I was gonna go to the world’s most famous beach and then to a doggy park but it decided to rain and so dancing my blues away to Zeromancer instead in my bedroom, cuz y’all don’t know this good stuff, do you? 4 minutes of me sweating in my bedroom on an early Saturday morning is everything you’ve always wanted to see, right? (By the time the video uploads it’ll be mid afternoon). I have terrible stage fright. And I’m super shy. But this is a Norwegian band that I’ve been digging for quite some time and this is one of my favorite songs by them.
So I’m okay, if anyone was wondering. And by okay I mean, I’m still fighting the good fight. And to be honest, this blog and you guys are my only lifeline. And yeps, you met me at a messy period in my life. And I’ve already had so many give up on me. I’m trying not to give up on me too. And I know my body isn’t in its best shape but does that mean I have to stand behind the curtain because I don’t meet your expectations of perfection. But also, you could have just loved me how I deserved.
Kill your senses
You might be right
Hold your fire
I’ll take you higher
Never drop
We’ll never stop
Tar for feathers
Blood for honey
Milk for money
Isn’t it funny how it hurts
How it hurts
You never see me make
The same mistake twice
You never see a tear
Coming out of these eyes
You never see me beg
For another shot
And you never see me change
Into something I’m not
Famous last words
Stare at someone
You used to know
Laughs at you
Turns around and fade away
If only I could see it that way
Kill your senses
It can’t be right
Isn’t it funny how it hurts
You never see me make
The same mistake twice
You never see a tear
Coming out of these eyes
You never see me quit
See me disengage
And you never see me spit in your face
Out of rage
Famous last words
PoeEternal 
Should be 119 pounds of an evalicious lover.
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Thanks for your support xx
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How could I not with my nature and shared fellowship as your caring friend? XX
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Outstanding video, fabulous booty, what’s not to like? 😍😊
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Thank you. I’m still trying to get back in shape.
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😇💛
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Ha, story of my life. I’m not perceived wicked enough to be alluringly sought for sin nor love. 🤨
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The same probably is said of me haha. But, I just wanted something real for a change. I gave ups on the idea of love, I don’t think it’s real.
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And I refuse to believe otherwise.
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I wasn’t pretending to love this other dude so I’ve got to come to terms with it.
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I trust you did.
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I wish it were the case but alas I never felt this kind of feelings for a boy before. He could be a better person but he enjoys being the bad person I think. Or rather, he still lets his addictions control him. I think empaths are naturally attracted to the broken but I’ve had enough broken in my life and I’ve never had love so I’m definitely not looking for more abuse. To be honest, I wasn’t even looking for love which makes this all the more harder to understand. And I can’t just turn it on and off like a light switch like he does because for him nothing is ever real.
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I understand being an empathetic and unrequited love.
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