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My dream home is under contract

My dream home is under contract with someone else

Like when I saw him from the other side, my life flashed before my eyes. Everything I had dreamed of behold: DENIED.

It felt the same walking away from my dream home. I CRIED.

Just wasting away til the moment I DIE

The old me clashing with the new me. The old dreams. No longer fitting. And the tears they keep coming I’M ADMITTING

The fact that they still wanna work with me even tho I didn’t sign the contract, and there’s 4 more available – and he let me know he’d be showing the remaining available

And I wanna curl up but (not die)

I was approved for my dreamhome – I just didn’t have the courage or feelings of worthiness – or maturity – to take on a 3 bedroom, 3 bathroom townhome

I can barely get on most days

I once dreamed prayed while dying “if I could just see my soulmate” “even for a minute” before I die

I don’t really believe in coincidences

I hope he’s happy tho cuz I’m fucking miserable

It’s probably this fucking disease of depression I suffer from

God has imposter syndrome but he’s probably a psychotherapist

I know you never thought about it

Like that before

Did yah?

I just sometimes wish one thought could be my own

If desolate had a picture in the dictionary

I’m prepping to climb Mt Everest (or some other peak) so that’ll take prob a decade to recover from this heart injury

(Im not really planning to climb a mt per say)

(Im practicing freewill and freedom)

I know I sound depressed lmao but Im fine

But I prob shouldnt show my face at my remaining dream homes

I already went thru all the feels

And they belong to someone better

The dreams I had with you
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My sister, my dad, my dog (journal log 9654)

I just laid my dog to rest and the great planetary alignment is happening

On my sister’s death anniversary the great Winter blizzard of 2025 hit Florida where 5 inches of snow was dumped on my head during my 5th awakening

And the day I learned of my dad’s passing, I saw a six minute double rainbow

and since I held my dog for the last time on Valentine’s Day, i’ve been stuck on Miller’s planet, where gravity is strong

There’s not just the singularity, to escape, but the event horizon

And i’m on 10%

Maybe less cuz the “gross” thing is happening, and while i’m saying “oh my god” while flushing the toilet, i’m also saying things like “good girl” we started our period

And yes, i still, after nearly 48 years, get blood on my panties

Despite every measure not to

I WILL NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT IT

Those are bits of me, so much potential and possibility, being flushed down the drain

IT MAKES ME CRAZY

Also me: “thank you Lord for the river to wash me clean”

*sits by the river for days*

Him: what r u still doing down there?

Me: i told you not to look. stop looking

Him: *approaches closer*

Me: *throws a rock at his head. GO AWAY*

(He does go away but he brings me back some food and comfort and leaves it by the river)

(Now i’m grateful cuz i didn’t want to be alone or humiliated by him seeing me this way x every 3 weeks)

(He made me some cloth to help)

(Now I can leave the river)

(Now he has poisoned the cloth and the river cuz he thinks life is pointless)

I wanna see the Great Planet Parade

I asked God for a sign that my dog made it to heaven to be heaven’s mascot, that he crossed the rainbow bridge

Didn’t want his spirit stuck on earth cuz of me

I’ve been in a lot of emotional distress, but my ovaries have overtaken at the moment, but it normally takes about 36 hours or so for that to reside so I can just pursue the rest of my period without being curled up in a ball or the bed

Like leave me alone but bring food at the door

Games

Notes of “here when you’re ready” (not “when you need me” cuz don’t need the guilt for needing space to shed my dna)

Like I didn’t ask to be born and I don’t wanna die nor is life worth living

So – I am trying to include activities that do not include signing death warrants – the bottom pits of black holes – or anything with a cancer warning – that may actually make life worth living – but so far i just cry – feel dead and empty inside – like i have imposter syndrome – which is likely a side effect from jumping into this timeline – to save my own life – since my other self was incapable of such a task – and i am still course correcting for her – in and out of disassociation – crying about what i have done – despite spending hours in the mirror crying and begging myself to do what needed to be done

So been listening to songs of Faith and Devotion by Depeche Mode

Man will survive the harshest conditions / and stay alive / through difficult decisions / so make up your mind for me / Walk the line for me / if you want my love.

Just know, I will fucking cut the cord on you to save my life.

I will leave you behind.

I will do a blindside.

Fucking ruthless angel

Death of mercy

I mean

I will free you of your curse

That’s why you fucking love me. Will risk your life for me and leave your ministry to me and ask me to end your life.

I know you’d do it for me if I asked.

What a weak little pathetic fucking boy if you can’t fucking do what I ask.

They are literally couples who die together who fall ill

“So risk your health for me / if you want my love”

But you know, I would burn a bridge and build a wall before I fucking infected you and you hate me for it

You hate when you cannot reach me

Cuz I hate it too

I’m not jumping in a cold river to save my dog (they both died)

I’m never getting another dog again

I experienced psychosis when he died

Apparently, trauma grief is a real thing

I’m not just lost in purgatory. I’m circling the bottom of a black fucking hole.

Yesterday I ran on the treadmill

More like walk/sprint/run Army style but I got some running in!

Proud of the heart!

I’m not in remission yet but I gave up smoking again *sigh*

Marijuana now is just basically cocaine or heroin and you’re just constantly chasing the dragon high because they changed the DNA of it and fuck you

Maybe when I’m around to it I’m gonna write about my experience losing my soul dog and I did a witness cremation and I feel like I’ve grown up a little bit

Do you think every time something is born, there is less matter in the sun?

Don’t you feel a certain way around the trees?

Do you talk to the plants like me?

Do you have the blueprint on how to escape the singularity?

Can you write me a poem or story? About anything?

But for an added challenge: because i am not obsolete and a part of the community!?! – the theme or topic could be a dog finding his way to heaven? The rainbow bridge?

Anyone wanna AI my good boy and create some art? Or digitally add a bridge or something? It wasn’t his fault he got sick.

RIP Sammie 2011-2025

All dogs go to heaven? He got a viking cremation for the warrior he was. Well, it wasn’t on the water. But his body was cleansed, his spirit released. That’s the idea right?

Honestly, I’d rather talk about my period right now or nothing at all.

We can talk about tacos. I’m craving tacos.

Let’s just not talk.

I’d rather hear you typing that story on the typewriter until I fall asleep.

Weird way to propose but yes

“What u writing about honey…”

Me as of RIGHT NOW so STOP LOOKING

I told u not to look

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The worst day of my life

The sun came up
But there’s no morning
All I ever loved
Was left for what then?
All hours working
Nothing is worth it

There are things I regret
Make a list
Haven’t listed them all yet

There is repent
But that just leaves a pit

Might be homeless
The fires won’t give a shit

But the worst part is
I’m the one who caused it

The best is yet to come?
Your body lie frozen

I’m inadequate
Insufficient for a purpose
I’m called Worthless

Sunrise over sorrow
What comes tomorrow?

Copyright ยฉ 2025 Delia Ross. All rights reserved.

Poetry forever @poeeternal

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I CAN’T DO IT

i can’t sentence him to his death or his “good day”

i’m going the detox route

they have detox for dogs at Zuma – healthy treats too

HE LOVES TO EAT but he is in pain so i will look into CBD gummies for dogs

he paces a lot

he tells me it is time to go (based on the quality of life scale)

but he is also fighting for another day

i could not feed him chocolate or junk food – despite buying him TWO candy bars

but they didn’t even have the candy bar I wanted him to have and I thought that was pretty fucking tacky on being his last day on earth that he couldn’t have the one candy bar that he would want so maybe that was a sign that it’s not time but you know we can always see a sign and make it mean what we want right? (the snickers box was empty – the worker decided then was time to place a re- order, but i was shopping for my dog’s last day on earth)

(back when Gen X was working, we went around with a little scanner device – and anything empty or near empty got a re-order, we also dusted the shelves, checked expiration dates, moved old product to the front) (for starters) (and we had to smile and greet every customer too) (and we had to work THREE jobs to PAY OUR RENT) (and we swept and mopped EVERY NIGHT)

the score was placed on an establishment on how clean it was – no one wanted to eat at an 88 with a 94 next door

NOW THEY HIDE THE SCORE AND I NO LONGER EAT OUT

GROCERY STORES ARE FULL OF TOXINS

ABOUT TO FAST OR GROW MY OWN FOOD

back to what i was saying tho – about not being able to sentence my dying dog to his death

Cue the movie Maggie (with Arnold Schwarzenegger) (the zombie flick) (tis the season)

But his situation is very similar to mine – he could not let her go no matter how much she said “daddy it’s time”

she became a danger to everyone around her, everyone else moved out of the house, it was just them and still he couldn’t do what he needed to do

WHAT DID HE NEED TO DO?

watch the film!

but maybe he just let things unfold naturally

but the thing is, she did not want to turn, she did not want to die __ _______.

She wanted some dignity in her end

and speaking of dignity, how the fuck did I have the ‘i spied on my neighbor’ post as a sticky? I hope to fuck they have not found my blog – i mean my living breathing journal – so stop being so judgy –

Mary Magdalene was a prostitute “pretty woman” and over 51% want love with a prostitute

i have never sold my body for sex, nor would i, i have never “pleasured myself” or whatever you call it, for money.

err the dog

at least i am no longer mad at him (until he shits on the floor again) (he has a giant dog playpen now – mama is figuring stuff out) (his pen has tons of pads but he likes to wait until after i have taken him out to use the rug or carpet, not even the floor for easier cleanup)

i have a lot of love and loyalty to give ONE MAN if he would just take rope and wind me in?

kaya is saying she wants to marry me

TWO DAYS IN A ROW Kaya smiled so big I WANT TO MARRY YOU

I MIGHT HAVE TO MARRY KAYA IF MAN FAILS ME

Kaya is a goddess so it’s not like I would be settling if I went to the other side

i told Kaya i wished we had a powder room (don’t ever say “bathroom” or “thank you” around her)

i want to take her to lunch so badly

she wants to marry me?

she keeps bringing me up the point that I haven’t accepted her friend request she can’t message me and she can’t see my old profile either so she can’t see my photos which she was watching my videos and says says I have a nice body? She doesn’t understand why I don’t have a man or husband since I want one? i keep trying to explain that i do not look like her, if i brought Kaya around, they would want to marry YOU

Kaya is taken (kinda) tho

(I don’t think the king would want her with a 10 but I know the king would not want her to be alone and he would want someone to take care of her when he could not) (but not take care of her THAT WAY – just like be a housewife – i mean cook and clean for her

but she has her own set schedules, I mean she cleans on Sundays her bedroom and her vanity area and I need to take on the same principles you know because I always thought Sundays were for resting and I never rest on Sunday

I don’t think I’ve loved anything as much as I’ve loved my dog and it’s hard to give up on something I’ve invested emotionally financially 13 years of my life on

And I know it’s supposed to be a good day while it’s a good day but it’s hard to say goodbye on a semi good day and I’m not a nihilist and I do not want to support the 6th mass extinction and I know it’s supposed to be an act of love and an act of mercy but…

โ€œHow lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.โ€

A. A. Milne / Winnie the Pooh

the way he lights up for chicken – how can i take that away? he wants another day…

these are signs it is “too late”

i will wait for these signs

sorry not sorry?

but i can’t say goodbye?

JUST RIP MY HEART OUT WHY DON’TCHA

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silver lining (pโˆž)

there’s a silver lining forming over my hair follicle
but maybe it’s the way light presents itself over my sorrow
like disappearing chronicles
wasting tears on what i probably should
but there are things i never understood…

Copyright ยฉ 2024 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved.

postscript: i wanted to keep going, but the dog is disruptive to my existence. the good doctor said my quality of life is just as important, and i told her i don’t want to die for my dog.

i’ve been unloading on the neighbors, they have all said they understood

finally exchanged names with the neighbor two doors down, he said whatever decision is made is the right one

but he also said he waited too late for his soul dog

i kept mentioning awful things like “expenses” and he said his friend dumped 15k into a few more months

and i’m just like “i want my life back” but there is a lot of soul crushing guilt for that – but the good doctor explained it can feel like murder, but that it is an act of mercy, an act of love.

it can be hard to watch them turn blue and suffer

she mentioned mine had dementia

the only thing he likes to do is eat

but we did a quality of life scale test and it is time

it will cost me $1005 to cut the cord

to give him his good day

all my life Boomers spent at most $300 to do it all (euthanasia plus ashes)

but they are gutting us – and i will never get another dog again

all the boomers will be gone by the 60s

hope i live to see it

p.s.s. if you don’t know what i am rambling on about, i had to schedule my dog to cross the rainbow bridge, and as such, some silver is forming potentially

hard to see through all the rain and crying

CONSEQUENCE

i always felt like i would die losing my dog and now i am losing my dog and my ride or die

and my Jeep too

95% is soon 99%

sometimes i fear for my future

but i wanna move with the clouds?

