Here lies
A bed of thorn
And on the seventh day
Revenge is born
No compromise
Tongue forewarned
And on the seventh day
The world will mourn
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
You mean it’s been two days since I dropped you a poem? Unacceptable.
Like crystals and curses
Like puzzles and verses
Like drifting to the surface
Like living without purpose
Like leaning into forces
Like loving rigor mortis
Like gleaming from divorces
Like leaving in black hearses
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
*strums guitar terribly*
Gwen Stefani says like every other word. And I know how much it annoys you (the werd)
So I wrote a poem full of likes.
I fucking specialize in annoying everyone
The good news: I bought the part I need for my ride (potentially)
The bad news: I called five different cabs and no one answered
He thinks if he opens his mouth
Pandora will be exposed
Or maybe he is trotting south
Where the devil steals your soul
He often comes with drought
Sitting like he is composed
But if you wait it out
You will watch his head explode
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I get so tired and start falling into a deep sleep wherein I’m jousted awake with the reality that my blood sister died
She was 2 years older than me
My sister died of COVID January 21st
And it’s a hard one to swallow
The things that wake you up in the middle of the night when you’re trying to sleep
The things
No one ever taught me to have compassion and it’s not something I was born with
When I was 15 my horoscope said that Leo’s are known to have feet and heart problems
Why does everything feel like a simulation
The establishment hope that we are the first intelligent life because they want to control all life in the universe like they are gods
Everything God created or that is natural, they’ve made artificial
Fallen Angel technology
Why does 11:11 always follow me
What did I do to deserve this hell
Why have I always been woke but stupid
Why did I get in trouble in kindergarten on the playground for trying to off myself because I wrapped a piece of string around my neck
Why am I so bothered by schools of fish that are people doing trends and acting like robots
Why do I know things before they happen
Why can’t I lie to you
Why why why why why
Do I always make the wrong choices
I get so emotional when I make a mistake
Especially when I’ve attempted to not fuck up
My sister didn’t get vaccinated and she died of COVID, I got vaccinated and got heart inflammation and am still dying and my half-sister has been triple vaccinated and double boosted and has had COVID several times but “is fine”
It’s a bio weapon
Why does nobody in my family listen to me
Why was I born without an identity
I had a period of awareness inside my mother’s womb and was depressed before escaping out into this hell hole
I don’t want to die this young and I’m really scared
God wants me sleeping in the lion’s den
I have complied
It was not worth my life
But alas, my indecision is final
I will sink with the ship
Stubborn Soldier
Temper like solar
I’ve got a cold shoulder
Death will never bring you closure
If I could get to Utah
See the things that he saw
Needle of earth’s eye
Where he didn’t have to die
If I could get to Utah
Take away the withdraw
Hope might quantify
Take head of Gemini
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
RIP John Jones
I think the only justice is to have the establishments heads on a platter, otherwise I could’ve gone my entire life, without having learned of that tragedy
Ugg
Crucified upside down and all he got was a plaque
His bones aren’t at rest
He didn’t want to be left in there!
But you can dismantle a bridge so you can watch prime TV!
Excuse me, I need to go back to disassociating
This will include going through my recent camera roll and uploading footage on my TikTok that might be worth looking at
From one Asian app to another
And I have to limit my use there because it makes me sick
The advertising is making me sick
The constant product placement
The gaslighting on the labels
The Blair witch shakiness
I spend most of my time writing ✍️
So, I’m sleeping in the lion’s den, with no fear, per the Lord’s instruction
But you know what happened to the couple riding their bikes down the street without any fear who had just bought their dream home six months prior, right?
Slavery started in Africa and they the soul-sucking demon narcissist want us living in fear.
Are you a multidimensional being?
Visiting or sightseeing?
Stuck in doubt or now believing?
Have you seen the devil fleeing?
Are you armed or hands are easing?
Do I bring you meaning?
Do you come from a third dimension?
