’m a stripper – but with my artsy spin.

I’m doing stuff there I’ve never even done with another human being in the real world and it’s very liberating.

It’s very liberating taking my clothes off and I don’t feel guilty or sinful about it.

It feels natural.

Even my weird fetish’s I’m learning to explore (vampire cosplay, child cosplay, ect)

And I’ve also done ratings on others and one said it was a really good mental health boost.

I can live with that.

Because it’s also a really big mental health boost just for having your support.

I love you! 💕

I swear to fuck my OnlyFans is better than therapy!

And I realize that my account is way more softcore compared to what other girls are doing on their accounts (I do not masturbate or do porn / XXX). My content is Rated R though. It’s not PG.

I studied the Kama Sutra all my life and my focus was always seduction (vampire) and sensuality (sensation).

I think I may try to tell stories with the photo sets that I put out.

Not all of the sets because lately I’ve been posting more casual content that would get me in trouble or banned on Instagram.

And I asked them if they would be OK with me doing that and they said yes.

So sometimes they get me taking a bubble bath or sometimes they get me doing cosplay.

Can’t wait to be fully vaccinated though so I can travel and still wear my mask everywhere. 👀

The month of April has been hard for me medically – because of my COVID vaccinations.

I’m currently day 2 into dose 2 of the Moderna vaccine.

So thank you for letting me post more casual stuff that would get me in trouble or banned on Instagram (or falsely reported and removed).

Like my booty. Been posting lots more booty progress there on OF since I get in trouble for posting it on Instagram, despite there being naked women who are being sexually suggestive and in fact, it is sexual solicitation, but their post can remain because they haven’t been shadowbanned.

Overall, I’m just grateful for your support on my OnlyFans.

I tried to go live the other night on Instagram to show you the beach, and I was blocked from doing that on my account.

It made me want to drown myself in the ocean. 👀

Big bro has made social media toxic as fuck.

I literally fear doing anything there.

Which makes me even more grateful for my OnlyFans that I have your support because I could be nowhere on the leaderboard and dead on the street.

And there are absolutely people out there that are making me feel bad for even being on the leaderboard because they would’ve locked me on the bottom of the Titanic and watched it sink in boats that could’ve held more people.

Boats (as in plural).

👀

Grateful for my tribe! ❤️

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TOP 28%! OnlyFans! 🍑💪🍑

I know most people don’t take me serious as a writer and artist despite my best efforts.

However, to those whom do, thank you for pushing me into the TOP 28% of all creators on OnlyFans – I love my subs!! 😻

TOP 28%!

I’m gonna push more content out to you soon!

xo

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Thank you for TOP 28%!
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Still holding Top 29%! Thank you! 💕

Still holding Top 29%! Thank you to everyone who supports my hard work! I’m trying to avoid dying on the street like Edgar Allan Poe! I appreciate you!! 💕

I’m spending my weekend in my studio writing and recording content for my patrons!

I go in for dose 2 of Moderna in just a few days!

So I’d like to try to push out another little set for my OF as well!

Y’all are keeping me busy and I like that! 🤪

I love you! 💕

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https://www.patreon.com/poeeternal

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Top 30% currently!! 🤩

Fuck

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Top 30%!!! 🤩

I’m also offering a new service on my OnlyFans- as it was requested by a sub – and I’ll be releasing that information here soon! 🥰

But holyshite!

(I also have someone in the top 1% stealing my signature booty moves)

But whatev, for the moment, I iz TOP 30% of ALL creators on OF!

But top 30% y’all as a creator is most definitely an achievement? 👀

And still pending a refund for that 1 fellow (so will likely lose my lead on the leaderboard but whatever. I’ve lost somebody and my signature booty move has been stolen from me).

I’m going up against famous peeps who are stealing from me legit.

But I’m currently top 30%!!!! 🤪

Thank you subs!!!!

Thank you for not letting me die on the street like Edgar Allan Poe!!!

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Top 33% on OnlyFans currently! 😍

I’m verified on OF and currently in the Top 33% of all Creators!

I know it won’t last forever, but if you touch the summit, you still made the summit, right?

It’s not easy – I will say that! Lots of competition!

It’s better than therapy tho!

I’m still running Top 35% discounts!!!

The other new sub who joined said I was beautiful, so I can breathe again.