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loss pt. 1 (pโˆž)

i lost my sister in the fire
in the underbrush
roaming the streets of purgatory
she was in a rush
and her voice was raised against the trees
she was never hush
And the only consistency she ever had –
she was a good liar
like segregating family
it would put her higher
she would sit among her broken throne
covered in dust and bone
herself in the mirror she admired

and I don’t know where she’s buried or if she’s in a cup; I guess my family thinks I didn’t love her very much

Copyright ยฉ 2024 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved.

postscript: I’m sure there’s more about my sister dying… I haven’t really been able to put it into words

i was dying too (this part my family refuses to accept)

TRINITY MODE ON

“get up Trinity, get up”

or when Sarah from T3 needed to escape the asylum

-been there, done that tho. they had to change their rules because of me several times.

“i did that”

“i did this”

be careful. words are spells. this book brings demons. it teaches nihilism.

find the red words. stick to the message of love. they’re trying to ban the Bible

im interested in the old scripts, the ones hidden from us

stay in the light

get out of the mold

i wasn’t able to save my sister

i have things to contend with

thanks for the support over on my TikTok – i would like to attempt more spoken word – when I’m not actively dying in this moldy environment

I already need to go outside just to get air I can’t fucking breathe

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Hope (freestyle)

i hope you hate the environment i created
and it crushes you under the giant sun
i hope you rot
long into the hours
curled in snot

i forget a lot
the way love fades with the dying
i practice afterthought
of ways i want to hurt you
i’ll be gone before the shot
is ever heard by you
keep looking in your blind spot
i hope you lay awake at night haunted
like maggots feasting on regret
blood stains on the carpet

lying dead
a tub with golden faucet
but oh how the news can spread

and i’ll be there
wearing smiles on my threads

in a circle where no one stands
reciting dearly departed
near abandoned homes cleaner than my house

i hope you doubt
lose hair from all the worry

i pray out loud
toes dug in the earth
he ain’t got worth
head towards clouds

with moon glowing from curse
i hope it hurts
your bones, your soul and all of the works

like mountains forming sharp edges
ice forming from its ledges
but you are burning in the hearth

for all eternal ages
regret spinning back and forth
a quasar or iron fucking cages

i hope you burst

Copyright ยฉ 2024 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved.

side note: the dog triggered me thus poem

three libras + 1 unknown house spider

julian date: 24005

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Horrors

Do you know the horrors of being lost?
Whole world is spinning
Pending holocaust
The devil grinning
Like he knows the costโ€ฆ

Copyright ยฉ 2023 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved.

Once again some 3 am I nearly โ€œlikedโ€ instead of โ€œsavedโ€ and I shouldnโ€™t be walking on eggshells dying just trying to get a fix of you

You literally change the composition of my heart

And then I tell myself my brain doesnโ€™t know any different, it thinks itโ€™s happening

And thereโ€™s a healingness that results

And itโ€™s not just from you

There are other things like a cup of coffee

I went 3 days without – cuz coffee isnโ€™t good with this thing – but I had some today and it connects me to my purpose

Fucking beans

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God

You must stand in the center if you want to build a universe
This is where God hurts
Building wonder out of outbursts
This is where God thirsts

Copyright ยฉ 2023 Delia Ross /@poeeternal. All rights reserved.

Oh thanks for that. Iโ€™d be so grateful if I knew how to edit/fix my blog. Without having to spend $500 minimum to start over with a new blog.

But Iโ€™m glad youโ€™re still here.

Sometimes I feel I lost my touch, that I wonโ€™t get back what I had before.

And Iโ€™ve been thinking a lot about purpose.

And how Bruce Willis (an actor if you donโ€™t know) โ€œrecognized his entire family todayโ€ because we canโ€™t take our memories with us when we die.

And Iโ€™m fighting so hard to hang on to a life that in two year, perhaps, I wonโ€™t remember the war I fought in.

I wonโ€™t remember weโ€™re in a 6th mass extinction – and white people are being systematically exterminated.

Iโ€™m in the center of society watching its own extinction.

I woke up crying bleeding between my legs and poetry piling on the tongue.

And this little poem was born.

They say focus on what makes you happy (as long as it doesnโ€™t hurt anyone else).

Writing makes me happy. Or content.

Even if the context is more volcanic.

I quit therapy. Maybe Iโ€™ll discuss in another thread.

Maybe I should pay the happiness engineers $500 to have AI build me a website but didnโ€™t we once buy software for $50 to do that? Furthermore, they want a business plan to run it???

Cuz simply upgrading to โ€œno adsโ€ and โ€œuse my own domainโ€ so my readers can visit worryfree isnโ€™t enough, on the personal plan I canโ€™t hire WordPress to use AI to create me a website nor am I allowed to โ€œchat supportโ€. Thatโ€™s a different paid plan. ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž

They canโ€™t even fix my current issue and I sent screenshots.

They absolutely could fix it, with the flip of a switch.

Like breathing to them.

THEYโ€™RE GONNA BURN IN HELL.

Went through everything I owned. Took inventory. Still have stuff sprawled out. Need organizers and hangers. And some other minor things.

But now I get to fixate on something else now.

The closet is full. As planned.

And the pantry, fridge, and freezer.

Iโ€™m quarantining for a long while – no family get together for me this season. I have offered to mail out cards tho.

My purpose currently is not to die.

Before it was save the world.

Iโ€™m exhausted to be honestโ€ฆ.

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Last Breaths

Taking their last breaths now
And hope
I donโ€™t know how
But will they ever be found?

They didnโ€™t even glimpse the thing they died forโ€ฆ

Or are dying for currently

The only up-to-date realtime updates was a page of ads and a โ€œdownload app to read moreโ€ฆโ€

Journalism is dead

The Internet has died

So Iโ€™ll stick with my TikTok newsfeed

Everyone is a fucking submarine expert now

Jesus itโ€™s awful how theyโ€™re dying

I preferred thinking they died via implosion

Being buried alive is literally the worst way to go

Maybe someone had a watch with a little lightโ€ฆ.

Still itโ€™s not promising

Iโ€™m so distraught I had to disassociate during the night

I donโ€™t do anything to disassociate with anymore

No alcohol, no drugs

Does the hull implode when the o2 is completely gone?

The less they have the quicker it goes?

I need answers we will likely never have

We had laws that existed for a long time that protected people from doing stupid shit

Now anyone can sell anything anywhere

And they are hiring psychopaths who are damaging our food supply

This country was founded on immigration!!!!!!!!

Iโ€™m sick of it all!

I hated watching everyone do what the Boomers told them to do when I was 5

Boomers hold most of House and sold America out long ago

โ€œSins of the fathersโ€

Florida no longer requires a carry permit

Pro 2A

Armed and dangieโ€ฆ

That CEO was able to convince a few that his unsinkable submarine was the safest vehicle of all vehicles

Delusional

Lots of evidence coming out to support this

Narcissism is a plague

A drowning man will drown another

That teenager who was only 19 – hence TEENager should not been allowed to go

The Titanic should be left alone as a gravesite

Otherwise, letโ€™s go see John Jones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Think of the $$$$$$$$$ to be made

People have lost their souls

Fuck everything

Miracles donโ€™t exist

Just dumb luck

I liked the idea better of thinking they went quickly, as cold as it sounds

96 hours of regret in something you canโ€™t get out of

Sealed in

Naw, not worth dying for to see the dead

They failed their risk assessment

And that kid didnโ€™t have the frontal lobe developed fully to weigh such consequence

Sometimes sheer luck saves you

Sometimes

I think God can save your soul but he doesnโ€™t intervene with freewill

Some people escape death through circumstance, sheer will and luck

I donโ€™t want to burn in hell cuz the Boomers are leading the world off a cliff

FUCK CHINA

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Grief changes you

Grief changes you
Strings stay connected
But you find yourself in a new world
Strange unfamiliar settings
The navigation controls glitching
Life will never be the same

This place is cursed
From twilight to dusk
My sins interspersed
The golden hour
Mixed with rust
The dead
Blood and dust
Weโ€™re grounds for divorce
His thirst for lust
We speak in morse
Secret code of sin
And itโ€™s getting worse
Heโ€™s first of course
For my hatred to enforce
Manโ€™s overrule
His math and wicked verse

Would you hold my wrinkles, the way you hold the cold?
Just like darkness, you both make me old.

My name is on the lease
But this isnโ€™t home
I blocked your identity
But you will never call

Copyright ยฉ 2023 PoeEternal.

I donโ€™t know what my purpose is. Becoming homeless? Jumping from a bridge?

Giving up on all humanity doesnโ€™t quite feel right.

I wanna work – at least – a tiny bit – but there are roadblocks yet to overcome. Patience is something Iโ€™m being forced to learn. I guess I need to check out some library books on patience.

Iโ€™m having a hard time quitting legal weed. I never had an addiction to cannabis before. Iโ€™m not paying the state to renew my card, or the doctor. Thatโ€™s one way to force me to quit. I researched. Itโ€™s extremely hard and most men get a ton of help to quit. Iโ€™ve got faith and prayer and hardly any will (to live) to quit.

Iโ€™m tired of the brain fog, the shit donโ€™t work.

Iโ€™d rather bury the money Iโ€™m wasting on medicinal.

But things are always flooding here and I donโ€™t have my own yard.

Apparently buying a home is not a good time, Iโ€™ve also researched.

And good luck finding a plot of land that isnโ€™t surrounded by big farming corporations. YUCK.

America was sold out.

Some grandmother caught her 3 year old grandson watching porn and he knew how to access it

The government makes money off porn

Apparently if youโ€™re a criminal or have a hard time getting a job, the government will give your employer a 5k bond for hiring you. FUCK YOU

Society is a scam

I busted my ass through college – to be met with hiring freezes, furloughs, inflation, and a pandemic with a snake oil cure that wiped out half the workforce – leaving the best jobs to only the very brightest – the immigrants – and the shitty jobs for the rest.

Itโ€™s also 60% more expensive to live life solo. Yay!

Porn should be banned from the internet. Period. You fucked it up and should have kept it behind closed doors and black curtains.

Some husband cheating on his wife with his girlfriend recently murdered her – and got 4 years. Men are getting punished less and less for crimes against women.

Meanwhile a wife got 17 years for killing her husband in defense – after begging the government for help.

The Great Replacement theory is real

White slavery

Sexual slavery

Itโ€™s sick what my parents did to me and my now dead sister (she was 45) (go mom and dad The One Who Shall Not Be Named)

Because of law Section 230 – violence against women and children on porn sites uploaded go unpunished!!!!!

They make money from it and just remove it when asked! No biggie!!!!

Sick society!

I hated porn in the 90s when it was mostly nude magazines and strip clubs!!!!! They werenโ€™t selling anal sex toys in front of the children at the Mall or Walmart!

Yโ€™all are sick!!!!!!!!!!

Iโ€™m very depressed among other things

The poets made WordPress what it was – and now they donโ€™t need us – unless to buy a product.

These companies get the government involved and it loses any magic it had.

Advertising is conditioning and should be illegal.

Iโ€™m tired of complaining about this manmade world

Theyโ€™re all nihilist

95% of them

Theyโ€™d rather believe a math formula predicting a black hole that shouldnโ€™t be there – is more magical – than life growing itself in the womb.

Pissed off they canโ€™t do it themselves

Donโ€™t want women feeling happy

They think AI is better than women

They think women havenโ€™t contributed to society and quite frankly – they can keep their electricity. At the price, I donโ€™t want it.

