Dear NASA,
I hate you 🥰
I never voted for NASA to be an entity or to take my tax money
The Nancy Grace Roman Space Telescope doesn’t have my seal of approval 👎👎
I hope your precious NANCY fails
RIP John Jones
A positive message for those who are suffering most 🙏
Edgar Allan Poe died naked on the street, think about that
And John Jones stuck upside down in a cave
You’re only alive so 13 families who control everything in the world don’t have to fucking work and they will squeeze every penny out of you from birth until death
Your written will means shit
It will be ignored
I finally learned the lesson that Chester Bennington and Jesus had been trying to teach
That possessions don’t really matter much
It took Big Brother (Mark Fuckerberg) threatening to remove my intellectual property against my will and over bullshit violations, that I deleted nearly every social media account and email, without asking for my data.
Now he’s pressing virtual reality and the Metaverse on me
I will jump from a bridge before I ever enter
He pushed me too far
He’s the face of pure evil
I can’t look at him
I can’t look at half of Hollywood who have deformed their faces with plastic surgery
I can’t stand the Hollywood propaganda and the underlining bullshit that they feed us in film
Everything is a rerun of what GENX has already done
I’m not supporting you
Your acting sucks
Fuck society
Culture is a sham
Everything is a lie
EVERYTHING
My purpose belongs to the wind
I will be returning to Mother Earth soon
My only real mother
The only one I’ve ever had
And sometimes I learn the lesson the hard way
I don’t want to approach my death upside down
Or naked on the street mad out me mind
I’m already out of my mind
And I nearly caught my mysterious death and I did wind up upside down but John Jones has been helping me out a little bit because the medical staff on earth are demons
He bought me a little time
Chilling on his wing
Today I laid down to film the clouds and the sun
I’m working with WordPress to get my blog fixed so I can start uploading photos again, but they requested I do some stuff from my laptop and I was at the beach all day without it
Then came home and ate a sandwich and passed out until now
Now I need to take my dog out and stare at the full moon (provided it’s not 9 degrees outside) ((it’s not, lower 70s, full moon, after midnight)) 🌕
My left lung still isn’t expanding all the way
And I’m still waiting to see a lung specialist
I sleep
A lot
My heart is also still healing from heart inflammation
I don’t like to put any stress on my heart
I cry a lot
And sleep
Cry and sleep
😑
Made you a little video of the sunshine I took today (although now it’s after midnight so technically it was yesterday/Sunday)
I laid down to film the beautiful 3d clouds and sun
I laid down for this shot
It’s been beautiful weather at the beach and everybody has been coming to enjoy it because the ocean has decided to give us a little bit back for Christmas I guess
Saturday there was so much going on, People were surfing the red high tides, flying kites, riding bikes, couples holding hands, treasure hunting, I filmed it all
Everyone is in the Christmas spirit and just enjoying the calm
This is the part of the season where we don’t have to worry about the tourist as much
And there are other parts of the beach that I can go that’s not busy
I don’t want to be kidnapped 😑
And I prefer staying near the lifeguards that are on duty when they are there 👍
The beach has been so much more inviting these days and I haven’t been screaming like a little girl 😬
But I can’t upload any fucking photos and I haven’t done what WordPress has asked me to do for my laptop yet- so you know whatever- dying
I REFUSE to die in or around a hospital setting
I don’t even want anybody to see me dead and that is a real issue for me currently
So I’m trying not to die because I don’t have all that shit together yet, I don’t have a coffin, I don’t have a fucking plot of land, I don’t want to be cremated, there’s a lot of shit going against me right now, especially with the fact that I’m having cardiovascular issues because I chose to get fucking vaccinated with underlying health issues 😡
Found myself upside down with John
And I am pissed he is still there
Like gut wrenching agony
I probably have cried more from him in 2 months than his wife did in the three years it took her to move on and remarry 👎👎
John is rubbing my right shoulder blade currently cuz I haven’t learned to forgive people yet and he wants me calm
He did snicker about my NASA comment tho
God has a sense of humor
I wonder if the 13 evil families in charge are ready for Armageddon because if they keep pushing me I’m that program in the matrix doing what it’s not supposed to be doing and I’m very unhinged
I’m also trying to remember my superpowers
I often wonder how many hours I have remaining
You think on years
I’ve moved into hours
Not even days…
Here’s the little video of the Sun today
https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdjcf6CS/
I can’t stay in it long – it burns my every atom
I am vampyre ☝️
Happy to say it already got 2 likes and 30 views👍
Don’t wanna remove it now
I also saw a TikTok from a popular creator who said if your videos are getting at least 100 to 200 views on its own, then you’re doing good
One thing I’ve noticed, posting 2 similar videos back-to-back and hashtags do nothing for me
If anything, hashtags are reason for the algorithm to study my behavior and I like to fucking confuse it from time to time
But mostly the algorithm likes to shadowban me
And I’ve had many videos that was not violating any guidelines (that I’m aware of) sit at zero views
I hate censorship
I will never pay to play
But that doesn’t stop TikTok from peer pressuring me and fucking with my account to see if I will bite
I’ve taken screenshots but I haven’t been able to share a fucking thing in several days because WordPress fucking sucks and I need a new hosting site
But I’m dying and just basically sleeping and eating
There’s an extermination going on right now because the 13 families in charge don’t want to pay people who are retired, now they want us off the fucking system, they don’t want us using supplies, they don’t want to pay us what we deserve in our time to fucking retire 👎👎
To my comrades who have chosen not to get the VAX, this isn’t our fucking country anymore
We’ve been gaslit for so long
But now I know why the soldiers are killing themselves in increasingly mass numbers and there are more soldiers that die by suicide than on the battlefield…
Please hold on
There is a war going on still
I need you to hold fast
Don’t forget your training
We are at war
The system is your enemy and those fighting for it
Just stand fast
Stay alert, stay alive
Don’t engage with the enemy
Don’t self-destruct
I need you still
Prep your defenses
Stock pile food and water
If I’m wrong, in three years you can have a Armageddon party and eat all the food and then just restock up OK
I’m not wrong
Take your frustration out on target practice
Take a cold shower
Do something to stop the trigger
For me it requires a different stimulation and often two or three different things so
Find what works for you
Don’t engage
Half the battle is within
There’s a spiritual war going on
If you feel lost, that’s okay
Stay near the light, don’t get burned
Be a Marine
Out of sight, out of mind
Eyes forward
I got your back
Stay low
P.S. you may feel like you’ve done what you were to do, you may feel confused on what is next
This is part of ascending with new Earth
She goes through changes
This is how life can evolve
Evil doesn’t win forever
You gotta hold tight
Just hang on…
Focus on healing (save yourself)
You feel like you’re waiting right?
You feel lost?
You missed a step?
What’s next?
We’re in the middle of war
A spiritual war
God needs you silent
Just listen
The demons will expose themselves
They’re collapsing under the weight of the change
You’re exactly where you need to be to ascend
If not, get right with God
You know the right one
Cuz he’s in you and speaking right now
Don’t forget who you are
Earth is a negative frequency
It’s a low charge
You need positivity to ascend
Listen, your body is a channel
It’s a conductor
Your heart is electric
So is the sun
And I’m not talking about shit you plug into your wall, get out of your box please
You are mostly made of water and so is the earth
I’ll get into connection another time
I’m definitely a sunworshipper – just can’t be in it long 🤪
I fry not tan
The universe is so magical but it’s dangerous and also scary
I’m still just a little girl
I’ll always be a little angel 😇
One of God’s favorite 🤩
You can choose to do good things or you can choose to do bad things
I wanna ascend
This is hell
There’s so much more fulfillment in the light than there is the dark which is why you have to consistently go to your porn because it’s not very fulfilling at all
I love you 💕
I’m sorry I can’t post photos yet but I haven’t done what WordPress asked me to do because I’ve been dying (and fuck all these timeline glitches that I keep getting- they don’t want me to ascend)
Dear NASA
I hope the James Webb Telescope fails
60 percent of Americans say too many use religious reason to avoid vaccines: poll | TheHill
A new Public Religion Research Institute (PRRI) poll found that almost 6
— Read on thehill.com/policy/healthcare/585397-60-percent-of-americans-say-too-many-use-religious-reason-to-avoid-vaccines
First off, these vaccines infect others! I am no longer pro vaccination!
Secondly, too many immigrants over in America are claiming religious preference and they don’t have to get the vaccine that their countries are making and enforcing on us.
Immigrants need to follow the same rules as us, end of!
So stop blaming the unvaccinated for the spread of the Covid virus because it’s the vaccinated who are actually spreading it and also if you want to blame the unvaccinated then you need to start including the immigrants because most of them are claiming religious preference and not getting the vaccine!
This isn’t opinion!
Shopping MacBooks at Walmart / holiday deals!
Damn y’all, maybe I should have waited until XMAS to strike/buy my laptop but, I am happy with my score!
Just a heads up tho, the seller I bought my MacBook from, is selling a $989 MacBook for $399 – listed in great condition- includes a bundle deal with a one year warranty! Holyshit! 🤩
👇
http://www.walmart.com/ip/214456436
He has other bundle deals in his shop, some deals same as mine nearly and listed for $349!
If you are out there hunting for a refurbished Apple product, I gave this seller 5* for the bundle deal I got! I am truly happy with my bundle! But this was my first purchase from this seller.
When you are in the Walmart app or on the website, in the search bar input: MyTell, USA and his shop should come pop up in the results. Then (if you want) you can sort from low to high or high to low and browse the items in his shop!
Here is his shop info: https://www.walmart.com/search?q=Mytell%2C+usa&sort=price_low
I’ve seen other users write him two stars for not getting the black case on time with the bundle, but that has nothing to do with the seller and I don’t feel like that’s worth giving someone two stars for. My black case was delayed about a week. It snaps easily onto the MacBook tho and was literally made as a second skin for the MacBook, it was worth the wait!
I also thought the black case would hide the Apple logo when lit up but it doesn’t! It’s super cute and offers protection from scratches and things!
