These things rotate inside at super sonic speeds but it was entirely less traumatic than getting an MRI which made me 1000% claustrophobic when I got one. And the CT scan only took a few minutes.
Now I got a heart monitor glued to me capturing every heartbeat for the next 14 days and this patch cannot be removed by anyone according to this security statement – except my physician. I reckon that there’s some asshole out there that’s probably demanded people to do this which is why it has a warning.
It’ll turn orange and start glowing and beeping if it stops working. So not hearing anything is good.
They say though the patch can get irritating.
And obviously I can’t get it wet. Gotta be careful with the shower or bath.
Dying is so much fun. 👀
It’s also degrading and humiliating but my actual death isn’t something I’ll be able to worry over
Even though we all shit ourselves when we finally kick the bucket 👀
I’m not looking forward to all the disgusting shit that happens after I’m dead and I’m glad I won’t be alive for the humiliation
And I have demanded no funeral or showing so there won’t be any humiliation of only seven people attending and it being only enemies 👀
Poor Edgar Allan Poe tossed in an unmarked box
That actually sounds pretty wonderful and I’ll have an unmarked box myself please 👀
I don’t have a box at all 👀
And since no one is going to visit me in the eternal afterlife, we don’t really need a marked grave. Just drop me in the earth.
Slowly deleting every app from my phone The ad personalization has been dezoned Buried in the earth somewhere my bone The only destination left is alone
I’m on some sort of awakening journey or path but I also feel increasingly detached from society and more or less on a different or alternate timeline
Maybe knowing all them things before they happened came at a cost
What if I’m in the wrong timeline? 👀
What if other versions of me do exist and I tap into this knowledge
Like that’s how I’m able to know things before they happen 👀
What if I’m stuck in the wrong timeline
I’m not the only one experiencing weird things happening
Many have brought up the Mandela effect, others have said CERN opened up a portal (lol lol I know) but bizarre things have been happening
I mean, before they denied the existence of planet nine and it was my generation who said it existed and now the scientists are saying it’s possibly a black hole
Oh, and the Unicorn black hole – which has mysteriously popped up only 1.5 light-years away
The fucking unicorn 👀
And don’t get me started on the evils of CERN
Been doing loads of juice, nuts, and bread
Went on the Jesus diet 👀
I love the Publix bakery 👀
Anyhoo sea salt on everything 👀
People are always telling me not to eat bread and salt so it’s all I eat now 👀
I’ve gone Biblical 👀
I need a robe 👀
And a dungeon to hide in so I don’t get crucified for knowing too much 👀
And so I can randomly howl at the moon 👀
Actually, I can’t howl very well currently (wounded)
But my bitch radar is overheating
I gotta chill
I mean, I have been hurting and I gotta leave my house every five seconds to attend a medical appointment
Me no likey
Basically half dead and clinging to life
Bet some oxygen would’ve helped heal my heart but where’s the money to be made in that 👀
They actually want to stress my heart out and put it in more stress than it’s already under by giving it a stress test – Not once but twice and on different days
They wanna pump me full of chemicals to piss off my heart more than it already is
They want to give me a heart attack
👀
Can you feel yourself falling when you sleep? Gravity
Sagittarius A* 👀
Our mind is programmed to see only certain realities – If we see things in constant motion as they are because everything is energy and it’s always moving – it would really freak us out
But some of us are tuned to different frequencies and vibrations
Which is also why music and things are important because everything costs energy
And some people get hung up on jobs or family relationships when they should let them go because it costs you too much of your energy
It took me a long time to learn that lesson
And basically nothing is what it seems and fame is used as a distraction to keep you from the truth
That you are a slave, Neo 👀
(And they mock our existence with religion and porn)
Shame that many just don’t have the courage to wake up
Feeling increasingly paranoid and withdrawn and it’s only 5:43 AM. How’s your day going?
