DISPLAYING MYSELF PHOTOGRAPHY COMING SOON
COLLECTING STONES FOR PHOTOGRAPHY AND POETRY
Jesus completely submitted to his queen and gave over his ministry to her, FYI
SMART KING 👑
Anyhoo, just some comments that came on my blog today about how I should manner myself
My art is unbecoming
(Still holding top 51 tho thank you)
I MIGHT CAN GET GROCERIES NEXT WEEK TO MAKE MORE HEALING VEGAN SOUP AND GOD APPROVES
He thanks you because most men want to look but not share their fucking bread!!!!!
It’s written in the Bible!!!!!!
“Nice peach”. No, I ain’t got nothing for you to eat. Word of advice tho….”
I’VE GONE INSANE WITH HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF
GOD IS HELPING ME GET MYSELF AND MY KING TOGETHER SO WE CAN UNITE
THERE ARE FORCES AT WORK OUTSIDE OF AI OR THE ALGORITHM OR THE EVIL ELITES
MY KING AND I ARE UNDERGOING AWAKENING AND CLEANSING BEFORE WE UNITE
IMPATIENT IS OUR MIGHT
I WANT MY KING TO ENCOURAGE ME TO WEAR A THONG ON THE BEACH
I AM SICK OF BEING A NUN COVERED UP IN JAB
FUCK THE PATRIARCH!!!!!!!!
God loves my improv cooking!!!
God doesn’t want me starving or dying on the street!
God wants to see me more self-reliant and less having to rely on food banks for canned food
I do tasteful nude modeling and cosplay photography and art to accompany my poetry and it often correlates with the things that I am discussing in my poetry or what I’m even complaining about in the real world
I do full 36 page spreads (as they were once called) and now upload them somewhere I can earn some money – if I have anyone of interest and currently I’m grateful I do
Hmmmm starve or do photography that I enjoy that earns me a shopping trip to the health food shop for vegetables and stew
Hmmm starve or do something I’m passionate about 🧐
Die on the street like Edgar Allan Poe or try to overcome the odds 🤨
Most of them will say I wish I could buy you the moon while locking you on the bottom of the Titanic
I’d like to get to a point where I don’t have to fear losing my income or my housing
I’m already living under my means but yeah starve or stop displaying myself
Hmm I mean it’s a tough one cuz I apparently like to eat 🙄
But I have absolutely had this conversation with God 1 million times and I am not doing anything to disrespect myself or my future husband or anyone who is supporting my content
That’s the real problem and why I don’t have more supporters because I’m not an online nasty girlfriend
I’m not saying all men or bad or this fits all shoes
But I’ve maintained my purity and I’m only getting married once
I like producing content for my blog
Some of my stuff is very controversial and taboo 🤪
I think I’m autistic a bit because I always say what I think and I curse and I can be unempathetic during critical times as a survival mechanism and I always give too much info
I haven’t learned safe boundaries or acting on these sorts of online triggers
I don’t hate people for having incorrect opinions or viewpoints on me
These viewpoints are why I’m so isolated in the real world
Nudity wasn’t seen as a crime in Europe and nudity was in the commercials there
Now Walmart and the mall is openly selling sex toys – XXX sex toys in front of children
It traumatized me so much I don’t want to shop at Walmart or return to the mall
I don’t even own a sex toy and I’m not doing anything with my art that is shameful
I’m not into anything artificial and have been preserving myself for my king
Most people shame me for showing my body because it’s not full of plastic surgery or for not being thick
PRETTY BIAS ALSO EXISTS
You can tell by a lot of the comments these types of commenters leave me that they think I just stand in front of a fucking camera and have a photo taken and there is so much work involved in modeling and photography and directing and editing
“They got it so easy”
STOP GASLIGHTING ✋🛑✋
Since 1970, 68% of all life has gone extinct
HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING FARM AND FAMILY LIFE AND 3 MEALS A DAY
NARCISSISM IS A PLAGUE
I’m now too small for a small 😫
Gotta start shopping extra small for the peach 😤
PLEASE VALIDATE ME BEFORE I DISAPPEAR INTO NON EXISTENCE
4 responses to “Burning bridges and taking names (I’m autistic)”
Do whatever you want to do. If people don’t like it or have opinions about it, they can scroll past. Too many in this world want to tell others what to do.
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I probably should put my taboo stuff in a separate corner and despite the terrible delivery I take in what I need.
NOT EVERYONE WANTS TO BE TEMPTED BY MY PEACH
BUT TO IMPLY I’M SEEKING VALIDATION WHEN I’M TRYING TO SUPPORT MYSELF IS ABSURD
I’m not in a relationship and maybe I need some validation right now
It doesn’t matter
It’s micromanagement of my life by folks who aren’t invested in it
I do appreciate views
But when advice starts off as, “I’m gonna piss you off” – it means the “have a great day” really means “I want you to suffer”
And thus they know it takes longer to cleanse negative energy which means I’m developing healthier blogging boundaries.
I didn’t like my parents telling me how to live my life either when all they believed was the hype of the propaganda
I fell into traps too
God doesn’t want me dying or starving
I’m not shaming anyone although the taboo stuff is questionable I also believe I should have been able to marry as a teen….
The Devil should not be controlling when we should start having babies
God made me capable of doing that at age 13 and I’m running out of time because the devil stole it from me
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Loved your post. Be who you are, not what anybody else thinks that you should be. I follow you for who you are. Canadian women have equality and can show bare breasts in public if they wish to do so. You have a gorgeous booty and look fabulous in your pictures. Somebody is always going to complain, the moral minority…ignore them and be you. Don’t let them steal your high or power. I love seeing you, your smile, your gorgeous 🍑🍑🍑
And reading your articles. Your a breath of fresh air and give me light love and joy. Keep sharing as I intend to keep following.
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Thank you so much! I hate conformity!