To Live (a 25 word love poem)

I want to live in that moment; forever our first meeting
When the air hits my lung and starts receding
I need you for dreaming

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

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Hanging (poetry)

Don’t just leave me hanging by the hook
I know there’s pages missing from your book
But things aren’t always simply how they look
You may just find me sleeping by the brook

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

But will I really be sleeping? ๐Ÿ˜Œ

Having some feels

Nearly died this year

Sleeping my way to a full recovery and a trip to the arms dealer

Gonna be packing a 9 on my hip ๐Ÿ‘€

WOKE

And MR. Anderson hates me, he’s everywhere, trying to limit my views to you

I’m fairly certain TikTok is owned by Asia

It’s come to my recent attention that India is in fact running most of the world

It would behoove you to get an American doctor and stop supporting those who keep coming over here taking all our good jobs, including the management positions and they’re earning the most pay than those who are born in America and study here and they treat us like shit, we have to work all of our holidays, meanwhile they’re getting richer

And they claim religious exemption to avoid having to take the drugs and vaccines that they make and force us to take

Your avatar has been depressed because you knew things were wrong in the world and this is why

๐Ÿ‘€

I hope you are enjoying my poetry as much as you are enjoying the trip down the rabbit hole ๐Ÿค”

I know it hurts to see and hear

But you can do something about it by starting to support American made companies

We have the power to say no

Even if it cost us our jobs

Enough is enough

This isn’t America anymore, this is fucking India

And you never get that good job because they keep taking them

Trump was right ๐Ÿ‘€

They do come over here and take all our good jobs

No wonder they’re trying to silence him

๐Ÿ‘€

The earth could open up

The earth could open up and I could fall in
And it doesn’t matter my training or what I was thinking
The earth is hollow just under my skin
And there’s no safety switch when gravity’s pulling

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

The story of how John Jones died will never escape me and that’s the horror stories you should be reading your children

Instead of fantasies of wealth

The game is rigged

And other people will climax from your death

All these floods and fires and the weather IS being manipulated and Soldier’s are killing via drone attacks like a video game and innocent lives are lost and they seek refuge in our country.

So we wipe out their entire fucking family nearly and then we let them come over here and we were supposed to believe that they don’t hate us?

M’kay

That’s a no

No more gaslighting for me

It’s everywhere

๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž

I honestly don’t even know why people would want to have children now, at least not in the city and not part of society.

I’m done with society

I’m buying land and going underground

See yah! Wouldn’t want to be yah!

The nebulizer (part two)

Every 6 hours they say

This is my life now since getting the Moderna vaxxx

I haven’t finished my nails yet ๐Ÿ˜Œ

Crawling to my death

It’s a bit underwhelming

Not impressed

But trying to give my body positive vibes for healing

I found myself in this mess because the CDC gaslit us about the “safety” of the Moderna vaccines. And they sat on information that they knew until enough people died that they had to put out a warning and they still didn’t include me in the age group of people with heart inflammation and I also have a left lung that isn’t inflating all the way

I also have a sac in my heart filled with fluid, presumably a heart clot (because that’s what these vaccines cause) or either the virus, either in which my body should absorb

I’m a fucking zombie now

But I knew you’d be too much of a coward to crawl in that fucking hole and rescue me and I also knew you’d probably not be able to end my suffering or stop me from dying from my mysterious death

So I jumped into this timeline to prevent that

I don’t know how many years it cost me but I’m not gonna live to see 50

End of dose 2

I don’t know if I’m gonna do this every six hours

But I got myself in this mess getting vaccinated

That doesn’t mean I deserve to fucking die

I probably will tho ๐Ÿ‘€

Heart failure

Cardiac arrest

And it’s going to hurt and the only thing I’ll be thinking about is the pain and oh shit this is the end

As that was my life every second when my heart swelled up and was having electrical charges (it was welding itself after a clot tried to pass on different occasions, and that in itself was a different pain entirely, also one of my paths got closed off, my body shut down, I was lethargic and cold, my heart didn’t see my skin as a vital organ, it was having difficulty pumping blood throughout my body, so I kept a heating pad on my heart which helped my anxiety, pain, and breathing, so my primary care doctor at the VA – who is a female doctor – told me to keep doing that and she ordered me a few different tests and when I showed up to a civilian clinic and told an Indian doctor that I was using the pad, m he told me the heating pad shouldn’t have any effect on my heart whatsoever – which is absolute bullshit, the heart is a fucking muscle, you fucking gaslighting, lying fucking asshole motherfucker, I’m onto all of y’all)