If you’re walking on egg shells, it’s molten around here 👀
In 2019 some Australians decided to go with a tour company hike up a volcano and the tour guide was like “yeah it’s a level two currently” and these people didn’t know anything about volcanoes but the tour guide was like “it’s currently a level 2, level 3 is exploding” and then the Volcano exploded and the rescue helicopter company right next to the tour guide didn’t come pick up any of the hikers on the volcano that was exploding, it was some random helicopter that decided to play rescue and hero and a lot of people died on that volcano 🌋 in 2019, a lot of people died…
It’s basically the Titanic everywhere, and buildings are falling down 3 1/2 hours from me 👀
The tour company took them hiking on a level 2 volcano and the rescue company didn’t come rescue them when the volcano went off 👀
People got burned
People died
The rescue company left them on an erupting volcano
And the mayors and the governors who pretend they give a fuck about us, they’re just playing an acting role
The White Island Volcano eruption – that’s you (the volcano) and me consistently climbing up while you’re erupting
A level 3 volcano and me hop scotching along with the tour guide
👀
But if a tour guide took me on a level two volcano that turned into a level three, he’d probably get kicked into the fucking volcano 👀
I ain’t out there doing tours during an apocalypse tho
I’m not suicidal enough to go hiking up an active volcano tho
But I am homicidal enough to get into fights with the gas station clerk
What’s weird is when you’re actually trying to be reachable but you’re not.
And also, when you feel your life could be shut at any moment and there’d be nothing left to say.
So you actually have lots of things that you need to say but you’re not getting through
And part of the reason could be your own fault because you block people
Or, the fact that everything we’re saying is being tracked right now and stored on a private server – and they control what we’re going to do through advertising – they also control the flow of information – that we’re basically slaves to them and consumerism but most people don’t care because they are narcissist and they don’t believe in anything therefore I guess they get off on being a monster!?!?
Do you remember what communicating was like back in the 90s? I mean, when you had to page people or ride your bike to a payphone?
There would be mass panic if communication systems were destroyed but do y’all know that stuff is happening out there – pipe lines and hacks and oh my fucking God I’m getting ready to take my communication back to that sort of level anyway because I’m reaching new levels of paranoia with the shadowbans and toxicity of social media in general and blocking hayfever
Blocking hayfever is that like a thing that I just coined or if I Google it does it already exist because I hate coming up with ideas that have already been thought of already, it’s been a huge disappointment throughout my entire life. I can remember coming up with ideas when I was like 10 and someone already had come up with that idea and Google didn’t even exist
I would say people today have it easier but they’re being controlled and in 200 years will cursing even exist?
Because I don’t want to live in a future where freedom of speech is under threat but yet freedom of speech is under threat as I speak
The New World order are closing in and they have us surrounded.
Oh fuck man
I’ve always been afraid of heights but I think I’m equally afraid of pits. Still, go further in.
Dig
Go under
If you want to know what’s inside a black hole, just die, because it’s the same thing.
Light enters our eye and never leaves. When you die, the color in your eye also goes. No more information can get through.
But they do say the brain has activity for several minutes after you die and we don’t really know how long that really is and we don’t really know much about consciousness do we? But we do know energy can’t be destroyed so your energy goes somewhere.
I’m circling way too close to the event horizon of my own death.
They say there’s seven levels of consciousness (this thang) 👇
I mean, I’m pretty certain I’ve met them all
Miracle to still be alive 🤔
But currently in lots of pain – was trying to clean up – Nearly put my heart into something I couldn’t get it out of and I’m not dying at the ER I won’t be calling 911
Would rather die by the ocean or outside or the forest – or home
No hospitals
No embalming
No organ donation
No funeral
No cremation
Just a box please. The cheapest one y’all can scurry. It doesn’t need a case.
I can be buried on my own land so I’m trying to stay alive for that OK and it’s cheaper to buy land and quicker to get a piece of land than it is to try to get onto the housing market and whatever
I’d rather just live in my jeep you know – nomad
I’ll just buy a camper and travel around Florida live at different campgrounds move around
I am fucking done with being a renter
😑
Or I’ll join the homeless crew in California you know they have an entire section called Skid Row
I wouldn’t last five minutes on the streets but whatever
Being a girl basically has been men trying to fuck me since I was born
And have been..
We’re nothing more than fucking sex objects
And I don’t really give a fuck about stuff
I mean I do because I’m a baby hoarder but
My ride is the thing I appreciate the most
I guess second up would be my intellectual property
What, what. No reverse that lol
But is intellectual property comparative to like a fucking vehicle? 🧐
I mean a jaguar probably does have more value than my life 😑
I mean the CDC already valued what our worth was when they decided for us that whoever got hurt with heart inflammation was worth the risk because they certainly didn’t let 60% of the population know that beforehand and many have died or been wounded like me and like my life is teetering on the line as we fucking speak and I may not recover but I wasn’t given all the facts about these vaccines and the CDC withheld information to us and they said they knew it was going to cause a certain amount of heart inflammation but that they thought it would happen in a lower number than what it did so they made the decision for us what our lives where worth
We all have the same value to them
How many billionaires and millionaires have been vaccinated? 🤔
Whatever
I need foodz
GTG
But also my TikTok’s are starting to get some views so I can breathe again
I mean yesterday I had one up for like three hours and it didn’t get one view so that bitch got destroyed
I also got in trouble for sharing the TikTok on my Instagram wall – it didn’t like me using Nirvana but that track was pulled from TikTok like all the other songs I use IN the app.