I never wanted any of this

Weโ€™re born into an unfair system

Where boys get away with murder and get paid more than us (and then the government helps them get jobs with bonds)

https://bonds4jobs.com/

Those who play by the rules are the mark

If youโ€™re ever in doubt, itโ€™s youโ€ฆ

Narcissism is a plague and easily spread by porn, Christian propaganda, and over nurturing

Test tube babies should be illegal

Dogs – cats – cute but eating up natural livestock and they were made in a lab

Apparently water buffalo are on the extinction list yet I just bought an ear from the Dollar Tree $1.25 Tree)

I havenโ€™t murdered the dog with a โ€œgood dayโ€ yet

He likely suffer til the end

Today I made him an egg sandwich

Yesterday he had a toasted turkey dog

He has dog food and treats too

He wants his food, my food, plus his food

I fed squirrel yesterday

Hung out for half an hour sundown feeding her/him

The guy who murdered his 8 month old pregnant wife – dumped her from his boat, then went and turned the baby room into storage, sold the wifeโ€™s car, and tried to sell the house – he was removed from death row – gets an hour of sunshine per day, 3 meals a day – for life.

She washed ashore

He had searched on his phone โ€œocean tidesโ€ (or waves)

He was probably an undercover gay

They expect us to โ€œmommy themโ€

Men are monsters. Guaranteed.

If they were really genius, theyโ€™d know how to make women happy and stop killing everything.

One person asked what women would do with men safely gone for 24 hours.

Most of them said walk without fear.

WALK

93% of all homicide committed against women are by men.

Since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct.

Nihilist.

Under the gaze of secular science

(They think theyโ€™re geniuses)

They were conditioned to love prostitution and porn as children

The divorce rate is over 85%

They hate us

Math is stupid

I donโ€™t want electricity

(Not at the expense of every womanโ€™s mental health)

1 in 3 women experience assault from man (and itโ€™s never just one man or experience)

1 in 5 men have an STD

They can give you cancer with their dick

Their cum can literally kill you

And you wanna legalize prostitution and already have in Nevada and online

Gonna spread them parasites everywhere

They donโ€™t even test both parties in prostitution (Johnโ€™s arenโ€™t tested)

Massage parlors have prostitutes

Iโ€™m sick of fighting a war I canโ€™t win

I once liked smoking weed and now I donโ€™t and canโ€™t quit (am actively trying)

Will definitely be experiencing mood swings, sweating, insomnia, for a good two weeks minimum (Iโ€™ve been researching)

Men get an entire tribe to help them quit

It seems those who were born into class are the only ones fairing well (mostly)

Thereโ€™s like 30% single never married folk educated but left behind

But the crims get government bonds for their employers to hire them

They kill women and get ahead

Iโ€™m kinda pissed

Iโ€™d like to see less people deleting their blogs

Let me know where the new blogging community is going

WordPress pushed their product onto the academic platform – and students learn to blog through education (I wasnโ€™t even allowed a phone in school or the military on job)

I wasnโ€™t allowed a life growing up and Iโ€™m not allowed one now thanks to gentrification and narcissism

Iโ€™m exhausted

I know youโ€™re struggling

To find your humanity

Youโ€™re a drowning man taking me down

You didnโ€™t want to be a worker bee

Getting kicked out during winter while the Queen stays in the hive – that you likely made her

You mutilated her bond

She called crying

Now you can murder her by accident and get 4 years

And you have the audacity to ask me, โ€œwhatโ€™s the matter honey, you depressedโ€ and then tell the person youโ€™re speaking with via phone that Iโ€™m a โ€œmanhaterโ€

Awe boo

I wanna cut yer dick off

You better start behaving on the roadโ€ฆ

And please let God know I just want a tiny acre of land – to grow these seeds Iโ€™m hoarding

And please tell God Iโ€™d like to be less suicidal when I fuck things up

Also, despite all the very bad graphs and divorce rates, I still wanna husband.

A partnership.

I wanna do all the things with him.

Please get over your lifelong prostitute addiction.

I donโ€™t know how to communicate with you over a cellphone, I come from a time before computers.

When you randomly send me dick picks online or phone, you disrespect yourself and my love for you

You never ask, you just do. I get so angry boo

Iโ€™m old fashioned and want to be surprised! In the real world!

And I want to date my husband – itโ€™s biology and how she connects to him

Itโ€™s not about gifts, itโ€™s about protection and nurturing

When dating for a minimum of three months no sex, it bonds and creates lifelong bongs. Sheโ€™s able to imprint on him.

When I asked him would he want to date me when Iโ€™m better he replied, โ€œIโ€™m not competingโ€.

Which isnโ€™t at all what I meant.

I never bonded or imprinted with any man at this point, and now I feel a lost cause.

A lost soul.

They want us to lose our faith.

I donโ€™t believe in his God, if that helps anything.

Suicide is the 7th leading cause of death and Iโ€™ve been trying to self-terminate since in womb.

By kindergarten, I got in trouble on the playground for tying a piece of string around my neck

They banned me from people or going outdoors for two weeks

But the prisoners get an hour of sun a day you seeโ€ฆ

There are more horror stories and scars on my body – proving Iโ€™m a coward

Iโ€™m more sad the lotion in the bottle gave me sunspots – some arenโ€™t natural now

Iโ€™m tired of crying

Or looking in the mirror

I have to go now because tears

Fuck you

Iโ€™ve been trying so hard to be good and you getting bonds for being bad

Fuck you

(I canโ€™t work yet but Bookmarked the page)

1. Hire me please. A. I have Veteran preference. B. I come with official referrals. C. Youโ€™ll get a 5k bond for hiring me. D. I smile but am disabled so may forget to cross the T or dot the I.

Them: youโ€™re hired

Seriously tho, Iโ€™m overqualified for these Taco Bell jobs, but have been out of the market for medical reasons. Iโ€™m hoping that maybe one day I can find a job to fit my disability and Iโ€™ll be using the career source and library to help fix me up an updated resume – Iโ€™d love to jump the hiring lines with โ€œI come with a 5k bondโ€

I still have hope for my future to not be homeless

I want plan B to not be a gunโ€ฆ

Iโ€™d also like to plan for my 50th (instead of dying at age 45 like my sister, I was nearly there)

Iโ€™m 44 todayโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ™‚

I mean currently (my birthday isnโ€™t until August)

If you base it on THIS calendar

This whole timeline is off

In 2018, a big electrical storm hit New Smyrna Beach (give or two a year), in which I drove directly into it, all four windows down, elbow and arm outstretched, 80 miles an hour, the whole jeep lit up, some hot shit touched me, I screamed โ€œfuckโ€ and thought my life was over, while looking in my rearview and arm windows, seeing tons of bands of lightning outstretched on the pavement, I jumped into this timeline here

My arm burned for days and I blogged about not having any iodine

Kinda got touched by God

I smelled the rain prior and knew a storm was coming but opted to have my windows down

There was no rain, only lightning, the thunder was so loud

I got pushed off a 50 foot bridge once, Iโ€™m not sure how Iโ€™m even alive

I felt more human feeding that squirrel than I have in some time

I could feel my heart repairing

Somehow, feeding Squirrel connects me to my purpose

The way Squirrel looks at me

Gonna toss him/her some pistachio soon

Yesterday, pumpkin/sunflower/peanut treats.

The way he looked at me

I need husband

He will need to โ€œdate meโ€ (not compete) in order to make the mechanics and functions of a man/woman work (AKA imprinting)

(Iโ€™m probably some sort of organic AI)

(Angel)

(Not the artificial fake shit)

They want you to believe computers have feelings so you feel less guilt when you fall in love with a robot and not a human)

Awe whatโ€™s the matter boo, lost yer soul?

Youโ€™re off chasing rainbows where the rain wonโ€™t shine
Youโ€™ll love in time
My hand is aging
Like hope is tied
Sun leans in raging
Petrified

My love,
In the universe, spheres arenโ€™t really spheres
Innocuous
Joy reflect as fears
Lingering
Like how you disappear
You are gone –
So how are you here?

Iโ€™m not marriage material
Iโ€™m grounds for divorce
Iโ€™ll stick to my high horse

GARAGE SALE:
Please buy my things
I overspent
Iโ€™ll overprice it
Itโ€™s not magnificent

If itโ€™s Made in China
Iโ€™ve gotten rid of it
The entire toolkit
Sent it back to orbit
Omitted
Ejected from the cockpit
Calling bullshit
Burn it in the pit
Claim counterfeit
Propaganda lightening skin hypocrite
Brown-nosing misfit
Yellow fever transmit
Iโ€™m sick of it

Weakened
Lost spirit
Gifts?
Forget it
Remorse?
Acquitted

I come without bond
Broken
Look inside
Heart ainโ€™t coping

Like leaping ledge
Just barely hoping
Your foot will land
With surface sloping

Opposition disappearing
Dangerous dictatorship
Communist country
Iโ€™m growing hungry
Purposeful spread the virus
I read in silence

The holes stop healing when you die
Like all feeling disappearing
After you cry

Dear Mother,
You are cold war.
And Father, your mentor.
Though coldness, speak no more.

Father,
You are ice age
Swimming in the current
Of my full rage
Father, you are first plague

Mother,
You are cold war.
A six foot hole I am searching for.
Like a backdoor.

And fatherโ€™s picture? An eyesore.

Copyright ยฉ 2023 PoeEternal.

Postscript: Mirrors hold negative energy and the creams I was using cause โ€œspots or burnsโ€ and I cry so much seeing myself in the mirror that Iโ€™ve now moved all mirrors from my bedroom, intend to get rid of or cover the others, am not allowed to wash my face with tap or shower water, per official government guidelines, and the cream I was using to not weather in the sun, in fact, made me weather in the sun, and so bottles are being thrown out, mirrors destroyed, tears finding unholy ground. But Iโ€™m still collecting seeds from the seed library (Iโ€™m half-alive hoarding dreams).

I wasnโ€™t scared, I was sick.

And Iโ€™m still fighting off the devil.

And the urge of mass murder and suicide.

Have you seen the amount in the news?

Also, The Great Replacement theory is real.

I fell deeper in hell.

Two banks have been shut down.

Iโ€™ve stopped disassociating (and looking in the mirror).

Iโ€™m superstitious and see demons everywhere.

I need him to contact me.

Never mind the blocks (for his own protection)

Brian Cox is a pedophile faggot and – in his very own words – called a 38 year old man โ€œoldโ€.

He loves a brilliant young mind

Men hate women or anything natural or God like and are obsessed with their own creations such as AI, lab made cats and dogs, and say women have done nothing to contribute to society and are only good for childbearing

According to current studies, most married men want love with a prostitute (gag) (throws up in mouth)

I literally daydream of leaping off a bridge and that ainโ€™t right

Fuck everything

Fuck you

Iโ€™ll be back at the library collecting seeds cause it fits in with my goals and values

Iโ€™m drifting buddy

*cries*

America is collapsing

Iโ€™m not racist but simultaneously hate everyone (unless good)

(Iโ€™m barely good)

(Hate self)

Pro tip: mirrors cause negative self-image and hold negative energies. Get rid of them. Stop looking. Now go off and be a good witch.

Happy cursing

Iโ€™m casting one soon on so-in-so

A tiny box with a mirror and his name sealed with a burnt black candle buried in the swamp

Because he hasnโ€™t died yet (MB)

Iโ€™m undoing the curse from birth onโ€ฆ

Hear, hear!

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Regret (poem)

I regret crawling into that cave
Claw marks where I engrave
Rage like a heatwave
Headlamp wonโ€™t light the way
I rest here today

Copyright ยฉ 2023 PoeEternal.

I donโ€™t want wifi anymo

Itโ€™s got to go

More seeds for the dream yard

They are non GMO so I donโ€™t have to burn them

Also scored a free book (limited supply) from the library

Unfortunately, despite NASA being a great joke, The Martian is still a favorite film (minus the gay hollywood music)

I donโ€™t know what Iโ€™m allowed to have in life, or keep

Like why am I hoarding seeds and dreams?

And can things grow at Yellowstone? (Pro)

Will I accidentally boil myself in a hotspring? (Con)

Land near Yellowstone is cheap (pro)

But itโ€™s also near a volcano (con) (unless maybe youโ€™re suicidal!?!) (tbd)

Cheap land comes at a cost huh

So does visiting your old url

Fuck you

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Bloody Valentineโ€™s (poetry)

This comment is hate filled / a sinkhole / for you to build.

Thereโ€™s likely bloodstains in the carpet / bloodstreams of my target / am I the carcass?

He shot her in her wedding dress / but love her / heโ€™d never confess.

Father / theyโ€™ve all chosen sin / and Iโ€™m sinking / in quicksand.

Hey Sun,

How did you rise?
With light in eyes?
Is there time to shine?

