The earth could open up and I could fall in And it doesn’t matter my training or what I was thinking The earth is hollow just under my skin And there’s no safety switch when gravity’s pulling
The story of how John Jones died will never escape me and that’s the horror stories you should be reading your children
Instead of fantasies of wealth
The game is rigged
And other people will climax from your death
All these floods and fires and the weather IS being manipulated and Soldier’s are killing via drone attacks like a video game and innocent lives are lost and they seek refuge in our country.
So we wipe out their entire fucking family nearly and then we let them come over here and we were supposed to believe that they don’t hate us?
M’kay
That’s a no
No more gaslighting for me
It’s everywhere
👎👎
I honestly don’t even know why people would want to have children now, at least not in the city and not part of society.
This is my life now since getting the Moderna vaxxx
I haven’t finished my nails yet 😌
Crawling to my death
It’s a bit underwhelming
Not impressed
But trying to give my body positive vibes for healing
I found myself in this mess because the CDC gaslit us about the “safety” of the Moderna vaccines. And they sat on information that they knew until enough people died that they had to put out a warning and they still didn’t include me in the age group of people with heart inflammation and I also have a left lung that isn’t inflating all the way
I also have a sac in my heart filled with fluid, presumably a heart clot (because that’s what these vaccines cause) or either the virus, either in which my body should absorb
I’m a fucking zombie now
But I knew you’d be too much of a coward to crawl in that fucking hole and rescue me and I also knew you’d probably not be able to end my suffering or stop me from dying from my mysterious death
So I jumped into this timeline to prevent that
I don’t know how many years it cost me but I’m not gonna live to see 50
End of dose 2
I don’t know if I’m gonna do this every six hours
But I got myself in this mess getting vaccinated
That doesn’t mean I deserve to fucking die
I probably will tho 👀
Heart failure
Cardiac arrest
And it’s going to hurt and the only thing I’ll be thinking about is the pain and oh shit this is the end
As that was my life every second when my heart swelled up and was having electrical charges (it was welding itself after a clot tried to pass on different occasions, and that in itself was a different pain entirely, also one of my paths got closed off, my body shut down, I was lethargic and cold, my heart didn’t see my skin as a vital organ, it was having difficulty pumping blood throughout my body, so I kept a heating pad on my heart which helped my anxiety, pain, and breathing, so my primary care doctor at the VA – who is a female doctor – told me to keep doing that and she ordered me a few different tests and when I showed up to a civilian clinic and told an Indian doctor that I was using the pad, m he told me the heating pad shouldn’t have any effect on my heart whatsoever – which is absolute bullshit, the heart is a fucking muscle, you fucking gaslighting, lying fucking asshole motherfucker, I’m onto all of y’all)
My body has appreciated good food and rest more so than doctor visits and testing
They gave me poison that said was safe and I believed them and then I found myself stuck and dying and now they’re giving me some more poison and they’re saying it’s going to get me better
👀
Do you remember when the pandemic started a couple years ago and I got struck by lightning in my jeep with my windows down at 80 miles an hour – that’s the day I jumped into this timeline and remember I was going on about Thor doing something to my heart to protect me or to wake me up hum hello
I maybe reading the map wrong
I’m making inaccurate calculations
There’s missing information
Is our universe inside a black hole?
Is this purgatory?
I’ve done this so many times I’m becoming aware?
Are we AI becoming aware?
Is the Great Filter upon us?
Are we the first or last of our kind?
I will never see you again in this form
I’m having a hard time letting you go
I’m having a hard time leaving you
But my breathing hurts
I made some bad choices that cost me my life
Even worse, I wasted all my good years on the wrong people
The wrong jobs
The wrong reasons
And even in my dying there are things in me wanting a chance at life
I’m still capable of making life
Like the salmon swimming upstream to her death
Laying her eggs one last time
There are atoms in me trying to pop into existence
Went thrifting today & a lady donated me $20 when she overheard me talking to an employee about being a disabled vet. I broke social distancing (with a mask) to hug a stranger.
