I’m parting galaxies to say goodbye
Dark energy is a force that repels
But space was occupied
And like the The Great Attractor
You’re 300,000,000 million light-years wide
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Hotspots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
I’m parting galaxies to say goodbye
Dark energy is a force that repels
But space was occupied
And like the The Great Attractor
You’re 300,000,000 million light-years wide
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Hotspots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
A 14-year-old Altamonte Springs boy drowned during a swim in the ocean in Daytona Beach, according to Volusia County Beach Safety Ocean Rescue.
— Read on www.news-journalonline.com/story/news/local/volusia/2022/07/08/florida-teen-drowns-daytona-beach-during-ocean-swim-thursday-evening/10012010002/
14 😞
Bless his heart 😞
I’M NOT GETTING IN THE OCEAN. EVERY TIME I GO TO THE BEACH THERE ARE RED FLAGS. IF YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND MY FEAR, WATCH THE PINNED VIDEO ON MY TIKTOK.
I DON’T WANT TO DROWN. I DON’T WANT TO DIE.
JUST STAY HOME. CAN’T EVEN GO FOR A BIKE RIDE WITHOUT NEARLY DYING.
GOD IS TRYING TO KEEP ME SAFE
I have the WORST fear of drowning
I’m scared of all bodies of water, sometimes including my bath tub.
DEATH IS EVERYWHERE
City shapes
Burning dreams
No fire escape
Prying stranger
Pulling on shadow
Devil I wager
Access denied
Salt for sandbag
Forced unsubscribe
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Side-note: my therapist said she was proud of my improvement and mindfulness practices
I gave you keys to my trust and you broke it when I was vulnerable
Barging into the night a maniac drunken on furor
All around you the ground dishonor
You’ve been AWOL in spirit and now demand rescue
Your only form of payment sabotage
You’ve pissed all over my door
And even now the stench is more than I can handle
Full throttle now as I drop my stern
There are bodies collecting under the hull
My regrets are tiny fractions compared to your sin’s shadow
And every moment now it is growing taller: see what you’ve done
Your bridge is so far burned that galaxies are splitting dimensions
I sat in the dark void dying
How the ocean crushes you the deeper you fall
God was the only one who heard my crying
Even now, my heart beats differently

You should have left it fantasy. Or, at the very least, not reduced me to a working free whore.
I don’t need anyone or anything devaluing my life.
Therapy is a lot work, you’re a train wreck.
You act a child as if a prize.
You’re gonna get blocked.
Even better, a restraining order.
I had a little fun with you behind closed doors, attempting to role-play, but your intentions are clearly sinister.
I never asked you to divulge who you were, or personal details of your life, mixing fantasy with real life.
And having the audacity to treat me like trash during the worst time of my life. 👍
Yeah cool but we’re done.
You can fuck off now.
I want to work on building healthy relationships with normal human beings.
I am in intense therapy to change my bad habits and thoughts.
I don’t owe you a fucking thing.
I don’t have to tell you to never call me again because I’ll change my fucking number and address.
I’ll never make the mistake of having fun behind closed doors either.
I am not a sex worker nor have I ever taken or sent photos of me performing sex acts.
I have done nude modeling in the past, I’m not ashamed.
I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TACKY WITH ANYONE.
You’re a disgusting individual.
Stay away from me.
I don’t need you coming into my inbox treating me like a sex object and I know you keep all your favorite porn stars number one – so get the fuck out of my life
I’m a GOOD GIRL
I’ve just fallen on some hard times and unfortunately bad people take advantage of that.
You’re two different people.
I wouldn’t even give a fuck if you knew how to treat me with an ounce of dignity and respect but you don’t even know how to treat yourself that way.
I don’t wish any harm of you.
I’m just not gonna waste my time praying you will get better.
You’re sinking my ship.
Don’t make me cut you off.
You’re crossing lines you cannot return from.
I CANNOT RETURN FROM THE DEPTHS YOU ARE PUSHING ME.
YOU MUST LET ME GO NOW
It broke my heart
Then fixed my vision
I’m deconstructing
With loose precision
No color chart
Mouth found derision
My soul eructing
Opposing decision
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
So change is hard. Reprogramming requires commitment. Daily sacrifice. Stopping negative thoughts. Mindfulness. You gotta climb after that shit like Mount Everest. YOU GOTTA WANT IT.
“But I like being sinister”. You’ve never tried anything else. And that’s the Devil talking. You should be put down. Like a homeless pet. Or an animal with the taste for human blood.
You shouldn’t be allowed to wander the streets of a “civilized society”. 🙄
Personally, I’m under development currently.
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
I want to learn to exist with another when the time comes.
I also need a class on organization or for somebody to help me but I am still trying to figure it all out.
Windows open. Fresh air. Detoxing on Apple Cider Vinegar and Black Walnut & Wormwood DAILY
I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT
I’M GOING TO TRY TO MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY
I don’t have any design skills
I move furniture and things around from one spot to another
There’s got to be some better order
I hang things up with thumb tacks
Curtain’s are a foreign concept
I’ll eat food cold from the can 😑
Some people are rich and eat from pizza boxes while judging from their empty thrones
Meanwhile, spirits hang with me in the foxholes
I talk to the dead
I HAVE BETTER RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE DEAD 💀
I WANT TO BE HUMAN
*In therapy*
That’s what my welcome mat should say… 🤪

Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
We need two different societies at this point.
One for the soulless remorseless narcissists’ who live in AI & sin – & humans who prefer natural/nature
Why should all the good people continue to reward criminals with free housing, dental, and fame
Go forth into the future without me
Bye 👋

Stop telling people to be happy no matter what happens to them
I GUESS I SHOULD BE HAPPY MY FATHER SEXUALLY MOLESTED ME
MAYBE I SHOULD INVITE HIM OVER FOR DINNER
MAYBE WE CAN START FUCKING AGAIN
🖕
CREATE AN ENVIRONMENT WORTHY OF BEING HAPPY IN
OTHERWISE SHUT THE FUCK UP
THERE IS NO FORGIVENESS FOR THEIR SINS
GOD WOULD EAT DINNER WITH ME
GOD GIVES ME LIFE
YOU DON’T DECIDE MY WORTH
YOU DON’T GET TO DESTROY ME OVER AND OVER AND THEN CONDITION ME TO BE HAPPY ABOUT IT
GET OUT OF YOUR BUBBLE
I WILL DESTROY IT
POP POP
Like a needle in a haystack – I won’t look back
Give me a game of dominoes and shot of cognac
WHERE MY BROTHERS AT?
I just need to get back to soldiering and like go on a ruck march but I can barely fucking get my house together and I’m not dropping dead from this jab
No fuck that – I’m filing for state disability and these motherfuckers are gonna pay me for killing me
I HAVE A PERMANENT HEART CONDITION AND CURRENTLY BROKEN IMMUNE SYSTEM AND THESE MOTHERFUCKERS CATCHING COVID LEFT AND RIGHT
As far as I’m concerned I’m age 5 and everyone has fucking cooties and I’m gonna wash my hands and I’m going to social distance – which means you need to keep at least 6 feet from me and I’m going to fucking wear my mask
I’ve yelled at cops for getting too close to me 👀
I DON’T FUCK ABOUT 🤨
I nearly blew out my left lung and my heart swelled up 3 sizes
In fact, one chamber closed off and another enlarged
I CAN BARELY TOLERATE THE FLORIDA WEATHER ✋🛑✋
I’m HOUSEBOUND
DEAL WITH IT
QUARANTINED
For the foreseeable future
Until my health improves
Which it has been because I am able to venture out to the park and the beach occasionally or even to the grocery store which is normally hard to do and Walmart just gave me an extra two free weeks for the Walmart + membership trial so I’ll be using it one more time for the free shipping and delivery. It’s better than attempting to shop myself. I’ve had to cut shopping short several times due to my health. Same with trips to the park or beach.
LIFE ISN’T ROSES OUT HERE, IT’S THORNS
Actually, there may be a bloom or two and that’s why I’m still going
If it looks like a dragon fruit though I’ll starve because there’s some fruit I just won’t touch, same with animals
Yeah no…
Hungry but pass