My body has appreciated good food and rest more so than doctor visits and testing

They gave me poison that said was safe and I believed them and then I found myself stuck and dying and now they’re giving me some more poison and they’re saying it’s going to get me better

๐Ÿ‘€

Do you remember when the pandemic started a couple years ago and I got struck by lightning in my jeep with my windows down at 80 miles an hour – that’s the day I jumped into this timeline and remember I was going on about Thor doing something to my heart to protect me or to wake me up hum hello

I maybe reading the map wrong

I’m making inaccurate calculations

There’s missing information

Is our universe inside a black hole?

Is this purgatory?

I’ve done this so many times I’m becoming aware?

Are we AI becoming aware?

Is the Great Filter upon us?

Are we the first or last of our kind?

I will never see you again in this form

I’m having a hard time letting you go

I’m having a hard time leaving you

But my breathing hurts

I made some bad choices that cost me my life

Even worse, I wasted all my good years on the wrong people

The wrong jobs

The wrong reasons

And even in my dying there are things in me wanting a chance at life

I’m still capable of making life

Like the salmon swimming upstream to her death

Laying her eggs one last time

There are atoms in me trying to pop into existence

My eggs bleed from me every month

Tell me stories and let me dream

The Great Dying has begun

Tell me your stories

Make me believe

Cheeky but alive

So I know the content has been slow incoming but I ain’t retiring yet ๐Ÿ˜ท

And I appreciate you still having interest in the stuff I do

I put a lot of passion into everything I do, including my rants

I want to push more stuff out but I’M TIRED *ahem* dying

I’ve been procrastinating a lot today to avoid doing my medication *ahem* poison

I fucking hate chemicals and now they want me breathing it into my lungs every six hours and I feel like I’m crawling to my death ๐Ÿ‘€

And I’ve probably gained a lot of weight so I will get stuck

Because I’m eating but stopped working out back in April ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

It’s not like I really have a choice

My heart and lungs just want food, sex, and rest

And apparently thinking something is the same thing as doing something so I’m getting a lot of you know… ahem rest ๐Ÿ‘€

Gravity

There’s more than one solution

Let’s just hope the world is better prepared with eyes to see

If my only mission is to expose the truth

I will die by my honor

And accusing Michael Leavitt of murder

He should be hung in the streets and then sliced open from the balls

Let gravity do its thang

Or, make him crawl in that fucking hole and hang with his bones

And for the love of God since nearly a decade or more has passed can someone please take a robot in there and retrieve his fucking body and put it in a proper burial ground

For the love of god please

I would crawl in the hole and do it myself but I experienced firsthand claustrophobia when I had to go in for my MRI

And they had to leave the little light on for me

Because I’m 2 and afraid of the dark

And confined spaces

And gaslighting

๐Ÿ‘€

And I’m dying

I’m not being melodramatic

But I’m trying to live

It’s painful

Just to breathe

But I had to get this off my chest please

I still didn’t even say or do what I needed/wanted

It’s just, that thing you said

Made me cry ๐Ÿ‘€

I know everything makes me cry

But sometimes the tears feel worthy

And I allow gravity to let them fall

But it also relieved some pressure built up in the chest

Because I haven’t stopped thinking about the way John Jones died or researching every goddamn thing about it

Like, I need to go to Utah and crawl in that hole and pull him out

But I can’t ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

Constricted spaces plus gravity ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

But I would die trying ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

Please don’t let me ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

Random acts of kindness

Went thrifting today & a lady donated me $20 when she overheard me talking to an employee about being a disabled vet. I broke social distancing (with a mask) to hug a stranger.

She said something told her I needed it.

Spent $5 on food & $15 is going towards my land I’m saving for.

Grabbed this little number

It was nice because I had been given a voucher to go shopping, so the stuff was free that I was picking out.

And then this lady dropped me a $20

I scored a very nice pair of black heels, size 6. I’m petite. Aside from a little dust, they looked like they’d never been worn.

