I know that I’m not popular
I know you’ve never called my name
I know I’ll never be like her
I love you all the same
© Delia Ross. 2020
To him: I love you still so much tho, even when I’m no longer around to say. And you should print these because it’s not true about things staying online forever. I’ll always wonder what life with you would be like because being with you is the only life I want to live… 💞
Still crying by the way. The sloppy, eye makeup running down with my snot and tears kind of crying. I love you. Even tho you deny my existence just like the world and Judus denied Jesus Christ.
Do you also deny that someone existed with that name who got crucified? Or just that fairytale of a bible that man tries to sell you to try to keep you from acting like a beast, tho you still do, but donate to charity or the church or in other ways to ease your conscience instead (to whomever the shoe fits)?
You could try running to me instead of the bottom of the bottle.
You could try acknowledging my existence again.
Fool. I love you stewpids. So much it god damn hurts. God damn these endless tears!!!
Or deny me a third, fourth, fifth, what number are we on my love? Betrayed with a kiss. Oh, Judas…
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Wow! A reblog! Thanks! And here I was thinking I needed to Archive this post already…
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What I really admire about your pieces is how genuine they read and sound, they’re devoid of bullshit and artifice, you say it as you feel it, you write what’s on your mind, this unfiltered honesty is extremely attractive to read. Your blog is one of my particular favourites on here.
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Such replies are always a pleasure to receive, as you said this is a community and communities thrive on communication and openness, I’m sorry about the negativity you receive, hopefully the positive reactions to your blog can outweigh the nastiness, I look forward to your poetry immensely, just so you know you’re appreciated in this corner of the poetry world
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I’m so grateful, thank you!! ❤❤❤
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Your beauty is in being you, and being true to yourself. Nothing else matters, the false opinions and societal-shaped empty affirmations based on a product. You are not that, and you are far better for it. Keep on writing from your heart, it’s the best way, and better authentic and feeling all these emotions, than plastic and mundane 😊👊🏻
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Thank you for your kind words of encouragement, Nick! I appreciate! (and it’s not to knock or shame anyone who wants to alter their body, it’s just I’m tired of being disregarded because I’m not)… X
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Yes, I understand, and it certainly must be tiring. You’re a successful woman and artist on your own terms and with integrity. All you want to see happen is within your gift.
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I’m cursed like Poe. But I’m not in love with any of my family members, so there’s that… 😂
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That’s a positive 😬😊. And you’re not cursed. You’re talented and strong, a survivor. Curses are for others. Your future is your own.
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And P.S you are never 42!! (Oh but I am 😳😁)
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That’s because I’m actually aged 420 years. But whose counting? 😁
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Ah good point. I should have thought of that when I looked into your fangs 🧛🏻♀️❤️
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