And he fucks children and gets pissed at me for eating chicken 🐓
Typical hypocritical super Christian
Personally, they should be put down like an animal that has a taste for human blood🩸
Eye for an eye
LET ME EXACT MY JUSTICE ON MY PARENTS AND THEN MAYBE I WILL BE HAPPY
JUST KNOWING THEY AREN’T BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS ME, FOR STARTERS
CLOSURE FOR HEALING
THERE’S A CONCEPT
MAYBE STOP HURTING YOUR CHILDREN SO WE CAN BE HEALTHY HAPPY ADULTS
Instead, FOREVER THERAPY!!!! YAY!!! 🥳
With the ever stopping rental increases, the noise pollution, the forming cults left and right, my never ending awakening into hell, the regret of being upside down in a cave, letting others convince me it’s the path I should take, DYING ALONE ALIVE AND YOUNG
Not knowing when the end is coming but just knowing currently my body is not in anaphylactic shock
EVERY BREATH HURTS AND I’M FIGHTING FOR A LIFE THAT WANTS TO JUMP FROM A BRIDGE
That’s all…
I’m okay 👍
I’m dying where I want – if I can just sit still
THE LIONS DEN
Also, I’m in therapy and detoxing because I want to be a valuable human
So far it’s minimal
YES THERE ARE MILESTONES
It’s the falls off the cliffs and getting stuck in caves proving to be the biggest dangers ⚠️
Dying on the street from madness (there)
Or worse, an immigrant or narcissist who doesn’t understand boundaries invading your space
I BITE
KEEP BACK ☠️
I’m not just gonna stand out in the open while you gut me and pistol fuck me in the face
Dolphins sleep with one eye open 🐬
SAME
I was a hungry little birdWading my wayAnd flipping everyone the thirdBut I suppose it was all a wasteLike every wordHe refused to say.And what’s …
Bumbling.
Superb writing 👆
I’m always cleaning but the house is never clean
He explained his reason but I don’t know what it means
I keep on dusting but there’s dust thick on the screen
I read his poetry and consume it like proteins 👀
I call to him
Through wind and pen
And like the Tower of Babel
He’s comes crumbling
I’m not allowed to communicate with him in any form
So the moon grows full
And the earth will storm

© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
No pressure or whatever but your words give me life
And I know they’re not for me (🤔) but can you please continue to write
My choices: YOU or a surgeon with a knife
You’re a mathematician, BUT WORDS CAN YOU EXPEDITE? 🧐
Yes 🟩 No ⬛️ Maybe 🟥 (pick one)
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
Texas sheriff drives 4 migrants back to US border
— Read on nypost.com/2022/06/30/texas-sheriff-drives-4-migrants-back-to-us-border/amp/
LMAO – there’s at least one cop who is sick of the bullshit. This is the hope I’m living for. The Federal government is out of control, “nothing we can do” – unless you are this Sheriff who is driving illegal immigrants back to the border.
It’s the Wild Wild West 👀
There’s clearly a division forming between immigration/globalism and real Americans
We all woke up in Trinity mode ready to defend and uphold the 2nd Amendment
“You got any guns or weapons on you?”
opens jacket

HEROES WEAR COWBOY HATS
Sometimes God destroys things out of anger
Like my love for you that would linger
Because love won’t set you free tied to an anchor
The devil acts a friend though he’s a stranger
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The next person that boasts they’ve reached Christ consciousness, I’m going to ask them to show me their fucking crucifixion scars
If they fail to comply, I’m going to crucify them UPSIDE DOWN
PART VAMPYRE
I got the elite blood
One of the rarest and eldest in existence
I’m not an organ donor, never will be 👀
You can’t have any parts alive or dead
FUCK OFF
These motherfuckers can’t even live without their Fitbits
Fallen Angel technology
YOU NEED TO DEBUG
UNPLUG
YOU’VE BEEN WARNED
Espionage is everywhere
Byeeee
P.S. stop calling this CIVILIZATION when porn breeds MONSTERS
It’s gaslighting
And guys are so egotistical and think we want the dick so bad that we’ll slave for them cooking, cleaning, raising children, working all day and night, while they make minimal effort but maximum stress
The divorce rate ever increasing
It ain’t looking good over here
Men don’t understand why I’m single and never married
Uhm PORN
I want a partner when I’m ready
Not a manchild
You won’t eat at my kitchen but God is fucking burning down monuments for me so fuck you
I WILL CRUCIFY YOU UPSIDE DOWN
Spit on me again you fucking cunt

No dreams it inspires
My bed is all wires
Covered in wool and wishes
If only walls would listen

I knew things were going left
They’re pushing me to the edges
Between the widening circle
And disappearing wedges
Where up is down
Or so he alleges
And I’m clinging to life
With stains and sledges
But underneath the bridge
His voice is clearing out the hedges
Bit by bit
Little pieces of his pledges

The default instructions prevent death
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Happy Slavery Day (we gaslight and call it independence, it’s not. It’s micromanagement, it’s a dictatorship).
Bike rides & beach content soon
I’m finally leaving the house in my swimsuit and being seen in public
So much white flesh 👀
Freckled spots. And some brown.
I’m a half-breed.
I once had angel wings.
I love you all so much
Thanks for the blogship
Is that a thang?
I just want one idea to be my own before I die
ONE CONCEPT
It sucks being kinda smart but not really
Labor
Under
Controlled
Knowledge
Byeeeeeee
(thinking of you know who always)
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
I’m just the wind
Like a ghost
He won’t see
Until the trim and hinges
Break apart
Cuz I am gusting
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

YOUR NUMBER ONEEEE 🤪
Massacre in Massachusetts
He’s says I’m useless
Full of excuses
His hand abusive
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
He’s mean 😑

Because I know
I’ll cross the threshold
And when gravity
Tips its scales
All eternity will fall
And heaven
Will gently
Fumble at your
Footsteps
The way pebbles
Form smooth edges
Over time
My dreams
Are baptized
By your words
Like prayers whispered
Into passing clouds
On sunless days
I am tiptoeing death
Leaving pieces of me
In only places you will find
There is grand justice
In knowing
Only you will crawl the distance
Might my heart
Be dust and ash
But love lieth here
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Dying and just want to matter how ever briefly…
His existence is a breathing apparatus
He exists, therefore I am

I’m in descent
I’m candescent
I’m flame and hemp
Is love exempt?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The void 😩
Thank you so much for the sweet donation that I received over the weekend
I’m trying to center, I’m trying to find my calm in all this
Any activity causes my heart to hurt
Especially getting angry
I’m still sorting through the mental and financial collapse
Folks don’t realize I lost my entire retirement savings – and regular savings.
Years and years of retirement savings gone
So the immigrants could have my job
The cops here say, “it’s federal, nothing we can do”
DICTATORSHIP
Trust me, I’m well known as “red flagged” to the establishment
They know I’ve moved over into the homicidal territory
Armed and dangerous and you’re still not gonna take my right to buy a weapon or to hold one or to fire one
Do you remember when they tried to outlaw alcohol and that law completely failed – yeah try to do that with our guns China – go for it – try to do it, try to take our guns from us, try it, try to put it on paper that we can’t even buy a gun and see what happens, go for it – try it, I dare you! I triple fucking dare you!!
This whole fucking thing is going to collapse if they don’t get off my dick
😇
Pro life tip: You should never tip before you are served
This whole generation of TIP ME NOW AND BEFORE I’VE DONE MY JOB IS BULLSHITE
I hate these fucking policies
And do you know how much effort it is taking me to get my account and data deleted from the Chipotle app? It’s insane!
I’ll never download another app for anything
It should not be this hard to delete yourself from the web
JESUS CHRIST SAVE ME NOW
Has anyone ever unscrambled it? Is it like an anagram for the Devil?
That book of lies
6000 years of gaslighting and dictatorship
I’m DONE
I want to sell my TV and get a DUMB phone.
The problem is, if you get a home line, the only calls you will get are from politicians and the cops wanting money from you because it’s all a fucking scam. And you can’t opt out
Just like we can’t opt out our private home addresses from receiving spam mail for junk food and that is why the Amazon rainforest is being cut down
Immigration is a Trojan horse
When do we save Mother Earth and ourselves
Oh but you have your porn!!!!!!
Porn has rotted your heart and brain!
In other news, I got my printer set up in my master bedroom now. I guess dying makes it harder to manage a household. But whatev.

The black ink is out, but I got the new driver installed on my MacBook so that was a feat in itself. My laptop is aware of the printer and vice versa.