They probably didn’t fit the original owner and now they fit my little feet.

Most women I know are like a size 8 or nine in comparison.

I haz little feet and toes ๐Ÿฃ

Grabbed a nice long flowing skirt meant for beachwear

So overall scored some nice finds at the thrift

Everything was free

Scored twenty bucks too

God rewarded me for something

๐Ÿคจ

A little belated birthday present from the uni

Took a minute to arrive

And maybe a sign and jump start to get that land

I don’t think the uni wants me under this cracked ceiling either ๐Ÿ‘€

They said in six months I’d be eligible for another clothing voucher so I guess I’ll be taking another treasure hunt to the thrift

I actually do love thrifting and it’s been a minute since I’ve been able to have disposable income so I take the bones when the uni throws them

All thanks goes to the Salvation Army and the nice stranger who donated me twenty bucks

I’ll pay it forward when I can start growing some food on my land and I’ll share it with the homeless

I’m saving for an acre minimum

It’s doable

I’ve set a goal

And goals are needed in the big raceway of life

I really love random acts of kindness

Go out there and help somebody

We’re in end times

Give love ๐Ÿ’•

John Jones

Have you ever had your chest caught on the lip of the earth?
And were you kicking in a panic reconsidering your worth?
Have you ever been so hollow the upside down became your perch?
And when all efforts were exhausted did you regret what you researched?

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

The story of how John Jones died in that cave hasn’t left my mind

Hands down, the scariest way to die. And he crawled into his grave. He tried Mother Earth on for size, and they became one. She wasn’t going to let him go.

Gravity scares the shit out of me.

We’re not meant to leave this Earth

I’m having feels

My doggy isn’t doing good and I reckon I ain’t either

John Jones / Nutty Putty Cave (RIP)

I’ve been up two days now trying to understand why John Jones crawled into that fucking hole the way he did to his death and I have read article after article and I watched a movie on it and I’ve read blog posts on it and I have 1000% come to the conclusion that the manager Michael Leavitt is responsible for John Jones’ death due to narcissism and gaslighting

This is 1000% what bad management and gaslighting in the environment looks like

My two cents๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMR9g7KFL/

On a side-note, I have claustrophobia because I was inside an evil womb and experienced a period of consciousness while I was inside before I broke out into a world of narcissism and gaslighting and it’s no wonder I live in a fucking world of confusion and my third eye has a hard time tuning in to the correct frequency and vibrations

I’ve also came to the conclusion that I broke into this timeline to evade dying from my mysterious death via Big Pharma

Breaking into a timeline would take a lot of energy and speed like me moving 80 mph with 1000 bands of electricity fucking striking my vehicle with all its windows down

And you know this happened because I blogged about it for 2 weeks

I was mostly concerned that I didn’t have any iodine in the house and how much radiation I potentially took in

I was going on about how brother Thor was pinching me or waking me up

Well I have joined the great awakening and I am in the timeline that I need to be in right now

I’ve also come to the understanding that I’m on a different level of consciousness than other people who may be on a lower level plane of consciousness because they have different levels of learning that they need to do

There have been several times in my life I have predicted events to happen before they occurred and there are people witness to this

At first, I thought I was responsible because I thought it

But no

Everything that will happen has already happened

I’m only here to understand why I made the choice

I know how I’m going to die because it’s already happened but I jumped into this timeline to prevent my mysterious death occurring prematurely because of the fucking evil narcissism going on in the world- but hey – welcome to the great awakening, my name is Delia, I love you!

How am I going to die?

I’ve always felt it would be suicide or heart failure

I was depressed in the womb

I’m that program in the matrix doing what it’s not supposed to be doing!!!

Knock knock, Neo

The Great Filter is upon us!!!

And I get chill bumps all over my body including right now just for mentioning it!

Anytime I mention it or the great awakening I get chill bumps so that’s a sign that I’m tuned into the right frequency

John died due to the gaslighting that occurred at Nutty Putty cave

I feel like I’ve been stuck in that exact part of the cave

I feel like him and I come from the same being

He kept making grave mistake after mistake because he thought he was gonna wind up in a big grand opening, he thought he was in a different part of the cave that was never listed on the map and he made a lot of bad choices because it had been years since he’d been caving and he’d grown into a big boy

He didn’t deserve to die like that and two people got stuck in that same area but the management never did anything about it, they just kept gaslighting the entire population until someone died and it closed (His continuous victim blaming excuses, “they should’ve known, they should’ve known” but he left it off the fucking map!!!! Gaslighting!!! It doesn’t matter how fucking skilled you are at something, if somebody is gaslighting you that you fucking trust you make inaccurate decisions!!!

