They want more money so they can go play with their cocks in space but I’m not participating in this fucking bullshit anymore

My focus is healing, protection, and land

And obviously waking up as many people as I can

Maybe the yellowjacket is a spirit guide and I need to be more like a yellowjacket

I’m glad I didn’t kill the thing but he sure was hanging out a long time like he was awaiting for his colony to arrive

Or maybe I just passed the vibe check and it wanted a ride through town but I was too chickenshit to hang with an aggressive yellowjacket with revenge right in his sting

And they are known for stinging over and over again and he was staring right at me like, “are we going to go, what are we waiting on, can we go now” but after thoroughly agitating its existence even further, I took my eye away for a second and he was gone (this was at the end after 30 minutes or so)

I spent another five minutes expecting it to crawl out of some space in my vehicle so the anxiety proceeded before I could get back on the road or get my lunch or even attempt to roll down the windows

I was doing 50 miles an hour at one point and that fucker was still hanging onto my windshield 👀

We made eye contact a lot 👀

My programming was going haywire

Hands down one of the biggest threats and only a tiny piece of glass separated us

I dared not tell it that it was rude to stare

It seems as soon as I had the idea to maybe knock him away with my windshield wipers or spray, he stopped pruning himself and proceeded to look right at me like, “I dare you, go on, I’m yellow and black, strike me, see what happens”

And I was already wondering what my escape route would be if one showed up inside with my windows rolled up and one outside because they can out run you 👀

It was a David and goliath moment and I absolutely submitted

I told god that I was sitting this battle out 👀

I went to church again this morning and I was already having difficulty with the humiliation factor of it all but I did enjoy the donuts and coffee

But then, the colors yellow and black changed the course of my lunch period and even the chemicals in my brain

A bug

But until you have a yellow jacket staring you down for half an hour don’t come at me, I don’t think you can fit these shoes (petite feet)

So apparently the sun isn’t that gigantic in the sky our atmosphere gaslights us the sun is so far away it’s actually a little pin drop in the sky but our atmosphere makes the light bigger 👀

A pin drop that can fry you in seconds

I’m vampire

I don’t do sun

I love this county though and I love Florida and I want to buy a little piece of land out here

Even though we have a lot of sharks in the water and apparently yellow jackets that get even more aggressive in the fall 👀

So many threats always coming at me

I was just trying to chill and eat boo

But, the yellowjacket taught me that going back home was a better choice

Sometimes angels need to stay in bed

From one warrior to another

Or maybe queen to queen

I mean it didn’t try to hurt me

Maybe it liked what it saw 👀

I have that weird effect on everything, like a fucking vampire 🎃

The great attractor 🎃

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8MqPxff/

Stuck between retiring soon but not ready to die on the street (or be stung over and over again by a yellow jacket)

Should I drop some more spoken word? Writing is about all I have energy for these days.

For some reason, I have a hard time picking from the pool of poetry that I’ve written, and always wind up spontaneously combusting a freestyle when I make a video. 😏

For a program like me, you would think routine would be will but instead I was designed to bend the rules

And I am very analytical but this time they defaulted me to “disorganized mode” just to make it fun

I had a yellowjacket stalk me today, he ruined my nice Sunday drive! I wanted me windows down!!! He wouldn’t go away!!!

I went into terrified mode immediately when I saw it and had to put my windows up

But I didn’t want to hurt it to get it to leave

So it hung out with me, staring a hole through me, for at least 25 minutes.

It felt like Cujo but with a wasp. I was beginning to wonder if I was ever going to leave.

I made a TOK and I wish I could just be myself over there. I’m a blogger so I don’t mind sharing this sort of stuff.

Have you ever been stalked by a yellowjacket that rode on your vehicle for miles and miles and then when you stopped at your location, it still wouldn’t leave?

I sat there for 20 minutes at least!! He was planning his attack looking right at me!!! Or was she a queen? 🤔

I’ve got enemies everywhere!!

Or was this some other weird glitch and I’m missing the sign?

Maybe him staring me down for 25 minutes was a blessing? 👀

This was the longest anxiety attack by an animal that I have had – and probably from the smallest animal too – but Yellow jackets are really aggressive and I have a terrible fear of insects and bugs and flying things and things that can hurt you 👀

Your poetry is my spirit animal

Or maybe, I’m an aggressive Yellowjacket 🐝

I always thought the CoyWolf

But truthfully, you are

I think even your hum would put me in the right frequency

I don’t like seeing girls go on and on and on and on about your spoken word 👀

I start blocking everyone immediately

I think there is something seriously fucking wrong with me

I come from Sagittarius A* 👀

Sometimes when I’m trying to sleep, I can feel myself falling and my body will jerk me awake

They occur a lot

We’re not meant to leave this galaxy 👀

We’re kinda stuck here 👀

Kinda like John is stuck in that hole 👀

I think of him so much now it’s almost as if his soul went into my body 👀

Jim Morrison said things possessed him as well 👀

We’re enlightened 👀

What if enlightened is just another word for time traveler?

What things happened in that cave that they never want to talk about? 👀

We’re kinda nudged in a ‘soft spot’ of the galaxy

Most star systems are double or triple but not ours

The Great Filter is upon us and it’s possible we are the last intelligent species to survive and we have two great hurtles to overcome if we want to be an intelligent species that can live throughout the galaxy

It’s possible that the reason we haven’t discovered other intelligent life is because they didn’t overcome those hurdles

The distances are also too great

But everything is closer than what you’ve been told

So I don’t have very much experience with yellow jackets, in fact I don’t know if I’ve ever been around one before and after doing a little research, apparently if you kill one it will release pheromones and the colony can track you down!!!! 👀

This was some sort of test, wasn’t it? 🧐

You can watch me get stalked by a yellowjacket here 👇👇👇

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8MNo4TL/

I wanted to have a nice Sunday drive with my windows down but no…

Cujo in the form of a tiny flying warrior instead

If that thing had of flown in while I was driving, I would have for sure hit that fucking biker

It’s Daytona bike week and we have bikers everywhere and apparently rogue yellow jackets that get very aggressive in the fall

My heart is starting to feel better

I’m starting to think the reason it was hurting so bad is because my heart was welding itself with electrical charges to heal itself

That’s why I would experience sharp prolonged flashes of pain followed by intense burning

And I still feel flashes of charges but with way less intensity

The constant pulling and tightness in my chest has also decreased, perhaps this means less swelling

I can still feel my heart is damaged and I’m still experiencing lethargy but my blood pressure dropping has decreased and my BP is starting to normalize again

I do still feel cold from time to time but nowhere like before

The plot to my grave has a bit more distance now

Maybe put your obituaries away 🤔

I hope I can get back to fitness and life soon

Thank you for your get wells and prayers! ❤️