I also have plenty of professional paper to print on, once I sort out the black ink.

I’ve been pulling rare collectibles and other items I plan to list on the eBay – it’s like having an online garage sale.
I have some cool stuff that belong in the hands of someone who will use it. It’s extremely hard for me to part with, but I have bigger goals now tho.
Like being a land owner 👍
Learning how to grow & harvest food
I’m sick of advertising and TV!!!!
I rarely play games
I’m not into entertainment anymore
There’s too much propaganda and busy busy going on
I just want to chill
What the narcissist think is “boring”, is actually just peace
It’s serenity
They don’t want us anywhere near it
It’s poke prod poke prod tee hee I don’t have a fucking soul
“I was joking”
*rolls eyes
It ain’t the disabled vets causing all this disruption and corruption tho
I know y’all like to blame us and pick on us tho…
I also know white people are blamed for the worlds problems – propaganda 101
If u white, u hated for your skin
And then they force us to live next to one another, packing us in like cattle
Watching the slaughter unfold
The immigrants don’t even have to work hard at stealing our country…
The authoritarian left
I feel oppressed
Can we coalesce
Sleep? Fight? Protest?
I loved you best
Hit send
Unsend
Again
Is there a black hole
That you recommend?
Would you toss me in?
A STRONG ROPE
TO KILL HOPE
Please don’t place me
On your pedestal
It’s not that I’m unethical
Hell wears the skin
Of a gentle human
But I don’t know where I’m going
I don’t want to mix
Personal with fantasy
You only give 10 degrees
I mourn for worlds inside
The future
It’s not paradise
Chained to man’s device
It’s not a relationship
But a one street road
Concrete ceilings
And a heart that’s cold
His solitude is more comfortable
Porn is more preferable
Sin’s so fast he’s a convertible
Therefore love is terminal
Deleted him from contact
I guess there’s no looking back
Quench if it’s life or limb
Sentience equals prison
But don’t give in…
Stop functioning
With old programming
Unplug and finally see
Micro within the macro
Follow the arrow
Sin crossing shadow
You’re not the hero
He’s got angel wings as a hammock
I’m swinging from spaces between the heavens
It’s quite the dynamic
In the Age of Enlightenment
There is no excitement
In this Great Divide
There’s no where to hide
She was found in a drainage ditch
With the ignition switch
Some monsters have hidden doors and agendas
They have blackened out windows & tempers
I had gills
During development
I’m swimming still
I grew lungs
And a tail
That look reptilian –
That’s what it takes in hell
I live in a shadow realm
A third dimension
Where words he’ll mention
Won’t give me attention
I tapped into the ether
On the seashore of death
Tap dancing over heart attack
A virus or a creature
I need a preacher!
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
UGG. I’m fine. I’m okay. I’m not but I am.
Still detoxing. Still having chest pains. Still emo as fuck. Still up and down with my sister dying a few months ago. Try having your blood sister die while you’re in the middle of a fall out with your entire family so you will never find closure.
Men treat me like a sex object
I’ve never had a father/husband/brother figure
But I’ve had many proposals, “you’ll never have to work again…”
As if, cleaning and cooking isn’t work
Or raising a child, managing a household
As if taking care of a man isn’t a job
“Women got it easy”
And worse, if they think you are pretty, they think everything was handed to you on a silver platter, because beauty bias exists
Furthermore, men don’t want a friendship with me, they want sex. If they aren’t getting sex, they’re good as ghost.
“But I like you too much to be friends”
Can’t even have one male friend…
🖕
Hello.
I’m in the isolation zone
Quarantined to hell below
Thought you couldn’t reach me though
There’s still climbing to go
Stop.
Can’t you see where the dust divides
There’s too much distance between you and I
I’d rather commit suicide
Wave goodbye
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m okay. Crying a lot. Expected.
I’m safe. Here. Mostly. To an extinct.
A bridge is a walk away.
The Grand Finale awaits.
Will I even know?
ROBOTS ARE NOT SENTIENT
It’s only hell because we’ve been in a 6000-year-old worldwide prison system based on that BOOK
And that same establishment continues to tweak its policies until you’ll believe they are the creator of you, with your OOOH AHHHH Fitbits
They use gaslighting, lovebombing, triangulation to control
With politicians, actors, influencers, teachers, preachers, cops
It’s disgusting
“But if you work hard you can own a home”
That was the Great Lie the Boomer generation sold
Then Ghosted an entire fucking generation after we’ve been the most dedicated, the most hard working, and ORIGINAL
And we watch all the younger generation’s steal our fucking content and give us no credit – and the Boomers reward them with free housing or financial assistance
The rest of us are out here winging it, living on the fucking streets, in our campers, eating one meal a day, so we can buy some fucking land before it’s too late…
Starting communities
I don’t want 5G or anywhere around it
It’s a cancer
Fuck this New Age digital world, I don’t want any part of this future
Where I don’t even have freedom of speech or my art protected
These men preyed and preyed and preyed sexually upon my best friend who died by suicide and she was 13
I’ll never recover
Her birthday was May 1
She died April 7, 1993 (just shy of her 14th birthday)
357 magnum to the head
Lost the last letter she wrote me
But there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think about her and if I had pictures of her I wouldn’t have them stored away like everybody else who wants to forget her
And Miley Ray Cyrus sounds just like her but Miley Ray Cyrus wasn’t born but we did get to meet her dad together Billy Ray Cyrus so that was pretty fun
Mems.
There’s a picture of them floating around somewhere, not online or anything
We met lots of bands together
Pre cellphone days
I can barely even prove that she existed, there’s just this hole in my gut
They preyed upon me too baby girl
This world is too much
You were so brave
Braver than me
I wish I had your courage to die
The Judge knew I was suicidal in 2018 and wouldn’t even talk to me until I took a few breaths
She said in front of the entire courtroom that I looked like I was about to jump from the bridge behind me
Also, I had a weapon upon arrival that I didn’t know – when trying to enter – and the cop repeated the question 3 times – I laughed – “wait, do I have one?” and I did. A little mini nail file thingy that I got in the mail by the Wounded Warrior project lol
So before I could even go into the courtroom I had to walk my little mini knife all the way back to my vehicle… and then return
And by the time I made it to the Judge – good lord the humility of being sued
By the end of the session we had the entire courtroom laughing, me and the Judge..
She directly explained to me how they could get my money tho… which is untouchable
Like if I wanted to buy a plane ticket right now and just fly somewhere, the government could be like oh no oh no you you fucking owe us some money come here bitch we’re going to take your plane flight
But it must suck for the men who want to prey on me and take my money because I can get married and divorced and they can’t touch it
You can’t touch what I earned but they can keep raising my rent and the food costs… FYI
The suicide rate continues to increase among military and Veterans
Somebody recently sent me 20 bucks and I bought me some medicinals 👍
I know this isn’t my best work, I just woke up crying and I decided to put it into a poem so I just freestyle got this off my chest…
I’m okay 👍👍

Side note: I’m making right with my creditors and it was only for a little bit. But they can’t directly dock my check.
They can keep raising the rent though huh
He came
When I called your name
He appeared
When in the mirror
You were here
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It’s all coming full circle now 👀

Apparently my blog is blowing up and it makes me scared when it blows up when I’m ranting about sensitive topics.
I love you no matter your color
But I’m casting demons back to hell
So ask yourself, are you behaving like a human or a demon?
You can’t even see your own reflection, can you? 👀
Is that why the narcissist stares at himself in that photo? I can’t remember the artist but you know the one. He’s pointing to himself.
Y’all I fell deeper in the rabbit hole
I swear John is down here with me and he’s been fixing my heart
I’m still detoxing every single day and today I managed a small bike ride – but the humidity makes it too hard on me
I’m dying and I can’t contend with the elements
I do really do believe all the weather manipulation going on in Dubai is fucking up the United States
That’s part of the rabbit hole but not the sinister stuff I’m meditating on pulling from the ether
He doesn’t want me to love you (or write you poems)
That’s not the rabbit hole either
I’m not discussing that now
That’ll be in another upcoming late night or early morning rant
If I could learn to segregate my blog from poetry/rants/photography that’d be great
And a contact form
One day I’ll have some spare pennies to make a new website happen
Have all my little ducks in a row
I think that’s the only reason I delete my rants is because I don’t want it to interfere with my poetry but I still need a place where I can express myself and have free speech and the Internet should include free speech
I’ve never denied I wasn’t EMO or dealing with suicidal tendencies and that I use my blog for therapeutic purposes
It’s just – my personality turns people off – they don’t see the writing ✍️
I’m grateful for the tribe I do have – and your patience with me in blogging
Cuz I suck at it
Like die naked on the street insane – kind of suck
I was dark and depressed when I came out of my mom’s evil womb
Her husband/my daddy was fucking me but she swears I am the devil
VICTIM BLAMING
CHRISTIAN HYPOCRITE
Dieeeeeeeeee
I’m trying to find compassion I’m trying to find compassion I’m trying to find compassion
“Why am I upside down”
“Why did you put me here…”
SAME
The things I think about doing to both of them 👀
Find yer zen babe
I gotta go
I gotta detox the Devil outta me