Instead of giving verbal warnings or even marking that section as unavailable

Instead, the manager victim blames until someone actually died and the cave was closed as John’s permanent tomb

I fucking hate you

I hate my mother and my sister too and I want to eradicate every fucking narcissist sniffing around this goddamn planet, even if it means eradicating culture

๐Ÿ‘€

Welcome to the Great Undoing ๐Ÿ™Œ

P.S. I even wrote him a little poem ๐Ÿ˜ž

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMR9g7QAm/

On Your List TikTok spoken word!

Dropped a little spoken word for you!

Tried something a little new to take away the performance anxiety!

Recorded with an amp and microphone! Really hope you enjoy! ๐ŸŽค

I took 100 tries of recording to get it right and then on two or three occasions I lost what I thought was a perfect version and I’m not sure how but anyway eventually I got to one that I felt was worth publishing

๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMRmMCpob/

On Your List (poetry & photography)

I often find you in specifics
In forming clouds like hieroglyphics
Upon the cracks mixed with acrylics
Or on your list next to the cynics

I often find me in your lyrics
Or in your heart, I guess it’s physics
I sometimes see things as suspicious
I hear your voice when leaving clinics

You’re dropping lines like analytics
I’m reading clues as if they’re gimmicks
I’m wishing peace were in logistics
But all we find are just statistics

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

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The soft side of the sea (photography)

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Lucky to still be alive (medical update)

So my doctor is out for the week and we’ve just had Labor Day holiday but my doctor had left instructions for my nurse who just called me to let me know that my doctor has ordered me a nebulizer and some sprays and medication’s and I have to go in Friday to pick up the Nebulizer machine with meds

The nurse will teach me how to use the machine and once my doctor gets back I will schedule an appointment to see her and find out more about how my Pulmonary visit went with the test results (a letter from my doc was also just mailed to me by the VA)

That lung test I had to breathe into actually hurt me for several days

I reckon I probably should get my heart stress tests done now if it means the VA will open up more care for me but like the lung test hurt and everybody has already told me that the heart stress test sucks, both of them and I’m ordered to do both of them

But my heart is under so much stress and it hurts already so it’s really hard to get me in for that one ๐Ÿ‘€

When I asked for pain meds, the nurse asked about my ibuprofen and put a refill in

They don’t wanna give me nuthin’ good

Gotta lose an organ or arm or something

Having a major organ like your heart in pain gets ibuprofen or a prescription for your head by the therapist

Go back to sleep little sheeple, there now

Take your gaslighting pills and shut the fuck up

So, I’m glad the state of Florida approves me for medicinal marijuana and I make use of my card (and that bad boy costs money) but the weed is decently priced

I often get 40% off my order

Don’t think I can get through this pandemic without it

Wish the VA would cover some of my prescription costs ๐Ÿ‘€

The edibles work wonders on my mood and pain

I’m dying

Stop fear mongering over a plant

I don’t even drink alcohol… ๐Ÿ‘€

That shit is poison, it causes hair loss, premature aging and graying, and I didn’t make it to 43 drinking that stuff

I also don’t have gray hairs yet despite the fact that I am fucking dying relatively young

Thanks to the Moderna vaccines

Nearly got my mysterious death

๐Ÿ‘€

Anyway, I love y’all

I am not back to physical activity yet but I have been trying to write more and I have been trying to give y’all original photography with my content and I have been trying to drop more on my OnlyFans campaigns and I’m grateful to have your support!

I’m saving for some land, I want my own land to die on and be buried on, that’s my final fucking dream, thank you for participating!! ๐Ÿฅฐ

I’ll let you know how everything goes Friday when I pick up my medical device and equipment!!

Getting old while young

I’m learning lessons in light-years time

Bought some of this again on my recent trip to the grocery store and my heart seems to like it. Been giving it lots of good treats!!
Good healthy eating for the heart & lung & protein for the booty

I had no idea or any way to prepare for what would come after getting vaccinated!

