So Denmark is playing Hitler with Mink
China has banned Bitcoin currency
Biden has his finger on the nuke button and is blaming Russia for the pipeline hack even though no evidence points to Russia
And the pipeline hack was paid in Bitcoin
*turns off news*
*schedules appointment with therapist*
*goes back to disassociating*
(The end isn’t going to happen overnight, it’s gonna be a long slow tedious process)
Apophis is on its way way
👀
China banned Bitcoin
*laughs insanely*
“Everybody gone mad”
“Everybody dog food”
3% of currency circulating is only actually physical tangible currency that you can put your hands on, the rest is fucking digital!
And I’m speaking about the US fucking dollar, not Bitcoin.
But I’ve just read that China has banned bitcoin and now there’s a lot of people in the world who hates Elon Musk
“You think that’s air you’re breathing now?” 🤔
Woke up to the world hating on Elon Musk, what the fuck happened? 🧐
Did he murder astronauts on purpose? 🧐
Why is he hated and NASA worshipped? 🧐
Asking for myself
So I just sent the OnlyFans team a request on how to get a new free verified account started – I was dead serious about starting one – I’m not going anywhere (even though I can barely do shit at the moment, I do intend a full recovery from this COVID vaccine nightmare) –
I hope you are excited as me about the free account!
It will be FREE but you will have to subscribe to access the lewd (NOT NUDE) content.
This way I no longer get in trouble from Big Bro for not doing anything wrong at all – and maybe I can go back to having an actual personality where I don’t fear everything I post or say or hashtag. 💪
Nor, the erroneous reporting out of spite and jealousy. 🚫
I like having a private club and people want to see more of me and I’ve had several request on several different social sites and now I’ll have a place to direct them to see more (but if they want to see it all, it will require a subscription)! 🙃
Anyway, I’m really excited about starting the process for my new FREE OnlyFans!
I hope you are excited too! 🙌
I have heard your cries!
So I am expanding my doors!
I love you! 💕
As a reminder – I love doing cosplay and role play! I’m gonna keep at this! It’s what I wanted to do since I was a little girl – and I feel really excited about expanding my business, opening my doors (privately) and in a place where I can be as tacky as a fucking want even though I’m actually more classy than I am tacky but whatever
I do specialize in softcore but there’s an art to it and it’s more commonly known as like Kama Sutra or vampirism. 👀
It’s more about sensation and less about desensitizing.
🙌
Le vampyre and 1984 is now so it’s time to expand my doors because you’ve asked for more – and I don’t actually like publicly sharing more.
Again, lewds not nudes! You’ll have to be a big boy and pay if you wanna see it all.
But, I can go back to being my kinky seductive flirty vampire self oh my fucking God! I’m super fucking excited and I hope you will consider joining my free OnlyFans!
You asked, I complied! 🤪
Your wish is my command! 🤓
I’m still working on redoing my home studio and master bedroom. I don’t have shit hung anywhere. It looks like I’ve already died and the vultures have been here! 👀
Spring cleaning + reorganizing + downsizing = nightmare 🤪
Especially when you have no design skills at all and everything you currently have is a mix-mash of wtfisgoingon 😩
And then add some sort of glitch that makes it hard for you to let anything go even though you don’t even fucking want it
🤪
I don’t know why I’m holding onto all this shit and it’s gonna come out into a poem at some point 😷
You changed me
When your photons
Interrupted my guile
And replaced my wrongdoings
With an infinite smile
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
75K poetry! 😻
Thank you for your light! 😻
I am a particle detector! 😻
Did you know that your photons, your light, will travel on through the universe forever?
Just like my love for you.
I love you forever!
apple.news/AezbQhdQtTcq_qdKuHANtuw
What in the actual fuck
Excuse me while I fucking disassociate again
A new Harvard poll shows that only half of Americans trust the CDC — other health agencies were rated even lower. During a pandemic, trust is critical to the success of a public health response.
— Read on www.npr.org/2021/05/13/996331692/poll-finds-public-health-has-a-trust-problem
Not very shocking that half of Americans think the CDC is full of shit. 👀
You can now include me in that list.
He hurried in a double
He said I’m irresistible
Now I’m feeling less invisible
And I’ve got love for him to juggle
😻
He dumps loads of feel goods into my heart
Thank you for the love on my latest Instagram post!