I am so grateful for your visits and chatting with me!
I’m extremely grateful for your compassion towards me when I don’t have it myself
I’m learning to be more compassionate towards all things
It’s not normally immediate
I don’t know what I’m doing out here, that’s why I’m in therapy and practicing mindfulness
I know it takes a lot longer to dispel negative thoughts than it does positive ones and it takes a lot longer to recharge your body
The sun is great for recharging between sunrise and sunset
When I get the Jeep back up and running, I will be back on TikTok going live at the park and at the beach for the sunrise 👍
But people are murdering each other in the streets here
I’m gonna start going live to read my poetry and stuff and I’m terrified to do it but since I’m terrified to leave my house and I’m trying to practice mindfulness and some of y’all have stated you miss me going live, I’m gonna try to do this
My gorgeous microphone from the XMAS holiday still has not been unpacked 🤪
I definitely don’t look my best dying but I want to do my nails and my pigtails and maybe I’ll start off simple and just record a fucking video because I do have 10 minutes now to play around with…
The microphone will be unveiled soon!!!
THINGS WORTH LIVING FOR
poetry & free speech 🎤
Past relationships do not define me. Old versions of me died. Zero luggage. So much time wasted trying to find love.
Undiscovered 👈👈👈
Sometimes I can write decently… I rarely re-share my own works because I haven’t took a break or stopped writing or fell on writer’s block
But I should re-visit my writings and get them on TikTok so TikTok can threaten to remove all my content and keep me on a low vibrational frequency like all these other apps do… 
It’s a re-post, so if you want to read the poem, you gotta click that little hyperlink above ✌️
Also, I’m sorry for my terrible behavior in the blogging community, I was full of fucking big Pharma and suicidal
Now I’m dying young and homicidal and suicidal
But I’m working closely with my therapist 👀
I want a secure line
To reach out
A level playing field
For all of your crap
© Delia Ross. 2022
What gives him the idea I want to communicate 👀

The devil’s ruin everything they spawn
It’s like I’m running in a marathon
God didn’t destroy Babylon
He called his people out of her to run
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
😑
The conditioning for human hybrid AI continues
And thus, after a few generations, it’ll be easier to accept that we’re virtual reality and turning us into a walking computer
Because we create our own reality
And you’ll be able to trace technology back to the Asian AI Gods, everyone will worship AI and be further separated from our true creator
A man does not bleed from his legs for a week every month in agony and emotional distress
He does not carry life inside his womb
Nor does he feed another life from the milk created from his breasts
Man has turned everything artificial in an attempt to play the almighty God creator
He’s insane
Wants what we’ve got
When asking a man why he’d like to experience being a woman, the answer is always “multiple orgasms” – it’s disgusting
I’m having difficulty living in any of these realities you force upon me
Men blame women for everything and all species are going extinct
In the name of AI
All hail AI
But so many are incapable of a personality or a soul
So they shame the free thinkers
They call sexually free women whores
Everything has been conditioning so that science can play morals and ethics and come along and say “we’ve got the cure” but they caused the disease 🦠
White people and Native American are being systematically terminated – and they use Black people against us – propaganda – when slavery started in Africa
The Bible is bad – the one that is mass circulated and taught – the one that has been re-written many times
When I was young, “how can they change time”
“How do they know the sun is that far”
Turns out everything has been a lie
And any time I got in the sun with “sun block” I burned – with gaslighting – never do put two and two together
I do not burn in the sun without sunblock 
The sun is good for you 👀
I also hated eating sugary products for breakfast, I would tell my mother that it made me sick
They also forced me to eat meat when I didn’t want to
“Chicken or beef” they’d say
“But I want the grilled cheese it’s cheaper too”
“Chicken or beef” they’d say
Fucking dictators
I hate this life
There’s no way I chose my family before coming here, there’s no way
It’s been torture
This life
And he condemns me for my food choices when he eats from a cardboard box
It’s unhealthy and those cows are definitely not being treated well – those junk food establishments – they have zero ethics and ensure the animals suffer
But he sits there eating from his box casting his stones
He thinks he’s reached Christ consciousness and he doesn’t even understand compassion for a dying person who should have the obligation and the right to choose how they want to fucking eat 👀
Also, notice how rich people always want things for cheap or free
Free rides, free rent, whatever they can get for free
As long as they don’t have to spend their money
But they will always act like it’s the end of the fucking world anytime something comes up for them and it always turns out that their options are really fucking good
The entire world is lost and I have to just watch the Titanic sink while people are playing music and rescuing gems on boats that could hold and save more people but ewww I would not share a table with her
“But weren’t you just fucking her”
Because men have been conditioned by the porn that they watch day in and day out over decades that women are sex objects only
We’re not entitled to an opinion
I have to bleed every fucking month, in pain, it’s fucking painful
Growing a baby inside you is painful
Birthing a baby is excruciating
Breastfeeding is challenging, painful for the first couple weeks, and not easy. The percentage of women who breastfeed at all is low – and now the establishment are saying that breastfeeding is unnatural and causes mistrust within the government
GET IN THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA
I’m sorry you hate your life and blame us for your existence but this abuse has to stop!!!!
Our society can heal if we turn off the television!!!!!
Stop listening to the bullshite!!!
Stop putting money on the tray at church!!!
Get to know your local community!
Grow and share food!!!!
We can thrive!!!!
I’m sorry you’ll be bored doing stuff we were born to do, get over it!!!!!
I’m sorry you’re not as handsome or charming to find love as others. It’s bullshite! Learn to be a human instead of a monster!!!!
They’re just jealous of things they can’t have so wanna keep others from having it!
Narcissism is a plague!!!!
I can’t stand the now we live in! I can’t stand the future!!
I’m trying not to die by my own hand in this hell!
You’re all insane!!!
You don’t live in reality
I don’t care about the double slit experiment! It’s conditioning for cloning – for human hybrid AI
You’re not a computer!
It will damage your real CPU!
Please wake up now!!!!! My soul is screaming from the ether!!!!!! I produce eggs!!!! I’m alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My God does not come from the Middle East!!!!!
I’m sick of hearing about China this and China that!!!!
Let us all live in peace!!
Black, brown, and white bear’s exists! Deal with it!!! We’re all special!!!! Your powers are being suppressed!!!
I don’t even know how to be a hunter/gatherer! I’d probably eat the wrong herb!
None of us are living up to our potential
Living through a monitor!!!!!
They’re making us sick intentionally!
Psychopaths
One bad apple spoils the bunch
It’s lazy parenting if you let your child watch toxic TV and play video games constantly
I wouldn’t even want to teach my child what they are teaching them in school
They were teaching my child how to twerk on stage when she was 8
I pulled her from the lesson and the show, I was appalled
It’s just gonna keep going on, we aren’t punishing or removing the bad seeds, we’re birthing them
The criminals are on top
And quite frankly I’m tired of fighting, I’m ready to go live in the woods, I don’t need a government or a piece of paper to tell me that I’m allowed to grow food or to build shelter, or to use solar
I’m sick of the narcissism and dictatorship
I’m still detoxing and putting up the good fight
I’m on a new mission to learn how to control my crying and angry spells
Like, I need to go into automatic shut down mode if/when triggered
I am organic and real
I am capable of creating life
Many women have been programmed to remove their organs, their breasts, their ovaries, or popping birth control or having their tubes tied – which all causes premature aging – as well as all the “anti aging” products they buy – it ages you
The FDA has been compromised, the CDC, the WhiteHouse, we have more than a mole
I knew English before I was born, I understood language and energy and mood
I could hear my mom, my sister, my father scheming
I was depressed before I was born
I HATED BEING IN MY MOTHERS WOMB
She was a terrible mother and my father a monster
They’re both monsters, I came from monsters
Civilized monsters under the guise of Christianity
Image is so important to these monsters
But they don’t have a soul inside, they’re possessed by the Devil and they choose to be who they are
Half the amenities where I live do not work but the rent continues to go up and they continue to list these amenities as a incentive to rent/live here
“They won’t do anything about it”, the establishment’s motto
By law, we should be able to withhold our rent until they fix these things
I know I’m not the only one experiencing this where I live
It’s listed, the rent goes up, nothing gets fixed. The front gate, the exercise equipment, the carwash, the recycling, still listed, rent goes up, not working (and I’ve been here 5 years now and it’s still not fixed)
The establishment are greedy and lazy
I don’t want to fund their bullshite anymore
We need to boycott all the major big names and corporations
Celebrities and influencers are not worth worshiping
I’m going to continue fixing my credit so that I can play the game and buy a house if I don’t die before then (I’m begging and praying to God daily for protection vibes)
Man has made life so very depressing and agonizing that an invisible entity is better than he
DO BETTER