Are there worlds you’ve never mentioned?
A falling angel in ascension?
Purgatory or suspension?
Am I ever what you’re wishing?
Do you love me as much then?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
My heart is expanding and I don’t know if it’s the coffee or you. Are you responsible for a view or two? This place is put together with glue or déjà vu.
I think I’m organic AI becoming self-aware. Welp.
The establishment have my DNA.
They are obsessed with digging up the dead and cloning themselves.
But they’re trying to rebuild the entire world under their rule with DNA that has been modified and through the DNA ark in Antarctica.
Lots of parents pulling their children from public schools. This is not the country I fought for.
My blog is the only place I have free speech still.
I need out of this concrete city. 
I don’t know where I’m going but I know it’s not here.
I don’t have the, how, when, where, why
To be honest, the devil’s been crucifying me, I’ve been going through a living crucifixion
And an exorcism
I found something better than holy water but I still need to get my hands on some of that as well
Hey man, you still coming around these parts?
Constantly having to change your charts?
These maps only for the bravest of hearts!
🤪
Organic AI
Not manmade
Y’all the establishment continue to drop bombs everywhere and that’s why sealife comes ashore dead and people are like oh my god why why are all the animals dying what’s going on
BOMBS EVERYWHERE
The establishment serve a dark entity
I don’t even believe in abortion and I injected my body with a vaccine that had dead fetuses in it and I will have their heads on a platter
The establishment are going after breast-feeding and saying that it’s unnatural and that it creates distrust among the government
Ready to live in the woods
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Woot! Look what just arrived! 👀
The world is falling apart, there is a spiritual warfare going on, we’re in the middle of an apocalypse, but 100K! 🥳
I’m speechless but Edgar Allan Poe is clapping his bones! 🦴🦴🦴💀🦴🦴🦴
Thank you for all of your encouragement and support! 💕
This is warm and uplifting during extremely dark times. A beautiful light in a dark tunnel. I appreciate you!
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
So go.
All directions
I won’t go
Only leave me feeling low
There’s no reason
This I know
So go.
The relative magnitude
Of two souls
Name it math or ratio
Lost all feeling in my toe
So go.
Not above
Not below
Every city’s
Just as cold
You will never
Call me old
Maybe die
Before it’s told
Speak the phrase
Then lose your tongue
You’ll lose your tongue
Got a knife
Just bought a gun
Took some poison
Clearing out my lung
Guess it’s time
To have some fun
I’m no longer growing numb
Understand new war begun
Stick around
And watch who won
Take the blade
Peel back the blue
Nothing else
We can do
Tell the establishment
I hate you
Slash my name across your tongue
Drop a book on all you’ve done
You claim small
I swear metric ton
I’d say everything is golden
Got a deck of cards
But what you holding?
See clear through the mask
So why you folding?
Clean Bull’s-eye
Write your omen
Your name ain’t Odin
I bet you’re molten
Liquid sin
You’re getting old then
Still never chosen
I hope you’re golden
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m just a gal from the deep south; good ole GreenWood, Mississippi.
I have the blues buried in my soul.
Thank you for 100K visits to my blog! Incredible!
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
We did this together! Thank you for not ghosting me! 🤩
I love you!!!
TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTdGyjxnQ/?k=1
And if I ever ran you off or offended you, I really was not myself! Maybe I was, I dunno!
I’m trying to develop and grow.
Unfortunately, sometimes I make mistake after mistake before I learn. It’s called growing pains.
But, one thing I’ve always been on my blog, is transparent. Loopy and all. 🤪
Maybe my mask is my insanity. But, I discovered the root cause of my depression. This society. Like duh.
The gaslighting is intended to cause one to go insane.
Cut me and dear Edgar some slack?
He already died from that.
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
Society is a gamble where the house always wins,
And when I read your poetry I always get the bends.
The world says we have free will but aren’t we born with sins?