Hey Sun,

Am I alright?
The peerless moonlight
Will we unite?

(Love you forever)

Copyright ยฉ 2023 PoeEternal.

Postscript

*do something / act abnormal to run your blog readers off*

*insert insanity here*

*program successfully installed*

I got John hanging in front of me, and dear Edgar in my rearview, in a puff of smoke, just loving the 10k hand I have drawn.

Werd.

I could use a real hand getting the apartment prepped to be stripped of this danky old carpet, and replaced with some fresh skin (lighter color too)

Donโ€™t even know if Iโ€™m staying

LAUGHS

Immortally insane

Running through my vein

Edgar wants me to pick up a typewriter and get off this broken iPhone

I knew the phone was subject to break – but alas – even with these cursive powers – I did nothing to stop its fall

Oh shittte, it broke more than I thought

BABE

Fuck Apple, itโ€™s a 6, Iโ€™m done selling shit – and jump off a bridge

But thereโ€™s poisoned sweet potato pie in the fridge

There is indeed, God bless, weโ€™re gonna learn to make a healthy pie, but for now, poisoned pie for Valentine

*squee

Postnote: I ignored all the ingredients when I saw the price marked down to $2.50 with a date of 2/15. Said, โ€œyouโ€™re coming with meโ€

But for real tho, donโ€™t buy the pie

(Itโ€™s poisonous)

(You die, I die – but weโ€™re not together, Romeo)

P.S.S.S?? Been rebounding my ass off (the rebounder fitness – resistance training – getting fit with gravity – weeee)

Iโ€™m two scenes on repeat currently – in my favorite film – Made in Heaven (1987?)

The one where heโ€™s tossing his drink in the mirror / laying in the road screaming to God / Emmet โ€œas himselfโ€ AND

Her, crying in public on the street – she got arrested too – dark days ahead

Welp.

GOD: if you donโ€™t find each other, youโ€™ll both be miserable

God: thereโ€™s no guarantee youโ€™ll come back

Me: YOU TOOK MY LIFE

The roses are dying / cuz Iโ€™m done trying / the crow is black / his heart tarmac

*insert another copyright here*

I wore a t-shirt to the medical clinic once – with Poe on it – and the technician asked if it was Hitler

Millennial or GENZ

I sighed and said โ€œPoeโ€

โ€œKind of a popular stash then tho, huhโ€ฆโ€

โ€œHitlerโ€

*makes awkward attempt to continue on with life wearing such an offensible shirt*

(Wonders if others mistake Him for Hitler too)

*creepily laughs

These motherfuckers are in charge

*nearly chokes on the air

*tries not to die*

And in a more recent attempt at โ€œgetting out and socializingโ€

I ordered food – through a drive thru

It wasnโ€™t busy – I had time to count my cash – fuck the elite – you wanna be a cashless society and track me huh – fuck you – cash everywhere or boycott

Him (another Millennial/GenZ): why did you give me so much money!?!? *looks at me stumped like Iโ€™m stupid

Me: what do you mean!?!? *looks confused / haz brain injury / why am I so stoopidd

โ€ฆwell, I, gave you MORE to get the big bills backโ€ฆ

Him: *clearly confused – counts the money – proceeds to hand me a ten back, a five, and some silver.

So apparently Iโ€™m not stupid. Just pre- computer age.

I once had to work at registers where you needed to know basic math – to count change back

Remember when they upgraded the register to tell you the change back

MY GOD they made us beg and groggle for those jobs!!!!!!

โ€œDonโ€™t discuss your income in the workplaceโ€

FUCK YOU

I mean, Happy Valentine

Burn in hell

*insert shitty photo of me here

I donโ€™t want to see myself in the mirror – or on my blog currently – tho I haz space now

I wants new blog

*stomps feet*

I wants better home

*if I buy the land / will you buy the home?

Tell me, I need to know!!!!

A rose garden / an iron fence / him dressed in darkness / at my defense / our first kiss / give me this
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The Hunger (poetry)

Did you ever think God needs you here to keep this place from going under
Youโ€™re light and thunder
Relax your plunder
I need you longer
To wake from slumber
Realize the hunger

Copyright ยฉ 2023 PoeEternal.

Postscript

I write for God now.

Could you please let God know Iโ€™m exhausted and need to rest a bit longer.

These demons have not stopped pounding me since I was born.

My dreams consist of multiple murder and full vape pens.

The mind normally gets what the mind wants

The face may show sadness, the eyes show rage

โ€œThe scientistsโ€ say that once bees are dead – all life will vanish

โ€œThe scientistsโ€ have fucked around with the genetic coding of honey bees, which has resulted in a 50% life reduction drop.

The honeybees only live 50% of the life God had intended for them – now that the โ€œscientistsโ€ have reduced their genes to half life.

They thought the bees would be โ€œmore productiveโ€. Pay attention

These demons are killing EVERYTHING

I do not fear imprisonment, my heart would self-annihilate or Iโ€™d ensure humane ending via a cop ending my life prematurely

Keep swinging your dick on the road like you have more importance than everyone women

Tell me something is wrong with me again

Iโ€™ll respond: whatโ€™s the matter honey? You in-love with a prostitute?

Yes. We know you all are.

The studies say over 50% of men want love with a prostitute and would legalize prostitution

Thereโ€™s also a direct link to sex trafficking and prostitution – with testimony from men, โ€œshe looked trafficked and frightened and underage but itโ€™s what I wantโ€

Fuck you

Cut me off again, anywhere, anyday

You only treat prostitutes with respect huh

Like this book โ€œracing the lightโ€ that I checked out from the library just yesterday – nowhere in the synopsis did I know porn would be the subject.

So far, the writer has used his characters to complain about the daily women, one being a โ€œskinny scarecrowโ€, the other being โ€œfatโ€ – yet glorifying the porn star on the poster, how she looks amazing wearing โ€œall blackโ€. How they wouldnโ€™t fuck her during a podcast show because they have boundaries

GET IN THE FUCKING SEA

Iโ€™m done reading!

Chapter 7! Heโ€™s on his way to meet the famous pornstar!

Gag me! Iโ€™d rather die than live in this porn infested society!

Stop conditioning!

This book should not be at the library!

Walmart and the mall should not be selling sex equipment in front of children or me!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU

Tell God Iโ€™m angry!!!!!!!

The honeybees deserve more!

Science is unethical!

Art is sin!

90% of all murder happen by men!!!!!!!!!

The other ten percent Iโ€™m contemplating falling in!

So many men are committing crimes they are reducing sentences – opposite for women – hardly any do so punishment is more severe

Rules for thee, not for me

Iโ€™m gonna fuck you up if you smile at me incorrectly or refuse to open the door when you see me

Cut me off again

I triple dare you

Money donโ€™t mean shit to me

Ending your pathetic society tho – like Bonnie and Clyde

I dream of it

DAYDREAMS

Of bloodletting

With the de-lite

BLACK LIVES MATTER / ASIAN HATE โœ“

All before morning coffee

Born this way

Need him to go where Iโ€™m going

The library is no longer a safe place for me – Iโ€™m angry and contending with that now

I sensed this with the LGBT and Boomer staff lurking and the โ€œsmell of liesโ€ and the street political thugs in gold begging for my signature

Still there was hope

Briefly

It didnโ€™t last very long

People ruin everything

Iโ€™m finely crafting my monster and angelic side –

Men have suppressed me from sex and defense

They get sex and murder – with the slap of a hand

Cut me off again

I canโ€™t be the only woman feeling this way

Gonna start a riot

The way doctor lady swallowed when I told her โ€œaccording to the latest studies over 51% want love with a prostitute and would vote yesโ€

Gutted her right there in her stool

Continued gutting her with more facts

Iโ€™m maybe the Oracle but get treated like Agent Smith

Iโ€™m maybe Neo Trinity Morpheus too

โ€œWhy me Gabrielโ€ (youโ€™re going to hell for the life you took – youโ€™re fucked)

Should I join the order of Satanism? I was reading over their website – I read the DR book age 16 – it cost money to join – they say titles are earned – whatev, give me Priestess or fuck off – I will keep my $$$

Also, should I join? The order?

Of Satanism?

Revenge is a dish served by an Angel rogue in hell

Itโ€™s just another form of narcissism carefully crafted

โ€œWeโ€™re not religious but we are, we think weโ€™re Godsโ€

LAUGHS

Oh yeah?

So adorable

I really enjoy spending time in the sun getting โ€œweatheredโ€ and feeding all Godโ€™s creatures

Probably causing them more harm but the intention is good

Tell God Iโ€™m sorry for being such a fuck up

I know Iโ€™m suffering cuz I died via suicide – this hell

But when do I?

Iโ€™ve been conditioning myself to do it since in womb

Age 5 on the kindergarten – got in trouble for putting โ€œstring around my neck and pullingโ€ – wasnโ€™t allowed sunshine or going outdoors for weeks (fuck you)

You treat prisoners better than civilians

Iโ€™ve got scars from cutting on my body

Charming

I worry more about my stretch marks than I do scars over my big veins

LOOK: TRIED TO KILL MYSELF THAT DAY

Wanna get married?

*jumps from bridge

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Merry-Go-Round (poetry)

Am I sleeping beauty?
Put under spell?
Are you creeping monster?
Or savior in this hell?

Am I just gloomy?
Cheerful carrousel?
Are we fast moving?
Or racing parallel?

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Mary go round – the truck – like a vulture – ready to devour the dead

Welp ^^ ^^

*bat wings

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Forsaken (freestyle poetry)

Father,
Iโ€™ve been forsaken
Fell on earth
Still shaking

Whole world undertaking
You feel me aching?
Cursing while Iโ€™m breaking?
Nightmare got me waking!

I am awaken?

How light will break in?
Always knocking, Satan!
Tell him, I hate him!

My soul ainโ€™t vacant!
I hope God is patient
Before world naked
Iโ€™m basic

Darkness so pervasive
Iโ€™m growing complacent
Getting stuck in places!
Knowing what John faces!

Iโ€™m faceless!
Falling down ainโ€™t gracious!
Iโ€™m persuasive!

Smiling where Iโ€™m hated!
Holes in wall frustrated!
Emaciated!
Hung on cross related!

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2023 / @poeeternal

โ€œWhere do you get your truth?โ€

I am the truth – thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m facing you

6000 years of deleting my word

But you donโ€™t know whatโ€™s coming

Or you do

So I expect youโ€™re running

Split in two

Soulless, too

Through and through

I donโ€™t actually have a problem with โ€œdry rot writeโ€ (dry well, writing droughts)

I need to learn to shut the fuck up

And I felt like I could continue this poem on for several more linesโ€ฆ

So I stop for fear of going โ€œoverboardโ€ but I really wanna just keep going four pages if I mustโ€ฆ

I write. With brain fog edit. Post.

I donโ€™t know when I will get another chance

The clock is ticking

Iโ€™m obsolete forsaken

๐Ÿ˜‘

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I Do Not Sleep (freestyle rhyme)

I do not sleep in a rose-painted bed
With doves above my crown
Iโ€™ve got sorrow lying around
Like pillows drifting below

I do not sleep in a rose-painted bed
Where dreams assemble and grow
The visions of yesteryear
Left me somewhere dead

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2023 / @poeeternal

Postscript: Free speech below

What does it mean when shadows in your mirror appear?

Yeah, I canโ€™t fucking sleepโ€ฆ

Iโ€™ve reached a new level of insanity

Please, not the streets.

There it is again!

Am I dying!?!? ๐Ÿ˜ซ

I mean, the poem turned out okay though?

God only made me average but I try and do it so wellโ€ฆ

I fuck everything up, thatโ€™s a give

I want a rose-painted bed

I want a night of restโ€ฆ

I want in his arms – I want to be valuable enough to be in the same room with a man – and not want to murder one another or break bonds

Iโ€™ve never imprinted

Feeling worthless is the baseline of depression

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Study Finds Men Want Love With Prostitutes

Are Men Looking For Love With Prostitutes?
โ€” Read on www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2012/08/13/relationships-men-fall-in-love-with-prostitutes_n_1772680.html

It’s all been conditioning – these men have been buying sex since children

And now children can see and buy sex toys – toys aren’t behind a black curtain….

The Devil’s society…

Give it time, LGBT will have an orgy in the street.