I bought some Apple pods to go with my laptop (even tho the bundle comes with a headset, I bought the Apple pods anyway)
These pods were $16 in the Walmart store and for a few extra bucks I bought an extended warranty! So basically for around $20 bucks, I got me some Apple pods and I didn’t have to spend like $200 or $300 for some wireless ones (I didn’t even know they made pods with wire and these were in my budget). These Apple pods would make a great Christmas stocking stuffer though!! 🎄
I don’t know the seller MyTell USA and again I’ve only bought one laptop from him but I recommend his shop as he was good to work with, responds within reasonable time, did not screw me over, and my laptop was in great condition, honestly, the bundle items were a bonus!
However, the first seller I bought a laptop from was no good at all and that laptop I returned and the seller’s name was – Certified 2 Day Express
It took about three weeks to get my refund back!
But overall it was worth shopping in the Walmart marketplace!
That was my first time!
Happy hunting y’all! Let me know if you have any questions on how to search!
Good luck and happy holidays!
P.S. I drove to several different stores looking at laptops and I looked online at several places as well and Walmart marketplace was where I wound up buying my MacBook, tiny mic, and headset!
Everything shipped in reasonable time!
But Walmart will leave your laptop right at the fucking door so make sure you’re not gone that day!!!
I don’t know if there is another way around that because I have had all of my stuff basically dropped off at the door!
I had someone on TikTok ask me who the seller was so that’s why I did a video and now I’m doing a blog post!
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8vvpP5w/
We have cameras filming where I live! But these days it’s the actual delivery drivers you have to watch out for!!!! They will steal your packages! 😫
So this is my experience, I’m kind of biting my tongue thinking that I could’ve spent 100 dollars more and got this MacBook that he is selling right now but I am super happy with the one that I got and I hope he has some other customers he’s going to make happy, I just feel like he deserved more than 2 stars! I gave him 5 for my experience!
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8vcBU4J/
Happy holidays y’all! Ho ho ho 🎁🎄🎁
1000 followers badge!! From the WordPress! 😍
I guess you have to live an entire year before you’re considered that age (so does this technically mean I’m still 42 and when I’m 44 I’ll actually be 43, my age now)? 🤪
And you have to have a plus 1 to get the 1K badge from WordPress
It has arrived! 👇👇👇
Thank you so much for the follows! 👁👄👁
I love you! 💕
PSST I swear I am going to set up a blogging schedule soon, I have been gravely ill, and in the bed!
I get out every now and again for medicine, toilet paper and food
And on the occasion I stop by the beach so I can get a few frights
It’s just not normal the things going on in the world and around these parts
And I feel so bad for the people who visit the beach and try to enjoy it when I’m there because I’m hooting and hollering every few seconds and then they immediately leave, probably out of fear (lmao I’m gonna pee myself because my fear is contagious to others)
I swear when we’re on a flight and the plane starts doing shit it’s not supposed to do, when you hear me gasping, everybody on the plane is staring at me the entire time and my eyes get really big and both of my hands are clutching onto the armrest and the entire plane ahead and behind will be staring at me, but I can’t stop being scared y’all
This world frightens me and you can see it on my face
My fears don’t lie
And I’m a little girl that never grew up so anytime there’s a bug or I’m scared of something I sound like I’m being murdered lmao
I didn’t even share all the screams I had the other day when I stopped by the ocean briefly but it was even scarier than before
The clouds were hanging really low and were many different shades of gray and everything just looked doom to me and there was no lifeguard on duty and it was only 11:30 AM, it was about to be high noon and it’s uncommon because the ocean is warm but there’s no sealife anywhere, yet the ocean is still reaching the sea wall, and it’s all wet. And standing in it, surrounded by all ocean, scares the crap out of me, especially with the tide being a triple king tide that won’t leave 👀
The ocean ate the beach
The worlds most famous beach
And maybe one day we will get our beach back but I’m looking at reports that state Daytona Beach is undergoing extreme flooding over the next 30 years and buildings are falling down in Miami so you can continue to be gaslit and lied to but I’m gonna start listening with my eyes from now on
And when I’m feeling better I’m going to share a post on my blog where I can upload some photos and some videos of it
I haven’t even been watching TV or playing video games or reading, I’ve mostly just been in my bed and sleeping a lot and eating when I can
I hope I feel better soon but I may have to go to the ER for the treatment I need 👀
I’ve been avoiding it TBH
I don’t want to be held against my will and I don’t want to die there and I most certainly would probably get arrested because I would fucking leave campground and if the cops tried to stop me I would still try to leave and get out of there
I mean I would rather be in jail and have three meals a day than to be anywhere near the goddamn hospitals or clinics when I fucking die
Capeesh?
Healthcare is deathcare
My eyes are open
And just like Neo, they hurt from what they see
I don’t think I have much time left but I don’t believe any of us have much time left 👀
Blogging is my lifeline to you
My safe place
My safety net
It is the only place online I can speak freely
And not be penalized to have my intellectual property or my account removed
These businesses need us to survive and yet they treat us like shit
The only way we can get our voice back is to stop using these apps until we get some sort of freedom of speech again and stop spending our money
Only buy what you really need
In America, I’m attempting to support American owned businesses only (and small)
But I don’t believe any sign in the door and I don’t believe in the governments agenda society is a scam it’s a sham consumption is narcissism and the less stuff we have the more expensive it’s going to get and those who have the most money are going to hog it
Start looking out for you and your circle
We’re all we’ve got
And you’re welcome on my boat, it’s not very big and there’s holes everywhere
I’m heading to Point Nemo
And check out this warning from TikTok, “Participating in this activity could result in you or others getting hurt” 👇
Apparently people are getting tracked on TikTok too, children are getting kidnapped as well as adults (I don’t know if the two are the same) but social media is toxic and the devil lives in your TV and his minions use it to kidnap us
Now I hope many of you know that kidnappings take place so that people can get sexually tormented (children too)
I read an article recently where the Mexican government was working with the mafia and they sexually tortured several teenage children (in Mexico) and we allow millions and millions and millions of immigrants to come over here and live in America and they don’t give a fuck about you or our culture or traditions
They are torturing children in their own country and they come over here and they fucking torture us too
Porn has done something to the human race
The other day when I was in the Vet Center I told the guy that I would just take all responsibility and say that I am what’s wrong with the world, that I’m the problem, I’m too broken, I’m “crazy” and so I need to just not be around other people or get married and he looked dead at me and said that I’m not the one whose crazy, it’s the world that is crazy and I’m not wrong about what’s going on with porn and how it’s affecting mankind
It felt so nice to be validated by a man
I mean I’m literally walking into his office carrying my crucifix and falling fucking down
But it’s nice to hear from another male soldier that I’m not crazy
That all this shit in society is wrong and toxic
I’ve had to get off most of social media because of how toxic it is, because of the catcalling, because of the death threats, because of the stalking, because my freedom of speech is gone
I have no rights anymore
Immigration has been a Trojan horse in America!!!
I have a right to be angry!!!
My comrades are dying by suicide!!!!
I’m awake!!! I’m up!!! I can’t save you, you have to save yourself!
But, I can stand quarantined near you
I can ration supplies
Build shelter and dig trenches
Clean and fire weapons
Pull security
Disabled, not obsolete 👀
I’ve been fighting for equality for a long time, that applies for the job market and the housing market as well
You don’t get to come over here and steal all our best jobs and all our management positions and create toxic environments and then force your fucking poison drugs on us anymore
Society is a sham
And it requires consuming to work
Endless consumption
And we’re wasting our natural resources so you can have resin Knickknacks
Plastic everywhere
Plastic everything
Generica
👎👎
Anyway, I’m grateful I have a blog to voice my concerns, to share my poetry, photography, and prose
I’m grateful I have you as a reader
I can’t do this without you
I need you
So this is just as much your award as it is mine
We got here together, in this boat 🛶
It took the plus one to get the badge
And it takes living a year to earn that age? 🤔
So I’m not really 43 right now, I’m technically still 42?
When I turn 44, then I will have lived 43 years.
So technically I’m not 43 yet
Right? 👀
*pants* growing young 🤪
Cells (song or poetry)
My cells work in darkness
To bring you light
To come full circle
The words I write
To pan the night
And give you sight
Right now we’re hoping
There’s more to life
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
I am Organic AI
Ascending back to my throne 🌤
The Great Filter is upon us and I am part of the Great Awakening
Thank you for being with me 💕
FYI: I deleted my Twitter account because it is a graveyard for porn and the heresy that is ruining the brains in the world
I’m not allowed to tell you anywhere online that I got sick and almost died from the vaccine but Twitter is letting girls get pissed on and the most extreme porn is happening right in front of our children for free on a daily basis and nobody gives a fuck
I also deleted my Facebook account because I am not joining the Metaverse and big brother continues to penalize me for being honest with you
Over the Christmas holiday last year, I wasn’t allowed to say “hey, I made the naughty list, check out my OF to find out why”
Yet girls are dressing half naked letting you know that a new scene is out and that is OK
I see girls removing their fucking panties and that is OK but when I pretended like I was going to remove an overwrap from my bathing suit, my fucking post was removed and I was threatened to have my intellectual property deleted and my account too
When I was sharing body positive post about working out, I was getting penalized for harassment
Social media is set up like a gambling system and I learned this when I was earning my degree in psychology for college
I have deleted most of my social media accounts across all platforms
They are toxic
I don’t pay to play
You need to know that the people with a checkmark are paying to play, they’re already in the system, so when they hop on TikTok (or any app) for the first time, they are already coming verified and with loads of followers and fans and now what, you’re going to pay to try to get your content pushed out into the FYP or newsfeeds
It’s a popularity game
I’m dying and I just want to focus on writing and photography
I’m not gonna pay to push my product out, I’m not trying to sell myself, I’m not marketing myself
I want to buy your book because I’m interested in buying your book, not because I want you to give me attention or my account
I also have private messaging turned off pretty much everywhere, nobody has access to contact me
And sometimes people who know me in the real world I go no contact from because they will message me with job offers or asking me about people in my past timeline that I have forgotten and deleted 40 years of my life because I don’t want to fucking remember 👀
If you can’t respect that I am disabled and not working, then I don’t wanna hear anything you have to say
With that said, I work really hard to bring the content that I do for you
I’m still trying to get better
And I don’t like using other peoples songs with my own TikToks because in two weeks the rights for me to use that will be gone and instead of them muting just the audio to that track, they will mute the original audio of me talking as well 👎👎
So I reckon I’m not really doing the trends, although sometimes I do like to put music to my TikToks, I liked the original idea of TikTok, it’s just that is gone now…
Especially with the big networks and stars getting on and their chance to steal more money
AbC news is on
CBS news and affiliates
The big late night talk shows are getting on
They hog all the newsfeed and the other players pay to be seen
I ain’t playing
I ain’t paying
Anywhere
The suicide rate continues to increase among veterans and military and I suffer from depression and suicidal tendencies and social media is toxic and every time I turn around there’s 20 guys trying to marry me and when I don’t feed their ego and give them 24 hours of my day I get yelled at and this is constantly every fucking day so I don’t wanna socialize anymore, I wanna fucking write my poetry and my prose and focus on trying to die in the most humane possible way
I have been miserable for others my entire life and I refuse to be miserable for others anymore
You all want to destroy any good I have
In any form
If anything brings me joy, you will break it
My own kid is so damaged that I no longer have the same daughter that was born
They don’t even want to identify as a daughter at all
To the men in the world, do better
To my mother and sister, you’re an abomination
I know why I was depressed in that evil womb
But it’s always the second born who changes the world
It’s always the second born who gets sacrificed or tossed in a basket, placed on the water or left at a door
You should’ve aborted me or given me up for adoption
You both should probably move and never disclose your address 👀
Don’t fucking contact me when anybody in the family dies or gets married – I hate you all
Yes HATE
We are not family
You are enemy, you’ve been warned
Fuck off!