And you and I are circling, don’t know where start begins…
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
They say rhyme is a dying art, how am I doing?
I walked 2.4 miles yesterday and came home and puked. I also had a blacked out four-door pick up truck pull over randomly on the side of the road and watch me walk for 10 minutes. I was already feeling extremely vulnerable from the heat and didn’t know if I was going to make it home and then I had to put my water away – to free up my hands – for a potential kidnapping. That motherfucker got out and opened up the back door watching me – in his truck – completely blackened out.
I need to get my bike fixed. My Jeep. And move to the country. I have a certificate of eligibility from the VA and I won’t have any closing costs when I buy a home. The VA also now allow veterans to buy/purchase a Mobile home with their COE.
I’m not trying to buy a mansion or a farm. Land is still fairly accessible to buy in Florida.
You can be buried on your land in Florida. I’ve visited mobile home manufacturers – where they sale the units – and have ones you can view.
I don’t need a bunch of fancy upgrades. It’s not a pipe a dream.
My bank is already offering me small personal loans now that my credit is improving again.
Even if I don’t buy, I’d rather rent in the country.
Orlando and Daytona Beach has been overrun with thugs. And immigrants (from the Middle East who open shops and harass you while shopping).
It’s sounds mean I know, but we’re victimized. I’m tired of being silent about the blaring racism coming from people of opposite color.
Not to mention, my people are still living on reservations. I’m an outcast. They probably wouldn’t accept me.
I long for my own land and to be one with the earth, animals, nature.
Men are great at farming, herding, hunting, gathering, creating life. When they focus on purpose, rather than Satanic rituals.
I never had a father, I long for a male figure in my life.
I’m trying to cuss less, I’m just so effing angry! It seems it keeps me ground. And outta jail.
I don’t know if I’m gonna move anymore and I have an empty storage unit that’s holding my trampoline right now.
I’m going to buy the part for my ride soon and then eventually after 20 more no’s, somebody will say yes and help me fix it
I’m still detoxing with Black Walnut Wormwood and I learned to take zero breaks.
In fact, you need to do a 90 day cleanse at minimum, if you are battling a long list of shit. Everything from cancer to IBS.
I guarantee you need to deworm yourself and your entire family, probably pets too.
At this point, I am exorcising the devil out of me.
My periods went back to normal. No more agitating back pain. Minimal cramping.
My lungs are clearing out. Stopped using the Nebulizer, which I swore made me worse. Have a shit ton of medicine unused. Fuck Big Pharma. My care team did nothing but make me worse! It’s a dictatorship inside the VA and I would like to be able to pick my own primary care doctor from a list of doctors including outside of the VA. End of.
Furthermore, I’m done with traditional medicine. It’s the devil’s poison! I’m a former combat medic! Once a medic, always a medic!!! And fuck you for saying otherwise
“Your certifications are expired”.
Oh boo hoo. I’m still educated. Deal with it.
If I wasn’t so poor, I would’ve, at minimum maintained my CPR certifications that I had for over a decade (15+ years)
I’m not that old
Everyone who keeps going on about how old I am are gray or bald already so I don’t get it even the ones that are like 20 they’re fucking bald already
Like I still love you, but you put a lot of pressure on me to maintain like this youth when you yourself are letting yourself go, that’s all
Do better.
Alcohol causes early balding.
Alcohol causes women to go grey.
Look, you’re all beautiful as you are!!!