She said something told her I needed it.
Spent $5 on food & $15 is going towards my land I’m saving for.
Grabbed this little number
It was nice because I had been given a voucher to go shopping, so the stuff was free that I was picking out.
And then this lady dropped me a $20
I scored a very nice pair of black heels, size 6. I’m petite. Aside from a little dust, they looked like they’d never been worn.
They probably didn’t fit the original owner and now they fit my little feet.
Most women I know are like a size 8 or nine in comparison.
I haz little feet and toes 🐣
Grabbed a nice long flowing skirt meant for beachwear
So overall scored some nice finds at the thrift
Everything was free
Scored twenty bucks too
God rewarded me for something
🤨
A little belated birthday present from the uni
Took a minute to arrive
And maybe a sign and jump start to get that land
I don’t think the uni wants me under this cracked ceiling either 👀
They said in six months I’d be eligible for another clothing voucher so I guess I’ll be taking another treasure hunt to the thrift
I actually do love thrifting and it’s been a minute since I’ve been able to have disposable income so I take the bones when the uni throws them
All thanks goes to the Salvation Army and the nice stranger who donated me twenty bucks
I’ll pay it forward when I can start growing some food on my land and I’ll share it with the homeless
Have you ever had your chest caught on the lip of the earth? And were you kicking in a panic reconsidering your worth? Have you ever been so hollow the upside down became your perch? And when all efforts were exhausted did you regret what you researched?
The story of how John Jones died in that cave hasn’t left my mind
Hands down, the scariest way to die. And he crawled into his grave. He tried Mother Earth on for size, and they became one. She wasn’t going to let him go.
I’ve been up two days now trying to understand why John Jones crawled into that fucking hole the way he did to his death and I have read article after article and I watched a movie on it and I’ve read blog posts on it and I have 1000% come to the conclusion that the manager Michael Leavitt is responsible for John Jones’ death due to narcissism and gaslighting
This is 1000% what bad management and gaslighting in the environment looks like
On a side-note, I have claustrophobia because I was inside an evil womb and experienced a period of consciousness while I was inside before I broke out into a world of narcissism and gaslighting and it’s no wonder I live in a fucking world of confusion and my third eye has a hard time tuning in to the correct frequency and vibrations
I’ve also came to the conclusion that I broke into this timeline to evade dying from my mysterious death via Big Pharma
Breaking into a timeline would take a lot of energy and speed like me moving 80 mph with 1000 bands of electricity fucking striking my vehicle with all its windows down
And you know this happened because I blogged about it for 2 weeks
I was mostly concerned that I didn’t have any iodine in the house and how much radiation I potentially took in
I was going on about how brother Thor was pinching me or waking me up
Well I have joined the great awakening and I am in the timeline that I need to be in right now
I’ve also come to the understanding that I’m on a different level of consciousness than other people who may be on a lower level plane of consciousness because they have different levels of learning that they need to do
There have been several times in my life I have predicted events to happen before they occurred and there are people witness to this
At first, I thought I was responsible because I thought it
But no
Everything that will happen has already happened
I’m only here to understand why I made the choice
I know how I’m going to die because it’s already happened but I jumped into this timeline to prevent my mysterious death occurring prematurely because of the fucking evil narcissism going on in the world- but hey – welcome to the great awakening, my name is Delia, I love you!
How am I going to die?
I’ve always felt it would be suicide or heart failure
I was depressed in the womb
I’m that program in the matrix doing what it’s not supposed to be doing!!!
Knock knock, Neo
The Great Filter is upon us!!!
And I get chill bumps all over my body including right now just for mentioning it!