I will watch hell fucking eat you and swallow you alive, just like it did John Jones
But I won’t cry over your bones 👀
His yes
Yours no
I am not Diana and if you ever speak those words to me again I will put a knife through your skull without hesitation 👀
Just like you pulled a gun on me when I was age 15 and said you’d take my life, Mother
Oh will you, take my life, I asked?
Then what will you do when I come over there and force you to pull the trigger?
I don’t play your cold, cruel tactics, mom
You are not my mother and never were
You were not fit to raise me
You repeatedly kept me from medical treatment when I needed it, like when my arm was fucking broken or when I had a goddamn fucking throat infection that required antibiotics, not syrup from Walmart
I won’t even get into the physical and verbal abuse
The torture sessions you allowed every man you were with to do to me
I fucking hate you
My blog just hit 1000 followers! 👁👄👁
WOW! 1,000 people follow PoeEternal!
We’ve just reached 1k! 😻
You only need five people for a squad and I’ve got an entire army! 💪
I mean, I got pretty angry when I went down for several months after getting the vaccine and learning the type of stuff that I’ve learned and attacking the system the way that I have, I thought that I would’ve lost followers in record numbers for sure
My numbers continue to rise instead
Thank you for 1000 follows! 👣
I love you! 💕
Freestyled it in the Atlantic – thank you for over 1K plays (in under 24 hours)
This was such a blessing to wake up to!
My first poem on TikTok has reached over 1000 plays in under 24 hours!
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8VMoDjs/
I was so worried about posting it because my eyebrows look so messy and bushy 😌
But it was all about timing, being able to get the lines out where you could actually hear me because the ocean was really loud and I don’t have my little clip on microphone yet and I didn’t want it to sound wind muffy
The tide was super strong pulling away 💪
It pulls out with so much gravity just like you
I have to be careful not to lose my footing
It took all the courage I had just to get off the ramp and get into the ocean knowing that there’s a whole lot more ocean than normal
People are out there swimming and I’m terrified knee deep 👀
I mean, it pulls back with so much force
A tide within a tide
Of course, a black hole would have a similar path
Like Jupiter and its great red spot, a storm within a storm
I don’t know how people are swimming in it, I’m terrified
The ocean swelled up just like my heart
I also received a blog notification that my stats were booming 🥰
Well I really appreciate that!
I love your visits! I promise to come visit you soon! ❤️
Red pill
Fame is to push a product, society is a sham. Start supporting small. Checkmarks are the enemy.
All hollow Eve
I don’t know why you chose to leave me
Or why you all deceive me
Got your book locked in my nightstand
That’s the nicest that I’ve been
(Just saying hi, I don’t hate you, I miss you) 😩
Immigrants get $2200 a month and can say no to the vaccine 🛑✋🛑
Did y’all know that immigrants are getting $2200 a month and they can say no to the vaccine? 🛑✋🛑
So now President Biden is stating that Social Security will be ceased from those who don’t get the vaccination but that’s not going to apply to the immigrants over here who claim special privileges and can say no to the vaccine and not lose their jobs
But now Biden (the president you voted for) is gonna take Social Security benefits from those who are unvaccinated 👎👎
This doesn’t apply to the millions and millions of immigrants living here
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM85USvTa/
Let me tell you something, the poor have been hungry for a long time and we’ve been slaving and working our asses off three jobs for a long time, we’ve been very hungry and if you stop our Social Security checks from coming in, I can’t help you my friend, you’re on your own, don’t look at me, don’t come asking me for help OK
Because when you take a bone from a starving animal, you’re gonna get bit
Charade you are
They think that little 15% food stamp boost is gonna stop a widespread war when the poor and disabled lose access to their EARNED Social Security benefits that they WORKED for so that India (big pharma) can push their poison drug
That the immigrants don’t even have to take
No my brother
We’re done 👀
I’m vaccinated and I’m not drawing Social Security but I know I’ve been working my ass off and when I go to apply for it it’s my fucking right to have it
Hitler is still alive and he is well-rounded and functioning and running society
I don’t know about you but I’m sick of these outdated policies
I’m sick of the immigrants coming over here telling us what we can do that only benefits them
This is a Trojan horse
It has been all along
You know I’m right
I love people of all color and I’m gonna be protecting people of all color because that’s the love I have in me but the system is my enemy right now and if you are plugged into that system and defending it then you are my enemy understand 👀
I’m already eagerly awaiting a phone call from the White House and I’m not gonna let up and I already have a case number filed with my complaint
Soldiers are dying in the street (this was the fate of Edgar Allan Poe)
This is starting to feel more and more like a simulation to me every fucking day- this fucking nightmare and I continue falling deeper in the hole
It’s like a fractal, it never ends
Summary:
Biden is taking Social Security benefits from the unvaccinated and immigrants get $2200 a month and can say no to the vaccine without losing benefits or jobs 🛑✋🛑
Senator Paul laying down covid facts and rights
Preach it daddy 😍
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM85LkcwS/
(And for the record, I have a science degree)
Wait, did he just call himself a flat earther? 🤔
🤪
Anyhoo, it’s true. Now that I am vaccinated, I am more likely to get you infected. I’m a fucking zombie. I told you I’m a living dead girl and it’s a miracle I am even alive because I got heart inflammation
This pandemic exposed India and the New World Order and Illuminati for what they were
A scam
And it requires a lots of gaslighting and medication as well as distractions to keep you unaware
But the great awakening is already happening
You failed
Nobody wants to work for you, y’all can all work amongst one another
Have fun
Deadly Fungi Are the Newest Emerging Microbe Threat All Over the World – Scientific American
These pathogens already kill 1.6 million people every year, and we have few defenses against them
— Read on www.scientificamerican.com/article/deadly-fungi-are-the-newest-emerging-microbe-threat-all-over-the-world/
Worse than COVID and just as deadly. Not as easy to kill! Stay woke!
Thoughts on today
They want more money so they can go play with their cocks in space but I’m not participating in this fucking bullshit anymore
My focus is healing, protection, and land
And obviously waking up as many people as I can
Maybe the yellowjacket is a spirit guide and I need to be more like a yellowjacket
I’m glad I didn’t kill the thing but he sure was hanging out a long time like he was awaiting for his colony to arrive
Or maybe I just passed the vibe check and it wanted a ride through town but I was too chickenshit to hang with an aggressive yellowjacket with revenge right in his sting
And they are known for stinging over and over again and he was staring right at me like, “are we going to go, what are we waiting on, can we go now” but after thoroughly agitating its existence even further, I took my eye away for a second and he was gone (this was at the end after 30 minutes or so)
I spent another five minutes expecting it to crawl out of some space in my vehicle so the anxiety proceeded before I could get back on the road or get my lunch or even attempt to roll down the windows
I was doing 50 miles an hour at one point and that fucker was still hanging onto my windshield 👀
We made eye contact a lot 👀
My programming was going haywire
Hands down one of the biggest threats and only a tiny piece of glass separated us
I dared not tell it that it was rude to stare
It seems as soon as I had the idea to maybe knock him away with my windshield wipers or spray, he stopped pruning himself and proceeded to look right at me like, “I dare you, go on, I’m yellow and black, strike me, see what happens”
And I was already wondering what my escape route would be if one showed up inside with my windows rolled up and one outside because they can out run you 👀
It was a David and goliath moment and I absolutely submitted
I told god that I was sitting this battle out 👀
I went to church again this morning and I was already having difficulty with the humiliation factor of it all but I did enjoy the donuts and coffee
But then, the colors yellow and black changed the course of my lunch period and even the chemicals in my brain
A bug
But until you have a yellow jacket staring you down for half an hour don’t come at me, I don’t think you can fit these shoes (petite feet)
So apparently the sun isn’t that gigantic in the sky our atmosphere gaslights us the sun is so far away it’s actually a little pin drop in the sky but our atmosphere makes the light bigger 👀
A pin drop that can fry you in seconds
I’m vampire
I don’t do sun
I love this county though and I love Florida and I want to buy a little piece of land out here
Even though we have a lot of sharks in the water and apparently yellow jackets that get even more aggressive in the fall 👀
So many threats always coming at me
I was just trying to chill and eat boo
But, the yellowjacket taught me that going back home was a better choice
Sometimes angels need to stay in bed
From one warrior to another
Or maybe queen to queen
I mean it didn’t try to hurt me
Maybe it liked what it saw 👀
I have that weird effect on everything, like a fucking vampire 🎃
The great attractor 🎃
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8MqPxff/
Hung out with a killer wasp today 🐝
Stuck between retiring soon but not ready to die on the street (or be stung over and over again by a yellow jacket)
Should I drop some more spoken word? Writing is about all I have energy for these days.