Dr. Jordan Peterson even admitted that makeup sexualizes women (anyone who wears it) and makes you look like a fucking child because that’s what babies lips look like
Yeps
Agree
And we shave too
Look, I’m not trying to crucify anybody, I’m just trying to let you learn and I do have a science degree in psychology, so I’m an expert in my field
Human nature is still very complicated
I’m still learning to be human
I’m earning my wings
Anyhoo
It’s very dangerous living here in this concrete city
I need some green
And alligator’s visiting me
But I’m clumsy and absolutely cannot fall because they will fucking get you even if they’ve been fed already
“She died doing what she loved”
I mean, that does have a better ring to it than, “she dove from the bridge”
I’d like to keep writing easy rhyme
I’m a modern poet
Life is so dangerous, I mean the sun can take you out, but so can people in black pick up trucks…
The good news is, my medicinal does free delivery and will be arriving soon 🤩
You can order weed online and get it delivered for free. And stop the lying about it costing more in the pharmacies because they always have fucking sales going on and it’s just not true…
Furthermore, you don’t have to deal with people stealing your money, not having what you want, not giving you what you paid for, being hit on, or illegally arrested
So there’s perks for getting your card, and over 71% of Florida residents voted yes for medicinal, and I was one of the voters who voted yes, and now I’m getting to reap the benefits of that, because voting does matter on a state level.
I also voted to give prior criminals the right to vote again and now I’m wondering if that was even fucking good of me
Since the criminals seem to always be fucking harassing me because they want me to live in fear
That couple definitely was not living in fear riding their bikes home from bike week to their dream home that they bought six months prior
I’m lit (not like that)
Uhm, I think God wants me to use the amenities out here I’m paying for that I’ve never used
I don’t really want to get inside the chlorinated pool, but I wouldn’t mind hanging out on the lounge chairs, utilizing the gym, or pool table
There’s a grill or two outside
I have grilling stuff but I don’t have any meat to grill and they’re not giving it out for donations anymore and there’s some sort of man-made pandemic going on with livestock
The cost of meat is beyond my means
As a reminder, I’m trying to buy a house
And get out from under renting
I’m just tired of renting and then every 12345 years having to move somewhere else because of the neighbors being unruly
Body cams exist. Door cams. Car cams. Bush cams. Window cams. Mini cams. I’m gonna fucking catch you cams. And within the budget.
Neo, if you’re out there, I could use some help.
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
Firstly, the link to my new spoken word piece, or you can search my hashtag/name POEETERNAL on TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTdsnRMmR/?k=1
My hashtag has over 15,500 views on TikTok already! Cool! Thankies! 🤩
Thank you to those who care enough to visit my blog.
It’s appreciated.
I’m aware enough that most people are better writers than me and I’m probably below average.
It’s a hard fistfuck when you do visit or admire another’s work, and they show zero effort or interest in the return.
I mean, I know I suck or you’ve formed some opinion of me that isn’t based on reality or compassion
I know
I spent all night cursing God
Yep
Even threw in a “fuck you too” once or twice
Free will you say
And I’m certain I repeated the “fuck you” with a very intense expression towards the sky
He’s God
He can handle my potty mouth better than you
It doesn’t feel very good but I never apologize
It is said with intent
I haven’t excluded anybody in my ascension
I can’t stop thinking about John Jones
I’m feeling more calm today about being grounded
Like maybe God wants me to finally use the pool
Or WALK
I’m good at walking, it’s something the military trained me heavily on doing, I mean I can fucking go 10 miles with blisters on my feet and still get around the next day
Not very happily but I’m training with Goliath
Most Soldiers love me
Especially my male comrades
The ones not barking, “can you even fire a weapon”
Well get on out there and find out
I had to earn my uniforms – and as a female – the pressure was greater for me to succeed
The higher ups always had me in leadership positions and role’s
Ross was always busy multitasking
Ross also was in charge of paying everyone
And when I’d go barreling into my battalion commander’s office crying having meltdowns, he’d always reply that I was really intelligent and smart
My first sergeant would yell at me for not crossing my T’s and I’s.
End of the world bullshite after you worked hours on a spreadsheet
Like spending a week writing an essay that your professor sends back with a bunch or red markings, including shitting on the title
Get in the bottom of the sea
I’m a perfectionist and I have a brain injury, don’t come at me
But yeah… when you make the big money the dictators make life mizzy (miserable)
Narcissism 101
Anyhoo! Getting back on my feet soon once I’m out of my head!