Thank you so much for your support and feedback! 😻

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So thanks for not letting me die completely mad and naked on the street like Edgar Allan Poe!

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Top 34

If you touch the summit, you still reached the summit? Right?

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*gets back in coffin before the stones come*

👀

If it makes you feel any better somebody has already joined my OF and it looks like they are not sticking around. No hello. No likes. Nadda.

Must be one of them fellows who would fuck me and then break up with me immediately after sex because he doesn’t like my tits.

👀

Anyhoo. Top 34 currently.

Gonna put some more stuff out for the guys who do like my tits.

That way I don’t die on the street like Edgar Allan Poe.

I want a better ending than that.

M’kay

*back in coffin*

👀

I mean, He didn’t even have to spend a $10 bill on a fucking subscription and I don’t even get one fucking like on my content, not one. 🤬 👎👎

I should boot him immediately.

Whatever.

*rolls eyes

*sucks thumb

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Top 35 OnlyFans specials! 💋

Hi loves!!!

Since I am currently holding top 35 on the OnlyFans leaderboard, I am running a 35% off special on the 30 day, 3 month, and 6 months memberships!! You can currently get 35% off of any one of those memberships!! ❤️

I appreciate your support so much! 💋

Thanks for pushing me to the summit of the OnlyFans leaderboard! It’s not easy to do!! 💕

Top 35 baby!!! 😻

New content coming soon!

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Top 35 on OnlyFans as of Sunday, April 4th!!! Easter! The day Christ rose (I think)! 😍

Guys!!!!!! Look where you put me on the OnlyFans leaderboard as of today!!!! 😻

I am suspended between heaven and earth! 👀

Have I died?

We got there together!! 🦄🦄🦄

Thank you for giving my modeling and photography and videography and cosplay a shot!

Appreciates!!!!

Top 35 y’all on Easter! Mark the day!!!

I HAVE RISEN!

(But not really, I’m still bedridden lol)

But on the leaderboard I have rose significantly!

*squee*

Not obsolete

Thank you from 1 foot in the grave.

This isn’t easy to do but I couldn’t do it without you.

Your feedback, your encouragement, your moral support, it’s been better than therapy and now you have me in top 35!

And my other love stopped giving me the silent treatment thank God (was about to drown upside down in the tub)

I need naps!

*falls into some sort of dreamlike suspended animated state*

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Holycrap- love my subs!

I just had an OF re-up for 6 months, thank you for the confidence boost! Holycrap! 😍

I’ve actually had three renewals this week- so my head is kind of spinning- it’s been a fucking wild ride this week!

I’m still clinging in the top 50s and I am running a one month and three months special over there currently!!!

Love my subs!

Love my patrons too! And I have a lot of content coming to my Patreon this month!

Riding the bull of life, acting a child, and dressing the part…

Thank you for sticking around!

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Disney Delia (that’s me)

If I were turned into a 2D Disney character, this is how I would look! 😍

Now all I need is a lonely tower, a couple evil cats, and a Prince I’ve cast a spell on, who is madly in-love with me, and is coming to rescue me from my evil prison and release the curse!

Am I your new favorite cartoon? 😚

All my facial expressions Disneyfied!

Which are your favorites? 🤔

Thinking she’s going to die lonely, unrescued, and unloved…

Thanks for checking out my blog and for supporting independent artist!

My LinkTree will take you places! https://linktr.ee/poeeternal

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Buoy

Are you a buoy?
Resting in the vast expanse of my heart?
Rocking back and forth –
Or are you lurking like a shark?

Does love then wash ashore?
Or is love a sunken art?
Is there treasure on the floor?
Does your map plan out a chart?

If I call your name like Thor,
Will the tides begin to part?
Is your heart a sponge or spore?
Do we have a chance to start?

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Happy Valentines. I love you. 😇

How I feel about our love. Neither here or gone. Still loading. Or maybe that’s just 2021?
I have a good side and a bad side. Double trouble. Twice the love. 💞

Am I your angel or demon? A lonely mermaid? Are we now even?