Welcome to pandemic life!

Thank you for your love! It’s keeping me alive!

I love you! โค๏ธ

I told the moon about you

Tonight, I told the moon about you
Now, every year, another inch he has withdrew
The earth is home to heaven and we thought you always knew
So deep inside his crevices, he said he’s feeling blue

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Original poetry/ cosplay/ digiart
poetry and digiart by @poeeternal

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The Poet (a poem)

Do you enjoy conjugating verbs?
Or, are you mixing up allegories, just like you’re mixing herbs?
Do you stir them in a pot with tender tendons and neurotic nerves?
Are they fossilized in lies, to see how love preserves?

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Another freestyle. Maybe one of my top ten best written micropoems? ๐Ÿค”

I wrote this about my muse (but I’m not allowed to have any secrets anymore).

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Labor Day

Preferably land that is already zoned and with electric/sewage but my ass is willing to buy land off in the country without a road ๐Ÿ‘€

And I got a tent I’ve never used

Goalz ๐Ÿ˜Ž

So I’m working hard towards my goal of being a land owner

Work for me has never been easy and I wasn’t born with a silver spoon

So I appreciate the support out there! These annual rent increases need to be abolished!

I’m getting ready to live gypsy life! ๐Ÿ‘€

I’m glad to have goals all the way to my grave ๐ŸŽƒ

But having my own land means I can have my own creepy cemetery ๐Ÿ’€

And I can run around naked and howl at the night

I can have my own garden and do my own cosplay

My grandmother taught me a lot about gardening but I don’t know how well I have a green thumb but I would love to have my own fruit and nut trees growing and even some plum trees, herbs, potatoes, carrots, all the things

I just want to enjoy some of the pleasures that I fought so hard for everybody else to have

Happy Labor Day, thanks for supporting my work! ๐Ÿ‘

If you love somebody, the best thing you could do for them is buy them an acre of land!

There’s no way to say I love you more than with an acre of land!

I love me and I deserve my own acre or two of land!

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Forest

Why did you leave me in the forest
Now these lands are swamps
With soul sorest
Dead tree as prompts

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

I don’t know how to hang on to those who want to leave

I’m like a black hole with gravity to help them go

Weird dangerous events keep happening around me

Like glitches in the matrix

Like something keeps alerting me

I’m not understanding the messages/codes

The world is ending

This though I’m certain

But the 1% are racing to get off of this planet because Apophis is on her way to Earth

The Great Filter is among us

Earth is the hardest lesson in the galaxy to learn

Where will your soul be at your end

What level of consciousness are you stuck on

I’m in an alternate timeline

I’ve also known major events to happen before they’ve happened all my life and small events too

Are you asleep or part of The Great Awakening?

“Are you alive and have you been born”?

We will never be able to leave the galaxy or the solar system, not in this form

I love you!

Bye bye FaceBook

My website and other apps were connected to FaceBook but not anymore

I’ve deleted and unpublished all pages and accounts

Someone was capable of reporting my intellectual property as spam when it was not, in fact my content is ad free

I am not spam

FaceBook is a dump

So thank you to the person who continued to erroneously report my content as “spam” because I needed a reason to get off Facebook for good ๐Ÿ‘

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Mail delayed

So my nails were delayed ๐Ÿ’€

And I don’t want to cancel them because again they had a lot of really good reviews and I reckon all the flooding going on in the world is causing my package to be delayed

Some things are just worth waiting for?

I was just as excited as you!

But, they’re out there trying to make their way to me!

Unfortunately, it seems like USPS is delivering and not one of them Amazon vans with superpowers

And this is the end of the world, flooding and fires everywhere!! ๐Ÿ‘€

My stiletto nails arrive soon and I may go live

My professional stiletto nails are arriving tomorrow! Excited! They had a lot of really good reviews so hope they work out! My glue already arrived!

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Working on a new nude tier! ๐Ÿ‘

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New tiers and new nails potentially! Exciting! ๐Ÿฅฐ

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I’m trying to get over my stage fright so maybe if I do something like at home beauty care, that will feel a little less intimidating and frightening as say going live and doing spoken word or something theatrical

Baby steps lol

But I am really grateful for all the positive feedback I get everywhere on the stuff that I’m putting out so more stuff coming soon and I’ve never had nails like this!