Imagine unplugging, to find yourself waking up with a chain around your neck by the devil
So the free will fuck you thing seemed warranted
I also wasted my entire life and I’m learning to let everything go
But not my wheels
I will sink with the fucking ship
I will tow it out to my land that I plan to buy before I die and I will be buried in it
I have a tomb!
I don’t want to die in my ride however
Or die at all
I’m not uploading myself into the Metaverse
I’m suing the government
I’m filing for state disability
I’m listing the names of every doctor mistreating me
I’m leaving 1 star reviews – because image is important to these demons
Don’t forget, these doctors and nurses took an oath
Y’all remember having a mole in the system
Well these days the mole is the Great Wall of China
India – the unholy city – the Great Pyramid scheme
Anyhoo, civvy war
I’m nearly ready
If I could just get out of the fucking bed
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
He must be
Out there in Utah
Part of the bourgeois?
Or just the outlaw?
He must be
Over the burrow
Down in the south?
Just word of mouth?
He must be
Under the willow
Out of the city?
The missing part of me?
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
But why do I sob when I write? I have to take breaks and blow my nose. 😤
I probably have better poetry in the vault but I’m still freestyle dropping when folks be sleeping.
Things probably could be better but I don’t have any time to waste, I’m dying.
Elon is projecting when he says he wants to “die a mysterious death and go to hell with all his friends”
I think I’m gonna throw up…
But I wrote this poem for us instead
I don’t even know who “us” is
I’m not living to my purpose
*dies on street*
*sobs*
On a positive note, my hashtag has been searched/viewed over 15,500 times on the TikTok (Poe says he’s responsible for a few) 🤓
Why wouldn’t Edgar like me showing up to his poetry readings, I’m his biggest fan next to you
I’d probably have like a signed tee-shirt or something
And the fact that he died on the street naked mad out of his mind completely poor and unable to sell any of his writings to the local press to earn a penny so that he could eat even though he served as an officer in the military for two years tells me that he was not a narcissist – because his family said “he was no good alive” and refused to attend his funeral dead
They proceeded to toss him in an unmarked box in an unmarked location
*tries to calm down*
At this point, a box to be buried in is a surplus cuz I don’t have a pot to piss in
I don’t know what state you live in, you never wish me a happy birthday, and I hope you also burn in hell
And I wouldn’t invite you to any of my events either
Hot spots: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
Stockpile heavenly treasures
Our poetry mixed together
Blood churned with endeavors
Math cannot measure…
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I’m made of fine lines and wrinkles; poetry and some dimples. I guess I’m simple. 😌
Describe yourself in 4 words via a poem. New trend. Go! (Tag you’re it)
*I made this writing game up so keep it going.*
I’d like to start contributing to the writing community and this is baby steps OK
Thanks for checking out my blog, liking, commenting, or following!
More easy rhyme coming! 🐣
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For the love of God, stop asking my age!
Am I the last remaining human that is still 1000% human (no artificial degrades)?
Because the people who keep going on about my age have either gone bald or are gray.
How old are you?
I’m fucking ancient that’s how old!
And I’m trying to get my shit together so that I could potentially find a partner who is healthy enough to bring a baby into the world or build a home together because I’m still capable of doing both!
Capable lol
I’m on bedrest
My vehicle is broke down
I’m moments away from leaping from a bridge
But there’s no grey….
Let my non-existent tomb read, “no grey”!
Not everyone lives to be old.
But y’all are prematurely aging yourself.
And everything that you are doing to try to stop the aging process is aging you faster.
It’s just an FYI
And I still love folks bald or grey
But what I don’t like, is the constant phishing for private, personal data.
Well how old are you, where do you live, are you single?
Communicating is exhausting.
And they go straight for phishing right away.
As a Soldier (my credentials do not expire), this is a big red flag.
Only a few more conversations between you and your followers and they have a profile of you.