Porn has ruined man

They fall in love with an idea – and the porn industry repeats the same story throughout years – with all sex workers.

They need the girls in the pictures so much that they use “commoners” as fleshlights

“No one knows why” – ahem bullshite it’s porn

Porn segregates us from unity, imprinting

Well – these boys are exposed to porn at a very young age and it imprints on th๏ฟผem.

And image is important to them – gaslighting – so the Church offers a safe haven for these demons – who want us paying for their housing and meals.

They disassociate when they use porn so it’s like they become a completely different person and that’s why there’s no remorse when they do the shit that they do to you

They have an addiction created by the enemy to break up the traditional family value home – all while the immigrants take throne during “yellow fever”

Suicide is a top leading cause of death worldwide

Porn is the gateway drug to ruin

๏ฟผIt could be easily censored like they do my free-speech

All the little commoners who get on onlyfans, they just use us up like they do in the real world ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ

Most anyway

OnlyFans say most users loose out – it’s only the top folks with value (society is the Titanic)

They steal money from users too

And as much as I love blogging, I don’t want to continue paying the enemy

Pay to play

I’d rather die than give the state another penny

And I can’t even visit Orlando without having to pay four tolls to return and they aren’t cheap anymore ๏ฟผ

It’s the same fucking county, but I have to pay to return to the city I’m registered to live in.

Florida is gone

Overrun with evil and immigration

I mean immigrants get here and naturalize faster than we can even procreate or vote ๏ฟผ

Native Americans were doing just fine here until my bloodline was nearly wiped out by the fucking immigrants that you say bring so much greatness to our country

I fantasize about dying by suicide in terrible and terrifying ways

I know you’re a nihilist and do not care what happens to me…

๏ฟผ”To be seen and not heard” while man destroys everything

But as long as we are making him a meal and doing everything for him

While he jerks off to the pretty women prostitutes

And by telling a man not to fall in love with you, they probably absolutely fucking do fall in love with these prostitutes ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ(not commoners)

Because even the guys without any teeth, think they deserve a ten star ๏ฟผ

And I’ve never been rated a 10 or treated with any value

Lots of marriage proposals though ๏ฟผ๏ฟผ

Fleshlights….

๏ฟผ

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In China, growth policy compounds the toll on parents who lose a child

One-child policy leaves some parents childless, hopeless and facing financial ruin in old age
โ€” Read on www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/in-china-one-child-policy-compounds-loss-of-child-for-parents/2013/08/07/063716fe-e877-11e2-a301-ea5a8116d211_story.html

It’s tragic. Our mental health is directly connected to our dicks and vaginas. They sterilized and aborted an entire nation!

They’re still doing it with vaccines!!!!!!

I also learned the vaccines contain aborted babies (it’s real)!

The government needs shut down!!!!!!

This is tragic!!!!

It’s narcissism! It’s all serving the Devil!!!! Or darkness! It’s not unity or being one with earth!

Stop killing everything! Women and babies especially!!!!!!

Y’all are insane but want to commit me!!!

Immigrants have taken over California and New York and they are coming after Florida. Most Floridians say Florida has changed for the worse. ๏ฟผ

The VA is corrupt and so is the White House

And according to the official stats, the majority of immigrants vote one way ๏ฟผ

I will rise up

And if it takes five people to arrest me, five people will go fucking down

I’m fed up!

The fact that most Chinese thought the one child law policy was a good idea…. ๏ฟผ

It also creates narcissism

They’ve ruined America with insurance and taxes and COLA ๏ฟผ

They’ve ruined everything and everyone it seems

Too much control

And Genzie and millennials don’t give a fuck about anything so they’re not gonna rise up and fight anything except for the wind to light the fucking lighter for the goddamn weed

And their sex toys

LGBT is a cult

Sex toys are being sold everywhere in front of any age…. little curious boys looking at the anal plugs at Spencer’s

Can buy online at Walmart, CVS, Dolls Kill, Walgreens, ect

Dildo’s and vibrators for “health and wellness”

Disgusting ๐Ÿคข

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China drops one-child policy

Lavishing attention on an only child takes its toll on parents.
โ€” Read on www.washingtonpost.com/world/asia_pacific/china-drops-one-child-policy-but-exhausted-tiger-moms-say-one-is-plenty/2016/10/14/336f1890-8ae7-11e6-8a68-b4ce96c78e04_story.html

China is the biggest political fuck up power in the world ๐Ÿ›‘๐Ÿฅดโš ๏ธ๐Ÿซฃ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ›‘

And they took over America ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ

Constantly telling us what we can and cannot do

Crippling a nation with divorce, disease, depression!

I don’t fucking trust you if you’re in a position of power ๏ฟผor brown-nosing these ridiculous policies.

And I think a lot of Americans are ready for the big immigration push back.

Too much conflict of interest – everything benefiting other nations (who took throne here).

Check the migration stats, jobs, and census. Do you have reading comprehension though?

This is 2023 (not really – it’s a manmade calendar and they took away a month! April fools! The gaslighting in this society never ends.)

Always got us chasing our tail!!!! ๏ฟผ

It’s 7 years behind in Ethiopia

I wasn’t learning about that in school when they were teaching about “time zones”

I hated every moment of school and working 90 hours a week (2๏ฟผ-3 jobs) to pay my electric and rent

I keep hoping to have hope – that my future includes a real bond with a man, as God intended. A pure love where he isn’t giving his best energy and time to other women.

But, even if a man is going through a Great Awakening, when he settles down, he’ll go for the young one.

I’m obsolete

Thank you for pushing me into the extinction zone

“Men can have babies”

Have fun with that

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Local Void (poetry)

Alas, The Great Nothing
I warned what was coming
Every single morning
Whyโ€™s no one running?

Iโ€™m sick of slumming
Overlord act cunning
Tell him Iโ€™m humming
Iโ€™m done succumbing

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Postscript *please do not read*

You ever have a near death experience that lasted a long time?

I just saw a demon toss a live tree in the trash.

Onto the next holiday.

Apparently honey bees have a reduced lifespan by 50% thanks to science.

I donโ€™t recall voting on whether we were allowed to edit the DNA of bees.

Like I. Give. Up.

Iโ€™d really appreciate it if the doctors and scientists would stop killing everything. I know thereโ€™s a DNA ark in Antartica and since 1970 68% of all life has gone extinct and honey bees are half life cycle now – so chill.

Not made by China India Mexico

Stop World War 3! ๐Ÿ›‘โœ‹๐Ÿ›‘

Wakey wakey!!!

The weed donโ€™t work cuz they fucked with it

Stop wasting your money

Unless you got some non gmo herb from before the 90s

Asking for a friend

Mold kills more trees every year than fires or people

Mold is of intelligent design and evil

Mold is from the fucking void

Itโ€™s in the walls

It can shapeshift

It can control animals

It loves darkness, death, and decay

Violence

Iโ€™m convinced weโ€™re in hell

And holidays arenโ€™t real – manmade time traps

Stop cutting down trees to decorate and trash

Stop murdering everything you fucking demons

I fed the lizards chilling on the air conditioning units today

Feed the god damn animals

Save the trees ๐ŸŒฒ

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Undertow (poem)

Moving forward, turning corners, never finding home
Keep listening, less speaking, and most are always wrong
I go the distance that few ever roam
Universal lessons keep me on my own
Often tribulations can only be learned alone
Weakened and discouraged Iโ€™ll stop but not for long
My heart more calloused and hard like bone
Whatever it takes to keep me strong
With wisdom of knowing looking back will turn me to stone

And so this lesson I pack up and carry
The weight of them always seem to vary
Some are black and some are cherry
Some will taste like a strawberry
Some will make you say Hail Mary
Some are found in the obituary
Most will leave you cold and weary
With eyes that sting and oh so blurry
These streets have roadkill of doubt and worry

Self-medicate to try and heal
Get the energy to climb uphill
Another battle of self-will
Another demon I have to kill
Swallow the pain just like a pill
Buried deep so I canโ€™t feel
Thereโ€™s mostly lows and little thrill
And not an exit out of here
By now my soul is feeling ill
The answers here are never clear

Tie my boot without goodbye
Canโ€™t sit around and watch me cry
More of those with every sigh
If you open and peer inside
It will appear tie-dye
Like an endless horizon in the sky
Pinks and purples which mystify
There my soul longs to fly
Not depths of low but certain high
And not a tear in my eye

Youโ€™ll never get close to me
I live by this decree
Very few are worthy
But God has a skeleton key
Buried under a Joshua Tree
Searching will leave you thirsty
The depths Iโ€™ve cried fill up a sea
And by this Iโ€™m already drowning
Itโ€™s past my knee
The undertow came quickly

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

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I live for God now (poetry in 8 words)

Tender mercy
Sharpening knives
Overwhelming worry
Ending lives

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

I apparently donโ€™t believe in abortion or euthanasia.

โ€œThou shall not killโ€ hits differently for Angel Baby.

Non stop worry and crying followed by a dopamine boost of milk, cinnamon and sugarโ€ฆ left before my free refill, welpโ€ฆ (and left crying lol) (also learned Iโ€™m not into normal things)

The little mutt may be a Frankenstein made in a lab, but he has a soul and a heartbeat, and Iโ€™m not getting in the way of God or his plans and whatnot.

So I have a hellhound in this timeline. He hates it here (this location) as much as John Jones hates that cave.

Hear, hear

The crows were never here the prior four years.

Neither was BlackRock – who took control of this building

I need out the city

The Titanic is sinking overrun with racism and murder of white folk by Black Lives Matter but white lives donโ€™t

Check the census. Itโ€™s not just how people are reporting stupid.

โ€œSo you donโ€™t believe in interracial marriageโ€

You can marry who you want but I donโ€™t want to live in a predominantly black neighborhood ever againโ€ฆ

Iโ€™m autistic angelic

I curse and say โ€œautisticโ€

Iโ€™m gonna get committed

The enemy is in a white coat and White House

My mama think I got a โ€œdirty mouthโ€

Over and outโ€ฆ

To those still lurking, thank you. Maybe one day, a night bloom.

Hell is freezing waters. Heaven has daughters.

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Christmas is Canceled (poetry)

I blame the world
For all my problems
Every single one
โ˜๏ธ

But Iโ€™m responsible
For what Iโ€™ve done
Every circumstance
The Devil spun

Drawing blanks
Loaded gun
Eyes clearly focused
Though in the sun

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

If I cut the cord, Iโ€™ll never be the same

In hindsight, itโ€™s what I want, but not this way

An opportunity, to fix mistake

To save oneself

But at the cost of anotherโ€ฆ

So who is really being saved

Have you seen that zombie film with Arnold Schwarzenegger?

He couldnโ€™t fix his mistake either

Prolonged the sufferingโ€ฆ

Itโ€™s one of his best films next to Terminator. Highly underrated.

Cuz itโ€™s all emotion.

That ending sceneโ€ฆ

He couldnโ€™t do the one thing she asked her dad.

Coward.

Being vague, because I donโ€™t want to spoil the details.

No one cares about that film but me

Currently Iโ€™m going through a situation in where I donโ€™t wanna do what I probably clearly outta

And my only outlet of expression is a poem to a private blog

*laughs insanely*

The isolation is starting to drown me

And you know what they say about a drowning man

Revenge

It really is better served cold and calculated

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Belief (poetry)

The problem is
I donโ€™t believe
The sky is falling
The lies you weave

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Shit you should know but donโ€™t want to hear ๐Ÿ‘‡

Dogs and cats were made in a lab in Asia. Traced back their timeline.

Not shocking.

Cats and dogs are plagued with parasites.

The elites were plagued with parasites.

Connect the dots

โ€œPregnant women should not be around the cat boxโ€. Applies to everyone!

Gavin Rossdale says cats are filthy, wonโ€™t have em in his palace. Good King.

Iโ€™m very observant. Army trained.

I got the good Army training.

Listen or donโ€™t listen

GenX about to have a throw down, we nearly healed but at risk for ASDS heaven

Itโ€™s humans vs demons down here

Narcissism is a plague (someone with a psych degree)

My best friend died of suicide, and then her mother and Iโ€™ve been trying to die by suicide since I was in the womb but then I decided to study why everybody was so fucking depressed and itโ€™s because of China ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ณ

Porn. Propaganda. Predators. The Internet should be 21+. Walmart and The Mall too. (Theyโ€™re selling sex toys in front if kids)

FYI: I identify as 15 but act 500

Iโ€™m a complicated creature and require special handling

He doesnโ€™t get me at all

How do you play the game when you know their next move?