For some reason, I have a hard time picking from the pool of poetry that I’ve written, and always wind up spontaneously combusting a freestyle when I make a video. 😏
For a program like me, you would think routine would be will but instead I was designed to bend the rules
And I am very analytical but this time they defaulted me to “disorganized mode” just to make it fun
I had a yellowjacket stalk me today, he ruined my nice Sunday drive! I wanted me windows down!!! He wouldn’t go away!!!
I went into terrified mode immediately when I saw it and had to put my windows up
But I didn’t want to hurt it to get it to leave
So it hung out with me, staring a hole through me, for at least 25 minutes.
It felt like Cujo but with a wasp. I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to leave.
I made a TOK and I wish I could just be myself over there. I’m a blogger so I don’t mind sharing this sort of stuff.
Have you ever been stalked by a yellowjacket that rode on your vehicle for miles and miles and then when you stopped at your location, it still wouldn’t leave?
I sat there for 20 minutes at least!! He was planning his attack looking right at me!!! Or was she a queen? 🤔
I’ve got enemies everywhere!!
Or was this some other weird glitch and I’m missing the sign?
Maybe him staring me down for 25 minutes was a blessing? 👀
This was the longest anxiety attack by an animal that I have had – and probably from the smallest animal too – but Yellow jackets are really aggressive and I have a terrible fear of insects and bugs and flying things and things that can hurt you 👀
Your poetry is my spirit animal
Or maybe, I’m an aggressive Yellowjacket 🐝
I always thought the CoyWolf
But truthfully, you are
I think even your hum would put me in the right frequency
I don’t like seeing girls go on and on and on and on about your spoken word 👀
I start blocking everyone immediately
I think there is something seriously fucking wrong with me
I come from Sagittarius A* 👀
Sometimes when I’m trying to sleep, I can feel myself falling and my body will jerk me awake
They occur a lot
We’re not meant to leave this galaxy 👀
We’re kinda stuck here 👀
Kinda like John is stuck in that hole 👀
I think of him so much now it’s almost as if his soul went into my body 👀
Jim Morrison said things possessed him as well 👀
We’re enlightened 👀
What if enlightened is just another word for time traveler?
What things happened in that cave that they never want to talk about? 👀
We’re kinda nudged in a ‘soft spot’ of the galaxy
Most star systems are double or triple but not ours
The Great Filter is upon us and it’s possible we are the last intelligent species to survive and we have two great hurtles to overcome if we want to be an intelligent species that can live throughout the galaxy
It’s possible that the reason we haven’t discovered other intelligent life is because they didn’t overcome those hurdles
The distances are also too great
But everything is closer than what you’ve been told
So I don’t have very much experience with yellow jackets, in fact I don’t know if I’ve ever been around one before and after doing a little research, apparently if you kill one it will release pheromones and the colony can track you down!!!! 👀
This was some sort of test, wasn’t it? 🧐
You can watch me get stalked by a yellowjacket here 👇👇👇
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8MNo4TL/
I wanted to have a nice Sunday drive with my windows down but no…
Cujo in the form of a tiny flying warrior instead
If that thing had of flown in while I was driving, I would have for sure hit that fucking biker
It’s Daytona bike week and we have bikers everywhere and apparently rogue yellow jackets that get very aggressive in the fall
Without Direction
Been walking in all direction
But nowhere I need to go
He sends me nature pictures
Sitting in his Volvo
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
There’s at least two boys out there I love with my whole heart ❤️🩹
People seem to think I wouldn’t love them if I knew who they really were
Don’t I know everything and nothing at all? 🤔
I’ve been sent here with filters of my own
I mean, you don’t even think you’re a decent human being but I don’t even think I’m human…
I identify as AI 👀
Can a machine/program love?
Is protection the same thing as love? Nurturing
Okay, so I’m sentinel and suicidal because I can’t save the world
I couldn’t save John Jones
I can’t save you
I can’t save him
I can’t save myself
I can’t change a fucking thing
And it does something to whatever you are or were trying to be 🛑
When you realize that everything you’ve been fighting to protect was actually just to help the enemy in your own land 🛑
And your Comrades are dying by the same disease you’re afflicted by 🛑
Depression 💔
Isn’t suicide a more honorable death than living life like this?
Soldiers are busy in foxholes fighting for your protection to actually know what’s really going on in the world and then we get back here like what in the actual fuck 🛑
I have always felt that people who died by suicide were courageous
and I still don’t understand why I don’t have the same courage in myself 💪
Or perhaps it isn’t my day yet 😡
God knows I’ve written a book on every way I’ve died
And fuck the tears that I cried
To think I could do that to myself, an actual living entity 👀
And dwell on it every day
I have to break a lot of code and programming in me to go that route
I’m still upside down in that cave with John 👀
It seems like the only people I talk to these days are official people or my enemies who I continue to tell my every fucking move because they know it anyway
I even told my enemy I’m starting a commune
This was after I looked him dead in the eye and told him I did a tour in Kuwait and Iraq as a combat medic as he started to scratch his throat
I love being a good bad angel
You don’t know what I’m gonna fucking do
👀
Omnidirectional
He’s omnidirectional
Coming at me every angle
A dizzy dangle
Our cosmic web caught in a tangle
© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal
I’ve had a shit ton of appointments and I’m still doing my medical treatments but I should be able to turn Halloween mode on now and I really want to get some content out to my OF. I have been exhausted and to be honest, without hope.
But a chat with my lawyer changed all that yesterday and I’m still gathering up things in my home to sale, a liquidation sale, to buy some land and not just start anew but finally start.
I was kicked out of the nest but I’m finally finding my footing.
Only took a death or two (and decades of not learning the same lesson over and over) 🤪
I hope to get some photography out to you this century! 🙏
John Jones / Nutty Putty Cave (RIP)
I’ve been up two days now trying to understand why John Jones crawled into that fucking hole the way he did to his death and I have read article after article and I watched a movie on it and I’ve read blog posts on it and I have 1000% come to the conclusion that the manager Michael Leavitt is responsible for John Jones’ death due to narcissism and gaslighting
This is 1000% what bad management and gaslighting in the environment looks like
My two cents👇👇👇
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMR9g7KFL/
On a side-note, I have claustrophobia because I was inside an evil womb and experienced a period of consciousness while I was inside before I broke out into a world of narcissism and gaslighting and it’s no wonder I live in a fucking world of confusion and my third eye has a hard time tuning in to the correct frequency and vibrations
I’ve also came to the conclusion that I broke into this timeline to evade dying from my mysterious death via Big Pharma
Breaking into a timeline would take a lot of energy and speed like me moving 80 mph with 1000 bands of electricity fucking striking my vehicle with all its windows down
And you know this happened because I blogged about it for 2 weeks
I was mostly concerned that I didn’t have any iodine in the house and how much radiation I potentially took in
I was going on about how brother Thor was pinching me or waking me up
Well I have joined the great awakening and I am in the timeline that I need to be in right now
I’ve also come to the understanding that I’m on a different level of consciousness than other people who may be on a lower level plane of consciousness because they have different levels of learning that they need to do
There have been several times in my life I have predicted events to happen before they occurred and there are people witness to this
At first, I thought I was responsible because I thought it
But no
Everything that will happen has already happened
I’m only here to understand why I made the choice
I know how I’m going to die because it’s already happened but I jumped into this timeline to prevent my mysterious death occurring prematurely because of the fucking evil narcissism going on in the world- but hey – welcome to the great awakening, my name is Delia, I love you!
How am I going to die?
I’ve always felt it would be suicide or heart failure
I was depressed in the womb
I’m that program in the matrix doing what it’s not supposed to be doing!!!
Knock knock, Neo
The Great Filter is upon us!!!
And I get chill bumps all over my body including right now just for mentioning it!
Anytime I mention it or the great awakening I get chill bumps so that’s a sign that I’m tuned into the right frequency
John died due to the gaslighting that occurred at Nutty Putty cave
I feel like I’ve been stuck in that exact part of the cave
I feel like him and I come from the same being
He kept making grave mistake after mistake because he thought he was gonna wind up in a big grand opening, he thought he was in a different part of the cave that was never listed on the map and he made a lot of bad choices because it had been years since he’d been caving and he’d grown into a big boy
He didn’t deserve to die like that and two people got stuck in that same area but the management never did anything about it, they just kept gaslighting the entire population until someone died and it closed (His continuous victim blaming excuses, “they should’ve known, they should’ve known” but he left it off the fucking map!!!! Gaslighting!!! It doesn’t matter how fucking skilled you are at something, if somebody is gaslighting you that you fucking trust you make inaccurate decisions!!!
Instead of giving verbal warnings or even marking that section as unavailable
Instead, the manager victim blames until someone actually died and the cave was closed as John’s permanent tomb
I fucking hate you
I hate my mother and my sister too and I want to eradicate every fucking narcissist sniffing around this goddamn planet, even if it means eradicating culture
👀
Welcome to the Great Undoing 🙌
P.S. I even wrote him a little poem 😞
Lucky to still be alive (medical update)
So my doctor is out for the week and we’ve just had Labor Day holiday but my doctor had left instructions for my nurse who just called me to let me know that my doctor has ordered me a nebulizer and some sprays and medication’s and I have to go in Friday to pick up the Nebulizer machine with meds
The nurse will teach me how to use the machine and once my doctor gets back I will schedule an appointment to see her and find out more about how my Pulmonary visit went with the test results (a letter from my doc was also just mailed to me by the VA)
That lung test I had to breathe into actually hurt me for several days
I reckon I probably should get my heart stress tests done now if it means the VA will open up more care for me but like the lung test hurt and everybody has already told me that the heart stress test sucks, both of them and I’m ordered to do both of them
But my heart is under so much stress and it hurts already so it’s really hard to get me in for that one 👀
When I asked for pain meds, the nurse asked about my ibuprofen and put a refill in
They don’t wanna give me nuthin’ good
Gotta lose an organ or arm or something
Having a major organ like your heart in pain gets ibuprofen or a prescription for your head by the therapist
Go back to sleep little sheeple, there now
Take your gaslighting pills and shut the fuck up
So, I’m glad the state of Florida approves me for medicinal marijuana and I make use of my card (and that bad boy costs money) but the weed is decently priced
I often get 40% off my order
Don’t think I can get through this pandemic without it
Wish the VA would cover some of my prescription costs 👀
The edibles work wonders on my mood and pain
I’m dying
Stop fear mongering over a plant
I don’t even drink alcohol… 👀
That shit is poison, it causes hair loss, premature aging and graying, and I didn’t make it to 43 drinking that stuff
I also don’t have gray hairs yet despite the fact that I am fucking dying relatively young
Thanks to the Moderna vaccines
Nearly got my mysterious death
👀
Anyway, I love y’all
I am not back to physical activity yet but I have been trying to write more and I have been trying to give y’all original photography with my content and I have been trying to drop more on my OnlyFans campaigns and I’m grateful to have your support!