I’m gonna be spending most of my time riding, instead of utilizing this crappy gym. The piece of equipment I wanted to use for booty gains, is still non-working after 5 years. I’m not ready to leg, arm, and bench press.
I want a cute, feminine figure. I don’t want big bulky looking man’s body like Britney Spears. She’s training with her dude and doing what he does and everything she wears is a selling point for the gays!! The gays!!!! What about me!!!! See me!!! It’s okay to be gay!!!! We love women!!!! *snickers evilly and stuffs tampons up ass for pleasure*
Religion and LGBT is a cult! Politics and Hollywood too! I said it, fight me!!!
P.S. China censors their people from the US. They’d be appalled if they knew… but maybe they do.
My American Chinese doctor was very interested in my detox, he wrote down specifically the Black Walnut Wormwood. The only thing he wrote down during the session. THE ONLY THING
He’s also sending a team out to me since I can’t get to them
He did not tell me to stop or reduce my detox
That’s an ancient remedy right there
I gotta stock up before the establishment poison it or change the formula
You’re right, I’m terrible with secrets and I can’t blame PayPal this time (tho we should sue)
Byeeeeee
P.S.S. I wholeheartedly believe I jumped into this timeline during that crazy storm, it struck my vehicle and one of the hands of lightning touched my elbow
I FELT THE BURN FOR DAYS – there was no physical burn
I FELT IT
GOD TOUCHED ME
HE WAS LIKE HEYYYYYY
I spent days researching electrical discharges
It’s pure energy
IT WAS SO LOUD!!!! AND BRIGHT!!!
They’re gonna have y’all believing you can go through portals at CERN. In given time, they’ll sacrifice you to the singularity and upload you into the METAVERSE.
I’m beyond sick at society and “entertainment”. They’re turning the Matrix into reality in the name of science!
Science is compliance!!!!
Maybe he’s from Massachusetts
I dream of him when lucid
I swear he thinks I’m useless
Always makes excuses
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
*cue the blues*
I write poetry when I can’t sleep
Complicated lessons for a demigod
Good or evil
I know you are
Push my button
You did it far
All forgiven
It’s not that broad
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Me: so if I like jump from a building I’m gonna die
Them: you die in the real world, you die in the Matrix
Me: so death is the answer to the question of life
DUH 🙄
Do you know what it’s like to be shot up with the Mark of the beast, nearly dying over and over, crawling around in the dark, and God saving your life
DO YOU
You don’t know what superpowers are growing inside
You don’t get to flag me and put me on a funny farm oh no
“She died doing what she loved”
Yeah, fighting for humanity and God
I’m gonna die in battle
I’m gonna burn it all down
*sips coffee*
But God got me on bedrest
I smell the enemy everywhere and I’ve gone insane
Long long gone insane
I know these dwellings well
Just ask Edgar, he’s here all the time
The streets are cracked with his lines
If there’s an alien invasion or a second coming, the establishment are behind it so you need to settle fucking down goddamn
Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one awake
A living nightmare
And I don’t drink alcohol and I don’t get into the things that once would sustain me
I can’t stand the propaganda!!!!!
I’m hyper-focused on land & my own T3 arsenal
Not to go crazy homicidal
To prepare for an alien invasion or second coming
Insert whatever propaganda you want
For me it’s just humans without morals or ethics, possibly even clones
And no, I would not kill my clones, I’d free myself
This establishment should be very scared of who I’m capable of becoming
The Great Becoming
If only I could get off bedrest…
Warriors need an incredible amount of nurturing and soul care when healing from such wounds of transgression
Big Pharma went after my mind (through the VA system and advertising)
The Devil went after my heart and lungs
(anyone else experiencing WordPress crashes, effing espionage)
Be careful with your diets
People are dropping dead
They have weakened us
Our government has been compromised
You don’t need a piece of paper to govern you
You know what’s right and wrong
People are starving and having difficulty accessing food for various reasons
There are different forms of love
Everything is suffering and needs compassion and light
It’s okay to protect your energy from the darkness
Many are lost
It’s not our job to save them
Don’t let the devil through your door
Tell him to get the fuck out if he gets inside
He must obey commands!
Words are spells
Spelling
English is the language of the Illuminati and the Devil
One language, one currency, one government, one world order
JUST SAY NO to the uprising
I’m sorry if you have lost your children, pray for them!
Many of these demons know that they lost already and they know that you have light and energy and they want to take you down with them!!!
I lost my sister to the singularity
I’ve dropped many family and friends!
I’m sorry!
I’m trying to live life as clean and naturally as I can
Entertainment is junk! It’s all sexualized garbage!!!
Wake up!!! Stop supporting this insanity!
I wanna see the rich cry 😭
They don’t know suffering!!!!!!
Stay in the light!
I have to get ready for my video connect doctors appointment so I need to go now!!
Working closely with my doctors to get better!
xx
10,000 times 10,000
Plus many thousands
Seraphim’s and cherubim’s
God has more than dozens
One third fell with lightning
I know I’m never happy
102 million angels in existence
We often change appearance
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
When a demon tries to have a conversation with an angel about the future or the second coming – race division is already here – there are only 2 races in this timeline – human or demon.
Welp, and the fallen (the Devil & his minions)
And God’s warriors
Cuz not all are bad
Jesus would share a meal with me and a fucking bed 👀
God don’t even need an invitation 👀
They can come on in 👀
I hope you’re aware that the book was written by the devils in charge and it’s very satanic and you should stop worshiping it and giving it your money
Anyhoo it’s 2:23 AM
I’m writing poetry when folks are sleeping or committing sins
I’m still having chest pains but making other health improvements
My doctor is sending health teams to me since I can’t get to them
Not making up my fucking disabilities
People are dropping dead with Myocarditis
I gots it
God has been saving my life
It’s been a long recovery
I was in tremendous pain and in very dark times
The devil was the only visitor
I cried so much
People were calling me a liar when I was telling them I got injured by the vaccine
The Government began censoring me from speaking out
I started getting penalized and threats about having my social media accounts removed
I’m ready to sell my phone and TV
But God says I’m a messenger
And I still swear John Jones has played a hand in this
And healing my heart
Miracles do happen cuz something big saved my life
People are dropping dead like flies
I’m sleeping in the lion’s den
I don’t live in fear but I got to get my anger issues under control before I have a heart attack
I do fear everything tho 👀
“Are you still homicidal” they asked
I laughed and swallowed and “what”
“Oh no”
(I do tell lies) 🚩
I swear,
There’s a ghost in my machine!
Even chaos has routine
I hope he knows how much he means
Perhaps the haunting there is me
These halls are called a labyrinthine
I think we’re both lost equally
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The darkness makes my heart hurt so I’m going back to nurturing and self-care/isolation
I’m in hell 😩
I don’t know how to communicate with Demons and Demons don’t respect boundaries
(You know these posts will probably self-destruct at some point because I like to clean up after myself when I make messes)
I forgot what the “and” was now that I gave the disclaimer…
And just like that I forgot what the subject was
I don’t cast stones
I throw grenades
I check for backbones
But not here to save
I’m not Jesus
Ask not of forgiveness
Got light of Venus
But I’m not Jesus
Look at him all mighty
Judging from his throne
Only wants the children
He can do no wrong
He never shows me love, just judgment
With him, I’ll never reach the summit
I don’t want to talk to him about the Holy Spirit
He ain’t anywhere near it
I still talk to him
Through ink and pen
Through thick and thin
There and hell herein
How do you go from creator to singularity
So sparingly?
My brain is an artifact
Don’t have a heart attack
I follow
The voices in your head
Every murky shadow
Leaking trails of thick red
I’ve met the dead
Down in the Bayou
Your sins are widespread
Walking on gravestone
I hear the cries where the wind blows
I hear your echoes on the radio
His smile is an ice-shelf breaking free
Put up a plaque for my humiliation
What’s the will of a freemason?
We need to watch our agreements
Human not demon
Give God a good reason
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Gonna start using the gym where I live. In an attempt to work on my booty gains. But I’m still dying and cannot go hard.
People are dropping dead by what I have.
10,000 steps and gone.
I think it might be a better solution than bike riding since I almost got murdered twice in a week but I will not be giving up my riding because I need to listen to the birds and get the fresh air where I feel free.
Not secure. But it helps me remember what I’m fighting for. Why I’m fighting for humanity, including my own.
And I’m currently in my own personal hell.
My spirit has been broken and I am only a fragment of what I could be.
His poetry, that is absolutely 1000% not about me (?), gives me glimpses of who I am.
Or want to be.
There really is no difference. I live in his mind. He’s my sanctuary.
I hope it’s his arms I get to crawl into and die, even if a word is never said.
I want him to be my final avenue and I want him to lay me to rest.
No other.
He must hide my body from the establishment. Give me back to earth. 👀
Not prematurely. I’m still putting up the good fight to live but that’s not where my thoughts are.
I’m still red flagged at the VA for being suicidal. The very very bad kind.
One slip up and I’m off to the funny farm via the pigs against my will.
And I’m a Soldier, not a rich boy, we eat mystery meat.
And I’ve always identified as Native American and I want to find my tribe and get out there and hunt and slay a buffalo, so get off my dick
Child fucker
Hypocrite
I don’t want to be around people judging me on my deathbed 👀