Did you know I read tarot from time to time? I have 2 deck of cards plus some tarot books. While I don’t have each card memorized, I’m fairly good at interpreting what they mean, in comparison to the question you ask each deck/reading. My friends and family are generally pretty amazed by each reading (despite me flipping through my book). While I’m not as experienced reading tarot, I’m skilled with meditation sessions and intermediate with meditation with crystals and stones.
I studied astrology when I was 15, followed by dream interpretation, and then wound up getting my science degree in psychology. I also have a medical background working as an EMT (Emergency Medical Technician) and Combat Medic for some 8 years in the Army (I went on to get a second MOS in the Army as I was offered a position with the Department of Defense, so I went to another school in the Army and got a second MOS classification and started working as a Transportation officer. Thus my medical career halted, I changed my masters from psychology to an MBA, as my entire life changed when I became a businesswoman for the DOD (Department of Defense) and this went on for several years until I reached 15 years in the Army and opted to not reenlist a fifth or sixth time. Thus, here I am now. An unknown soldier, poor, heartbroke, and on the brinks of a mysterious death, just like Edgar A. Poe!!! Woo Hoo!

If you like my writing, please consider subscribing to my Patreon (all age friendly): https://www.patreon.com/poeeternal

Check out my OnlyFans campaign (18+ only): https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal

Keep up with me on Instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/poeeternal/

I follow back on Twitter and you can follow me here: https://www.twitter.com/poeeternal

If you’d like to help support this blog so I can eat, that’s cool, I like to eat. And your donations and/or subscriptions to my campaigns, allow me to keep doing this. I am so grateful, thank you!

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Stellar Light

Your walls of trust are ruin
Still the moss is green in our garden
There are dinosaur skeletons and secrets buried
Iron walls to keep off enemy
My lips are gold and clean
I’m still your sunbeam
Leaning on the moon
My roots dug into you
The tombs are crumbling
Regret is ivy
Black holes are spinning too
They have mass like the weight of you
Time has turned into quicksand
Every place you’ve been
I’m not calling on a friend
From lie to dust
My blood is rust
But the starlight
It keeps rushing through
With every thought of you
My lips are gates of doom

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

I know why Edgar Allan Poe died heartbroke on the street. I know your secrets. Dig into the crust and search its layers, love is still found.

Cut the red forest down. Run us into Andromeda. My love won’t go extinct.

There may not be a grave for you to visit when I die. Or a blog. People die and vanish from history.
Am I fading from existence with your every breath?
Where does the light go inside you?
Have you already forgotten me? Tell me how easy? Click click erase?

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Existence

I exist somewhere between now and never
Just a fragment of time
A handshake, a moment, or lie

Your cold breath on my shoulder
While heaven was written with your eyes
And hope was seized by your rhyme

I come into existence as quickly as I am erased
Time is fleeting
I’ve been replaced

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

My third eye is open
I make my own luck. I don’t need your love.
I make my own luck. I make my own love.

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Valentine’s OF promo with photos

Dropping new Valentine related sets on my OnlyFans. This is my first Valentine’s on OF and I’m running some specials!

I’m now introducing nude digiart to my OF!

Now it’s an a la carte of everything. Lots of nude photography and things I can’t post anywhere else! Exclusive content! 🎁

The feedback I get is priceless. It’s helping me grow as a human and artist.

You can find me verified on OnlyFans under my pen poeeternal (18+ only, sorry kids).

Full link: https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal

Thank you to everyone supporting my OnlyFans (18+) or Patreon (all ages)! I’m absolutely grateful! 😍

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KISS MY ASS BIG BRO (Censorship) 😫😫😫

Welp. I just got the warning about account deletion from Instagram. I basically said, “I made Santa’s naughty list, visit my OF to find out how”.

Many of us are having to spend Christmas alone and away from our friends and families due to the quarantines that are placed and I’m just trying to make Christmas a little less lonesome and gloomy for everyone including myself (who just lost my dad).

So going forward anything I post on Instagram will be speechless that is IF big bro doesn’t delete me from my audience like he just threatened to do!!!

I literally just had my shower and wanted to cheer up my admirers. For God sake I haven’t even had a chance to put my makeup on yet and I’ve already got a fucking warning from Instagram that they’re going to delete my account including all my messages and my followers!!! Please stop me from having a meltdown right now. 😵😵😵

Petite bums need love too
More Christmas content coming to my onlyfans if I can calm down from big bro giving me an anxiety attack
I was literally just trying to get a quick bum shot to promote my OF. It wasn’t my bum that got me in trouble, it was my fucking mouth. And this has been an issue since kindergarten okay.
I didn’t think anyone would be interested in my tiny ass but I’m going to be putting more shots of it on my OF. It was just a behind-the-scenes photo encouraging people to join.