But I’m scared to share another one on my Instagram wall
😑
Whatever
You still blocked and everything’s my fault
😑
I don’t know how I’ve known tragic events to happen before they do but I do…
Predictions
A prophet
There are a lot of people out there that know because they were there and I said things and then they happened
Being who I truly am around others has never been easy for me and conforming in school or being forced to be a certain way is not something that’s be an easy path for me
Dying is fucking hard, I’ve been trying to get my affairs in order 👀
I always knew I was gonna die from heart troubles 👀
Told my kid that it’s not actually junk, it’s just all out and about 👀
My intellectual property is chaos 👀
That bill may be poetry scribbled 👀
I do it on toilet paper too 👀
Paper napkins 👀
Nothing is junk 👀
Although I could do with less clothes 👀
But I don’t actually know how to part with anything 👀
My kid said it’s because we’re poor and will never get it again 👀
Psychological and I do place attachments on things 👀
It’s not a t-shirt with a hole, it’s a memory 👀
And instead of fixing our hoarding issues, I told them that while it may feel overwhelming, they’d want the stuff. Put it in storage when I die until you can go through it. 👀
Don’t let anybody in the fam take advantage of your mental state after I die and take the stuff 👀
So I’ve contributed to their hoarding problem as well 👀
Albeit, I’m not actually hoarding trash but I haven’t been left alone with my own property, I’d probably have a tunnel dug to hell 👀
Trespassers shot on sight 👀
I am the dog 👀
Might catch me howling under the Moon 👀
Stood up too fast tonight and started slipping into death 👀
I don’t know what lessons I’m supposed to be learning. If the lesson is love by not getting any love, then I accept my fate and am ready to die on the street.
If I’m still here because someone else hasn’t learned the lesson, can we hurry up?
I know things before they happen but yet still manage to make the wrong choices?
Because they were already decided before I took this form 👀
I’m here to teach you a lesson but who hath eyes to see?
Don’t fucking embalm me when I die, don’t fucking cremate me, don’t fucking embalm me
I don’t think the bugs will eat my hair
I want my bones to take 10,000 years to decay
Don’t let them embalm me!
I don’t want to be preserved!
I want to recycle into the Earth.
It’s pretty fucking simple and Florida allows you to be buried on your own land
I can have my own little family cemetery, it’ll be a cemetery of fucking one just like my life but whatever all I need to do is buy my plot of land
I don’t even need to have cemetery space
I’m gonna have my own goddamn land bitches were my body can be buried because Florida allows you to bury yourself on your land
I can crawl into my own fucking ditch and die
Plant an apple tree by the cemetery
It’s cheaper to buy land for me to live on than cemetery space to be buried
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I literally live paycheck to paycheck but I’m not ashamed to say that I pay all my own bills.
It’s terrible that the cost of living has become so expensive that everybody needs to work 2 to 3 jobs until they fucking die just to pay rent and electric.
So I appreciate your support more than I’m able to express.
I’m aware the content has been lacking on all my platforms but the sad truth is, I was warned too late about the negative side effects these vaccines cause. That didn’t stop me from asking everybody “are you sure you want me to go through with the second dose because the first one caused my blood pressure to drop” and everybody, all the medical staff said “yes” and even the guy getting ready to poke me didn’t want to poke me, we both just had the deer in the headlight looks and I fucking went through with it like the good little sheeple that I am and now I’m fucking half dead and learning that only 50% of young adult or teens recover from this- if they get hit with it – and even though I identify as young and or a teen, I don’t actually fall in that category 👀
I fall in the category of “miracle to even still be alive“ 👀
I’m not sugarcoating it and my ticker is in physical pain every day
And activity 10000% makes it worse
Any activity 👀
I ain’t no Golddigger but I am digging my own grave over the choices I allow others to make for me 👀
Peer pressure 👀
Or my future self had been warning me not to get this fucking vaccine because it knew that this was going to happen – so I didn’t listen to myself again – again I didn’t listen to the Oracle in me. I’m not like everybody else. I know things before they fucking happen or maybe this was supposed to happen to me so that I could warn all of you so that the CDC could put a warning out? 🤔
I mean everybody was trying to silence me when I was telling y’all about this shit and I was warning you about it before they even gave it a name and put it out in the press
And now people are just simply calling me a liar 👀
These narcissist have no problems gaslighting your reality though
I’m fucking dying and I’m not crying wolf 👀
I’m the reason the CDC put out a fucking warning 👀
I’m just a casualty of a big pharmacy war
The good news is, people are finally awakening
I’m suffering my own crucifixion in society
You know how Edgar Allan Poe talked about sanity being a nightmare?