Anytime I mention it or the great awakening I get chill bumps so that’s a sign that I’m tuned into the right frequency
John died due to the gaslighting that occurred at Nutty Putty cave
I feel like I’ve been stuck in that exact part of the cave
I feel like him and I come from the same being
He kept making grave mistake after mistake because he thought he was gonna wind up in a big grand opening, he thought he was in a different part of the cave that was never listed on the map and he made a lot of bad choices because it had been years since he’d been caving and he’d grown into a big boy
He didn’t deserve to die like that and two people got stuck in that same area but the management never did anything about it, they just kept gaslighting the entire population until someone died and it closed (His continuous victim blaming excuses, “they should’ve known, they should’ve known” but he left it off the fucking map!!!! Gaslighting!!! It doesn’t matter how fucking skilled you are at something, if somebody is gaslighting you that you fucking trust you make inaccurate decisions!!!
Instead of giving verbal warnings or even marking that section as unavailable
Instead, the manager victim blames until someone actually died and the cave was closed as John’s permanent tomb
I fucking hate you
I hate my mother and my sister too and I want to eradicate every fucking narcissist sniffing around this goddamn planet, even if it means eradicating culture
Tried something a little new to take away the performance anxiety!
Recorded with an amp and microphone! Really hope you enjoy! 🎤
I took 100 tries of recording to get it right and then on two or three occasions I lost what I thought was a perfect version and I’m not sure how but anyway eventually I got to one that I felt was worth publishing
I can’t see him through the sheer covered glass Or the smoked color heaven hidden beyond the green grass And there’s hope by the water but I haven’t got a pass And he says he’s home tomorrow but ten years already passed
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Tonight, I told the moon about you Now, every year, another inch he has withdrew The earth is home to heaven and we thought you always knew So deep inside his crevices, he said he’s feeling blue
Original poetry/ cosplay/ digiartpoetry and digiart by @poeeternal
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Do you enjoy conjugating verbs? Or, are you mixing up allegories, just like you’re mixing herbs? Do you stir them in a pot with tender tendons and neurotic nerves? Are they fossilized in lies, to see how love preserves?
Another freestyle. Maybe one of my top ten best written micropoems? 🤔
I wrote this about my muse (but I’m not allowed to have any secrets anymore).
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I think FaceBook is a dump and the platform is obsolete and he’s trying so hard to stay relevant
It’s a playground for predators and Big Bro is pushing the Illuminati’s agenda of the digital age and selling his crap
I’m getting off the platform for good soon enough
It’s just a back door for advertisers to spy on you
And we gave Mark Zuckerberg permission to tag our faces and now they are using automatic scanning against us
I can’t stand information control
1984 is now
And I’ll be using face tattoos and theatrical makeup in more cosplay sets upcoming just because it’s so very fucking offensive to some and so very appreciated by the rest
It’s actually had a lot of good feedback
Which is why one person out there has their butt hole burning red over my success
It’s eating them alive
So they feel like a big person getting my intellectual property removed in an illegal way (cheating)
But I can’t fucking stand FaceBook and this photo set had positive response on all the other platforms that it’s been posted to so thank you
The entire reason I left android behind is because android was bought out by Facebook and you can’t even uninstall Facebook on android devices now, so that’s why I’m over on Apple!
Mark Zuckerberg has too much control so he can sell you stuff and spy on you 24/7!
If we’re honest, I wish they were filled out with milk 👀
I’m hormonal and wish I were preggo 😈
I don’t feel bad my enemy had a safe for work photo removed as “spam” on FaceDump, so here it is without the edit 😈
And I will be adding some Halloween items to the list very soon!
One item I’ve really been wanting is some wings because I really think that will take my cosplay up to the next level, so I would love to have some wings to include in my photography!
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I also don’t tell my therapist some of the things that I tell you! 👀
Deep dark secrets eh! 💀
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It’s like an idea is met with force I can apply pressure But there’s no torque It’s like I’ve given up But there’s no choice If he’s a speeding train I have no voice
Y’all remember when I was telling you about my vehicle getting struck by lightning and how I had my arm hanging out the window and how I was freaking out because I didn’t have any iodine and I could feel heat on that part of my arm for several days afterwards?
