Miniature

I tried to kill all the parts in me that loved him. I tried to understand the lesson he taught me. I tried moving on. I tried to love the distance. But the ache swells.

I’m So Scared

This is not my best writing, but it comes from a real place of fear as I battle depression and suicidal tendencies. Trigger warning.

Homeless

Where do I put the love?

Forbid

My tomb should read, "Ah, death finally" but in reality the VA will cremate my body and bury me with other Soldiers with a white tomb in a cemetery where no one will ever come visit me or even know where I reside... "unknown soldier"

Illusion

Love is an illusion. Give me love or give me death.

Not For Me

Good girls don't just always come last, they don't come at all... Am I even visible?

Scarecrow

It's better to love him from afar.

Crystal Ball

Another love poem about not having any love.

Cotton Candy

A micropoem about loneliness and longing.

Death

Possible trigger warning. Depression and suicide is the subject. Be warned. Including original digi art of myself.

A Song For The Heart

A song I am writing on my guitar! An ode to our love. Or the love we never came to have. The love that perhaps exists in an alternative universe, where we are together. I love you forever. Now we have our song.

Eye of Her Storm

In the eye of a storm, one final poem.

Garden of Evil

I swear I'm going to take a vow, I swear I'm going to take it now...

Debris

I am a wasteland

Shoes

I have small feet and her shoes are kinda big...

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