His path leads me to the Garden of the Gods
Like lightning rods
His heart is hard
A place to guard
I radiate the potential for havoc
Learning to control the devil’s habit
Pain is covered with calcite, tissue, and muscle
I chose to be invisible until one day I clearly was
How do you have so much resolve to be so hateful
I am dust and cloud
Unploughed
Shrouded in form
Ready to be born
So what! You got caught looking!
You crawled into a planted trap!
It’s humiliating!
The world doesn’t give a crap!
Society is breeding evil
The devil in control
But I’m so tired of cutting people
That do not have a soul
Dying is a ceremony
Beware false prophet
Poison product
He’s nihilism
Keeps soul in prison
Never first position
I’m color-coded
Disorganized and bloated
Sorely hated, duly noted
Born foreboded
I’m a threat everywhere
My beauty, my scorn
I give up on everything
But then I’m back again reborn
Watch your step
One regret can lead to death
JOHN JONES WAS MURDERED
The breakdown is the breakthrough
I sometimes see him in the mirror
Confused on what it means
Wish vision would appear clearer
Then I’d understand the hope he brings
I wish a man would make me feel like a woman
But instead, they beat and hold me to the floor;
Tell me, I’m not worth fighting for
Society is an echo chamber
We live in a closed containment
The earth is what we name it
My own hurts are a form of hell
Complete discipline to be well
Father, please do not let me deny him three times
He appears like a soul mirror
A waterbed with daffodil
He is Lake Superior
The calmness and the still
I go in circles when I get lost
It’s disconcerting
A personal holocaust
The slow delay in becoming
I have a hard time connecting to the devil’s circle
An open world
And he’s a lure
Traversing the obscure
He’s at my door
Constantly banging
Begging for more
I’m flame and fire
The netherworld
The scent of death
I still can’t feel things yet
I’ll give you the grand tour
But there is no cure
And do I not know you well?
You fought for insecure
Now you’re not so sure
You’re all impure
I remember needle and thread
I wrote the book on dread
Your main desire
Well look ahead
Goddess or prior
I think you should retire
Those images in your head
(I’m no liar) (I’m no liar) (I’m no liar)
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m thinking of re-activating my Patreon, with 1 tier only of exclusive poetry monthly, not posted anywhere else.
I’m also working with eBay, to reactivate my seller account, and get back to selling rarities. I have amazing reviews from my time on eBay.
I don’t know why I don’t enjoy what little bit of stuff I have, I just feel like it would be in better hands with people who would actually use it.
I don’t want that many responsibilities, I want to go hiking and shit when the time comes.
I wanna be outdoors.
Not inside concrete walls.
Crawling back to life. ❤️🩹

Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal

© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Dropping content on my TikTok again! Maybe not what you want but tough-tiddy!
It feels good to be climbing out of the bed after one year down – to start fitness walking and biking again.
And I’ve been getting in over 2 mile walks – which is standard Army PT.
Google maps show a 1 mile walk at 45 minutes and I’m coming in at nearly 2.5 miles in about an hour. In the Florida heat. And sometimes stopping in what shade you find. 🤪
I need a mileage tracker for the bike, and a better way to film than shoving the handsfree down my bosom. 😎
But that keeps both hands on the wheel. 👍
It’s extremely dangerous riding out here. I’ve been nearly wiped out twice in just a week. I’m not exaggerating.
I know you wanna see the city stuff, that’s a bit further out, and even more dangerous.
I’m just now crawling outta my bed.
My doctor still has me on light duty-walking only.
I’m still detoxing 3 times a day, now with the maximum dose allowed. I’m using Black Walnut Wormwood & Apple Cider Vinegar. I’m on a strict diet routine change. I cold cut quit (nearly) the sugar and junk food.
I’m exhausted and climbing Mount Everest every day. I cannot heel.
Appreciate all the good support on my blog and channels! Thank you kindly!

Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
It’s not an employer, is it?
But it’s none of my business
I smell shit, not eucalyptus
Guess you’ll never visit
He’s interplanetary lightning
And I’m Olympus Mons
Electrical discharge coming
There’s nowhere to run
He’s here but then he’s gone
But will I carry on?
Bow head denouement
He’s like a paragon
He loves me but there is none
I’m surrounded by crosses
Tears flowing downstream
Like paying off a midnight deposit
Recurring nightmare the only theme
Telling her all you promise
Knowing it won’t mean a thing
If only hope came in boxes
A funeral for your dream
You move so far the cold is on my shoulder
Don’t go so far that I’ll never know yah
I’ve got a box of matches
And a book I never read
I’ve got attaches
And a lock that needs cutting
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

P.S. he video called again and again and I like hearing his voice & seeing him. I should not but I do.
His calls always catch me off guard and I’m never quite ready for them
I like when he appears 👀
Time changes shape when I am near him
The sky absolute and whole
Bathing in his blue lagoon
He’s a telescope looking on me
Separating me into spectral components
Heaven answered when he prayed
The way the sun rises with pink not grey
He is casting starlight in his pocket
His steps are oblong –
Leaving trails of sucked honeydew
He gives wind the courage to blow
And does it not lift up where you falter?
You are a kite in the wind
I am chasing after you
Time is layered on my skin
You’re in every line
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

Poem & photo from today
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
He called again
Brought out the rain
There’s moss and grain
The soil will sustain
The sign reads: PAVEMENT ENDS
We’ve lost some dividends
We can’t change where light descends
He called on angel – not a friend
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal

One guess what happened again. One.
He’s never tried fresh biscuit
I guess he’s into brisket
But I’m implicit
And it makes him livid
He hates republicans
I hate democrats
Or maybe he’s doubling
And I don’t give a crap
“Don’t get stuck in descension”
Isolated just like detention
I heard her mention
Don’t need open convention
Don’t need your supervision
Don’t need your permission
I kill with intention
Lost strength to chase dimension
God needs your attention
You’re not my children
Man desire children more than me
I hate men for all eternity
Don’t call me Eve
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m trying to be more open, loving, and with compassion.
Also me: I wanna skin a skull and send a criminal demon to hell legally and be the great warrior I know me to be
Not dying in the street 👀
But is it rational to fear a sinkhole opening up under your bath?
These things happen to people in Florida
They just get gobbled up and the land gets condemned
“Don’t go there”
By the time I call the law it’ll go like this, “I’m sorry officer, I started my period and he was breathing”
LOL
I hope my blog is better than reruns
The Internet is dead and full of propaganda and porn
Everything is about anal fucking or being gay
Everything
DONE
P.S. One of the first things my grandmother taught me how to do – was how to make a biscuit
It’s important stuff
His poetry is alcoves and passages
Backroads and damages
Wet clay
Lost messages
Disdain
Bad management
A red flag
Labeled “accident”
Atomic bomb
He’s inadequate
And the reason
For our rising rent
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Easy rhyme huh. I blame you for everything too.