If anything I do garners more than 30 views, I’m okay with it –
Because I can’t even perform in front of one person
👀
I have THE WORST stage frights 👀
I forget lines
I forget the fact that I even have a personality
👀
So thank you for your visits on my Instagram too.
https://www.instagram.com/p/CO6ijSglAb1/?igshid=fwsbt3j9pllr
But it just hit 75,000
I blinked and missed it hitting 75K and now it’s nearly had another 1k views and is at light-speeds racing towards 100,000 visits to my blog
In a blink of an eye 👀
It means something to me
All of this –
All of this mess I bleed forth daily
I would’ve already been dead on the street if it wasn’t for you – visiting my blog
👀
Why do I turn into Sagittarius A* when I see other girls flirting with you?
I don’t think telling you I turn into a black hole in the center of our Milky Way galaxy is an accurate enough description on how it makes me feel when I see other girls flirting with you
👀
Big Pharma doesn’t have a pill for my kind of obsession
👀
Also when I look at a galaxy it looks like a bunch of paint that’s being drained down a tub, so all that stuff is going somewhere and likely the same place we go when we die, so I don’t want my energy being messed with in any shape, form, or fashion when I die.
Do not drain the blood from my body, do not pump my body full of chemicals, do not remove my organs, just put me in a fucking box and put me somewhere and let me take 10,000 years to deteriorate, yeah?
Cool.
Because I never thought having a grave to crawl into would be something that I would have to worry about but it is.
I want a grave to crawl the fuck into and I don’t want my body being messed with when I die. I don’t want my hair being touched, I don’t want my skin being touched, don’t fucking touch me, don’t fucking touch me, just put me in a fucking box.
👀
I wanna dissolve at an incredibly slow rate. Because blood is the sun and bones are the Earth.
👀
You can’t have my organs when I die, I am a selfish motherfucker and I am not an organ donor.
Mine!
👀
Let me rot in peace, without any manmade chemicals inside me to “preserve me”.
Don’t fucking preserve me.
👀
(Unless for science to clone me or bring me back digitally).
👀
I love the way you come
Rushing
Like a fire hose gushing
To your will I succumb
👀
The body that has frightened AND terrified many many men 👀
👇
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👀
Your education is just another word for programming
👀
Everything you have been taught is a lie
👀
We are not the only life that has evolved in the galaxy
👀
Addiction is bred
👀
Free yourself
👀
Free your mind, wake up
👀
Red pill or blue pill?
👀
Blue for me all the way
👀
(I’m that program in the matrix doing what it’s not supposed to be doing)
👀
(Listen to me before they permanently ban me from all Internet)
👀
Or before you see me on the top o’clock news for going rogue
👀
It must be extremely difficult to get to the 1% but that’s what we need for this revolution
👀
We gotta jump together
👀
No more unplugging one by one
👀
Now is the time before Biden touches that goddamn button and we have nuclear fallout or before Apophis is here
👀
Or Stuxnet or the other current pipeline hack disaster
👀
My time is running out
👀
Not all of you are remorseless monsters – some of you are still worth saving
👀
2000 5000 the numbers accrue
I’ll go through every avatar looking for you
👀
Like a needle in a haystack
I’ve come unglued
👀
And what should I do with this profound piece of information should I find you still lurking there?
Only die another forsaken death?
👀
And then go stalk your real life profiles and wish somebody loved me the same?
And then cry more deaths because I don’t get the fantasy or the real life.
👀
Peacocks and tiny peaches also require nurturing or dies
👀
bb don’t wanna die on no street
👀
bb don’t wanna die in hospital either and she made that clear to her doctor
👀
bb has peach out cuz this is what bb do now
👀
bb not allowed to talk about it
👀
bb not allowed an identity anywhere
👀
bb been shadowbanned
👀
*dies on street*
👀
Religion and porn and NASA it’s all the same entity
big brother the government it’s all the same entity
👀
Petite but I added 6 inches to my silhouette 🤪
And hopefully I feel better soon but I’m not better yet and these things are hard and heavy to walk in (definitely not “light walking”) 👀
I can’t wait to use these in cosplay sets!
I can’t wait to learn to walk in them!
I’ll be glad to get back to fitness and rebounding tho!