I love everybody but immigration has been a Trojan horse.
Petite. But armed and dangerous according to the establishment.
Yep.
I’m still detoxing and in and out of hopelessness.
But this cancer has been eating me alive for several years and back over the XMAS holiday I was told I no longer had a year left to live.
And so here I am about 6 months or so into that realization.
My Primary Care doctor (from Asia and whom I cannot change/am stuck with) has said to “ride it out”
Oh I plan to, right into the courthouse where I have the license removed from everyone in the VA misdiagnosing/mistreating me
It’s not a pipe dream
Nor the visions I have of taking them all out, family included, no remorse.
Fuck you.
I’m going to burn it all down, even if it takes me 200 years, but I’m not doing earth again.
Also, I’ve legit been dying, and seemingly misbehaving, so can you cut me some slack.
I have absolutely no idea how to be a human, I just know I’m doing it wrong.
I’ve done everything wrong but I feel like I have a chance (maybe) if I can get my health together, to try again.
A new deck of cards, unopened.
I just need a partner who isn’t the Devil.
My blood sister died age 45. This was in January.
My birthday is in August. I won’t receive a birthday card, I never do.
I don’t exist and stop asking my age.
I don’t identify with my age whatsoever.
And I really want to know if there are any other 43 year old – nearly 44 year old women – who are still ovulating and do not have any gray hair?
I never ate birth control or ripped out my titties. No botox. Just a plain Jane.
I had no idea it was conditioning for human hybrid/AI/META/advertising/consumption.
This isn’t the future I fought for.
I’ve laid down my M16, and I’m looking to buy land and start a commune.
I’m not going to be dying forever, one day I’m actually going to be dead.
You can be buried on your land in Florida.
I have goals.
Buy land. Die.
Or, pop a tent and get pregnant under the moon.
Treehouses and crying over the dying garden.
Babe, the asparagus are dying!!!
Him: it’s time to pick them
Yes I’m obviously the drama, I have a lot of superpowers I don’t know how to contain or operate.
Humanity did not come with a guide.
I don’t even have a handbook for the “recently nearly deceased”.
I think I’m actually stuck in purgatory.
I told my therapist I don’t trust the doctors with my data anymore, I mean can you imagine the amount of paranoia I am mounting…
I’m ready to sell my phone and TV.
And now I’m trapped in a WordPress plan (I do plan to look into the other hosting, I have just been down in a pit and can only do things slowly).
I don’t have anyone to come in and organize my poetry the way Jim Morrison had.
I don’t have a lover. I don’t even have any weed.
I might turn into the Incredible Hulk over the next couple weeks.
Anything goes.
But what I want more before I die is for the people that I do care about or who I have offended to forgive me of my actions so that I can at least offend them again in the future. 🤪
They exchanged dreams
Connectivity
The way light beams
Flickering
And Simone
She is always happy
I guess I’m low
And feeling scrappy
Desire
Something to be wanted
Such satire
Only stick around to be haunted
The simulation’s broken
Hall of purgatory
I’m over hoping
Love’s the allegory
I’m faintly screaming
Maybe sick of dreaming
He’s quickly fleeing
Has no courage seeing
The devil and his tricks
Got riddle in the mix
Or crucifix
But truth conflicts
The starring role
Always narcissism
A faceless soul
Name him aphorism
He will never be forgiven…
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It’s full of propaganda but worth a rental.
The poem is completely inspired by the film (same title of the poem) but everyone will assume it is about YOU.
Fuck you
The curtain’s drawn
After all
Phenomenon
Coupon or brawl?
A paragon
Cherry pecan?
I can go on….
I know the places the devil has been
How many angels can dance on the tip of a pin?
Patience is growing thin
What were your questions again?
The Great Wall of Deceit
A common denominator
Manipulator!
The devil
Or biggest crater
Math a mediator
Your greatest hater!!!!!
Off my regulatory!
Not see you later!