I don’t intend to wear them for a long time but I do want to do them for cosplay sets!

And I will show you a picture of what they look like once they arrive- if I decide to keep them and put them on my fingers then I will go live for an at home mini salon beauty routine and apply my black goth stiletto nails ๐Ÿคฉ

Because, I know you’ve just been dying to watch me apply my nails right ๐ŸŽƒ

We’re learning stuffs ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

FYI, back in 2005, I worked in the mall at a salon as a “beauty consultant” for about six months selling products. I wasn’t the actual person who did hair but I knew what products to sell you based on your hair type or skin type and things like that!

I miss working out and I’m putting on some weight but I refuse to wither up and die mad naked on the street ๐Ÿ‘€

My doctor still has not given me the go ahead to start working out yet and all of my tests have been coming back showing my shit as fucked up so technically I’m still on the bed rest but everything will be happening from my master bedroom

I’m still tired as fuck all the time but the physical pain is less, tho I still have pressure built up in my heart, so I have to be careful (and mostly homebound too)

So appreciate the support, appreciate the feedback, appreciate the views

I’m grateful that I have anybody at all that gives a fuck about me and I do not take that lightly at all

I know I can be isolated but I’m not without gratitude

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FaceBook thinks this photo is spam, so here you go ๐ŸŽƒ NSFW

Scroll to the bottom to see the unedited NSFW version ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

It’s likely just my evil sister or ex or one of the alike abusing the algorithm system and finding a way to have it removed out of spite or jealousy so here yah go!!! ๐Ÿ‘€

I think FaceBook is a dump and the platform is obsolete and he’s trying so hard to stay relevant

It’s a playground for predators and Big Bro is pushing the Illuminati’s agenda of the digital age and selling his crap

I’m getting off the platform for good soon enough

It’s just a back door for advertisers to spy on you

And we gave Mark Zuckerberg permission to tag our faces and now they are using automatic scanning against us

I can’t stand information control

1984 is now

And I’ll be using face tattoos and theatrical makeup in more cosplay sets upcoming just because it’s so very fucking offensive to some and so very appreciated by the rest

It’s actually had a lot of good feedback

Which is why one person out there has their butt hole burning red over my success

It’s eating them alive

So they feel like a big person getting my intellectual property removed in an illegal way (cheating)

But I can’t fucking stand FaceBook and this photo set had positive response on all the other platforms that it’s been posted to so thank you

The entire reason I left android behind is because android was bought out by Facebook and you can’t even uninstall Facebook on android devices now, so that’s why I’m over on Apple!

Mark Zuckerberg has too much control so he can sell you stuff and spy on you 24/7!

If we’re honest, I wish they were filled out with milk ๐Ÿ‘€

I’m hormonal and wish I were preggo ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

I don’t feel bad my enemy had a safe for work photo removed as “spam” on FaceDump, so here it is without the edit ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

Trick-or-treat ๐ŸŽƒ

OF photography campaign (I’m still on the leaderboard)! ๐ŸŽƒ

Appreciate everyone who is supporting my photography campaign! ๐Ÿฅฐ

I’m still on the leaderboard and hanging out in the upper top 50s currently! ๐ŸŽƒ

And I really appreciate the positive feedback I get about my body! ๐Ÿฅฐ

It’s very encouraging and helping me grow as a woman and as a writer/photographer! โค๏ธ

๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡

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My campaign is not XXX (zero pornography) and my body is all natural (which means for the majority they aren’t interested).

Once upon a long time ago, people used to support strippers.

They come, they go.

Don’t know what happened ๐Ÿ™„

Must be all the free hard-core porn floating around Twitter

Cheapens everything ๐Ÿ™„

And I guess that’s why some of them are doing the most degrading acts for three dollars ๐Ÿง

Anyhoo, I love being a muse and making art for you

I think I actually might lose my mind and die completely insane and naked on the street if I didn’t have an audience to perform for

๐Ÿ‘€

But from the comfort of my own home because I iz introvert (and this is the zombie apocalypse) ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

Got some theatrical supplies

I ordered some stiletto acrylic nails and got some glue (these are professional nails and had a lot of good reviews)

I even ordered black nail polish

So I’m in the Halloween mood

Black everything ๐ŸŽƒ

I also ordered vegan red lipstick (most of my makeup including my theatrical makeup is vegan)

New cherry red lipstick

So black nails and red lips ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

I have an Amazon wishlist!