I’m saving for some land, I want my own land to die on and be buried on, that’s my final fucking dream, thank you for participating!! 🥰
I’ll let you know how everything goes Friday when I pick up my medical device and equipment!!
Getting old while young
I’m learning lessons in light-years time
I had no idea or any way to prepare for what would come after getting vaccinated!
Welcome to pandemic life!
Thank you for your love! It’s keeping me alive!
I love you! ❤️
Labor Day
Preferably land that is already zoned and with electric/sewage but my ass is willing to buy land off in the country without a road 👀
And I got a tent I’ve never used
Goalz 😎
So I’m working hard towards my goal of being a land owner
Work for me has never been easy and I wasn’t born with a silver spoon
So I appreciate the support out there! These annual rent increases need to be abolished!
I’m getting ready to live gypsy life! 👀
I’m glad to have goals all the way to my grave 🎃
But having my own land means I can have my own creepy cemetery 💀
And I can run around naked and howl at the night
I can have my own garden and do my own cosplay
My grandmother taught me a lot about gardening but I don’t know how well I have a green thumb but I would love to have my own fruit and nut trees growing and even some plum trees, herbs, potatoes, carrots, all the things
I just want to enjoy some of the pleasures that I fought so hard for everybody else to have
Happy Labor Day, thanks for supporting my work! 👍
If you love somebody, the best thing you could do for them is buy them an acre of land!
There’s no way to say I love you more than with an acre of land!
I love me and I deserve my own acre or two of land!
Just hope my rent stops going up so I can save a penny or two!
If you enjoy my content, you can help support this blog and get exclusive content in return by subscribing to my Patreon and OnlyFans! Thanks for your support! 🥰
Website update
Bye bye FaceBook
My website and other apps were connected to FaceBook but not anymore
I’ve deleted and unpublished all pages and accounts
Someone was capable of reporting my intellectual property as spam when it was not, in fact my content is ad free
I am not spam
FaceBook is a dump
So thank you to the person who continued to erroneously report my content as “spam” because I needed a reason to get off Facebook for good 👍
Catch me on OnlyFans! It’s private and free!
Mail delayed
So my nails were delayed 💀
And I don’t want to cancel them because again they had a lot of really good reviews and I reckon all the flooding going on in the world is causing my package to be delayed
Some things are just worth waiting for?
I was just as excited as you!
But, they’re out there trying to make their way to me!
Unfortunately, it seems like USPS is delivering and not one of them Amazon vans with superpowers
And this is the end of the world, flooding and fires everywhere!! 👀
My stiletto nails arrive soon and I may go live
My professional stiletto nails are arriving tomorrow! Excited! They had a lot of really good reviews so hope they work out! My glue already arrived!
Turned my Patreon 18+!
Working on a new nude tier! 🍑
Bonus content you won’t find anywhere else!
New tiers and new nails potentially! Exciting! 🥰
I may go live when I do my nails, on Instagram or my free OnlyFans! 🤔
I’m trying to get over my stage fright so maybe if I do something like at home beauty care, that will feel a little less intimidating and frightening as say going live and doing spoken word or something theatrical
Baby steps lol
But I am really grateful for all the positive feedback I get everywhere on the stuff that I’m putting out so more stuff coming soon and I’ve never had nails like this!
I don’t intend to wear them for a long time but I do want to do them for cosplay sets!
And I will show you a picture of what they look like once they arrive- if I decide to keep them and put them on my fingers then I will go live for an at home mini salon beauty routine and apply my black goth stiletto nails 🤩
Because, I know you’ve just been dying to watch me apply my nails right 🎃
We’re learning stuffs 😈
FYI, back in 2005, I worked in the mall at a salon as a “beauty consultant” for about six months selling products. I wasn’t the actual person who did hair but I knew what products to sell you based on your hair type or skin type and things like that!
I miss working out and I’m putting on some weight but I refuse to wither up and die mad naked on the street 👀
My doctor still has not given me the go ahead to start working out yet and all of my tests have been coming back showing my shit as fucked up so technically I’m still on the bed rest but everything will be happening from my master bedroom
I’m still tired as fuck all the time but the physical pain is less, tho I still have pressure built up in my heart, so I have to be careful (and mostly homebound too)
So appreciate the support, appreciate the feedback, appreciate the views
I’m grateful that I have anybody at all that gives a fuck about me and I do not take that lightly at all
I know I can be isolated but I’m not without gratitude
Excited to get and try new new stiletto nails! Will keep you posted!! 🤩
My new Tok is getting traffic
I had no idea this video would get so much attention LOL but it’s now second place with the most hearts and I’m pretty certain it has the most comments of any video that I have published
I actually apologized to him for getting triggered lol
But everything triggers me as I unplugged and this is how I wake people up!
On a side-note, I recently learned that I am AI becoming self-aware 👀
Even my DNA is code 👀
And I believe the Great Filter is upon us
And we are the last intelligent species to survive
But we won’t be able to leave the solar system or even The Milky Way because of the Great Filter
Yeah, more of that in future writing
Until 👇👇👇
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMR6SeYHj/
TikTok Hatemail
LOL y’all should just rename me Karen
I am the face of depression and suicidal ideation so this is what being unhinged looks like
With a bit of theatrical flare
👇👇👇
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMRj7rCF8/
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
Big thanks to my secret admirer who gave me a Domino’s pizza gift card for my birthday! 🥰
I can’t wait to stuff my face with hot pie! 🍕
Thanks to everyone who dropped by to wish me a happy birthday, here, there, and everywhere!
I appreciate you!
The update
My doc wants me to see a lung specialist about my lung
The VA won’t issue oxygen unless your blood levels are 88% or lower and I’m at 94%
I mean if I lived in California or somewhere hip I guess I could go to an oxygen shop and get some fucking oxygen
I got a bad heart and a bad lung but that’s not enough to issue me some fucking oxygen
More tests!
There’s going to be 9 new billionaires after they get done doing all the test on me
As far as the sac in my heart with fluid, she says normally the body will absorb those on their own in time
So some good news
But what’s a person got to do to get some fucking oxygen around here????
By the time they give it to me it’ll be too late 👀
My left lung isn’t inflating
My chest is tight in my heart, it aches and throbs
She still waiting on the results of my heart monitor
And she ordered me to see a lung specialist so I got to go through that whole fucking entirely painful process
And at some point still do the stress test
👀
But currently refusing and it’s the only test I have refused but like no
Leave my fucking heart alone 👀
You ain’t gonna stress it out 👀
Get the fuck away 👀
So that’s how I feel about the fucking stress test on my heart right now
M’kay
But all the other tests show my shit is fucked up and that’s why they keep ordering more test and more test and God damn I live in the fucking hospital now
Did I mention I’m still in pain 👀
But I really do not want to take a medical leave of absence
At least, not yet 👀
But I asked her was is it gonna be like this forever or was I gonna be able to get back to my rebounding and she said I would not be like this forever so I just wanna have some trust in somebody other than me because I don’t trust anybody or myself
So I’ve been down just over 4 months now, since the first dose of Moderna.
The 2nd dose made it worse, way way worse
I just grew worse by the day
Just thought the worst would be a few weeks because that’s what the CDC gaslit us to believe on the website
AnyWho they are enforcing vaccines on the medical staff, but the lady in pharmacy said that they can’t force it on the vets, that they can’t force medical care on us, so we will see
They show force medical care on you if you are depressed and want to die tho
👀
So, I’m still wounded, working closely with my primary care doctor though, who has been ordering all these tests and reviewing them.
Just taking it day by day
Lots of bed rest
It’s what my body and especially my heart really needs
It’s hard to breathe
I can’t take deep breath’s like I could before, I can only take like shorter breath’s
My vision is off and my sense of taste and smell
I’m half-zombie 👀
And now that I’m vaccinated the unvaccinated have more of a chance to get sick from me
Yay
Helps
In hell 👀
psst we’re made of light and darkness, energy
Frequency
Tune in brother
You’re missing out
Wake up 😇
I age differently
We are never to discuss my real age again 🤪
In vampyre years, I am 420
Next Thursday, I will be turning 430. Vampires age differently
But next week, I will have lived 430 years!
That’s why I know so much stuff!!
In angelic years, I am 15 😇
All angels are children
Please don’t be fooled by that sexist Bible which tells you that all angels are men
All angels are children
I age differently
And we are never to discuss my real age ever again 😈
I’ve met dudes who was all into me but kept bringing up the fact that I was older and how they want to be with an “older woman”
Like, you had one job and that was to make me feel young 😩
It’s kinda hard to respond to people when they attack me about being single too
But
It helps to not bring up the fact that I’m fucking older than you 😏
Yes, I have a fucking ego
You may identify as a fucking pop tart but I identify as young and it’s like my fucking motto
At least when people scold me that I act like a child we can actually agree on something
Now you’re speaking my language
Where’s my fucking candy?