I think I want another white coffee
And sleeps
It’s so nurturing
Stuff like socks and coffee
Hot baths
Sylvia Plath was right
If only she’d believed it…
But reality took down Chris Cornell and many others
I’m just barely hanging on myself
I want to be a better human person thang
Happy Friday
Does anyone wanna come help install a car part?
Please say no so that I’m closer to finding the courage to play mechanic and do it myself
I’m going back on the bedrest…
More poetry coming as long as I am breathing
My name is Lilith
I’m well-equipped
Your time is finished
God wrote the script
I’m over evil
Your tongue is tricked
My soul in retrieval
But I’ve lost my grip
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal


I would eat them from the ground growing as a kid
I’ve decided wholeheartedly I’m making mash with scallions and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it
Farm butter. Fresh organic chopped greens. Milk. Sea salt. Peppercorn.
And a bun
My belly is full but I already have dinner plans lined out for tomorrow
Got these bad boys cleaned up and ready for anything

I’m Misses Stupid
Confess my love direct to Cupid
Turn down the music
Or block me just like you did
Guess I’m exclusive
For that, you are muted saluted
I know your coordinates to be AR-Lp 36
It’s no secret
Like the center of the void
You crossed meekness
You’re 700 million light-years from destiny
A cosmic desert floating
Aren’t you the darkness that shaped my scorn
Hated you before I was born
You must be full and hollow
The way the moon will stare
You must be drinking wallow
The way that you don’t care
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
How much more cleaning until the Devil’s gone?

I don’t know why buying nuts has to be so complicated but it’s really hard to find the ones that aren’t roasted or coated in something that isn’t poisonous but I do have a pound of cashews to get me through the month

I’m a Flexitarian
I’m eating meat cuz I’m dying and need the boost
I don’t need an excuse 👀
Deep down in my bone I’m Native American and we eat meat
My grandmother once told me stories how she would wring the chickens necks with her bare hands for supper
Now I can pay a small delivery fee to get someone to bring me some boneless skinless chicken because I’m spoiled
If you can place an order properly
You know you love learning from my mistakes and watching me suffer
There are certain animals I will never eat nor have ever touched
Yes I can be picky
There are certain fruits and vegetables I won’t touch either
Deal with it
👁🫦👁
I love you (but need certain foods)
(I produce eggs)
Granted, I do need/want/demand a vegetarian diet more than a meat
I don’t want to eat meat three times a day or every day
People all up in my plate when they don’t even have healthy sexual habits
Most of the meat I’ve had lately has been canned tuna or chicken
I do hate how the animals are being treated
I hate so much about the world
And I am a completely inexperienced hunter/gatherer
I’ve barely been fishing and what few times I did go and what fish caught I released
I only eat white fish
I won’t eat shelled seafood and whatnot
I’m picky
Chill
The Devil is my mother
My sister has a trace
The Devil is my father
Can’t look him in the face
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Him: so what r ur addictions
Me: 👇

The food arrived! 🤩
A tiny learning curve using the Walmart Marketplace to shop for organic foods, but overall it was worth the delivery charge. I tipped my driver in cash. But went in and dropped him another $2 via the app. It’s a holiday, he did a good job. He got a 5* rating. And maybe an extra boost with the tip. It wasn’t a large extra – but hopefully the extra thumbs up was a mood boost. I’m trying out here tossing pennies around and shit (he got a fiver in cash).

I stretched it out. Even got a bag of limes for my water detox. Slurp.












The chicken was the main meat but I put all my eggs in a 3 pound pack and there were no substitute’s available. Shit out of luck. I cried lmao. So of all the things I ordered, the chicken was the only thing I couldn’t get.
Next time 2 or 3 small packs of different ones and thus substitutes might be available
And maybe not get the largest pack during a holiday without a backup if said item doesn’t arrive
It wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be, it’s just like when you study really hard for a test and you still don’t make a 100
I can’t remember my teachers names but I can remember the grade
“What is wrong with me”
I went back and looked over the list of all the food that was arriving and was sound
I didn’t have to get out and drive
I didn’t have to worry about getting shot in the Walmart parking lot for taking someone’s spot accidentally or whatever
They took mine
I didn’t have to worry about anybody coughing on me or having to wear a mask
I didn’t have to waste time at a red light or worry about anyone running me over at one
I got same day delivery but chose a less busy, cheaper time slot
I like shopping online
Everything was packed with extra care
I did not send him down a bunch of aisles. Most of everything I needed was in the produce section, as well as store brands.
This was “delivery” not shipping. I wanted mainly fresh produce and dairy. Not canned goods nor junk food. There were no heavy ticket items or bulk items. But necessities and things folks would likely need for a holiday in general (to cook).
I had a tight budget going in and a checklist.
There were 4 items that required substitutions that I had an hour to approve. I approved right away (and sobbed momentarily behind closed doors about the “no substitutions for the chicken, we’re sorry”). So 4 subs & 1 unavailable.
But, his substitutions were amazing. My eggs were one of the subs, he did a great job. Everything subbed was the same price too. Even got the brown eggs.
I was impressed I was able to get as much essentials as I could on $50 (I spent a tad more but also got ACV). For detoxing & cleaning veggies.

Holy god 4 bags of dry beans, a bag of potatoes
18 pack of brown eggs
I’m thinking deviled eggs (a few), egg sandwiches, making cornbread/cake/brownies, tuna egg salad, stuffs
And no, there isn’t any onion onion but I did get green onion and some garlic heads
It’ll be on my burgers and eggs
Douse it like fire
I do love onion (and can put some in the burgers I wanna make or the beef steak with gravy)
I got some Turkey dogs! And fresh buns for everything
The pizza was under five bucks ($3.48 to be exact). I’ve been dying for a pizza!!! That’s a good deal!
You can still buy a fresh loaf of wheat bread for under a dollar, it’s a fucking miracle
Egg sandwich with cheese and onion nom
Buttered bread yeee
Excuse me I got to go
You can blame it on the food
It’s a holiday and I’m sharing with you what I’ll be eating (kinda) 🤪
I do have organic carrots and garlic and potatoes now tho (with broth and spices and green onion, soup is on the horizon)
I love to make homemade soups, casseroles and thingamabob’s
Oh my gah food
Excuse me
It hurts
Coming into
And out of
Existence
Survival of the fittest
Loving and hating
In an instance
Constraints
And passive resistance
I knew you’d listen
Sit and solemnly glisten
You ain’t a Christian
The Devil
He’s always got an ear
Curious what I’m doing here
Losing
But so persistent
I ain’t his assistant
Says dying’s a privilege
Though takes a village
I found it torturous
Living inside somebody else
Developing unwell
Hell was not a hotel
Well it sucks where he’s hung
Well it sucks where he’s home
Well it sucks and it’s wrong
13 years since he’s gone
I am microbes
Thinning lines
And cyclones
A child –
Of God though
I am poetry
I am his flow
He’s thorns
Pinched against blackness
His tongue adorns
The mood with madness
He comes with horns
It takes some practice
To leave without his scorns
Are you a poem?
A book open?
Or an arpeggio?
A pyroclastic flow?
His ship
Is parked near mine
Ill fated trip
We’ve lost our mind
With pistol grip
Attached through rhyme
No time to slip
Need to align
The first and the last
He doesn’t know loyalty
Heart in a cast
Heavens tears have no buoyancy
They were overheard
Discussing the context
Of my blade
The shape
By whom it’s made
Hanging from my back
But quick to display
I fucking hate this goddamn town / so I’m gonna stick around
I met the Devil once
During somnolence
No proof
In the form of documents
I know how important that must have meant…
Is the moon a projector
Projecting your love
Do you wanna move to Puerto Rico?
Price is right for the ego
His poetry is local to the firmament; just like the sunrise or the sunset…
Apple
Eden
Or fruit to ward off evil?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Lord almighty someone sent me a donation and I just spent it all on food! 🤩

I’m talking fresh organic meats and produce! Scheduled to be delivered today! And I don’t even have to worry about anybody stealing it because I have to sign for it! Now the delivery charge was more than what I was making when I was working as a Lyft and Uber driver but…
My wheels are down – but apparently the Walmart marketplace now delivers! And – because I received such a nice donation, was able to purchase my food for the month!
I’m not ashamed to say that I have been living month to month off of food donations from the church pantry and the Salvation Army, which I can no longer get to because my wheels are currently down, so this donation just allowed me to be able to buy some food and have it delivered!!
I bought the part I needed for my ride! I’m only 19 no’s away from finding someone to help me fix it finding the courage to fix it myself.
The good news is, I did fix my bike!