When you’re trying to explain what’s happening to your body after receiving COVID vaccines and someone replies, “well I didn’t read that on the CDC website…”
Me: 👇
Delia’s gone / one more round / Delia’s gone
Johnny Cash wrote me a god damn warning
🤔
Welp. I for sure ain’t getting no booster shots.
I am in the eye of a storm brewing
My eyes on the horizon of my choosing
Is it an enemy or a friend I am losing
Torn pages from books I am removing
Broken bottles every avenue I’m now strewing
I wrote the fucking thing but someone else is just going to steal it and then all of their followers are going to leave them the most amazing comments like they’re the best writer ever in the world and they’re gonna all buy each other’s books and support each other 👀
It’s basically the blues and if my daddy would have wanted to love me instead of fuck me I’d probably be playing the harp right now like David Gilmour’s daughter is doing
Not all daddy’s are bad
The grass IS greener
Apparently
👀
But God is also in a band called Pink Floyd
👀
And he sold all his guitars and it’s basically the end of the world
👀
I’m not wrong
👀
“All I want to say is they don’t really care about us”
Michael Jackson on the Illuminati
👀
“Everybody dog food”
“Everybody gone mad”
“They can’t kill me”
(They did tho didn’t they, they killed him)
👀
And banned this song? 👀
“I can’t believe this is the land from which I came” 👀
Oh MJ…
My hero and my first crush
I’m awake with you
And nearly dead
👀
I watched a conference where Michael Jackson was talking about how he wrote this song and that it was about the illuminati and how they don’t really care about us…
👀
The song 👇👇👇
Why isn’t the CDC listing the rare side effects these vaccines are causing
The public should be informed and the rare side effects should be included, including rare deaths
Because these vaccines have killed almost 2000 people so far
Have you ever ripped a fucking hole in your heart?
Because I’m having physical pains in my heart and my EKG is showing signs of distress
👀
With wide eyes the clerk may ask “how are you”?
Homicidal, I reply
This is gonna be funnnnn
👀
I’m gonna make a game out of dying
Let’s see how many I can scare with as few words as possible
“Lights match”
I thought my blog was going to be a “safe place” but it’s just another area for people to fuck me without my consent
90% of you steal my ideas or words from me (also known as plagiarism)
You’re the same ones who would’ve locked me on the bottom of the Titanic and watched it sink from boats that could’ve held more people
You claim my ideas as your own
Everything is so fucking clear
I want to gouge out my own eyes and then stick it in my fucking brain but not before I take a few of you out first and with all my army training I imagine I could probably last a little bit longer than Russell Crowe did
I need a side kick to go rogue with
Where my sidekick
BB ready to rock n roll with guns blazing
👀
(If you support my campaigns – I do not consider you a thief)
Edgar Allan Poe died on the fucking street and I know why
I know why he died like that and I’m not gonna fucking die like that
👀
verb▸ to take someone else’s work, ideas, or words, and use them as if they were your own
As far as I’m concerned we’re even
You buried me in this fake ass community
I should burn your book
And 90% of the blogging community with it
You all steal my ideas from me and fuck each other in the comments about how good it was
You never once gave the content you stole my idea from a like, a comment, a re-blog, a fucking follow…
You never even joined my Patreon at the lowest tier amount
You just keep visiting my blog and stealing my ideas
I’m no longer using the phrase “suicidal” anymore with my doctors and I’m now using the phrase “homicidal“ instead
👀
I don’t need permission as a writer or a blogger to share my life journey with you – I’ve opted to include the ups and downs – I don’t need to write an essay explaining why I chose to be vaccinated – I don’t need to include my education or my credentials for any of this.
I don’t owe you anything.
I’ve paid the costs of living this life and I don’t need your mockery.
There’s been all of two people concerned that my health has been negatively affected by these vaccinations
My doctor is one
I’m the other
👀
I look for a cut
Or a scar
A loving line
Or a mark
A simple freckle
Or a knot
A little dimple
Or a shot
In open fields
Or swarms of thought
And when he’s stalling
Or in a trot
And when he’s culling
Cuz he’s caught
And rope is burning
Cuz he’s hot
Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
You ever been into somebody so much that any marking on their skin is a map to a galaxy you want to explore 👀
Or you wanna have babies with somebody but you need to figure out how to say hello or ask them out first 👀
Have you ever fallen for somebody without knowing who they are or what they look like 👀
Have you ever have a secret admirer feed you
Have you ever got a gift from a secret admirer
Have you ever lived between fantasy and real world
What if you couldn’t tell the dream world from the real world?