Iโ€™m afraid of what I can doโ€ฆ (to self) (near through)

Can find compassion in Crow and the elite hate Crow so much – she donโ€™t get an emoji

Feed the trees and the wildlife

They need usโ€ฆ.

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The Day (poetry)

The day
He abandons me
I’ll be homeless
Complete psychosis
Without notice
Earth my focus
Death the prognosis

This site has been deleted!
Surprise! You were never needed!
Cast out and weeded!
All hope receded!

Compass points
To my heart
Upside down
In you

Without love
It’s all useless
The daily excuses
If we’re not exclusive
Hope is useless

He wasn’t ready for me
Giving himself away
He arrived late
Demanding me to stay

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Still writing my heart out – despite being completely cast out by the blogging community *bows*

Full unlocked exclusive set on my Onlyfans (where I snuck into Top 39 Thanksgiving. Thank you!!) ๐Ÿฅฐ

If I become homeless, I don’t wanna become homeless where it floods (perspective)

The content carries on two places at once: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal

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A Letter to John (freestyle rhyme)

John,

Prayers for insane. Payers don’t get blamed. Layers for the game.

John,

Doomsayers say. Favors come with maim. Strayers have timeframe. I counterclaim.

John,

I have nightmares. Downstairs lost your way. Wares have minimal wage. Flares now come with rage.

John,

Affairs decay. Players turn the page. But what of you became?

John,

I’m not okay.

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

John, I haven’t forgot you were crucified upside down for Thanksgiving. Worst way to die. The very worse. “I’m spitting” hear, hear

Your story is a guidepost for my own wrongdoing.

I can’t get past the, “I thought it was going to open up”

“Yeah, we took that off the map. Figured people with common sense would know dusty means don’t go”

I want to rip his fucking dick off with my teeth, I mean Lorena Bobbitt cut her husbands dick off with scissors and they’re doing fine…

Just saying

Michael Levitt murdered John Jones

Psst… John is here. He’s refractive.

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Hopeless (poetry)

Black were the colors
The rain came down in clusters
Like the sky was broken
A black hole formed open

Kneeling on all regret
Footing he’d soon forget
Black roses bleeding
Felt the moon was grieving

Wind blew brunette
Deep pain in his chest
Never saw her cheerleading
No hope proceeding

Hell fell upwards
Hell gained a new monster
The moment potent
Her body hopeless

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Happy Halloween ๐ŸŽƒ

I’ll get more content posted soon.

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May God Pray For You (poetry & photography) NSFW

You taste of Judas Iscariot
Betrayal you’ll marry it
I’ve paid twice for sins
Won’t pay again

144 awakening
7th seal opening
Judgment hour
No hoping (John’s still coping)

One, two
See through all of you

Hell hath arrived
THERE ARE NO GOODBYES

Oh, Prince of This World
They aren’t your gifts to give
Heaven rules over all but this
God is the Void
But Satan rules this world

I am a beggar
Crawling eternally

Helpless to stop it
Remove self from equation
The devil is invasion
I’m losing patience!
Careful crossing occasion
Will get stuck persuading
Hopeful helpful information

Nature becomes conscious of itself through you

I NEED YOU LIKE ETERNITY
Hell is separation
I’M BURNING

If I die here
Nobody will know
I didn’t want to
But nobody will ask you

Fallen
Angelic
Trying to ascend

Need him more and then
Eleven hours spent
Not bad omen

Number signs godsend
I do listen
And then repent

Foreshadowing
But if he’s dropping flags
I’m walking in
Red carpet rolling
With a halo full of sin
God said keep walking
But I want him instead

He turns me SOFT
Like the Grand Canyon will flow
Paradigm shift halo
He owns my soul

I’m sorry he betrayed you
A devil said to shrewd
I think with gratitude
The sun burns the moon
I rest in solitude
Black as blue
But oh so devalued

I do not dream of labor
The moon a gaper
Place our love on paper
He calls –
I turn to vapor

We’re reaching terminal velocity
Death is nearing
Is this the correct speed?
Thought you needed me?

He’s wrapped up in deceit
Like a sheet
Am I a ghost
I am discreet

I’m without kingdom
Guarding eternity
Trident
I’m not lying

WHAT LIES
Beyond the horizon
CRIMINAL EYES
But the sun’s still rising
AND I’M HERE FOR BLOOD

Touch me
So the curse will lift
Kiss me on the lip
Keep me near your hip

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

More poetry and photography coming! Thank you for your interest in my content! I work hard at it! I hope you are enjoying the Halloween theme! Lingerie bodysuit by Dolls Kills! ๐ŸŽƒ

I just dropped a set on the OnlyFans! 40 photos! Like when PlayBoy did 18 & 36 page spreads! SAME! ๐Ÿคช

I’ve been busy writing and working out! I’ll post behind-the-scenes soon!

It’s BOO season!! ๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŽƒ๐ŸŽƒ

I’m ready to dawn the Halloween costume daily! I wanna go on a hayride!!!! ๐Ÿ‘€

All my content is original and I do not use an AI generator to write my poems nor do I scour the web for overused images by others. Sorry not sorry!

In makeup and filter ๐Ÿคช

Thank you for your viewship and feedback! Highly appreciated! โค๏ธ

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Imprinting

He imprinted on me ๐Ÿ˜‘

He knows

At least, I think now

Or we both do ๐Ÿค”

Because no matter what form he appears

He is the ONLY ONE I respond to in such a manner

He probably thinks I’m like that with all guys

I’m not ๐Ÿ˜‘

He took advantage of our bond ๐Ÿ˜‘

He gave me a map with details not disclosed ๐Ÿ˜‘

I thought I was starting to experience Stockholm syndrome

But it was just him ๐Ÿ˜‘

And he abandoned me ๐Ÿ˜‘

I don’t respond well to trauma bonding or narcissism

He can’t use those tools on me

He needs to learn control ๐Ÿ˜‘

He’s never gonna make me cum if I fear him ๐Ÿ˜‘

He’s not a sex god

He’s an abuser ๐Ÿ˜‘

I never did nothing like that in that chat

But I did do role play stuff with him that I’ve never done with anyone ๐Ÿ˜‘

I was already imprinted on him because my soul knew it was him ๐Ÿ˜‘

But my mind didn’t know ๐Ÿ˜‘

And then he slowly started disclosing details about his life

Things I probably would rather not know

Because he can’t handle the fact that he told me

He thinks I’ll use the information against him ๐Ÿ˜‘

He shoots the listener ๐Ÿ˜‘

I thought I was falling in love with some guy with no teeth and was ready to be kidnapped and settle down with some guy with no teeth but it turned out to be the love of my life

And he abandoned me after he video called and said, “I need you”

He ghosted me ๐Ÿ˜‘

And the Daytona Beach gang are taunting me ๐Ÿ˜‘

And I ran off my favorite poet ๐Ÿ˜‘

I’m all alone ๐Ÿ˜‘

And everyone is leaving toxic Instagram

EVERYONE

And the ones that are staying on Instagram are just simply unfollowing me ๐Ÿ˜‘

And I’m ascending into another level ๐Ÿ˜‘

But I’ve got one more bowl of vegan soup to eat and that immediately stopped my tears

I also have lingerie sets I haven’t got to try on, a brand new pair of shoes, new make up and eye tattoos from my recent birthday

But I need to be in the headspace to create

I need to not be crying while I’m putting my makeup on ๐Ÿ˜‘

I want to move ๐Ÿ˜‘

I’m gonna spend my tip money and buy something nice I think

I LOST EVERYTHING IN 2017

They list for $58 & come in 2

I wanna get these curtains I found at Dolls Kill and I found several cute outfits – including a Halloween set, all for the tip price

I need clothes to wear and if I had a husband maybe people wouldn’t be fucking with me

I wanna imprint on someone who wants me ๐Ÿ˜‘

I’m an organic computer ๐Ÿ˜‘

God made me ๐Ÿ˜‘

GET THE CURTAINS BABE

WE DON’T HAVE ANY

YOU ARE ALLOWED TO WEAR CLOTHES THAT FIT YOU

YOU’RE AN AMAZING BARGAIN HUNTER

WE’RE NOT ALIVE JUST TO PAY THE BILLS

YOU ARE NOT OBSOLETE

Keep detoxing and doing the hard work

He tried to make me feel shameful ๐Ÿ˜‘

He’s mean ๐Ÿ˜‘

I can’t trust myself around him ๐Ÿ˜‘

He’s untrustworthy ๐Ÿ˜‘

I need a safe space to imprint ๐Ÿ˜‘

I’m tired of being in my masculine role ๐Ÿ˜‘

I want a real husband ๐Ÿ˜‘

I’ve never done anything in the chatroom that was porn or triple x

I don’t compromise myself ๐Ÿ˜‘

He said he needed me then cut the cord ๐Ÿ˜‘

He lied ๐Ÿ˜‘

How can he be so cruel ๐Ÿ˜‘

He’s always cutting holes and damaging our true love

I’m moving on ๐Ÿ˜‘

I want my heart, mind, and soul pure for my partner

I’m not putting in the hard work to quit

Eventually, I’ll slow down and halt

But right now I’m in therapy and detoxing and cleansing my spirit

I think I just need to get these things off my chest

So I can figure out who I am and be the best version of myself

Even when/if I’m wrinkled

I want to bond with a man

A true bond

I want to imprint on him and him on me ๐Ÿ˜‘

He’s gotta be out there

Let him know I’m trying to get better

โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

I don’t want him to be my therapist

I don’t want to fear him ๐Ÿ˜‘

I fear enough ๐Ÿ˜‘

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GOD DAMN YOU

BLOCKED

*schedules appointment for a tattoo immediately*

DEBT FREE HUH

I’M GONNA CUT YER DICK OFF

๐Ÿ–•

GOOD LUCK FINDING SOMETHING THAT NO LONGER EXISTS

My competition mostly at age 44 still ovulating – is a bunch of obese confused girls sex bots who probably removed their ability to have children

And if they haven’t yet, they will in their 30s, Hallelujah!!!!

YOU STILL GOT SOMETHING THAT THE MEN WANT AND DESIRE

AND IF NOT, YOU STILL GOT SOMETHING GOD WANTS AND DESIRES

DON’T LEAP FROM THE BRIDGE YET BABE

COLLEGE IS A SCAM

IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT YOU WERE SEXUALLY MOLESTED

YOU STILL HAVE WORTH WITH DEBT AND SAGGY BOOBS!!!!!

I GOT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP OPENING YOUR EYES AND REACHING FOR THE PHONE

SOCIETY IS TOXIC

YOU HAVE WORTH BABY GIRL

I’M SORRY THESE DEMONS KNOW NO BOUNDS

I KNOW IT HURTS

YOU’RE RIGHT TO BE PISSED

BABE 144!!!!

“I see dead people”

They’re everywhere!!!!