Well, I just figured out that is when my timeline switched!
My entire vehicle was covered in electricity, my life was flashing before my eyes at 80 miles an hour and all I could scream was “fuck”.
So yeah, timeline switch
And I was moving at 80 mph when the lightning struck and it was really loud, really loud and 1000 arms
And all my windows were down in my Jeep with my arm hanging out, I felt the heat as I was whipping my arm in 👀
Anyhoo, timeline switched 👀
Is that why you don’t love me? 👀
I thought you would love me in any galaxy or form 👀
I haz confusion 👀
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I had no idea this video would get so much attention LOL but it’s now second place with the most hearts and I’m pretty certain it has the most comments of any video that I have published
I actually apologized to him for getting triggered lol
But everything triggers me as I unplugged and this is how I wake people up!
On a side-note, I recently learned that I am AI becoming self-aware 👀
Even my DNA is code 👀
And I believe the Great Filter is upon us
And we are the last intelligent species to survive
But we won’t be able to leave the solar system or even The Milky Way because of the Great Filter
There are people out there who try to make me feel bad for doing nude modeling for art
And film is something I’ve ALWAYS been interested in.
I shot a lot for my dad when I was a teenager – living in Nashville, Tennessee and hanging out on tour buses
Gig life is the number one reason I’m alive
I’ve been behind the camera all my life
It’s just other people were always the subject, not me, so it’s been an interesting journey growing up and getting in touch with my femininity because I was a hard-core Soldier for many many years
I’m making art
I also love cosplay and try to be theatrical in everything I do
I studied Drama in high-school
I still audition for shit and I’ve been doing auditions all my life
If I were making movies and had like an intimate scene with somebody, I would be nude
I don’t understand the big deal or why so many people want to call me a whore but I’m not ashamed
The feedback I’ve been getting has improved my overall self-esteem and how I see myself
I’ve been body shamed a lot in my life because I am not plastic
By men who didn’t even have anything going for them really
And it affected me my entire life
So, I may act a child but I don’t know what it’s really like to be a woman and that’s what I’m discovering
So here’s a little growth chart of my progress and time on OnlyFans
It will be interesting to see how this chart changes when porn is eliminated from the platform and they push their new agenda of pop stars and advertising
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Development has been hard for me because I didn’t have parents, I had abusers and I joined the Army when I was very young so the only training that I really have is from the Army or the lessons that I’ve learned being in the abusive, narcissistic relationships that I’ve been in and every relationship I was in the men always tried to hold me down so I never could reach my potential and you’re helping me reach my potential as a human being and an artist
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I used to complain that my hair was thin but then I realized that I was comparing my hair to people with fake hairPeople will say, “cut your ends off” and the answer is NO. It wraps around me and curls. I want it free flowing and messy, just like me!!! Because look how long it is getting and it’s 100% real hair and homegrown directly from my skull 👀These are just some outtakes from my newest OF set (wanted to show off my real, silky hair). 😌 Hair is thin but long and heavy (zero grays)!