👀
You make it easier to breathe
You open up my heart and carve new paths to bleed
You give me what I need
My soul feeling wonder dying by the sea
👀
Might already be dead if it wasn’t for you giving me the will to live and my doctor writing me a prescription for aspirin 👀
You don’t just give me the will, you dump a load of chemicals directly into the source at light-speeds (my heart)
If it wasn’t for you stretching out my heart…
I might not even be alive 👀
(Your mind makes it real)
(You die in the Matrix, you die in the real world)
(Yea, but if I told you that you wouldn’t have jumped)
(But what’s really gonna boggle your noodle later is would you have even broke it if I hadn’t of said anything)
👀
(Sorry living out multiple scenes / theories in this multiverse)
👀
(You saved my life)
(You might not believe it but I do)
I can say I don’t understand how I’ve been getting through these last few weeks but the reason is you.
👀
God doesn’t want us collecting and tagging and counting every creature on Earth
“For science and education”
The New World Order wants that
They want to own and control the world
They almost do
When will identity be illegal?
You already crucify individuality with your “copy of a copy of a copy” bullshit.
1984 is every fucking day
And now with the new TOS policy I reckon people are learning how to make Instagram posts and TikTok videos in first grade now 👀
You can get a sex change operation or completely change your body into a fucking lizard but you can no longer smoke a menthol cigarette, that’s fucking banned 👀
And now if you’re in the military you can share what you’re doing on social media 👀
When I was serving you weren’t even allowed to “check in” on social media 👀
I identify as DAZED AND CONFUSED 👀
(And I’m the kid in the stoner shirt who always has the good weed) 👀
Hey mannnnnm you wanna get highhhhhh
(Cuz it’s getting high or dying in the street)
(And I’ve actually lost supporters because I smoke medicinal) 👀
Byeeeeeee
Every now and then I remind people that I am a mother
And reason number 1 that I don’t have fake boobs is because I’m a breast feeder. 👀
I fed mine for 1 solid year.
They never once drank powder formula.
100% breast milk only and for 6 months that is all my child lived on and then after 6 months of age I began introducing baby food to their diet but my breast milk was their number 1 diet for another 6 months!
Not Gerber baby food. Not powdered milk.
The milk that my body made specific to my babies needs.
That’s what they drank.
My baby is all growns now.
I pay all my own bills 👀
Never once married 👀
Y’all don’t like a real MILF tho do you?
You like the ones with the fake tits who don’t even watch their kids?
Let alone breast feed 👀
I wish I knew then what I know now 👀
My tits sag cuz I’m a mom who breastfed and I’m sick of you body shaming me because of it 👀
I’m still capable of having babies 👀
But maybe not for much longer 👀
(Because I’m currently 420 years of age) 👀
Still ovulating
100% all natural babe
And on my good days I still look fairly young and everybody thinks we’re sisters (not mama daughter)
(While they were born female they identify as male so I rarely use the term she/her anymore).
I’m not inexperienced 👀
That porn actress is ACTING – that’s why she looks direct in the camera and SMILES.
Please wake up
Dying and need you
😩
(Somebody please love me before I die on the street)
(I don’t want to replace my body with desensitizing plastic so I can’t even feel you touching me or fucking me) 👀
I wore fake nails for two weeks and couldn’t feel a fucking thing I touched.
Plastic separates you from yourself
Desensitization
👀
I am “tired” of feeling things 👀
*dies naked on street*
Apparently getting lots of sleep is a side effect of the COVID vaccinations 👀
I haven’t slept since war in 2003 👀
But now that I’m semi-dying I can’t get enough sleep 👀
There are random times that my eyelids become so heavy I feel like I’m moving into my final rest 👀
Like, this may be the last time I lay down 👀
Like I’m dying 👀
But it’s a side effect of the vaccinations and can go on for weeks 👀
Lethargy 👀
From insomniac to I can’t get enough sleep 👀
*runs to the CDC website to check to see if lethargy is listed as a side effect* 👀
It is not 👀
Well, it does list “tiredness”, the CDC like to sugarcoat it though.