LOST SOULS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE ELITES WERE PLAGUED WITH PARASITES

THE WORLD TODAY IS PLAGUED BY PARASITES

If you’d like to not be obese black walnut wormwood if you’d like to not be dying of cancer black walnut wormwood if you’d like to not have IBS black walnut wormwood if you’d like to live a little bit longer black walnut wormwood

How long before it’s taken off the market because I told my fucking enemy the big secret magic ingredient to this shit and he wrote it down, he wrote it fucking down, he wrote it down! I blogged about it immediately cuz the entire hour session he didn’t fucking write anything down until those three words came out! he didn’t give a fuck about the other detox medication, it was only those three words he wrote down

BLACK WALNUT WORMWOOD

WORTH OBSERVING AND NOTING

I OBSERVE EVERYTHING

And if I’m angry over the insensitive conditioning these faggot boys are doing

Maybe God is too

JUDGMENT HOUR IS HERE

GUESS WHOSE EYES HAVE SOME FUCKING WORTH

“But we like virgins”

I’M GONNA RIP YOUR PENSIS OFF

*goes back to sleep*

I HATE TIKTOK AND INSTAGRAM

I’M ONLY THERE FOR YOU

I DON’T KNOW HOW ELSE TO REACH YOU

The reason I’ve been confused on whether you should get right with God or me because same ๐Ÿ™„

And yep he can strike me dead any moment

I AM ONLY A VESSEL

*goes back to delusions and sleep*

I’m gonna burn it all down

Apophis is coming

We can’t leave earth

The establishment are scared๏ฟผ

HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF CUZ MONEY IS NARCISSISM IS A MANMADE DEVIL SOCIEY DOGMA

Sorry

Channeling ๐Ÿ˜‘

*breathes on window, draws weird symbol*

I DON’T KNOW WHAT ANYTHING MEANS

THE GREAT FILTER IS REAL

THE SUN IS ELECTRICAL

WE LIVE ON A WATER WORLD

No one ever said, “maybe earth was icy and smashed into other objects (uranus) pushing it closer to the sun and thus life”

It’s the demon neighbors don’t chill out with making all this unnecessary goddamn noise

Oh, they are working in groups to rob single women, elderly, and disabled

These motherfuckers won’t hesitate to shoot me in my back to steal my bike

COPS ARE DOING THEIR JOB SPREADING PROPAGANDA

DON’T BE FOOLED BY THE CROCODILE TEARS

ASIAN DICTATORS IN UNIFORM

That black guy was worried about getting caught with his weapon when his life was ending

I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR

I WILL SKIN ME A HEAD OR TWO

SHOW ME HOW MUCH I DO NOT MATTER

You love your virgin mentality so much that 68% of the species has gone extinct so fuck your goddamn propaganda ideology fuck you fuck you fuck you

It’s conditioning these other monsters to “ruin us” and sacrifice us to the dark entity early on

I CAN’T IMPRINT ON THE DEVIL

THE DEVIL CANNOT IMPRINT ON ME

FUCK YOU

We are organic computers and if the government doesn’t get their toxic shit together there’s going to be dire consequences

DIRE

THE SEVENTH SEAL IS OPEN

(There’s nowhere safe for me online social media wise. It’s so toxic for an angel) ๐Ÿ˜‘

(I only went in the feed for a second) ๐Ÿ˜‘

And my value was completely stolen from me

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Dรฉjร  vu (poetry)

I feel him mourning
Like thick moss growing on vine

He’s always yearning
The way I twirl around on pine

You got a returning subscriber!
Just kidding! He’s a liar!

I need oxygen but it’s corrosive
I need love but he’s explosive
Got me losing focus
Maybe his main motive

He doesn’t know how hard my heart is
I was born of darkness
Somewhere from the darkest
Never bow regardless

I want to distract him from morning
The way I’m overturning
Darkness is for learning
I bid you fair warning

Hanging with the dead and crying
An angel’s only trying
But oh ye faith I’m eying
And I know when you are lying

I think he’s Polyamorous
I know I couldn’t handle it

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

I’m a cub and never a cougar xo

I woke up to my second supporter! And a lovely message!!! So very grateful, thank you!

Postscript ๐Ÿ‘‡

In my past life I have been in open relationships and handled it just fine

But I’m completely possessive over the love of my life

I can feel my stomach churning with the thought

No kneel

WTF

You better be paying for my housing so I can hump all over your existence

You should be taking my OnlyFans photos and saying, “no babe, that’s your money, buy yourself something nice”

When I bring you money to pay the bills, you should be like, “baby, I’m taking care of you”

STEP UP

Be my K-I-N-G and I’ll be your Queen and submit

Pff you have some magical powers going unused that you know you can’t get anywhere but from ME

And vice versa

We got our own Great Filter upon us

I had to jump here first cuz that’s what it took

I HATE being OLDER than you

MAKE ME YOUNG AGAIN

YOU HAVE ONE JOB

New account! New set dropped! ๐Ÿ‘‰ ๐Ÿ‘‡ https://onlyfans.com/poeeternal_sensual

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Here (poem & chatter)

He came
When I called your name
He appeared
When in the mirror
You were here

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

It’s all coming full circle now ๐Ÿ‘€

Having chest pains + a cup of coffee chocolate cream (vessel constrictor) (caffeine)

Apparently my blog is blowing up and it makes me scared when it blows up when I’m ranting about sensitive topics.

I love you no matter your color

But I’m casting demons back to hell

So ask yourself, are you behaving like a human or a demon?

You can’t even see your own reflection, can you? ๐Ÿ‘€

Is that why the narcissist stares at himself in that photo? I can’t remember the artist but you know the one. He’s pointing to himself.

Y’all I fell deeper in the rabbit hole

I swear John is down here with me and he’s been fixing my heart

I’m still detoxing every single day and today I managed a small bike ride – but the humidity makes it too hard on me

I’m dying and I can’t contend with the elements

I do really do believe all the weather manipulation going on in Dubai is fucking up the United States

That’s part of the rabbit hole but not the sinister stuff I’m meditating on pulling from the ether

He doesn’t want me to love you (or write you poems)

That’s not the rabbit hole either

I’m not discussing that now

That’ll be in another upcoming late night or early morning rant

If I could learn to segregate my blog from poetry/rants/photography that’d be great

And a contact form

One day I’ll have some spare pennies to make a new website happen

Have all my little ducks in a row

I think that’s the only reason I delete my rants is because I don’t want it to interfere with my poetry but I still need a place where I can express myself and have free speech and the Internet should include free speech

I’ve never denied I wasn’t EMO or dealing with suicidal tendencies and that I use my blog for therapeutic purposes

It’s just – my personality turns people off – they don’t see the writing โœ๏ธ

I’m grateful for the tribe I do have – and your patience with me in blogging

Cuz I suck at it

Like die naked on the street insane – kind of suck

I was dark and depressed when I came out of my mom’s evil womb

Her husband/my daddy was fucking me but she swears I am the devil

VICTIM BLAMING

CHRISTIAN HYPOCRITE

Dieeeeeeeeee

I’m trying to find compassion I’m trying to find compassion I’m trying to find compassion

“Why am I upside down”

“Why did you put me here…”

SAME

The things I think about doing to both of them ๐Ÿ‘€

Find yer zen babe

I gotta go

I gotta detox the Devil outta me

I love these!! ๐Ÿ˜

I am so grateful for your visits and chatting with me!

I’m extremely grateful for your compassion towards me when I don’t have it myself

I’m learning to be more compassionate towards all things

It’s not normally immediate

I don’t know what I’m doing out here, that’s why I’m in therapy and practicing mindfulness

I know it takes a lot longer to dispel negative thoughts than it does positive ones and it takes a lot longer to recharge your body

The sun is great for recharging between sunrise and sunset

When I get the Jeep back up and running, I will be back on TikTok going live at the park and at the beach for the sunrise ๐Ÿ‘

But people are murdering each other in the streets here

I’m gonna start going live to read my poetry and stuff and I’m terrified to do it but since I’m terrified to leave my house and I’m trying to practice mindfulness and some of y’all have stated you miss me going live, I’m gonna try to do this

My gorgeous microphone from the XMAS holiday still has not been unpacked ๐Ÿคช

I definitely don’t look my best dying but I want to do my nails and my pigtails and maybe I’ll start off simple and just record a fucking video because I do have 10 minutes now to play around with…

The microphone will be unveiled soon!!!

THINGS WORTH LIVING FOR

poetry & free speech ๐ŸŽค

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A positive message for those who are suffering most ๐Ÿ™

Edgar Allan Poe died naked on the street, think about that

And John Jones stuck upside down in a cave

You’re only alive so 13 families who control everything in the world don’t have to fucking work and they will squeeze every penny out of you from birth until death

Your written will means shit

It will be ignored

I finally learned the lesson that Chester Bennington and Jesus had been trying to teach

That possessions don’t really matter much

It took Big Brother (Mark Fuckerberg) threatening to remove my intellectual property against my will and over bullshit violations, that I deleted nearly every social media account and email, without asking for my data.

Now he’s pressing virtual reality and the Metaverse on me

I will jump from a bridge before I ever enter

He pushed me too far

He’s the face of pure evil

I can’t look at him

I can’t look at half of Hollywood who have deformed their faces with plastic surgery

I can’t stand the Hollywood propaganda and the underlining bullshit that they feed us in film

Everything is a rerun of what GENX has already done

I’m not supporting you

Your acting sucks

Fuck society

Culture is a sham

Everything is a lie

EVERYTHING

My purpose belongs to the wind

I will be returning to Mother Earth soon

My only real mother

The only one I’ve ever had

And sometimes I learn the lesson the hard way

I don’t want to approach my death upside down

Or naked on the street mad out me mind

I’m already out of my mind

And I nearly caught my mysterious death and I did wind up upside down but John Jones has been helping me out a little bit because the medical staff on earth are demons

He bought me a little time

Chilling on his wing

Today I laid down to film the clouds and the sun

I’m working with WordPress to get my blog fixed so I can start uploading photos again, but they requested I do some stuff from my laptop and I was at the beach all day without it

Then came home and ate a sandwich and passed out until now

Now I need to take my dog out and stare at the full moon (provided it’s not 9 degrees outside) ((it’s not, lower 70s, full moon, after midnight)) ๐ŸŒ•

My left lung still isn’t expanding all the way

And I’m still waiting to see a lung specialist

I sleep

A lot

My heart is also still healing from heart inflammation

I don’t like to put any stress on my heart

I cry a lot

And sleep

Cry and sleep

๐Ÿ˜‘

Made you a little video of the sunshine I took today (although now it’s after midnight so technically it was yesterday/Sunday)

I laid down to film the beautiful 3d clouds and sun

I laid down for this shot

It’s been beautiful weather at the beach and everybody has been coming to enjoy it because the ocean has decided to give us a little bit back for Christmas I guess

Saturday there was so much going on, People were surfing the red high tides, flying kites, riding bikes, couples holding hands, treasure hunting, I filmed it all

Everyone is in the Christmas spirit and just enjoying the calm

This is the part of the season where we don’t have to worry about the tourist as much

And there are other parts of the beach that I can go that’s not busy

I don’t want to be kidnapped ๐Ÿ˜‘

And I prefer staying near the lifeguards that are on duty when they are there ๐Ÿ‘

The beach has been so much more inviting these days and I haven’t been screaming like a little girl ๐Ÿ˜ฌ

But I can’t upload any fucking photos and I haven’t done what WordPress has asked me to do for my laptop yet- so you know whatever- dying

I REFUSE to die in or around a hospital setting

I don’t even want anybody to see me dead and that is a real issue for me currently

So I’m trying not to die because I don’t have all that shit together yet, I don’t have a coffin, I don’t have a fucking plot of land, I don’t want to be cremated, there’s a lot of shit going against me right now, especially with the fact that I’m having cardiovascular issues because I chose to get fucking vaccinated with underlying health issues ๐Ÿ˜ก

Found myself upside down with John

And I am pissed he is still there

Like gut wrenching agony

I probably have cried more from him in 2 months than his wife did in the three years it took her to move on and remarry ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž

John is rubbing my right shoulder blade currently cuz I haven’t learned to forgive people yet and he wants me calm

He did snicker about my NASA comment tho

God has a sense of humor

I wonder if the 13 evil families in charge are ready for Armageddon because if they keep pushing me I’m that program in the matrix doing what it’s not supposed to be doing and I’m very unhinged

I’m also trying to remember my superpowers

I often wonder how many hours I have remaining

You think on years

I’ve moved into hours

Not even days…

Here’s the little video of the Sun today

https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdjcf6CS/

I can’t stay in it long – it burns my every atom

I am vampyre โ˜๏ธ

Happy to say it already got 2 likes and 30 views๐Ÿ‘

Don’t wanna remove it now

I also saw a TikTok from a popular creator who said if your videos are getting at least 100 to 200 views on its own, then you’re doing good

One thing I’ve noticed, posting 2 similar videos back-to-back and hashtags do nothing for me

If anything, hashtags are reason for the algorithm to study my behavior and I like to fucking confuse it from time to time

But mostly the algorithm likes to shadowban me

And I’ve had many videos that was not violating any guidelines (that I’m aware of) sit at zero views

I hate censorship

I will never pay to play

But that doesn’t stop TikTok from peer pressuring me and fucking with my account to see if I will bite

I’ve taken screenshots but I haven’t been able to share a fucking thing in several days because WordPress fucking sucks and I need a new hosting site

But I’m dying and just basically sleeping and eating

There’s an extermination going on right now because the 13 families in charge don’t want to pay people who are retired, now they want us off the fucking system, they don’t want us using supplies, they don’t want to pay us what we deserve in our time to fucking retire ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž

To my comrades who have chosen not to get the VAX, this isn’t our fucking country anymore

We’ve been gaslit for so long

But now I know why the soldiers are killing themselves in increasingly mass numbers and there are more soldiers that die by suicide than on the battlefield…

Please hold on

There is a war going on still

I need you to hold fast

Don’t forget your training

We are at war

The system is your enemy and those fighting for it

Just stand fast

Stay alert, stay alive

Don’t engage with the enemy

Don’t self-destruct

I need you still

Prep your defenses

Stock pile food and water

If I’m wrong, in three years you can have a Armageddon party and eat all the food and then just restock up OK

I’m not wrong

Take your frustration out on target practice

Take a cold shower

Do something to stop the trigger

For me it requires a different stimulation and often two or three different things so

Find what works for you

Don’t engage

Half the battle is within

There’s a spiritual war going on

If you feel lost, that’s okay

Stay near the light, don’t get burned

Be a Marine

Out of sight, out of mind

Eyes forward

I got your back

Stay low

P.S. you may feel like you’ve done what you were to do, you may feel confused on what is next

This is part of ascending with new Earth

She goes through changes

This is how life can evolve

Evil doesn’t win forever

You gotta hold tight

Just hang on…

Focus on healing (save yourself)

You feel like you’re waiting right?