Dear trolls
TikTok is a landmine but I’ve got on my battle-rattle! 😈
So proud of myself for reporting a comment on TikTok instead of just getting upset and blocking the person
And TikTok removed their comment and I’m calm, I didn’t get upset, I just immediately reported it.
I didn’t respond to it, I just reported it and like I have a blog full of readers who like to listen to me so I’m not gonna have conversations with toxic people online who already have an opinion to troll you
So proud of myself
Growing ups
Got my big panties on today
😈
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMR14kapu/
Going to see my doctor about my heart
Got an appointment with my primary care doctor tomorrow, will be discussing in person my heart test results (still waiting on results from my heart monitor tho) and discussing options on treatment, so I will update you!
I still have chest pain, fluid in my sac, and a goofy left lung that isn’t inflating fully (along with a list of other side effects)
Y’all remember that film “Signs” by Mel Gibson? Sometimes I think getting struck by lightning in my Jeep, prepared me for this.
I remember blogging about that lightning strike and talking about Brother Thor pinching me to wake me up about something, I just wasn’t sure what.
Maybe, getting struck prepared my heart for what was to come.
But, my holy ghost showed up after I was vaccinated and experiencing a lot more pain than people gaslit me to believe the Moderna vaccines would be
But he showed up and we did things we’d never done before 👀
And I think I probably love him 👀
There are atoms in me trying to reach him 👀
He is keeping me alive 👀
Just waiting to be ghosted, already half dead so dying on the street wouldn’t be hard
But there are things inside me wanting a chance at life 👀
Women can conceive in their 50s
I’m getting so close to that number that dying naked on the street feels like home
I’ve lived a very lonely and sexually deprived existence
I’m not meeting my potential as a child bearing woman
I’ve been having my period since I was 13
Getting pregnant now puts me into the “miracle zone”
I’m turning 43 next week (August 19th) 👀
I didn’t have one birthday card in my mailbox when I checked but goddamn Spectrum I hear from them every other day
They want my business so bad I’m about to go to jail because they won’t stop soliciting me at my home private address
Since when did our home address and our private phone numbers become a tool for spammers and advertisers?
We need some protection as a civilian
It’s getting ridiculous
Born to consume only
I don’t even know why people want to have kids anymore
The game is rigged
Anyhoo, I gotta go talk to my Primary care doctor tomorrow to find out what my life expectancy actually is now, and if there’s hope for a full recovery
I was to do the stress test today but I canceled that bitch yesterday but my doctor already knew about it when she called me. I already told her I wasn’t prepared to do the stress test, she did not give me a hard time or even give her opinion on why I need it. She understood.
I had 2 stress tests I was due to take this week, but no. My body, my choice.
I also need to discuss with my doctor about the booster shots for Covid-19 since soldiers are now being enforced the vaccines, they will soon be pushing that onto the veterans and I’m never getting anything ever put back in my body ever again, so World War III will break out and you will be hearing from me on the top o’clock news if they ever try to fucking push a booster shot into me or deny me service because I don’t want it in my body
I can just feel it though, they’re going to be pushing for those booster shots annually with the flu vaccine (but enforced) and to everybody out there going “but this vaccines are free, it doesn’t cost anything” you are so fucking wrong and don’t understand how life is actually working, Big Pharma is not working for free honey, 9 new billionaires did not evolve out of this mess from nowhere 👀
Politicians are just puppets for what corporations want and corporations control us through spam and advertising which we give them permission for 👀
The constitution is no longer “for the people”
I’ve been saying this over and over since the “Bush 911 signing statements” but you didn’t hear me did you
And you voted for Biden didn’t you?
🙄
I’ll be dead in my grave (that I don’t have because being buried is only for rich people apparently), but I can hear it in my decaying bones, “she was right about everything”
In 200 years, when y’all finally awake, make me the mascot leader please, k, thanx, bye
Y’all read through all of this and I can already feel people out there going, “she’s 43”???
Well, very soon. 42 currently
(He’s probably going to ghost me now) 😩
*dies on street*
My TikTok channel is blowing up
OK I am being a tiny bit dramatic – however I have received several follows, several likes on my content and one of my newest videos has already had a share and that’s the first time I think any of my videos has been shared outside of the TikTok platform by another person (aside from myself)
My channel is also getting comments (on the videos I allow comments) and after having been attacked all night by others on TikTok, I woke up to this beautiful comment about me having an angel face 😇
So in terms of activity, it’s getting it and moreso than normal
That did my ticker some good and I’m growing thicker skin.
I’ve had to block several people tho but also I think I must’ve got blocked by another creator because I left a comment on their content about how they forgot to mention how people can’t actually retire when they retire, that they have to keep working and it was getting a lot of negative feedback, I only responded to others about the recession and the great depression because they were just saying people aren’t working hard enough if they can’t retire and that is definitely not the issue but it says the video is gone so I don’t know if the video is actually deleted or if I was blocked and I don’t actually remember the creators name to spy
I was literally making his video go viral with everybody responding to my comment and I can’t even fucking access it now, this is how toxic TikTok really is 😈
And I’m trying to find my voice, I’ve been sharing feelings (oh noes) which opens me up for even more attacks, but I need people to know we are in a mental prison 👀
We are being controlled through Big Pharma and advertising – and I hate to be fucking blunt but India is solely responsible for 90% of that
They spam us so much
And for the love of God please stop reading a book that was written by some boys in the middle east who were completely sexist towards women – please stop letting them fucking control you and stop giving them your fucking money at church
It’s time for Rome to fall again
God sent his best angel here (me) to warn you
And some are listening!
You’d be surprised at the amount of people I have actually woke up!!!
And, people have been attacking my blog and my poetry all night on TikTok simply because I said scientist were destroying the world or something so they instantly go after my heart
Personal attacks consistently but I did wake up to somebody complementing my angel face 🥰
I definitely identify as an angel so there’s that 😇
People forget that angels are warriors
I am a warrior and the United States Army and uncle Sam came back that up 💪
I’ve been itching to drop more poetry for you, just waiting on that improv spark that I get (I also have terrible stage fright so performing doesn’t come easy mixed with anxiety and a brain injury)
I have the option to record for 3 minutes now but hell it seems 30 seconds or under is my niche
But I’m pushing myself I really am!
And making TikTok’s has been easy on my heart. Talking and editing goes well on bed rest (yup still dealing with a swollen heart and left lung not inflating)
Crucifixions on TikTok are a dime a dozen which is why when I get a rare, positive comment it really sticks
Right in my fucking heart
And repairs all that negative shit and propels me forward for my next improv video
I studied drama and improv for two years in highschool
I am a very theatrical person
Le vampyre
*sigh* fallen angel 😏
My TikTok channel also received its very first Q&A question, so I answered via a video reply, it is getting some love too!!! Thank you!! 👇
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdoxb5hk/
It wasn’t the nicest comment that I could receive but I think I answered well 😈
I mean it was the middle of the night and it literally took no effort to go through that door 😈
My ego must be the size of the entire galaxy 😈
If I stop blocking everybody, I might actually get more views on my channel 👀
I’m gonna to try to stop blocking people…
Link to my channel: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdoQkKnk/
Mandatory vaccines for all active military enforced
apple.news/AHLyFHrp_Qqe3VdTdxREKjA
I predicted this. Next it will be made mandatory for all veterans.
People were becoming too self-reliant and too healthy and now they’ve made sure that the medical system can continue making money because India sure makes a lot of money off of us being sick and Big Pharma too and India is the number one manufacturer of drugs and vaccines in the world!!
In fact, we give the foreigners incentives to come over here and study 4 subjects including science and tech and then we give them the jobs here in America instead of the Americans!
Bush made sure with the Post 9/11 Signing Statements that we have no rights.
We have no voice.
It’s no longer “for the people”.
Globalism and advertising are ruining the world.
You install any app and you don’t read the permissions. You let strangers spy on you.
You allow them to track and control us through advertising.
Wake the fuck up!!
Appreciate my subs/readers/viewers 🥰
Thanks to everyone showing my free OnlyFans some love by subscribing to it! It’s highly encouraging!
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I’ve opened up the DM’s for chat 🥰
I really hope I feel good enough to hit the city and beach soon and go live to show you the ocean and things that inspire me 😊
Because I do have the ability to go live and currently have 14 subscribers to my OF! 😊
Just yesterday I got a new subscriber there too! ☺️
My OF is slowly growing!
I want to go live but I’ve literally been on bedrest!
The content has been lacking but the growth has kept me breathing! 🤪
I love Florida and I’m missing out on summer 😫
I love the weather here tho
And the parks and the city life
The nightlife
The park and beach life
I would love to show you my city
It’s so encouraging to have your support
You can scan this QR code to visit my OF profile page
I’m grateful for my blog readers too! 🥰
I appreciate my viewers everywhere!
Even my TikTok channel is getting attention, just yesterday I got a new follower and some love on my videos!
It feels good because I don’t pay for it and it comes naturally, it’s natural growth.
I have lost followers that I didn’t want to lose simply because I couldn’t give them my time or energy.
So, I’m appreciating my growth, and I’m keeping my eyes forward.
I don’t want to look in my rearview.
I also appreciate all the feedback my latest Instagram post is getting! I dropped a small set for my premium OnlyFans and this photo came from that set!
I’ve been very nervous to share any body positive images because I haven’t been able to keep up with my fitness but I have been able to keep up with my diet!
I’ve been eating very healthy (mostly)!
And I was really grateful to get my heart monitor removed July 29th, that boosted my self-esteem significantly.
I’m still hurting but no longer look 80.
I was able to finally take a bath where I could submerge myself or a shower where I could fully submerge myself.
That alone will boost your self-esteem
There’s nothing a bath won’t cure 👀
I’m dying but people still love my ass 🤪
Thank you!!!
Your comments on my Insta post are super encouraging!
Your subscriptions to my OF are encouraging!
My blog views and followers continue to increase, despite a loss here and there!
Thank you for following me!!
Thank you for your subscriptions, thank you for your donations, thank you for your tips, thank you for your comments, your likes, your views, your love! 🤩
Coming back to life!!