But Instagram has now threatened me that my account may be permanently deleted.

I think businesses need to start boycotting Facebook and Instagram to protect the little guy like me.

I mean I couldn’t even say, “hey I made Santa’s naughty list, find out how”.

Welp. Y’all remember when witches were being burned at the stake?

I feel violated. Do you know how long and how many years I’ve been working on my Instagram?

And just like that, they will take it from me.

So when I calm down from all this I’ll get back to getting dressed and putting my makeup on and doing the photoshoot like I wanted to do.

Fucking hell

WELP THE PRESS WON’T PUBLISH MY WORDS. I GONNA DIES IN THE STREET LIKE POE.

But, you don’t have to let that happen.

I’m running crazy good deals on my OnlyFans where I’m allowed to speak (kinda, you can’t say child or other terms I’m learning).

Only in America do they make nudity and sex a crime yet you can’t even watch a Hollywood film without there being some sex scene 5 minutes in. Nudity is consistently thrown in your face here but made illegal.

Thank you for your subs and follows and love, and especially all the nice things you’re telling me about my body and even the request you’re putting in (because I’ve now got some foot porn coming soon). 😍

And I have cute little Cinderella feet.

I’m also starting a new workout routine soon and I was going to share my progress on Instagram but I’ve received an eviction notice basically.

So if a musician is like “hey go check out my new track on my onlyfans” are they going to get their fucking account deleted too???? Because onlyfans is not just for nudes. That’s just one platform that sex workers can work safely.

I’m over 2020.

So if one day you can’t find me on Instagram, it’s probably because I’ve been banned.

Welp. 1984 is now.

If you want to see my Christmas content that’s going to be dropping, follow this link: https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal

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The Lie

The lie it grew and grew and grew
I knew
I fell from heaven on the truth
Got stuck like glue
On every lie because of you
Oh, it hurts so much too
From empty bottle to fully blue
Hell mistook me for a fool

Your prayer dropped a clue
You envy youth
Now away it flew
Leaving you with tooth
How they accrue
Still every mask I cut through
It’s time I withdrew

© Delia Ross. 2020

Spent the night soiling the earth with tears begging the almighty to let me see what I need so I could be free. Didn’t understand the lesson that be. Crying to God, you can lead a demon to holy water, but you cannot make him drink!!!

Nearly drowning from all that makes me bleed. Suffocating on the very air that we breathe. He gave me new eyes to see. Your soul is empty. God cut me free (now whose lying).

The truth hurts worse than the lie
Telling lies to myself. That’s not you. It’s someone else. It’s his brother. I’m crazy! Seeing what I wanna! I seem to like you no matter who you are. Which makes me not like you very much!! 😭😰😭
I wish I could believe my own lie when I say I don’t love you.
The truth hurts worse than the lie.
Oh, God forgive me! I still love you, I do! 💔
Cursed like Mina Tepes to always love you. 💔

Sidenote: I’ve been in some sort of weird rhyme scheme where I limit my vocabulary even more than I normally do when rhyming. I don’t rhyme just to rhyme, that’s where people fall flat. There’s probably a name for what I’m doing but brain damage. Losing my mind. I see way more than I want to see with my third eye and I’ve never been so fucking depressed or lonely in my life and it’s not that I don’t like my own company because I do – that’s why I’m isolated. I’m growing ever more suicidal and out of fucks to give. But doing the rhyme scheme like I did above, that shit is hard, yo.

I was also at a place where I was worried about using the same words that I had already used before and then I decided to just let that go.

I’ll probably be jumping off the Eiffel fucking Tower reciting some last words you know. Eh. CR CR CRAZZZY out of fucks to give.

Words are the only thing left holding me together.

Oh, you thought that was just a line?

The only thing I’m staying alive for at this point is the Matrix 4. And maybe another hug from Gavin Rossdale cuz he’s like my fountain of youth. I sniffed his neck once, I’m so fucking weird!!!! I think I wanted a bite 😩

I’m sure he’d like that but not while he’s singing to thousands of people!

Then again, this is me. I could get away with murder just with my smile. 😊

I am 1000% insane crazy because I’m literally in love with dracul even tho he’s a fucking monster. Rip my fucking heart out. At least Mina got laid!!!!! She died by suicide, FYI!!!