Yeah…
Nearly died from my mysterious death tho, didn’t I? 👀
There’s no way you would’ve figured out that this vaccine killed me if nobody would’ve told you
👀
I’m also an Army trained medic
I do have experience in the medical world
I know what the fuck I’m talking about generally
I have years and years and years of experience working as an EMT (an emergency medical technician).
What I was allowed to do on soldiers was far more extensive than what I was allowed to do on civilians.
I was basically a nurse and I even have certificates of teaching others Combat Lifesaver cuz that’s how you keep your certifications to be medical
Just because you didn’t get to see me working in those fields doesn’t mean that I didn’t work in those fields 👀
I know how to triage for fuck sake
My skill sets are not like yours and when I was serving we weren’t allowed to be on our cell phones, we weren’t allowed to take pictures, we weren’t allowed to check in, we weren’t allowed to tell y’all what we were fucking doing 👀
I can’t even remember if cell phones existed when I was in basic training 👀
I’m ancient 👀
I found out how many lives I’m finally on though and I’m on life number seven
So if I do die between now and never, my energy will go to another dimension or galaxy
“You are not of this world”
True. And I really do know events happen before they happen so I need to stop doubting myself
Just because I’m paranoid, doesn’t mean I’m not being followed and just because something is a conspiracy theory, doesn’t mean it’s not true…
I thought the season had come and gone? Fleeing reason with curtains drawn? How lost was Eden, without her dawn? Left hand held treason, right hand moved on?
Me. Next to a swamp. No filter. Freckles and worry lines uggggg…. But pigtails caught the eye of a dad and son trio, when he randomly asked if I “got the shot” I thought he was asking me about the vaccine lol – but he meant the photos! Lol I iz ditzy but the son kept answering for the dad, I must have been a ditzy hit. 😏
I am tore up about that building collapsing in Miami. Another Boeing basically. The Baby Boomers set us all up for failure. They cut every corner they could and painted over every red flag!
How many more people are gonna die in the hundreds?
That building suffered extensive structural damage so they decided to put heavy equipment and work on the roof. Sounds like another CEO who would rather pay a lawsuit or two than fix a building.
Just like it was easier for NASA to “retire” the Space Shuttle whom NASA murdered 16 astronauts with – instead of building safe rockets that land.
You’re telling me we’ve been giving them our tax money since 1954 and all they’ve come up with is a goddamn satellite that they’ve put up into space to keep you distracted from the fact that you’re a fucking slave, Neo!?!
I don’t want my tax money going to NASA. I never voted for that. I wasn’t even alive.
When do new generations get some say on how life is going to be?
Because as far as I can tell, the people who are in charge, keep fucking everything up. And on purpose.
They don’t fear punishment.
We fucking do tho don’t we.
Jail is the least scary place for me these days.
I’d get a bed, clean shower and three meals a day.