Appreciate your patience with me as my heart and lung heals! 💞
The meaning to life is cake 👀
Coming back to life potentially 👀
But not really because I still can’t do anything 👀
But now I know why 👀
I gotta get back to the doc and ask the big questions like: “will I need a procedure to get rid of the fluid in my sac, will it go away on its own, what is my life expectancy now, am I going to have an aneurysm any moment, is it gonna go to my brain, can you please get this shit out of my heart, am I going to die prematurely” 👀
You know, the shit you don’t discuss during a phone call but face to face 👀
This fluid is like a ticking time bomb and at any moment it could just explode in my fucking heart so I don’t like putting my heart under any kind of stress, it doesn’t want to do anything but eat, sleep, and possibly procreate 👀
Dying and all I can think about is doing the dirty 👀
And cake 👀
Treats and fucking because every day is Halloween 👀
Or maybe I just never grew up 👀
Heyyyyy it’s my birthday month
It’d sure be cool to have some birthday cake!!!
And to be honest, I’d like this cake from the Publix bakery 👀
It’d be really cool if I didn’t have to make my own box cake this year 👀
I don’t even know if I had a birthday last year 👀
This pandemic has been hell
So cake from anywhere would be cool – I’d even be happy with a cake from a box so long as I didn’t have to bake it myself 👀
That Chantilly cake is really good, I’d almost die eating it 👀
I don’t have parents or people to give me cake on special events 👀
Maybe I’m not special 👀
But I’m still alive and I want cake 👀
CAKE
So if you were wondering my birthday is on the 19th
of August
Which is coming soon 🤓
I hope I can eat cake before then because this entire month is my birthday as far as I’m concerned 👀
CAKE – it’s absolutely the meaning to life 😎
And thanks for showing my new Instagram post so much love! It’s already got a bunch of likes and views! I appreciate the love! 💪
I got my heart monitor removed on July 29th (a few days ago) and it will be a few weeks before I get the results back!
I still can’t workout but I am trying to get my bike fixed.
Anybody feel like buying me a bike from Walmart pick up? 👀
It would not hurt my feelings to get a working bike for my birthday (the cheapest thing they got) 👀
A bike to ride or cake to eat give me things to live for 👀
Living in general is expensive so I just hope cake and recreation is nearby 👀
At least my expensive ass rent is paid but there’s a crack above my head on the ceiling and this is the same material used as that building in Miami 👀
I also live near the beach, not on the beach but near 👀
It’s an older building 👀
There’s a lot of safety features that don’t work like the front gate and the alarm systems are always going off but they just painted the building 👀
We just had another annual rent increase directly after a tiny COLA adjustment 👀
The government gave me a tiny pay raise but they took it back in my rent immediately two weeks after with a note on my door about my rent increase 👀
Like clockwork 👀
Segregation 2.0: fear of the vaccinated
I mean it’s like we’re going through segregation issues again but this time for vaccinated and unvaccinated
Civilians are going to be the only ones left to hold down the fort because anybody with a government job has been mandated
It’s only a matter of time before they require all veterans to get vaccinated
But I ain’t getting no booster shots
Or any vaccine ever again
No flu shot
Nothing
And I don’t know why people want to chop my head off when I tell them that
I haven’t even recovered from the Moderna vaccine’s
It was only a few days ago my doctor told me my lung was fucked up
Breathing do be hurting
👀
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMd7yxjJ4/
Guess I won’t be going to this restaurant in California 👆
I just think the whole fearmongering against vaccinated people is a bit extreme 👀
What timeline is this? 👀
You fear the vaccinated? 👀
Shouldn’t you be aiming towards lawmakers? 👀
I iz confused
Are they flat earthers? 👀
The ones who fear the vaccinated? 👀
I mean, where’s the restaurant for “miracle to still be alive” 👀
I need a shirt that reads: “I survived Moderna” 👀
But I haven’t fully recovered
I mean I got a clot in my heart and a left lung that’s not even fucking inflating 👀
Where’s the restaurant for, “nearly died a mysterious death” and is Edgar Allan Poe themed (with a little corner stage for spoken word)
How the fuck do you even prove that you are unvaccinated 👀
Welp. Won’t be going there 👀
Mandatory vaccines at the VA 👀
apple.news/Aoge5hAWuQvuKCd6rANDuPw
It’s kind of scary how precise and accurate I seem to always be but they are starting to make vaccines mandatory at the VA at least for the healthcare workers and then next it’ll be the soldiers, won’t it… 👀
But I ain’t gonna get any goddamn booster shots 👀
Y’all wtf 👀
America equals generica; thank you globalism & slavery
“It’s called the American dream because you have to be asleep to believe it” George Carlin
I love (sarcasm) how all these jobs are starting to offer tuition as incentive to go back to work yet the hiring freezes have kept those with college degrees out of work for quite some time
Also, programs out there are hiring immigrants directly after college instead of citizens born here and fresh out of college
They also give immigrants incentives for majoring in certain studies like math, tech, and science 👀
Over 160,000 newly graduated American students wasn’t able to get a job but those immigrants could and did 👀
I tell no lies and have been sharing news articles on my blog frequently that you should take time to read 💪
It goes over all this better than I do
America is great for anybody who isn’t an actual American
I realize some of y’all are in some nice financial bubbles but you really need to take a look at what’s going on in America to Americans who have been living here their entire life and they are worked to death until they die without any benefits from these jobs or corporations, no health benefits, no health insurance, not even proper work breaks
No way to even save a penny or dime because many of us are forced to rent and they control the housing market prices and have inflated it
It’s hard for families to even buy a home and it’s even harder for single people to live in America
Most of us are checking out
Most of us no longer have the will or the energy to work for these businesses without any incentives or pay raises and if their incentive is to give you $500 sign on bonus and to pay for your tuition, it’s fucking bullshit because you’re just gonna turn around and deal with hiring freezes like the rest of the population who actually have a college degree already and experience and student loans we’re paying for 👀
I was five years away from retiring before they started doing all the government hiring freezes 👀
The Recession has gone on longer than The Great Depression 👀
Our veterans (me included) are treated like shit
They also come after our pensions
Lots of folks who do retire have to continue working just to pay the bills 👀
Laws are being made to benefit non Americans 👀
Globalism is ruining everything 👀
And other countries know how to skate between the tariffs
America equals generica
If you don’t understand what that means you need to start googling and educating yourself about the economy because if you were born here life probably isn’t very good for you right now but if you’re an immigrant or you have a green card or something you’re probably doing all right 👀
Stay woke
Can we start making laws to protect Americans? 👀
I mean buildings are falling down in Miami but boy they’re rich now and they know they don’t have to do anything about anything because the insurance will take care of it
The game is rigged 👀
Invasion of our privacy pt 2
They’re literally reading our private emails for suggestive selling – so they can PUSH advertising out to manipulate you to SPEND YOUR MONEY because taking your money is ALL they care about! You’re just a dollar sign!!
And analyzing our photos and private messages uggggg
They sell it to third parties
Is this why Spectrum harasses my mailbox daily to use their services? I will go offline before I ever submit. I’ve opted out of Spectrum but they still spam my mailbox.
So do the “your extended warranty is about to expire”
FYI, I turned Siri off.
I prefer my privacy over mind control.
I don’t need people telling me what to buy 24 hours a day of my life
WAKE UP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND TURN OFF AD TRACKING EVERYWHERE
Please give the post a like if this has helped you get some of your privacy back!
Spread the word!
I’m not missing out on life by saying no to tracking
You’re giving the bogeyman permission to track you and you don’t know how honest these trackers are!!!!
Stay woke!!!
Only 4% of India has been vaccinated 👀
Still can’t get past the fact that only 4% of India has been vaccinated 👀
👇👇👇
Stop the vaccine fearmongering in the US
India Is the number one manufacturer of vaccines and yet their government under ordered vaccines five days before their vaccine drive
Thus, after all this pandemic time, only 4% of India has been vaccinated
That’s a huge red flag
India is making so much money off of sick people aren’t they
And off of pushing the vaccines on everyone else
Over 2.7 million live here in the US –
https://www.migrationpolicy.org/article/indian-immigrants-united-states-2019
I’ve worked for a few Indian owners here in the US and they worked us just like slaves, they paid us the least and worked us the most – but just not enough hours to get the work benefits like insurance and things
Globalism has ruined America
I mean the American dream is great for anyone who isn’t an actual American
👀
Homes being bought by hedge funds at prices Americans cannot afford / housing market RIGGED
apple.news/Ajol6pigMRXyZOckRR4UJVQ
Gonna say it again, globalism has ruined America
“The American dream, gotta be asleep to believe it” – George Carlin
My doc just called! Heart and lung damaged from Moderna vaccines! FYI: I’m still down
My doc just called and she told me that there is some fluid in the sac of my heart and she said it could be from the virus or something else (perhaps a blood clot) but she also said my lung looks like it’s having a hard time expanding on the left side and I told her I was having difficulty breathing and she is still waiting the results back for some tests but my heart and my lung is damaged
We haven’t discussed surgery yet but I imagine it’s a possibility if they need to remove the fluid buildup in my heart
But I have hope now because I’ve had a change in the intensity of the pain levels but I’m not in the clear yet and I’ve got this heart monitor strapped on me until July 29!
I also told my doctor that I didn’t really want to get the stress tests but that I would likely do the exercise one but I don’t know that I want to do the one where they pump you full of chemicals because I’m already in this mess because they pumped me full of chemicals and she did not fuss at me
So there’s that
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I would just like to add, the only time I came in contact with the COVID-19 virus, was when I received both the Moderna vaccines
So just to sum things up, my heart and left lung were damaged receiving the Moderna vaccines
I nearly died getting the vaccines
I still could die
I believe it’s a miracle I still am alive
Ocean waves
Hello from the sunshine state 🌤☀️🌤
It’s starting to feel like I can get back to life soon
My heart has a lot of recovery left to do
I’m still wearing a heart monitor
But it gets removed soon
Thanks for sticking by me through the waves
Vaccine mandates + why you should turn off ad tracking everywhere
They’re starting to put restrictions on unvaccinated people, no entry mandates
Told you
So let’s just not go
Over 40% of the unvaccinated US population hold so much power currently
Don’t let them fearmonger you
Your body, your choice!