SHE WAS REAL!!!! *laughs insanely*

Dracul is still very much feared in his land. I wanted to get married in Transylvania or there about.

Love isn’t real, is it? You never really loved me.

*dives off tower*

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The Devil

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

I walked across the desert with the Devil
A slow trot ensuring I was careful
He gave me paper and he gave me pencil
He talked as though the world was sterile

He showed me war, he showed me death
And I saw things that took my breath
And still I marched into the depth
And on I march digging deeper yet

The writing’s on the wall contain disillusionment
And not a cry ever sounding jubilant
And though it pale, a voice to help illuminate
And at his wall I felt my soul rejuvenate

I took to paper and then to pen
And as I wrote I felt again
I spoke of how but never when
But dreams with him weren’t filled with zen

And though his touch cannot be felt
It is his words that make me melt
And care not how his names are spelt
For in his heart is where I’ve dwelt

© Delia Ross. 2020 @poeeternal

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

Hi. I am still working on Halloween edits but I have over 50 + horror themed original pieces of cosplay digiart that will be loaded onto my Patreon campaign – original photography and digiart that my patrons have access to use for their own blogs, websites, or projects (or just to enjoy)! 😄

This is a perk for supporting my campaign!

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal
Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

Your pledges give you access to exclusive original poetry and writing, photography, digiart, video, and GIFs, starting at just four quarters per month ($1 in the USA)!

I hope to be able to offer a print tier in the near future! It is currently in the pipeline (this will be under a new tier and photos will be printed on professional Kodak paper in various sizes)! If you’re into professionally recorded spoken word, I do that too (but in a higher tier). A lot of my spoken word is accompanied by elements and music, I do all of my recording, mixing, and editing through GarageBand, with an actual microphone and amp (nothing is recorded through a cellphone). I do everything professionally.

I can’t offer all my art for $1. That won’t buy a piece of gum and making art and writing is time-consuming and expensive. I’d like to be able to continue at this. I originally started out with one tier, but as I grow as a writer and artist, so does my campaign.

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

Currently there are over 300+ images available for my patrons to use for their own projects! With more incoming!

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

Although I don’t have any professional training in photography or digiart, it is something I’m very passionate about and Quentin Tarantino didn’t have any professional training either, he learned how to make movies by working at a movie gallery and watching movies.

I’ve been dabbling in photography and digiart, pretty much my entire life, so I think it’s pretty cool to be able to offer it to you as a perk for supporting my campaign. I work in real-time and supporting my Patreon campaign is the best way to support my on-going creativity.

I try to to give you really cool perks in return for your pledges at fair membership prices. My campaign is one low monthly fee (not “pay per thing”), and it keeps this blog going and advertisement free (zero spam). So your support is greatly appreciated.

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

But your support also means I can pay my bills, buy some bread, and even get crafts and supplies to keep all this going, including the cosplay.

Original cosplay and digiart by @poeeternal

Thanks for checking out my work and supporting small business and indie artists!

If you dig my creativity and would like to make a donation, you can via my PayPal here: https://www.paypal.me/deliaross

Or, donations can be made securely on CashApp at $poeeternal

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Happy Halloween ~ Let Us Prey

Happy is relative. Everyday is Halloween.

Christian woman
Christian woman

I’m not through with Halloween, after all, today IS halloween. These are just a few I took and edited on All Hallows Eve. 🙂

All photography & digiart by me (including props, costume and makeups)
All photography & digiart by me (including props, costume and makeups)

But this is the two days I can legally scare the children and the parents be okay with it.

All photography & digiart by me (including props, costume, and makeups)

La la la la la la 🎃🎃🎃

You can never trust an angel.
“Boo bitch craft” (-)

Everyday is Halloween when you’re a ghoul like me. 🙂

Spookies 🙂
Fallen angel. You know the devil was a fallen angel too? The first in fact. 🎃
Just a little gal from the south – all bark (but subject to bite). *gets back in coffin*
“Let us prey”

© Delia Ross. 2020

Postscript: I am not a devil worshiper. I do vampire cosplay. It’s a hobby. Or sport. ‘Let us prey’. (Now I know why Michael Jackson had to do these).