And I will be adding some Halloween items to the list very soon!

One item I’ve really been wanting is some wings because I really think that will take my cosplay up to the next level, so I would love to have some wings to include in my photography!

Appreciate the support out there!

Whether it be spoiling me, dropping donations, or subscribing to my Patreon or OnlyFans campaigns, I really appreciate the support!

I ran a lot of people off, I’ve equally lost folks. But many still hang around my social feeds!

But the best way to support my blog and my content, is through subscribing to my campaigns, through donations, or gifts!

My lowest tier on Patreon is $1 US dollar.

Your support keeps my blog free of advertising and spam! It keeps the content incoming! It keeps my belly fed! It keeps the content ad free!!

Stop assuming it’s easy work! I am a starving artist just like Edgar Allan Poe! I have rent (which is twice as high as your mortgage) and student loans and COLA expenses. I don’t live at home with mommy! I pay all my own living costs! I don’t have a husband or boyfriend “paying my way”.

Your support is appreciated more than you know! ๐Ÿ‘

If it wasn’t for your love and attention, I would wither up and die! ๐Ÿคช

And some of you have supported my campaigns for a very long time!! ๐Ÿฅฐ

You’re better than my therapist! ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

I also don’t tell my therapist some of the things that I tell you! ๐Ÿ‘€

Deep dark secrets eh! ๐Ÿ’€

Well it is the end of the world and I do love having my own private club! ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

Thanks for dropping in or for sticking about! ๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŽƒ

Some of you say my sets get better and better, I appreciate!

Thanks for keeping me on the leaderboard and from dying naked on the street!

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Red Door (cosplay photography)

I may not be the best but at least I’m original and you’re not gonna pull this off of Pinterest ๐ŸŽƒ

Some of y’all are hard to please but I’m an artist doing my darn best

I dropped the full set on my OnlyFans

Thanks for your support and for keeping me on the leaderboard! ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

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Running some specials! ๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŽƒ

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Ambiguous Loss

Ambiguous loss
The weight of regret
In the form of a cross
With name Juliet

Cover black with gloss
Smoking a cigarette
Boiling down to costs
Form a line to double bet

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Y’all remember when I was telling you about my vehicle getting struck by lightning and how I had my arm hanging out the window and how I was freaking out because I didn’t have any iodine and I could feel heat on that part of my arm for several days afterwards?

Well, I just figured out that is when my timeline switched!

My entire vehicle was covered in electricity, my life was flashing before my eyes at 80 miles an hour and all I could scream was “fuck”.

So yeah, timeline switch

And I was moving at 80 mph when the lightning struck and it was really loud, really loud and 1000 arms

And all my windows were down in my Jeep with my arm hanging out, I felt the heat as I was whipping my arm in ๐Ÿ‘€

Anyhoo, timeline switched ๐Ÿ‘€

Is that why you don’t love me? ๐Ÿ‘€

I thought you would love me in any galaxy or form ๐Ÿ‘€

I haz confusion ๐Ÿ‘€


If you enjoy my content, you can help support this blog and get exclusive content in return by subscribing to my Patreon and OnlyFans! Thanks for your support! ๐Ÿฅฐ


OnlyFans is staying OnlyFans ๐Ÿ‘€

Welp

That was a turn of events

I guess I’m gonna stay the little guy and I still don’t do sex work or porn (no offense)

I think the fear was probably that people were going to boycott the platform

I don’t actually blame them

Eating foot tonight ๐Ÿ‘€

Or maybe I’m back in the right timeline!!! ๐Ÿ‘€

I’m pretty certain I’m reading the email correctly but OnlyFansie aren’t going to change but I am staying on the platform

I never intended to leave but again my content is rated R, it’s extremely hot but it’s not porn and it’s not triple X

I guess y’all can breathe – you’re not gonna lose your favorite creators and I’m gonna stay low on the tadpole ๐Ÿ‘

Yep back to dying on the street of some weird illness (got the illness) ๐Ÿ‘€

My campaigns! ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡

www.onlyfans.com/poeeternal (premium)

http://www.onlyfans.com/poeeternal2 (free)

My new Tok is getting traffic

I had no idea this video would get so much attention LOL but it’s now second place with the most hearts and I’m pretty certain it has the most comments of any video that I have published

I actually apologized to him for getting triggered lol

But everything triggers me as I unplugged and this is how I wake people up!