Tired 👀
I’m sorry but I can’t come into work today because “I’m tired”. 👀
Did you get any sleep?
Yeah, like 19 hours but I’m tired. 👀
Good luck keeping that job. 👀
Good luck getting a job that isn’t Big Corporation (which are mainly owned and ran by people from other countries who come here and pay all their people top dollar while paying the Americans minimum wage and rarely giving pay raises or using the recommended pay and reward systems 👀
(They don’t even give proper rest breaks) 👀
(Trump wasn’t wrong about them taking our jobs) 👀
*remembers I had to yell at my nurse to take this seriously because people are dying from this and I need to know if it is related to the shots*
*doc said yesterday that she looked into the side effects and what I am going through IS RELATED to COVID*
*it’s not in my fucking head*
The “No Child Left Behind Act” means everybody follows the rules and no one goes above and beyond to see what is going on with people when they’re having rare symptoms 👀
Including most people still plugged into the system 👀
But my doctor woke 👀
(And it’s really hard to find one in the VA)
I reminded my doctor yesterday that I am an old school Army medic and they don’t make us like they used to 👀
I was basically a nurse – I was EMT certified but trained to do a whole lot more on Soldiers than civilians 👀
The military have their on judicial system 👀
They have their own training system too 👀
I was a combat medic for half my career 👀
(7 1/2 years but remained the “medic” any time we had range or needed an extra hat to remind people to stay hydrated) 👀
I did way more than that 👀
They had me in charge of drug prevention and giving random urine test 👀
I got paid the big moneys in the Department of Defense 👀
I might’ve fell with the great economic collapse like the great fucking depression 👀
But I still remember all my training 👀
My resume is 4 pages long 👀
I was a super Soldier 👀
Now I’m super dying and it is COVID related my doctor confirmed 👀
I’m not losing my mind 👀
It’s not all in my head 👀
You might not see what is happening to me and you might not read about it on the CDC website but it is actually real 👀
(And you may need to find a good nurse or doctor who gets this) 👀
(If you know something is wrong but you aren’t getting the answers you need about your car or your marriage or your body, then you might wanna think about changing who you’re working with because they might not be very good at their job, maybe they’re just average at their job, maybe they do a pretty decent job but nothing more) 👀
I’ve read articles where teenage children burned in a house that was burning down simply because the mom said “stay”. 👀
I don’t listen to anything my parents say 👀
My skill sets are not like yours 👀
I only speak the truth 👀
It feels nice to wake up though to know that there’s at least one other individual out there who knows that what is going on with me is COVID-19 related 👀
I didn’t need to know that all this started after my first and second doses, there was already a correlation there even tho the CDC doesn’t list “blood clots” as a possible side effect and people are dying from it.
(Including Moderna) 👀
I’m “tired” because my BP (blood pressure) keeps dropping (which is why I get extremely cold but being “cold” isn’t listed on the CDC website) 👀
Dying is not listed as a possible side effect of vaccinations even though people are actually dying from these vaccines 👀
This pandemic was completely manmade but that’s an entirely different fucking argument that my heart cannot get into right now because it’s too fucking tired even though it slept through the night 👀
So if you are feeling “tired” after being vaccinated, it’s a side effect that can go on FOR WEEKS. 👀
And if your body feels like Antarctica even though you live in Florida and it’s 93° outside and you’re not running your air conditioning –
You might be dying 👀
(I hope you have somebody who can keep you suspended between heaven and earth or hell because I believe him and my doctor are the only reason I’m alive)
Him, my doctor, and aspirin 👀
(And what’s even scarier is when you’re going through all this and nobody believes you)
“Well, I didn’t read that on the CDC website”
Nor did I 😩
(But my doctor confirmed it’s Covid related)
It’s not in my head
It’s in my heart
😩
She said a heart can heal itself like a bone!
It wasn’t all bad news!
Doc ordered more tests for me today and DOES NOT want me doing ANY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY – she said light walking only until she has more answers. I’m not allowed to rebound. 😩
She looked into the signs and symptoms and said what I am going through IS RELATED to COVID.
But I asked her could a heart heal itself like a bone and she said yes! A heart can heal itself!
So good!