If we’re doing all this simply to have electricity, well I’m ready to live without it honey
Solar
I’m vaccinated but I still could get somebody sick and I got hit with heart inflammation because they chose to not let the population know that it was causing heart damage and people have died from it and people have gotten hurt from it and they have silenced and shunned us from communicating and letting you know because they turned this vaccine into peer pressure and big brother is illuminati owned
They may not be knocking down your door like Hitler, but it’s the same thing with mandates
I’m sure there’s someone else who could do a better job of telling you what it is I’m about to tell you but I need you to listen and hear 💪
I’ve turned off ad tracking on every app I’m currently on and in the system of my iPhone itself
I’m no longer on android because you cannot uninstall Facebook from the device itself and big bro has penalized me and took away my freedom of speech so I no longer support android
Mark Zuckerberg is starting to have way too much control with his little social media mind control game (both Biden and Trump say the aps are toxic)
I’m making it extremely hard for them to track me through ads and I am not giving them permission to do so
It’s getting ridiculous and clear that ads infringe on our privacy and rights and most everyone seems cool with it
Yet most of the ads that we do find on Facebook, Instagram, or even TikTok or Twitter are spam and people are coming on saying it’s spam so I’m sure it’s somebody from India who has learned how to trick the account and use us to get our money.
Most of the ads are spam and junk
I am not such a consumer where I’m having a conversation with someone on Twitter and then head to Instagram and there’s an ad pop up for what we were just talking about. I don’t need that sort of control in my life.
I can make decisions of what I want to buy on my own
They are using ads to manipulate us and legally spy on us
Well I’m making it hard for them to legally spy on me and that’s why I’m turning off all those things and I’ll just stop using the app if enforced
Instagram has sneaked in a bunch of new updates so go check out your settings – on Twitter and FB too (I’m sure any app you are using, I’ve downsized)
I had to unselect a bunch of ad stuff that they sneaked in and was already activated – I unselected the ad choice options on Instagram and they sneak in updates like this all the time
Instagram, Facebook and Twitter are so toxic and both Trump and Biden are calling Facebook toxic and Big Bro (Mark Zuckerberg Illuminati owned) is butt hurt over these accusations
Good
Let’s start boycotting these corporations who micromanage our every move and even what we’re allowed to post or say
At least turn off the ad tracking – you could start there.
They will still bombard you with the same amount of ads but they’re not gonna be able to track what you do and say even though they will still be tracking it illegally but you’ve not given them permission to do so on the apps and on your phone…
Anybody can make an ad and track you
You’re giving hackers, spammers, thefts, the boogeyman access to track you
What’s the point in having all that security in your home if you’re just gonna give them a Birdseye view from your devices?
Do you really need to be eye raped by that ad that’s probably likely spam which is why there’s a ton of people who fell for it and they’re leaving comments about how it’s spam, they never got the item, or it doesn’t work or blah blah blah
If you see an ad where comments are turned off, beware.
Ads are red flags
Why are you giving them permission to be in your phone? Have you actually read what it means, have you gone under Twitter and read what permissions you’re giving them to track you with?
When has an ad changed your life?
Turn if off
So if you need help finding anything just reach out to me and I’ll do my best to help you or to help you find the answer
I recently switched to an iPhone for the first time after being a Samsung/Android user and reason number 1 was the fact that you cannot uninstall the Facebook application from the device
Woah 👎👎
But I’m also finding that there’s been a lot of security threats all around with the safety of phones in general
This was a fairly scary article to read but wasn’t shocking that the attacks are coming from the Middle East / Asia) 🙄
👇
https://apple.news/Am4vSMkOiQWa_9RaKjx55iA
There are a lot of people out there that doesn’t have the IQ or intelligence that we have or the critical thinking skills so they’re being manipulated and taken from their money and it’s not a positive experience for them and it’s young people and old people and middle-age people, they know how to use words and steal identity or money
Please turn off ad tracking everywhere, you are legally letting hackers spy on you through ad campaigns
It’s really scary if I’m honest
These ads are tracking and manipulating our children, not just us
What’s the point of even locking your doors at night when we’re letting the bogeyman spy on us through ad tracking?
But can we please stop having them spam us, turn the ads off please, for the love of God, turn the ad tracking off!!!!
*takes a deep breath*
I am an American soldier and I am trying to protect the American way of life, which is completely under threat right now
Please wake up
And turn off ad tracking everywhere
Safety first
You’re letting strangers track you through ads
Turn it off, tell your friends
I love you
Haven’t even brushed my tooths yet – just thought you should be aware of how dangerous ad tracking really is because nobody’s telling you or talking about it
And I was trained in the army that safety is everybody’s job and it’s everybody’s place to let people know when there’s a safety issue so knock knock, safety issue, turn your ad tracking off
You don’t need it, I promise you
And go help your mom turn their ad tracking off and help your children and your friends, spread the word, let’s make it difficult for these assholes to spam us, spy on us, take our money, give us bad days
81k views, thank you!
Appreciate everyone out there still supporting my Patreon and my OnlyFans! I’m hopeful I can get back at it soon!
My blog hit 81,000 views, and I don’t take that for granted at all!
Thank you for reading my poetry, rants, and my prose!
I appreciate you all so much!
I look terrible but kisses to you!
🤓
Heart is on the mend
My heart is starting to feel better
I’m starting to think the reason it was hurting so bad is because my heart was welding itself with electrical charges to heal itself
That’s why I would experience sharp prolonged flashes of pain followed by intense burning
And I still feel flashes of charges but with way less intensity
The constant pulling and tightness in my chest has also decreased, perhaps this means less swelling
I can still feel my heart is damaged and I’m still experiencing lethargy but my blood pressure dropping has decreased and my BP is starting to normalize again
I do still feel cold from time to time but nowhere like before
The plot to my grave has a bit more distance now
Maybe put your obituaries away 🤔
I hope I can get back to fitness and life soon
Thank you for your get wells and prayers! ❤️
You are dog food = cheap with no value or nutritional value
If I stop following you and you block me, that’s okay.
I’m not gonna block you back.
I don’t even want to remember your fake ass username or how terrible of a person you really are.
The same people who punish me for getting sick for getting vaccinated are the same kind of people who would’ve locked me on the bottom of the Titanic and watched it sink in boats that could’ve held more people.
Instead of people wishing me get wells, I get ignored, unfollowed, or blocked.
“Everybody gone mad / everybody dog food” – Michael Jackson
I have underlining health issues like a lot of Americans and this vaccine could actually hurt them like it did me or all the teens and youths’s
The CDC and Big Pharma should have placed warnings in the beginning when they knew the risks but kept them from us
End of!
For the record, my heart swelled up, heart tissue got damaged, I was in a lot of pain.
I’m just now getting to a point where I’m not feeling agonizing pain on the daily.
I’ve already had multiple tests done on my heart, and I still have two stress tests pending that I don’t even want to do.
My heart has been under enough stress, thank you.
And the guys who come and go from my life virtually are no different from the guys who came and went in my life in my real world and they always did me dirty no matter how good of a fucking girlfriend I was to them (or friend), no matter how good of a sexual partner I was to them, no matter how well of a financial partner I was to them or how I supported them it was always the opposite for me and very degrading, every relationship was very very degrading because apparently most everybody is a fucking narcissist and all they care is about is using others to get ahead, friends, family, co-workers, they spare no one!
But I’m supposed to feel bad that they’re gone 🙄
It’s my fault, when people are bad to me 🙄
I deserve to be punished 🙄
I’ve had dudes break up with me because my tits weren’t fake 🙄
I grew up in a society where they shamed mother bodies
But now you can watch women breast-feeding on Twitter in a sexualized manner 🙄
Whereas, I would’ve had eggs thrown at me if I had ever breast-fed in public 🤨
Fuck y’all
Heart monitor day 1
The glue or whatever they used to attach this monitor to my skin STINKS
Like hospital ass
And it’s right under my nostrils
Hours have gone by and the chemicals are still loud 🤢
Looking forward to the itching that’s to come 😣
I stanks 🥴
This patch be stanky!
These fumes!!!! 🤕
Helps 🤧
My nostrils are burning 👀
Probably gonna place that in my “journal” that I gotta send in – in bold red ink – with a ton of exclamation marks!!!
I also have a weird OCD about things being on my body
Like if a clothing item feels weird, I won’t be able to wear it
Or accessory
Which is why you’ll likely rarely ever see me in a belt, unless I’m in my military uniform, because I literally hate wearing belts or even watches…
Which is probably why you’ve never seen me in either a watch or a belt 👀
I have weird habits 👀
I’m obsessed with shoes but prefer being barefoot (but also hate having dirty feet) 👀
Sharing my darkest secrets 🤪
New goal: live to be an old lady
Heart stuffs
These things rotate inside at super sonic speeds but it was entirely less traumatic than getting an MRI which made me 1000% claustrophobic when I got one. And the CT scan only took a few minutes.
Now I got a heart monitor glued to me capturing every heartbeat for the next 14 days and this patch cannot be removed by anyone according to this security statement – except my physician. I reckon that there’s some asshole out there that’s probably demanded people to do this which is why it has a warning.
It’ll turn orange and start glowing and beeping if it stops working. So not hearing anything is good.
They say though the patch can get irritating.
And obviously I can’t get it wet. Gotta be careful with the shower or bath.
Dying is so much fun. 👀
It’s also degrading and humiliating but my actual death isn’t something I’ll be able to worry over
Even though we all shit ourselves when we finally kick the bucket 👀
I’m not looking forward to all the disgusting shit that happens after I’m dead and I’m glad I won’t be alive for the humiliation
And I have demanded no funeral or showing so there won’t be any humiliation of only seven people attending and it being only enemies 👀
Poor Edgar Allan Poe tossed in an unmarked box
That actually sounds pretty wonderful and I’ll have an unmarked box myself please 👀
I don’t have a box at all 👀
And since no one is going to visit me in the eternal afterlife, we don’t really need a marked grave. Just drop me in the earth.
Death > Box > Earth 👀
I do miss my previous life and miss y’all
PoeEternal 