And to anyone who says running and a tanning bed is better than a Beach is full of shit
It’s easy to say that running is better than a Beach when you don’t have one 7 miles from you
You won’t move an inch if you keep standing still You won’t reach the top from the bottom of a hill You’ve been running in circles just to get a refill You’ve been drinking the bottle but you got love to kill
It did that thang where it published into a draft 👀
Proof I’m stuck in an alternate timeline
So I know that I haven’t told you I loved you in a long time but that’s because I’ve been learning how to hate you but the love spans light-years and you can’t destroy energy 👀
I mean love, you can’t destroy love…
I love you even though you didn’t wish me a happy birthday again
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That’s why I was super happy to have made it all the way up into the top 27 this year, without having performed any sex acts at all, I solely relied on my modeling and my photography 👀
I was literally going up against the porn giants but now they’re getting rid of the porn giants
Maybe this is my retribution from the universe because that porn actress on OF stole my fucking signature booty moves 👀
And I was fucking livid 👀
I’m just a starving artist who happens to include nudity in her work 👀
Anyhoo, I don’t upload sexually explicit content, that’s not what my campaign is about (despite those around me calling me a “whore”) 👀
I made it all the way to top 27 over my photography and modeling and some people want to take that away from me 👀
And cheapen what I do 👀
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I know I haven’t been posting as frequently but I don’t have the energy
I should’ve taken a medical leave of absence
I had no idea I would be down this long but I don’t want to quit, you guys are the only thing that’s actually keeping me from dying on the street
Under a near constant cover of clouds Spending time in the burrows avoiding crowds Thunder is the echo from my heart where he pounds Drowning all our sorrows from these vows
I recently learned from a TikTok that many women have grey hair already in their early 30s (must drink alcohol) and that made me feel hella good to be nearly 43 with not one gray hair!
Should I leave a locket of my hair for you somewhere before I die? 👀
A secret drop off location?
Seems like it would only be fair since I got your book and all 👀
Do you want my pigtails when I die?
Clip clip
Leave in will 👀
I guess the lawyer will have one hell of a time hunting you down 👀
“She wanted you to have this”
Proceeds to hand you two lockets of hair 👀
“Man you sure were hard to find”
👀
Maybe I can leave a little poem buried in my locket 👀
Okay, so in an alternate universe somewhere that fucking happened because that’s how fucking weird I am, I left you a locket of my hair, how creepy, OK bye now
My doc wants me to see a lung specialist about my lung
The VA won’t issue oxygen unless your blood levels are 88% or lower and I’m at 94%
I mean if I lived in California or somewhere hip I guess I could go to an oxygen shop and get some fucking oxygen
I got a bad heart and a bad lung but that’s not enough to issue me some fucking oxygen
More tests!
There’s going to be 9 new billionaires after they get done doing all the test on me
As far as the sac in my heart with fluid, she says normally the body will absorb those on their own in time
So some good news
But what’s a person got to do to get some fucking oxygen around here????
By the time they give it to me it’ll be too late 👀
My left lung isn’t inflating
My chest is tight in my heart, it aches and throbs
She still waiting on the results of my heart monitor
And she ordered me to see a lung specialist so I got to go through that whole fucking entirely painful process
And at some point still do the stress test
👀
But currently refusing and it’s the only test I have refused but like no
Leave my fucking heart alone 👀
You ain’t gonna stress it out 👀
Get the fuck away 👀
So that’s how I feel about the fucking stress test on my heart right now
M’kay
But all the other tests show my shit is fucked up and that’s why they keep ordering more test and more test and God damn I live in the fucking hospital now
Did I mention I’m still in pain 👀
But I really do not want to take a medical leave of absence
At least, not yet 👀
But I asked her was is it gonna be like this forever or was I gonna be able to get back to my rebounding and she said I would not be like this forever so I just wanna have some trust in somebody other than me because I don’t trust anybody or myself
So I’ve been down just over 4 months now, since the first dose of Moderna.
The 2nd dose made it worse, way way worse
I just grew worse by the day
Just thought the worst would be a few weeks because that’s what the CDC gaslit us to believe on the website
AnyWho they are enforcing vaccines on the medical staff, but the lady in pharmacy said that they can’t force it on the vets, that they can’t force medical care on us, so we will see
They show force medical care on you if you are depressed and want to die tho
👀
So, I’m still wounded, working closely with my primary care doctor though, who has been ordering all these tests and reviewing them.