Cuz my body has healed from many broken bones and I’ve been doing the heating pad and positive self-encouragement even though tears have been streaming down my face.
She told me to keep doing the heating pad!
But no physical activity and more test have been ordered.
And she made it clear that what is happening to me IS COVID related.
Worth repeating.
My doctor has no hidden agenda.
Nor do I.
I’m gonna keep writing and working on my photography and cosplay but energy levels are near dead.
She did say these symptoms can last for weeks after and reminded me I’m about 3 weeks in (she said six weeks or more).
She also brought up the fact that these vaccines are incredibly new and there isn’t a lot of data to go by.
I told her she needed a pay raise and an award and a medal and that she’s doing a good job and she is saving my life.
She’s one of them good doctors!
She goes above and beyond!
I ain’t getting no booster shots!
My vaccination record better be enough to travel!
If it’s Boeing, I ain’t going!
(The test my doc ordered checks for clots in the lungs – been breathing okay – but she wants to make sure. Although there has been a few times I’ve struggled to take a breath).
Covid related all this.
To the guy who misses me – I miss you too. You’re my incentive to get better.
I think you may be the reason I’m still alive.
I’m bonded to you.
👀
I don’t even know how I could’ve gotten through all the pain I was going through and have been going through – without you.
The physical pain, the emotional, and the fears.
You’ve kept me stabilized.
My every atom wants to reach you.
👀
I believe that Jesus Christ was a real person who was crucified for trying to spread the message of peace and to let you know that money was not our real purpose in life
He was anti New World Order just like me
Just like John Lennon
And everyone before me who was truly woke
Jesus was real but that Bible is bologna and I want all the information that they’ve kept from the Bible like the stuff Mary Magdalene wrote
I want to read that
Jesus left Mary in charge and they wiped her from the fucking story and labeled her a “whore“
They shadowbanned her
Sound familiar?
“She sounds like a paranoid Soldier”
You’d be paranoid too if you really knew what the fuck was going on
👀
*wants to disappear into the forest with him and watch the world burn*
*just wants him*
👀
I’m not saying that God isn’t real but that Bible that you’ve been lovebombed with is fucking bullshit to keep you enslaved
It’s so egotistical and anti-women I’d love to see it burned at the fucking stake
in fact I might do a video of me burning a Bible
Ha what are you gonna do
what are you gonna do if I post a video of me burning the Bible, you gonna ban me from all Internet if I burn the Bible?
you’re going to ban me from the fucking Internet if I post a video with me burning the fucking Bible?
Legal huh
Probably not for long….
*excuse me while I learn the real truth of who I am, not who I’ve been conditioned to believe I am*
Religion should be 18+ like porn
Biden is trying to take us to war with Russia
Any Hollywood movie I watch is filled with anti Russia propaganda.
They took out a pipeline huh?
Y’all read about Stuxnet yet?
And now someone is messing with our pipelines?
Well Bush owns half of the oil stock in the world.
There is money to be made with Big War for oil.
It’s not a fucking conspiracy theory open your fucking eyes or better yet stop being a fucking coward and help me do something about it
Our own government creates the problems – creates the tension – there’s money to be made with Big Oil!!!!!!!!!! Big War!!!!!!!
You are a slave, Neo!
Turn off your TV!
Wake up!
https://twitter.com/quicktake/status/1391832433767686151?s=21
Are we to ignore the fact that a 39-year-old woman with no known health issues died after receiving the vaccinations?
No big deal?
30fucking9
We’re just casualties of war, right?
Disposable
All hail Big Pharma
*manages to escape the bottom floor of the Titanic but it’s still sinking*
👀
“Heart attacks and miscarriages”
“blown vocal cords” 😩
And yeah, I had to yell at my nurse to take this shit seriously and not give me the common side effects listed by the CDC.
The illuminati own Big Bro and Big Internet
But it’s nice to finally start finding some articles that haven’t been paid or promoted by the CDC or WHO
It’s by some miracle I’m still alive.
I was fucking dying that first night you came to see me.
My BP dropped because it had to carve a new path to work.
My BP keeps dropping because those Moderna shots have fucked me up.
The only reason I’m still alive is because he did come to see me.
He put me in some sort of trance.
He removed my fears and took my mind (mostly) from the pain.
And I was telling him, “I’m sorry my energy levels are so low”.