Links to stalk and support me: https://linktr.ee/poeeternal

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Can’t Lose You

MOOD (a favorite)

*Sound on* No I can’t lose you. 🎃
No filter
Resting bitch face. No filter. 😂
Do you like my mask? Think I’ll perform more spoken word in its.
Pre beast mode but in purring mode tis almost Halloweenz. Gotta get my nails on. I dig this purple eye color filter tho
Currently 420 years old in vampy years 🙂

Petite. If you’ve never had a little, I said a little is alot…

I gotta get my claws on for Halloween.

Watch my new TicTok video here: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJmXCtjd/

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Brother

The only thing that mattered were how we were to one another
Many children go without a father or a mother
They only know abuse from the hand of every lover
It’s simply poor excuse you failed to be a brother

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal

Angelic beings are warriors

“Let brotherly love continue. 
Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, 
for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.” Hebrews 13:1-2

Self-portrait @poeeternal
Self-portrait @poeeternal
Self-portrait @poeeternal

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Playing The Angel (digiart)

Come on raise your head
Now wake the dead

Red fire sun
Trapped in forest of longing
Watch the sunrise come

Don’t forget to show this post some love if you enjoyed it, that way I know. Hit the like button or drop me a comment! 😄

Pale and withdrawn
Thank you for all your support here, there, everywhere!
That’s all for now. Thanks for visiting my blog!

The only thing missing was some fake blood and my custom fitted vampire fangs… 👍

P.S. I’ve been painting my lips red since I was 13. I never outline my lips. Tomboyish mostly and prefer a natural, blushy tone. I also don’t want botox or lip enhancers to kill my lines. I’ve died a million times. It’s written in these rhymes.

Lurking underworld with resting bitch face front-and-center… HOOAH

© Delia Ross. 2020 @poeeternal #poeeternal

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Twitching

Hi. How are you? Keeping safe? I’ve been trying to enjoy my summer by going on bike rides with my dog but it’s been raining like crazy around here. He loves to go on rides and I love taking him. He turned nine years old last week.

I haven’t been blogging as much, there’s little inspiration coming in. Just feeling absolutely drained and needing a break from the blogging sphere. I’ve honestly needed a break from everything in life. I miss travel, food, gigs, friends. This quarantine sucks and isolation has actually been harder for my depression. On the upside, Twitching has been fun.

Now that I’ve got on Twitch, I’ve been live streaming more. The app is so intricate, there is so much I’m still trying to learn. I’ve been working towards the affiliate goals, please give me a follow on my channel and help me reach 50 followers (7/50 currently)! 🙏❤🙏 I’m super shy, but pushing through boundaries. I play other games and I’ll get around to showing those off soon. I’m going to live stream other stuff than just games but I’m still learning the ropes on the platform.

I just want to open up and start sharing more of my life with you. So give me a follow over there if any of this interest you. If you have an Amazon Prime account you can connect your Twitch account and then you can actually subscribe to me (but I have to reach 50 followers before I can have subscribers).

Thank you to everyone who’s been checking out my channel!! It’s honestly helping me not be so stir-crazy!! Sending you lots of love!!

Catch me on my next live stream, coming soon! 🤗

Follow me on Twitch at www.twitch.tv/poeeternal
Hellos

www.twitch.tv/poeeternal

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Noose

You tied the noose then left me hanging
You pledged for days then changed your aiming
You point your finger loudly blaming
You have no proof for what you’re claiming

Your youth is gone, you’re well past ageing
Your actions don’t match words you’re painting
And every step you’re proudly feigning
I don’t believe a word you’re saying

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal

To be honest, I think rhyming gets me off. I get euphoric after I’ve pieced together a decent story. Sure, writing is hard. Rhyming is harder. But you wouldn’t see it that way if you saw me in a dizzy spell writing, sometimes pieces come together so quickly. Or the fact that I live and breathe rhyme 24/7. I think I might have an addiction, albeit, is it a healthy one? I literally write anywhere, and while doing everything. Sometimes I force myself to stop writing and other times I think I’ll never be able to write anything ever again. But alas, I’m still rhyming *sigh* and have been since the age of 12. I fell in love with poetry in the 3rd grade though, when I read an Emily Dickinson poem (I talk a bit about that in my thank you video on my Patreon for my patrons who join, so the video is still there if you are my patron and overlooked watching it. It’s been there since the beginning of my campaign). Anyhoo, sometimes I think I don’t have a drop of rhyme left in me. And then it is flowing out. In heaps. Like lava. And often with tears. My rhyme contains my soul. I lived in a very abusive environment as a child and writing became my escape. Writing was my coping mechanism. And still is of today.