I want the 1% to know fear
Operation Stand Down – OSD – begins with you and me
Yup I’ve got a name for it now 👀
Where my squad? 👀
How the fuck do we talk more n a secure line? 👀
They use advertising to legally track us
And to control us as well
It’s bullshite and I don’t know how it manages to ignore the fucking constitution
These loopholes need concrete 👀
And I wish the press would stop gaslighting us about there being hope for people buried underneath the 12 stories that fell on top of them
They’re dead
Whatever oxygen they may have had, is definitely fucking gone now
They don’t even hear banging anymore so they fucking failed the clean up
Nobody is really good at their jobs anymore if you fucking pay attention to 90% of the population they don’t give a fuck about their job at all not one fucking ounce of empathy not the fucking people working in the hospitals not the people working at the fire stations they’re fucking dead inside – fucking dead 👀
More dead than those buried under 12 stories of rubble
But we can hope 👀
I don’t see anything negative against age play on WordPress – just says to place a NSFW adult content warning in the title
I struggled with posting this TikTok even though I worked hard on it because it wasn’t perfect but I need to get use to making mistakes in front of people or I’m never gonna be able to read my poetry live and I have a brain injury and anxiety and all kinds of other fucking things that I’m pushing through 😑
Yelling at everybody on TikTok who keeps talking about the baby boomers, the millennials, and generation Z and completely ignoring the fact that generation X exist – just like my goddamn childhood – I have no fucking identity 😑
Statistically speaking, I guarantee you there have been more people who have dropped dead by suicide by generation X than of all the generations that have gone before or after
I’d like to see that chart
Suicides per generation
I bet my goddamn life on it that Generation X will have the most deaths via suicide
And I’m not just yelling at them but blocking them
Jesus was pretty angry at the establishment before he died though too
Wanted to do some stuff today – but feeling blockage in the heart – like a blood clot is trying to pass – or it could just be the fact that one of my chambers is enlarged 👀
Apparently you have to post a lot if you want the algorithm bots to know that you’re alive and since I’m on bedrest and can’t do much else I really really really wanna get better with TikTok’s and the only way you will get better is by making them so I have another one 👀
50% don’t recover from “heart inflammation” and they’re only talking about the teens and young adults 👀
They’re not even including my age group and I warned you before it was even in the fucking news or before teens and young adults could even get the vaccination
You know it’s true
I say Cardiovascular issues and blood clots but the CDC says “heart inflammation” I say extreme lethargy but the CDC says “tiredness” – they like to sugarcoat everything don’t they
Well it’s more than circulatory issues, people are fucking dying over it
Teens and young adults from heart inflammation
Only 50% of that age group recovers
*slightly starts to panic again*
👀
I list my symptoms now:
Chest pains – constant pain like a pulled or torn muscle and then random electric charges or shocks that last for several seconds followed by intense burning 👀
I generally stop breathing during these episodes and they come at random at rest or activity – and activity definitely makes the pain worse! Lately the shocks have been more intense. Today I’ve been feeling like I’m going to pass out. I started slipping earlier and thought for sure it was my last breath 👀
Feeling extremely cold – this correlated with my Blood Pressure (BP) dropping as the nurse recorded my BP – the results led to my doctor ordering an EKG – which showed an enlarged chamber, and one closed off – creating blood flow issues- basically my heart is having a hard time pumping blood throughout my body and it doesn’t have enough kick or force to be able to do it on its own so instead of it pushing blood throughout my entire body it only worries about my vital organs which are inside my ribcage which is why I start feeling extremely cold because in reality I’m actually fucking dying and your skin is not considered a vital organ. People dying feel cold. I told my doctor I felt like Antarctica and I live in Florida. My electric bill was $11 last month but not running the air caused a mold problem in my closet that I had to fix by myself – while dying – cuz mold is ancient and it too was trying to kill me 👀
Dizziness and extreme lethargy – like I’m on my deathbed and can’t keep my eyes open even though I’m getting more sleep now than I’ve done over the last decade 👀
I don’t like the taste of food anymore. The vaccines have changed my sense of smell and taste. A minor setback compared to my chest pains!
I’ve had a lot of anxiety and stress over this – the fears get me and then I spend hours under my heating pad crying because it’s the only thing that brings any relief to my heart (except him – there’s a guardian angel looking over me and feeding me in every way he can. But that’s a whole nother story!)
I’ve been down 2 months! The heart doesn’t feel better and the chest pains are getting worse. The reality is, I might not pull through.
There’s a good chance I’m gonna die from a heart attack over this.
I’m trying to get my affairs in order – and just want to die in peace.
When I was talking to my doctor on the phone about my EKG results, she specifically said she didn’t like how my heart looked for my age and that my heart should not look like it does. She then went on to tell me that an EKG is not a good test to measure the chambers (size) of the heart (but my EKG clearly shows signs of distress). She’s ordered several more tests And I’m pending receiving those with care outside of the VA because the clinic here can’t give me the test so the only nearest VA to me that can do it is 176 miles away so I had to get it approved locally and they only called me last week with a list of providers that I could go see so I finally have a provider but I’m still waiting on the appointment time.
Vets die on waiting lists.
👀
I was in so much pain the night my Holy Ghost visited me and he’s my guardian angel and the reason I’m still alive plus the universe and maybe because I really want to kiss him before I die 👀
I’m glad my spoken word made top 3 but the nasty “wtf” comments don’t help my stage fright 😑
I’m an introvert with severe stage fright.