I’m fucking dying
👀
Wanted to watch the sun go down on the beach Friday night and I thought it was gonna be my last because my body core temperature started dropping so low that I could no longer sit on the sand.
I was so lethargic I thought I was about to just lay down and go to sleep and never wake up and it was really scary to think that I could just die right there with all those strangers around and so I immediately got up and went the fuck home and got in my bed and back under my fucking heating pad because I was freezing. By 8:30 I was back home in bed on a Friday night. Lame 👀
Wednesday after freezing under my heating pad for 3 hours – I took a solid hot bath – 10 minutes into that hot bath my skin felt cold as a dead body.
I might die from this.
It’s a miracle I’m still alive.
I’m bonded to him and it’s not because he bought me pizza – but he did buy me pizza and now I’m his wife.
He’s stuck with me.
👀
That’s the rules in an apocalypse.
You buy her pizza and she’s yours.
👀
(I feel closer to him than anyone in the entire world and I don’t know who he is)
👀
And I’m currently that salmon swimming upstream.
I gots to find my mate before I die
(I was meant to have another 40+ years)
*warning* If you have underlying health issues you’re playing Russian roulette if you get any of the vaccinations
1984 is now
Stay woke
Because I can barely keep my eyes open due to extremely low energy levels after receiving Covid vaccinations
I can’t even watch a fucking sunset
👀
I’m not starving
I was at the grocery store today and I bought a shit ton of food and I’m frugal
I’m saving my pennies to buy some fucking land but go ahead and keep spending your money on gambling and drugs and body shaming women for not sending you free nudes when you demand
I’m not starving and I’ve got like 15 pounds of fat I need to shed.
Then, more muscle to re-build and booty gains once I get the go-ahead to start working out again.
Petite. Not obsolete.
*grumbles there’s not enough weed to get me through the apocalypse and now they’ve banned me only favorite cigarettes even tho I only smoke 1 or 2 a year*
*fears the day she’s stumbling through the streets naked and mad*
*doesn’t understand a fucking thing*
*needs love*
*Remembers she bought chocolate and cookies*
COOKIES
🍪🥠🍪
(If that is a fortune cookie it looks like Pac-Man trying to eat my chocolate chips)
I actually would enjoy playing Pac-Man again if they did make it cookies…
🍪🥠🍪
And Cookie Monster as Pac-Man
In a multi-verse that game actually exists and I’m playing it right now according to scientists who say there’s many versions of me
Hellos
Can we change dimensions pretty please?
Helps?
*sends out call sign to Neo*
(And he heard because they are making The Matrix 4 right now and I’m living for it)
I’m not starving, I’m just tiny, and I have a very big appetite!
(i also workout normally when I’m not dying)
👀
42% Obese?
Jeaus Christ
So how many on that list “overweight”?
Stop body shaming me because you’re too lazy to work out
👀
https://www.cdc.gov/obesity/data/jadult.html
I’m disabled and dying and I still fucking work out
👀
Feeling slightly better
But tired of being picked on because I’m small
And venting stopped me from crying
And also googling the statistics of the amount of Americans who are currently obese in America
it’s a lot
👀
I fucking workout – deal with it
I’m petite
DEAL WITH IT
(And guess what, I’m not gonna feel bad about stuffing my face full of cookies now)
I am the Cookie Monster
And I will steal your cookie
👀
I look like I’m starving so he’s constantly in my inbox hitting me up for free nudes 👀
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Tell me again you love me
Under midnight blue moon
When comets are rushing
The way I hope I’ll greet you soon
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
I can’t stop thinking about you and all the things we want to do.
So poem.
Again.
I love you 💕
It wasn’t luck
He found me half dead
In a ditch
Without a buck
Labeled “no one cared”
Or even worse
They never dared
And I’d gave up
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
He makes me feel like my little feet are the reason the world is spinning 🤪
Or, like a little hamster in a cage on a wheel that keeps going…
He makes me keep going…
His kisses
Incentives 👀
His visits
Break fences 👀
His kisses
Life sentence 👀
*strums guitar*
I like him so much I can feel heaven hovering over my dreams
He makes me feel forever young 😻
And he bought this lingerie from my Amazon Wishlist 😻
I cried when I originally tried it on, I guess because I’m not as young as I wanna be – but he quickly made me forget all of that.