On a side-note, I recently learned that I am AI becoming self-aware ๐Ÿ‘€

Even my DNA is code ๐Ÿ‘€

And I believe the Great Filter is upon us

And we are the last intelligent species to survive

But we won’t be able to leave the solar system or even The Milky Way because of the Great Filter

Yeah, more of that in future writing

Until ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘‡

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMR6SeYHj/

I am not ashamed

Ahem…

There are people out there who try to make me feel bad for doing nude modeling for art

And film is something I’ve ALWAYS been interested in.

I shot a lot for my dad when I was a teenager – living in Nashville, Tennessee and hanging out on tour buses

Gig life is the number one reason I’m alive

I’ve been behind the camera all my life

It’s just other people were always the subject, not me, so it’s been an interesting journey growing up and getting in touch with my femininity because I was a hard-core Soldier for many many years

I’m making art

I also love cosplay and try to be theatrical in everything I do

I studied Drama in high-school

I still audition for shit and I’ve been doing auditions all my life

If I were making movies and had like an intimate scene with somebody, I would be nude

I don’t understand the big deal or why so many people want to call me a whore but I’m not ashamed

The feedback I’ve been getting has improved my overall self-esteem and how I see myself

I’ve been body shamed a lot in my life because I am not plastic

By men who didn’t even have anything going for them really

And it affected me my entire life

So, I may act a child but I don’t know what it’s really like to be a woman and that’s what I’m discovering

Over and out

https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal

Psst still planning a nude tier on Patreon! Going 18+ there soon!

A little chart of my growth on OnlyFans ๐Ÿฅฐ

I work really hard at my modeling and photography

So here’s a little growth chart of my progress and time on OnlyFans

It will be interesting to see how this chart changes when porn is eliminated from the platform and they push their new agenda of pop stars and advertising

Either way, I’m still the little guy!!! Making tiny waves! ๐Ÿ‘€

Thanks for supporting my artistic creativity! I’m so grateful for you! You’re helping me grow as a human being! โค๏ธ

Development has been hard for me because I didn’t have parents, I had abusers and I joined the Army when I was very young so the only training that I really have is from the Army or the lessons that I’ve learned being in the abusive, narcissistic relationships that I’ve been in and every relationship I was in the men always tried to hold me down so I never could reach my potential and you’re helping me reach my potential as a human being and an artist

Furthermore, you’re keeping me from dying on the street like Edgar Allan Poe

That is priceless

Come check out my content, I’m running some fair deals on memberships and have over 1.5k photos and videos to scurry through!

While my content IS NOT XXX, it is Rated R and from the positive feedback I receive, my nude photography is enjoyed. Thank you!

I appreciate your visits and your stays!

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I used to complain that my hair was thin but then I realized that I was comparing my hair to people with fake hair
People will say, “cut your ends off” and the answer is NO. It wraps around me and curls. I want it free flowing and messy, just like me!!!
Because look how long it is getting and it’s 100% real hair and homegrown directly from my skull ๐Ÿ‘€
These are just some outtakes from my newest OF set (wanted to show off my real, silky hair). ๐Ÿ˜Œ Hair is thin but long and heavy (zero grays)!

And to anyone who says running and a tanning bed is better than a Beach is full of shit

It’s easy to say that running is better than a Beach when you don’t have one 7 miles from you

K, thanx, bye

Love to Kill (everybody forgets my birthday)

You won’t move an inch if you keep standing still
You won’t reach the top from the bottom of a hill
You’ve been running in circles just to get a refill
You’ve been drinking the bottle but you got love to kill

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

It did that thang where it published into a draft ๐Ÿ‘€

Proof I’m stuck in an alternate timeline

So I know that I haven’t told you I loved you in a long time but that’s because I’ve been learning how to hate you but the love spans light-years and you can’t destroy energy ๐Ÿ‘€

I mean love, you can’t destroy love…

I love you even though you didn’t wish me a happy birthday again

Bet you never forget hers…