I want to make more TikTok’s tho and I appreciate your views to my channel!
I’ve been writing a lot of poetry but I want to make more spoken word videos AND go live on TikTok for the very first time to read my poetry – since I’ve had a request on TikTok to do that, just this week!
Pushing through fears and listening to my audience!! 💪
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you know ripping your fucking book to pieces
buying it tearing it apart never fucking reading it buying it tearing it apart on TikTok
Found my niche
Wasting my time and money on you
I’m going to make a full-time career of it on TikTok
You made a mockery of my house these bruises vivid Fleeing reason Like lying to the wind Consequences rigid Or maybe gods to blame my wings unfitted Now trapped beneath the cross I’m scorched and livid Did you ever stop to think Your words imprinted Whether I was meant to see Your light emitted Is forgiveness in the tree You were acquitted
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He leaves me clues confessing They could be lies to keep me guessing There’s trouble around always pressing He’s pouring poison on the gauze I’m here dressing
When you are a warrior, but sustained a wound When they utter hero, but you have no tomb When they yell it’s summer, but you’re stuck in doom When you really need him, but don’t know what to do
When he says he’s full But comes back for seconds When he draws a plan But never changes his methods When he’s seen it all But it’s just nightly rejections When he’s looked beneath the stone But worships all imperfections
Can I be the soil under your roots? Or the vine that’s growing our sweetest fruits? Can I be the voice that settles disputes? Can I be the rug you toss your boots?
But, if contact is impossible because we live in different dimensions or realities, or because we don’t live in the here and now, could you just put me out of my misery?
Like a lame horse?
Because I literally don’t want to live for anything or anyone other than you.
To the world a punisher Made of iron, “the resister” But he needed more from her Maybe love as his governor He has the key to enter It would end all winter
I feel the motion Of time And you Flowing like an ocean
The air is toxic And care It just isn’t there
I’m slipping Detachment from feeling Or maybe why I’m reeling
I hear The words, the lines They’re still not appealing
The tears They just never end And written text He won’t ever send
I’ll make dying an art as he slipped the blade from earth’s heart 💔
The continents may be fractured but now they have a chance to part
Is the Great Filter in our rearview?
What if we are a chance encounter?
Are you an interstellar comet? Fixed beneath promise Drifting between done it?
Glowing pink hues Maybe it’s just vomit? 🤔 God’s sick of promise?
1900 miles from ordinary 1900 truths from where I’m cold and buried Underneath the shroud Burden is all we carried
I’d jab out my eye with this broken crystal ball
I’d rip across the flesh but I don’t have the gall
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All the content that has been reported and removed or demolished by the bots previously, I’m going to post on my free OnlyFans! Retribution! 👀
So content will get put up, some you may have seen before, because nowadays my art pops into and out of existence like atoms thanks to censorship!
I have a new website basically which is my free OnlyFans. I can post pictures there!! Can’t on my blog but I can there! Most are too sexy for social media even if I’m fully clothed. I don’t get the double standards but don’t think that the top accounts don’t pay Big Bro to stay there. And now if you want to be seen anywhere you have to promote yourself, either through the app you are using, or through your peer network, or both. Pay to be seen no matter how you dice it. So I’m going free and private. You can’t match my level of petty hoe. 👀
For adults but it’s free 👀
I may on occasion post PPV content since WordPress made that so hard to do here (and expensive).
Private club where I can act a baby and do what I want when I want!!!
Or, just be an artist since 1984 is now. 👀
Hit the subscribe! Free doesn’t mean boring! Maybe it means priceless! 🤨
I send him notes in private And even with the wind hailing All is quiet Dancing solemnly Outside a riot No normalcy Chaos our diet We sail the sea Like we’re compliant
Maybe I don’t want to see with eyes that bleed When all who stand before me fail to lead Maybe I will kneel to all I ever wanted In a field of lies, was truth a dream you ever really haunted?
Everything boils down to narcissism and gaslighting. And the game IS rigged so the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor. The rich get rich off of lies. Drop your traditional banks. Drop your credit cards.
Even if you attempt to live free, you still won’t be able to save a penny to get ahead.
Guess who is to blame? Go on. I fucking dare you to see the truth.
Are we like string theory, connected to everything? Cuz we’re not attached. Yet we are one? 🤔
But I don’t even know you. You don’t even know me. I can’t live without you. But you can. Or, am I the reason you come up for air? Can’t breathe in hell? 😑
PoeEternal 