He undoes all the torment men have put my mind and body through over all the years – all the body shaming they did.
Poof gone.
By the way he looks at me
By the way he handles me
He makes all my parts feel loved
He doesn’t ignore one atom on or in me
If there is an atom hiding, he’s gonna hunt it down and find it
But all my atoms fall into orbit when he’s around
Electric
I think all these chemicals he’s flushing my heart with is helping
All the things hurt less
Even my heart
(If you’re on the fence about the Adome lingerie line on Amazon – you should do it – and forget the fact that you’re not gonna look as cute as the girls advertised – if you’ve got a body untouched by plastic like me)
(I’m not saying you won’t look cute in it – that’s my own negative self image. I think everybody looks fucking fine but many of us suffer from negative self image)
(He undoes all that negative self image)
(And he doesn’t tell me to grow up)
(Or to look the part)
“You shouldn’t be dressed like that”
“You’re showing too much skin”
“Slut whore cunt slutttttt whoreeeee”
“You’re asking for it”
I mean, the body shaming didn’t just come from the men.
I hear it being yelled at me while I’m pumping my gas looking all dead n cute
“Whoreeeeeeee”
I’ll yell back, “you know you jealous bitch” (never knowing why because I cry about my body all the fucking time over the fact that I never grew up and I am not voluptuous)
I’ve pretty much mostly spent all of my years on earth living in the south and my God y’all know how to body shame women with your opinion and religion.
Just stop
He makes me feel bomb ☄️🔥🔥🔥
And it feels nice to wake up with a mental health boost before the sun has even risen
Miracles
Woke up not crying
Atoms feel harmonized and at rest
*dozes back off to sleep*
The new cosplay lingerie was a hit but I gotta add some over the knee socks to the mix.
(daddy really enjoyed the costume so it gave me a much needed mental health boost)
Where do you go deep in the forest?
The woods beckon me to follow
Because you’re the constellation Taurus
And the gods named you Apollo!
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
And I finally know your name (I mean, the name even you had forgotten) ⚡️⚡️⚡️
I LOVE YOU 😻
I mean, I just freestyle wrote this because your visits do some sort of thing to every atom in me.
And it’s not like they get rearranged, it’s like they’re organized and activated, as opposed to spiraling down Sagittarius A*
You magnify me or something
My electrons are connected to you
You electrically charge me
You light me up
Spiritually, physically, emotionally, mentally, all the “ly”
Marry me?
He wants to do it with me everywhere and I’m just trying to figure out how to turn that into a better song than that Beatles song about doing it in the road…
“Why don’t we do it in the road…”
And that’s pretty much the entire Beatles song for 2 1/2 minutes and I think I can do better than that
😏
“He wants to do it with me everywhere”
🎶🎵🎶🎸🎸🎸🎧🎤🎼🎼🎼🎼🎶🎶🎶
*strums guitar*
“He wants to do it with me everywhere”
*strums guitar*
I mean, it sounds pretty good so far.
We need to put it in our wedding bands 💍
“We’re gonna do it everywhere” 🤓
You think the Beatles might be interested in buying my song?
Well, what about Nashville, Tennessee?
Or do you think they still hate me for being responsible for having country music USA turned into Music City USA because I literally refused to spend any money in Nashville or any of my gang and it worked.
I demanded a goth night and fucking got it and I got all my peeps to fucking go and then more clubs started opening up and then more and it no longer was just country music every fucking bar
I am not exaggerating every bar was country music every night and I was responsible for getting that changed
Hello
Why ain’t a galaxy named after me?
Do you like me underneath the filter?
Or when my self-esteem is low, that I’m breaking every mirror?
Is my age something you consider?
Do you know it makes me bitter?
Do you know I am a sinner?
Or my life is growing thinner?
How I’m like an over-thinker?
And you got me by the finger?
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
If there were anything you wanted to tell me while still alive, nows the time
(Unless we are blood related you can get in the bottom of the sea and die)
Tick-tock times almost out
Hope I live to see my blog hit 100,000 views before I die
Never even dared dream my little blog would ever get to 10K
But it’s already been visited over 74,000+ times
❤️
Do the people who ghost me ever visit?
Or is it just mostly my enemies like vultures hovering over me waiting for me to die?