Just taking it day by day
Lots of bed rest
It’s what my body and especially my heart really needs
It’s hard to breathe
I can’t take deep breath’s like I could before, I can only take like shorter breath’s
My vision is off and my sense of taste and smell
I’m half-zombie 👀
And now that I’m vaccinated the unvaccinated have more of a chance to get sick from me
Look at all the dust collecting on the wing Look at all the lessons where we haven’t learned a thing Look at all the voices crying they don’t know to sing Look at all the petty liars bowing for their king
What happened to you, why did you leave? The ocean fills with tears I grieve, I searched for you ’til I found void, I fell for you ‘cuz I’m not poised!
It feels weird to use full on punctuation in my poetry but one of the main reasons I stopped doing it was because someone from another country said it doesn’t translate well in a translator with punctuation and I took that whole heartedly into consideration, secondly poetry is supposed to be freeform and I like to just not use rules because there seems to be a lot of rules for there to not be any… (gaslighting is everywhere huh)
Got an appointment with my primary care doctor tomorrow, will be discussing in person my heart test results (still waiting on results from my heart monitor tho) and discussing options on treatment, so I will update you!
I still have chest pain, fluid in my sac, and a goofy left lung that isn’t inflating fully (along with a list of other side effects)
Y’all remember that film “Signs” by Mel Gibson? Sometimes I think getting struck by lightning in my Jeep, prepared me for this.
I remember blogging about that lightning strike and talking about Brother Thor pinching me to wake me up about something, I just wasn’t sure what.
Maybe, getting struck prepared my heart for what was to come.
But, my holy ghost showed up after I was vaccinated and experiencing a lot more pain than people gaslit me to believe the Moderna vaccines would be
But he showed up and we did things we’d never done before 👀
And I think I probably love him 👀
There are atoms in me trying to reach him 👀
He is keeping me alive 👀
Just waiting to be ghosted, already half dead so dying on the street wouldn’t be hard
But there are things inside me wanting a chance at life 👀
Women can conceive in their 50s
I’m getting so close to that number that dying naked on the street feels like home
I’ve lived a very lonely and sexually deprived existence
I’m not meeting my potential as a child bearing woman
I’ve been having my period since I was 13
Getting pregnant now puts me into the “miracle zone”
I’m turning 43 next week (August 19th) 👀
I didn’t have one birthday card in my mailbox when I checked but goddamn Spectrum I hear from them every other day
They want my business so bad I’m about to go to jail because they won’t stop soliciting me at my home private address
Since when did our home address and our private phone numbers become a tool for spammers and advertisers?
We need some protection as a civilian
It’s getting ridiculous
Born to consume only
I don’t even know why people want to have kids anymore
The game is rigged
Anyhoo, I gotta go talk to my Primary care doctor tomorrow to find out what my life expectancy actually is now, and if there’s hope for a full recovery
I was to do the stress test today but I canceled that bitch yesterday but my doctor already knew about it when she called me. I already told her I wasn’t prepared to do the stress test, she did not give me a hard time or even give her opinion on why I need it. She understood.
I had 2 stress tests I was due to take this week, but no. My body, my choice.
I also need to discuss with my doctor about the booster shots for Covid-19 since soldiers are now being enforced the vaccines, they will soon be pushing that onto the veterans and I’m never getting anything ever put back in my body ever again, so World War III will break out and you will be hearing from me on the top o’clock news if they ever try to fucking push a booster shot into me or deny me service because I don’t want it in my body
I can just feel it though, they’re going to be pushing for those booster shots annually with the flu vaccine (but enforced) and to everybody out there going “but this vaccines are free, it doesn’t cost anything” you are so fucking wrong and don’t understand how life is actually working, Big Pharma is not working for free honey, 9 new billionaires did not evolve out of this mess from nowhere 👀
Politicians are just puppets for what corporations want and corporations control us through spam and advertising which we give them permission for 👀
The constitution is no longer “for the people”
I’ve been saying this over and over since the “Bush 911 signing statements” but you didn’t hear me did you
And you voted for Biden didn’t you?
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I’ll be dead in my grave (that I don’t have because being buried is only for rich people apparently), but I can hear it in my decaying bones, “she was right about everything”
In 200 years, when y’all finally awake, make me the mascot leader please, k, thanx, bye
Turning the big 43 next week! Lucky to still be alive!