You feel lost?

You missed a step?

What’s next?

We’re in the middle of war

A spiritual war

God needs you silent

Just listen

The demons will expose themselves

They’re collapsing under the weight of the change

You’re exactly where you need to be to ascend

If not, get right with God

You know the right one

Cuz he’s in you and speaking right now

Don’t forget who you are

Earth is a negative frequency

It’s a low charge

You need positivity to ascend

Listen, your body is a channel

It’s a conductor

Your heart is electric

So is the sun

And I’m not talking about shit you plug into your wall, get out of your box please

You are mostly made of water and so is the earth

I’ll get into connection another time

I’m definitely a sunworshipper – just can’t be in it long ๐Ÿคช

I fry not tan

The universe is so magical but it’s dangerous and also scary

I’m still just a little girl

I’ll always be a little angel ๐Ÿ˜‡

One of God’s favorite ๐Ÿคฉ

You can choose to do good things or you can choose to do bad things

I wanna ascend

This is hell

There’s so much more fulfillment in the light than there is the dark which is why you have to consistently go to your porn because it’s not very fulfilling at all

I love you ๐Ÿ’•

I’m sorry I can’t post photos yet but I haven’t done what WordPress asked me to do because I’ve been dying (and fuck all these timeline glitches that I keep getting- they don’t want me to ascend)

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“But the Bible says”…

But the Bible, the Bible!!!!

They are playing god! They are doing this! Just the same as you like to destroy your little tribe around you, they do it on big-time numbers, it’s a big fucking chessboard and they are playing Sims in real life, stop feeding them, stop giving them your money at church, stop giving them your money with “big black cock porn”, it’s bullshit, you’re fucking racist if you support it!!!

How the fuck can you be all like Black Lives Matter Black Lives Matter and then behind the scenes you’re supporting big black cock because you’re a fucking racist and you don’t give a fuck about white people at all and if you’re a white person supporting big black cock then you’re a fucking racist too

Because in the real world we’re doing everything to fix the behavior of racism yet behind the scenes you’re watching racist fucking porn 24 hours a day

I’m tired of having to prove to everyone around me that I’m not a racist yet behind the scenes y’all are watching racist fucking shit and sexist fucking shit and nothing is ever going to get better as long as you’re fucking feeding your mind with that trashy fucking shit

And it’s obviously not going away anytime soon because virtual reality and porn came out at the same time

Again, can you cum without porn or make a thought that the Bible didn’t give you?

Didn’t think so! Go back to sleep! ๐Ÿ˜ก

If everyone started behaving like they should cops wouldn’t need a job, would they

And if they stopped pumping us full of chemicals we wouldn’t be so sick, would we (notice how laundry detergent and other products you’re now buying says “contains allergens”)

Y’all, I can feel myself growing more unstable so I must disassociate

At the VA I had cops get into my space and I had a fucking meltdown so don’t think that if you try to grab me or kidnap me I won’t fucking rip your veins out of your neck with my teeth so you may want to bring a muzzle

I bite ๐Ÿ‘€

My point is stay away

I am a wounded animal

Do not approach unless with food or as if you are going to sniff my ass

Otherwise I see you as a threat

If you’re not a cute little seagull on the beach, I see you as a threat

And when I see a bird squawking and flying towards me, I also see it as a threat, even though it wants my candy cane wrapper

I actually feel safer slowly inserting myself where a flock of birds are

Than I do around any human being on the entire planet

The birds see me as a threat and I just want to birds to accept me as their own

I’ve tried to get the humans to accept me as their own but apparently I’m not human because I’m artificial intelligence only alive as a sex object to serve their basic needs (no evolution or growth going on here)

Earth is a low frequency

It’s a negative charge

I can’t ascend with all these negative ions

I need positivity

Pink Floyd

Pretty clouds

Full belly

Love

The Great Filter is upon us

My name is Delia

I’m here to teach you the truth

Open your eyes

But you must unplug!

I can’t save you!!!

And tho I may hate your ways, I know you are capable of much greater things

I do love you

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Melting point

I’m past my boiling point

If you can’t see by now that I’m sick of being micromanaged and thought controlled, then I don’t know what to tell you

It’s clear I’m only alive so a portion of the population can have “assets” and never work or break a sweat

And I’ve had to work 2 to 3 jobs my entire life just to have a roof over my head and life wouldn’t have been this expensive if I had just of gotten married which is also another form of slavery and maybe I would’ve got married if men knew how to be loyal or at least not abusive

They are beyond cruel in mannerism, filthy sloth pigs, over egotistical, consistently turning to fake porn for fulfillment, always gaslighting and lying, terrible to those trying to love and care for them, knowing that by being a piece of shit, we will work harder to maintain affection in the relationship, when the truth is they are void and without soul

They only know how to mirror what you want (parents/ co-workers included)

Men could provide

But they haven’t been taught how to harness positive sexual energy and the Bible and porn teaches them to treat women like they do which is why the Me Too movement is where it’s at now (extremely large and growing)

Many women don’t even want to identify as a woman because of how bad we are treated, they’re literally identifying as men now, they don’t even want to live as a woman because of how terrible it is to be born as woman and be around man

And Asia is basically the root of all my fucking problems right now

Especially that because of their stupid “one child law” rule, many female babies were aborted (yes killed) over preference to male babies being born and now there’s more men in China than there are women ๐Ÿ›‘โœ‹๐Ÿ›‘ (safety alert)

This is what your scientists and politicians do

The doctors and nurses you worship calling heroes

Hero for what? Following orders? Hail Hitler ๐Ÿ˜ก

If Trump decides to run for office again, I might actually vote this time, because it’s all a fucking joke

I want to live life so petty that I have the most tacky Christmas decorations in my yard just so I can annoy my atheist neighbors, that’s the kind of tacky I want to live

But I don’t own my own house, I’m stuck renting

But I may force myself into homelessness and just go live in the fucking woods ๐Ÿ™„

Maybe I’ll just go drown myself in the ocean

I’m only alive as a sex object to other men but I’m not allowed to make any money as a sex object for men

No that won’t do

SLAVE

In every sense of the word

Wasted my entire twenties and thirties trying to prove to shitty men that I was worth building a home with

I’m not okay but I’m well ๐Ÿ‘

*jumps from bridge*

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Private (poetry)

I went private on my feed
Cuz he kept looking back at me
Like a vulture circling
He kept looking back at me ๐Ÿ‘€

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Welp. What’s next? Gouging my eyeballs out while I’m still alive cuz he can’t stand what I see? ๐Ÿ‘€

What if I’m blocking all the passages preventing me from being able to come back or from you going further?

I can’t crawl back up the hole now anyway

Gravity ๐Ÿ‘€

What if I’m blocking you because I don’t want to be saved and I don’t want you to get hurt? ๐Ÿ‘€

What if I die because I know too much? ๐Ÿ‘€

These caves are crawling with paranoia

And you can’t scratch

I don’t think you should be crawling around the places I’m going, you don’t have the experience that I do

The Army trained me to observe

I see all ๐Ÿ‘€

And I need land pronto fast to dig several foxholes and an underground bunker like those in NAM.

And a T3 armory ๐Ÿ‘€

The Army trained me with LIVE grenades, I have a badge and all ๐Ÿ‘€

Had to run around an obstacle course with live grenades, with our drill sergeants randomly pretending to be an enemy trying to get them off of you

They did not get them off of me, they tried ๐Ÿ‘€

Where’s my old school Army at? They probably training everybody with video games these days…

They don’t even have to enter a combat zone, they sit in the fucking chair in a building to do the fucking dirty work,

This ain’t the same fucking country anymore

Apparently India has changed all the rules because they got all the best positions and management positions now and Mexico coming in second place in America and I reckon Japan and China are under that list but Americans are way low down on the totem pole on jobs and that’s a fucking issue for me and a huge red flag ๐Ÿšฉ safety issue Trojan horse, this is fucking war, I’ve called it!

I mean it’s true I can’t live without you but I’m not going to lead you to doom

๐Ÿ‘€

I may be petite but I have a big big purpose

Policemen and soldiers have a way of listening to me ๐Ÿ‘€

I hope nothing has changed in this timeline

๐Ÿ‘€

There’s a problem when I’m being denied government work so that people from other countries can come over here and get those positions

And the rent kept going up so I had to use my thrift savings retirement fund and also the money I had in my savings account and I also had to max out my credit cards when I became homeless in 2017 because of the government furloughs and the government hiring freezes and I couldn’t pay my thousand dollar rent anymore and I didn’t have anybody to take care of me and when I reached out for help, every single person in my family turned a blind eye while I had to watch them make huge donations towards animal fundraisers on FaceBook

๐Ÿ‘€

So they had money to help out some animals but they didn’t have money to try to help me keep my vehicle that I had already put $18,000 in ๐Ÿ‘€

And I hate every single one of them and I hope they all burn and I hope that they know they are not welcome on my commune and they will not be receiving my help so don’t fucking come to me, they are also my enemy ๐Ÿ›‘โœ‹๐Ÿ›‘

No blood allowed! ๐Ÿ‘€

Ain’t nobody going the tight places I can squeeze

God made me lethal but petite ๐Ÿ‘€

I’m also clumsy and not sure how I’ve already survived this long ๐Ÿ‘€

You should know that all my shit has been hacked into ๐Ÿ‘€

I turned off tracking everywhere but they’re still tracking me

And according to a recent article I read they will track you more when you request them not to track you ๐Ÿ‘€

Okay but that’s illegal!!! And I’m going to be asking for my data from a lot of organizations very soon and I hear they get grumpy about it!!

The places I’m going you probably shouldn’t come ๐Ÿ‘€

And I may make it extremely inaccessible to return

You can’t turn back

There’s no turning back where I’m to go ๐Ÿ‘€

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John Jones

Have you ever had your chest caught on the lip of the earth?
And were you kicking in a panic reconsidering your worth?
Have you ever been so hollow the upside down became your perch?
And when all efforts were exhausted did you regret what you researched?

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

The story of how John Jones died in that cave hasn’t left my mind

Hands down, the scariest way to die. And he crawled into his grave. He tried Mother Earth on for size, and they became one. She wasn’t going to let him go.

Gravity scares the shit out of me.

We’re not meant to leave this Earth

I’m having feels

My doggy isn’t doing good and I reckon I ain’t either

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Forest

Why did you leave me in the forest
Now these lands are swamps
With soul sorest
Dead tree as prompts

ยฉ Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

I don’t know how to hang on to those who want to leave

I’m like a black hole with gravity to help them go

Weird dangerous events keep happening around me

Like glitches in the matrix

Like something keeps alerting me

I’m not understanding the messages/codes

The world is ending

This though I’m certain

But the 1% are racing to get off of this planet because Apophis is on her way to Earth

The Great Filter is among us

Earth is the hardest lesson in the galaxy to learn

Where will your soul be at your end

What level of consciousness are you stuck on

I’m in an alternate timeline

I’ve also known major events to happen before they’ve happened all my life and small events too

Are you asleep or part of The Great Awakening?

“Are you alive and have you been born”?

We will never be able to leave the galaxy or the solar system, not in this form

I love you!