My attempt at “But is it art” below… (but is it art was a saying me and my best friend used to say all the time when we’d fuck shit up. Like once, we redid a chair by putting our handprints in paint all over it graffiti style and writing “but is it art!?!). She died by suicide and I’ve never been the same. But all my attempts at art end with, BUT IS IT ART!?!

Bath + snaps
https://videopress.com/v/o50XfEQP?autoPlay=true&loop=true&muted=true&persistVolume=false&preloadContent=metadata
Bath + snaps
https://videopress.com/v/SuWxwmhU?autoPlay=true&loop=true&muted=true&persistVolume=false&preloadContent=metadata
But is it art?
But is it art?
https://videopress.com/v/qvVrk0LT?autoPlay=true&loop=true&muted=true&persistVolume=false&preloadContent=metadata
I nearly didn’t share this for a number of reasons. But here’s the thing, I don’t want fake boobs. I like feeling things. Might account a tad bit for my poetry. But for real, I’ve had many guys complain that my boobs weren’t fake. Had a guy break up with me in my 20s over it. And I have been peer pressured by society and men to get plastic surgery that I don’t want. I also breast fed an entire year, I have natural curves. And I don’t want to replace my sex organ with plastic for many reasons. I could have made my nipples harder I suppose, so hence ‘soft nudity’. I wasn’t trying to be vulgar or even sexual. Just existing in a hot bath and trying to capture my soft curves. Attempting to be artsy. Instead, I worry now my boobs aren’t sitting in their best, upright position. They don’t meet societies standards of perfection. I’m tired of feeling things though so maybe I should start getting plastic surgery and fake nails and fake hair and fake lips and fake eyelashes and fake tans… throw a fake personality in there too. ((Also if you’re one of the guys who’s ever put my body down… fuck you))! For real tho… desensitized nation 101. I’m not a model. I’m not a porn barbie. I’m a warrior poet, dig? Just trying to find myself and keep 100% authentic & real. I feel like I’m heading towards a dire ending like Edgar Allan Poe though. Cursed. It’s in our blood… I hope someone enjoys my little attempt at art in isolation. If you don’t like my body or my art, join the long line of boys who also don’t. I can’t be bothered with shallow waters any longer. Evolving into a better me slowly as my body is dying. Keeping my mind in a nurturing environment. SELF-LOVE.
https://videopress.com/v/oQltOsvU?autoPlay=true&loop=true&muted=true&persistVolume=false&preloadContent=metadata
The same vid as above but with different effects. But is it art?
I never knew how hard wet hair can be to manage when it’s this long and wet and also heavy… (no filter). I really wish I could upgrade and get some decent camera equipment and lighting. Someone join my Patreon or make a donation please lol I need new editing software too!!! It’s my birthday this month!!! 😍
That’s all for now. Can’t do much in quarantine. Trying not to catch the plague. Trying not to die by depression. Missing gig life to the full. No birthday gig this year!!! 😭😭😭

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Just Saying Hi

Vampirism for the deeply lonely existence I live
Darkness for the light I give
Forgiveness for your life of sin
Reason for my faith within

HAPPY FRIDAY Y’ALL. I DID MY MAKEUPS. CUZ BORED! I’m posting to say hi!

I’m not a model, never aspired to be. A vampire on the other hand, I’ve been obsessed with them since I was 5 (zombies too) and it never sat well with my mom who is super Christian. If you dig stuff like vampires, then maybe you will enjoy these bits of images and videos (minus the quarantine weight I’ve put on). Isolation + custom fitted fangs + a shit ton of eye makeup + snaps + edits = vampire erotica?

I hope you like them. Happy Halloween. Wait, err, everyday is Halloween!?!

I’m single and ready to mingle but there is like a pandemic going on and I’m not trying to catch the plague… literally watching The Universe on Netflix but I need to catch up on Dark. I’m somewhere in season 2. What y’all watching these days?

Just me (no fangs)!
Just me (no fangs)!
Just me (no fangs)!
Just me (no fangs)!