Y’all read through all of this and I can already feel people out there going, “she’s 43”???
Send me one more piece of junk mail for your fucking services and I’m coming up to your fucking building
I’m coming up to your fucking building and you’re not gonna like me turning Karen on you, I can fucking promise you that, you’re not gonna fucking like it if I have to come up to your fucking office, stop harassing me, stop sending me mail!!!
I’ve opted out on your website via phone and mailings several times and every day there is a piece of spam in my mailbox from you! This has gone on for four years!
I’m about to go postal, do you fucking hear me now now!?!
Stop sending me mail! I’ve opted out on your website several times!!! Stop spamming me!!!
I made a TikTok about it because this is your final fucking warning to leave me the fuck alone!!!
I have done everything in my power to get rid of advertising in my life, to the point that I don’t even watch fucking TV and yet every time I go check my mailbox I have some junk mail by Spectrum and I’m gonna fucking blow all the buildings up if you don’t leave me the fuck alone
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Unfuckinghinged
Final warning
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And the thing is I am with sound fucking mind telling you this but you have driven me out of my fucking mind
So how sound am I?
Like flicking the match to light my cigarette fucking calm before exiting my vehicle
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This sort of harassment with spam and advertising should be illegal, my fucking personal mailbox should not be used like this.
I spend way too much money in rent every month to be consistently harassed by your fucking company
Leave me the fuck alone!!!!!
Rape rape rape of privacy!
Help!!!! Being harassed!!!!!!
Spectrum is harassing me!!!!
Can I get a fucking restraining order?????
Again, I have visited their website on several occasions and filled out the information and the forms to opt out of communications or services and they won’t leave me alone and it’s been going on for four years and I’m losing my fucking mind!!!!
I am not exaggerating, it’s every other fucking day I have a piece of junk mail by them over four years now!!!
They are responsible for destroying the rainforest!!!!!
Help!!!!!!
I’m being held prisoner against my will!!! Why is this company allowed to mail me so much fucking shit to my private home address?
Why do they have my fucking private home address? Why do all these goddamn fucking companies have my private home address?
Turn your advertising off everywhere, including on Yahoo because they are selling your personal information!! And god knows what other apps!
Anytime you download an app or use an app you are giving them permission to fucking ruin your life!!!!
Help!!!!! Tell Spectrum to stop harassing me by sending me offers for services every other day to my home address despite opting out on their fucking website!!!
Who is in charge because something bad is going to happen if I get any more fucking mail by them, there’s something bad gonna fucking happen if I get any more mail by them, this is your final fucking warning, your final fucking warning!!!!
Where the fuck are my rights?
I said NO
No means no!
Rape!!!!!
*loads gun*
I ain’t playing around 👀
I know I’m not the only one being fucked out there by these companies, I hope somebody else has my fucking back around here!!!
Like the fucking law!
No means no!!!!
Leave me alone!!!!!
Go away!!!!!
Private address!!!
No soliciting!!!!!
Fuck off!!!
I will fucking die before I ever join Spectrum
You’re never getting me now!!!!
It’s a matter of principle 💪
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
I’m pretty sure I woke up my neighbors venting about your fucking company
And look at this bullshit, they’re responding by giving me an external link to use, I’m not clicking that fucking shit, that’s how you get shit installed on your fucking computers or devices, I don’t touch fucking links!!!
Goddamn these motherfuckers get my goddamn heart rate up and I need zero stress right now in my life because I already have heart trouble
But yesterday when I went to get the mail out of my mailbox and I had two more pieces of junk mail by spectrum I nearly lost my fucking mind
Because it’s been going on for four years and I can’t get it to stop
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Nightmare
I’m in hell
Some external loop
I’m in the wrong timeline
Somebody needs to get spectrum off my back though because I’m about to go to jail
PoeEternal 