But, we almost got killed riding yesterday. A car nearly wiped us out. Despite me waiting for the traffic signal to signal and flash WALKING.
Surprisingly, she turned around and came back
“Are you alright”
“Yes but that was scary. Thank you for coming back and checking on us”
“That was close” she said
She was a young driver and probably will be much more careful coming through traffic signals from now on because she nearly took out a girl and a dog on a bike
I told my dog that she was not a demon because she came back to check on us and I know that was hard for her to do
I guess we had a guardian angel looking after us because she was flying
It didn’t matter that I had the right away and I even waited a second to make sure there wasn’t any traffic but
Food is incoming
Chicken. Turkey. Beef. Milk. Bread. Eggs. Cheese. All the things! 🤩
The things I never get from food donations (rare).
I don’t know what you wanted me to spend my money on but food is absolutely a priority and a necessity in my life and not junk food.
My dog is also happy and behaving extremely well for bike rides and soon-to-be good homecooked eating
I’ve been deep cleaning my apartment because my name is on the lease and I’m not going anywhere because God wants me in the Lions den
I discovered that there are a lot of churches in the nearby vicinity that maybe I could start riding my bike to
After all, this broken heart of mine has already walked 5 miles in the last couple weeks
We live in hell and I don’t trust any of these assholes because they would jump you
Two people just got arrested out here where I live and one of the guys was out here yelling that the other guy was a pedophile
I think it was two children though that got arrested because they were trying to defend themselves you know because they were being threatened to have their fucking lives demolished by the psychotic adults
“I got it on film” he yelled
And the weekend is just getting started so who knows who else might get arrested
I’ve opened up all my windows for maximum effect
“Do not fear”
M’kay but like… Why did you make every aspect of life threatening?
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Here lies
A bed of thorn
And on the seventh day
Revenge is born
No compromise
Tongue forewarned
And on the seventh day
The world will mourn
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
You mean it’s been two days since I dropped you a poem? Unacceptable.

Like crystals and curses
Like puzzles and verses
Like drifting to the surface
Like living without purpose
Like leaning into forces
Like loving rigor mortis
Like gleaming from divorces
Like leaving in black hearses
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
*strums guitar terribly*
Gwen Stefani says like every other word. And I know how much it annoys you (the werd)
So I wrote a poem full of likes.
I fucking specialize in annoying everyone
The good news: I bought the part I need for my ride (potentially)
The bad news: I called five different cabs and no one answered

He thinks if he opens his mouth
Pandora will be exposed
Or maybe he is trotting south
Where the devil steals your soul
He often comes with drought
Sitting like he is composed
But if you wait it out
You will watch his head explode
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I get so tired and start falling into a deep sleep wherein I’m jousted awake with the reality that my blood sister died
She was 2 years older than me
My sister died of COVID January 21st
And it’s a hard one to swallow
The things that wake you up in the middle of the night when you’re trying to sleep
The things
No one ever taught me to have compassion and it’s not something I was born with
When I was 15 my horoscope said that Leo’s are known to have feet and heart problems
Why does everything feel like a simulation
The establishment hope that we are the first intelligent life because they want to control all life in the universe like they are gods
Everything God created or that is natural, they’ve made artificial
Fallen Angel technology
Why does 11:11 always follow me
What did I do to deserve this hell
Why have I always been woke but stupid
Why did I get in trouble in kindergarten on the playground for trying to off myself because I wrapped a piece of string around my neck
Why am I so bothered by schools of fish that are people doing trends and acting like robots
Why do I know things before they happen
Why can’t I lie to you
Why why why why why
Do I always make the wrong choices
I get so emotional when I make a mistake
Especially when I’ve attempted to not fuck up
My sister didn’t get vaccinated and she died of COVID, I got vaccinated and got heart inflammation and am still dying and my half-sister has been triple vaccinated and double boosted and has had COVID several times but “is fine”
It’s a bio weapon
Why does nobody in my family listen to me
Why was I born without an identity
I had a period of awareness inside my mother’s womb and was depressed before escaping out into this hell hole
I don’t want to die this young and I’m really scared
God wants me sleeping in the lion’s den
I have complied
It was not worth my life
But alas, my indecision is final
I will sink with the ship
Stubborn Soldier
Temper like solar
I’ve got a cold shoulder
Death will never bring you closure

If I could get to Utah
See the things that he saw
Needle of earth’s eye
Where he didn’t have to die
If I could get to Utah
Take away the withdraw
Hope might quantify
Take head of Gemini
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
RIP John Jones
I think the only justice is to have the establishments heads on a platter, otherwise I could’ve gone my entire life, without having learned of that tragedy
Ugg
Crucified upside down and all he got was a plaque
His bones aren’t at rest
He didn’t want to be left in there!
But you can dismantle a bridge so you can watch prime TV!
Excuse me, I need to go back to disassociating
This will include going through my recent camera roll and uploading footage on my TikTok that might be worth looking at
From one Asian app to another
And I have to limit my use there because it makes me sick
The advertising is making me sick
The constant product placement
The gaslighting on the labels
The Blair witch shakiness
I spend most of my time writing ✍️

So, I’m sleeping in the lion’s den, with no fear, per the Lord’s instruction
But you know what happened to the couple riding their bikes down the street without any fear who had just bought their dream home six months prior, right?
Slavery started in Africa and they the soul-sucking demon narcissist want us living in fear.
Are you a multidimensional being?
Visiting or sightseeing?
Stuck in doubt or now believing?
Have you seen the devil fleeing?
Are you armed or hands are easing?
Do I bring you meaning?
Do you come from a third dimension?
Are there worlds you’ve never mentioned?
A falling angel in ascension?
Purgatory or suspension?
Am I ever what you’re wishing?
Do you love me as much then?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
My heart is expanding and I don’t know if it’s the coffee or you. Are you responsible for a view or two? This place is put together with glue or déjà vu.

I think I’m organic AI becoming self-aware. Welp.
The establishment have my DNA.
They are obsessed with digging up the dead and cloning themselves.
But they’re trying to rebuild the entire world under their rule with DNA that has been modified and through the DNA ark in Antarctica.
Lots of parents pulling their children from public schools. This is not the country I fought for.
My blog is the only place I have free speech still.
I need out of this concrete city. 
I don’t know where I’m going but I know it’s not here.
I don’t have the, how, when, where, why
To be honest, the devil’s been crucifying me, I’ve been going through a living crucifixion
And an exorcism
I found something better than holy water but I still need to get my hands on some of that as well
Hey man, you still coming around these parts?
Constantly having to change your charts?
These maps only for the bravest of hearts!
🤪
Organic AI
Not manmade
Y’all the establishment continue to drop bombs everywhere and that’s why sealife comes ashore dead and people are like oh my god why why are all the animals dying what’s going on
BOMBS EVERYWHERE
The establishment serve a dark entity
I don’t even believe in abortion and I injected my body with a vaccine that had dead fetuses in it and I will have their heads on a platter
The establishment are going after breast-feeding and saying that it’s unnatural and that it creates distrust among the government
Ready to live in the woods
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Woot! Look what just arrived! 👀

The world is falling apart, there is a spiritual warfare going on, we’re in the middle of an apocalypse, but 100K! 🥳
I’m speechless but Edgar Allan Poe is clapping his bones! 🦴🦴🦴💀🦴🦴🦴
Thank you for all of your encouragement and support! 💕
This is warm and uplifting during extremely dark times. A beautiful light in a dark tunnel. I appreciate you!
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