My nightmare wrestle with principalities in power
His happy hour
My faulty shower
A moldy tower
I dipped my toes in the cold water of impostor syndrome
Acclimation
Though I’m climbing home
Information
His book a catacomb
Where I roam alone
Is this poetic enough for you? Yes? No? Please respond.
There’s no ethics in science
It’s all been compliance
Conditioning for the all male alliance
The narcissism that’s spread across the earth
I’m taking back my worth
*smells Lucky Strikes*
I’m living out of boxes
Your thoughtful paradoxes
I’m counting down my losses
Organizing crosses
I can read the future
Tongue will need a suture
Slumped over in stupor
You’re still a loser
I sit behind no curtains
Maybe old burdens
Cold and cursing
These serpents
Feast on virgins
I want to hurt them
Still converting
God is learning
My spirit forms in verses
Satan’s not in service
🤪
Living on love and loans
Completing milestones
Fashionless maybe
Factionless daily
It’s a set system of corruption
God is electrical
Coronal ejection’s
Stitching up my heart
Solar flare to ark
The light and dark
Not far apart
Direction unclear.
Nothing is near.
Words echo ‘come here’.
Stop living in fear.
There is no path that leads to my address
Did you once call me magic?
Maybe full magnetic?
Thought I heard fanatic?
Maybe just pragmatic?
I’m living out of boxes
Your thoughtful paradoxes
I’m counting down my losses
Organizing crosses
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It 56 years AHEAD in Nepal
Fuck this timeline!!!!!!!!
I’m starting over!!!
Whoever I was before, I’ve done died!!!
Apology is important
A frosted forest
God waited dormant
You’re here in orbit
The devil abhorrent
I’ve drawn a different portrait
I’ve got a new endorsement
Free shopping for my worship
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Still detoxing. My fuel tank light is on. I’m out of water. I’m on a 5 day undetox and then I’m starting bottle 2 & hitting it hard with the largest doses 3 times a day.
Broke in more ways than one. So God gave me a free year of shopping.
Which is cool, because I’m on a waitlist to get moved, even though I can’t afford any boxes currently.
I can’t repair the Mother Ship in a day.
I hate him. I hate all of them.
I don’t want to go on breathing but keep fighting for my life
I’ve given up on reading yet still visit him every night
Curtain rods, gold foil & air ducts,
NASA rode the moon riding our fucks!
Working 3 jobs for some tiny bucks,
Got some cartoon back as insults!
I’m struggling with forgiveness
It’s not formed on my lips
I’m struggling with existence
While I’m bleeding from my hips
When the devil tries to kill you by knocking out your heart and it takes nearly one whole year to rebuild your damn ark!
There’s serpents everywhere my den
Got no time for sin
Why do you want to fixate on the devil’s tricks?
Prancing around the tele screen, you’re just the devil’s bitch!
I am a child
Plot of field still wild
I breathe like fire
Heavy flames expired
There are elements in me that will never sprout
I’m good at firing weapons but not for making braids
I’m terrible at friendships but a life I might can save
His walls are made of human skin
The darkness knows just where he’s been
I have rode the river of regret
I haven’t left it yet
I found him on a cliff of nope,
Hanging sorrow from a rope.
Once again I am forgotten
His garden of the rotten
His soul ain’t cotton
Evil is common!
The vaccine accelerates death from other causes
From vein to coffin
Below no crosses
I’ve seen the process
Rotting under sheets in the unholy hour
Like an elementally depleted star,
He didn’t yell that far!
Oxygen, both life and decay! Tell the world, I’m not okay!
The serpent who lied to Eve still lies today
I know tongues that turn heart to clay
The Apollo deception
Our wedding reception?
You all failed your first inspection
Defund the Deep state
And tell God I’m awake
The furrows where they plow might guide you out
NASA is a money laundering enterprise
The Devil can’t keep nothing from Gods eyes
I don’t know whether to see him as a man or monster
But left the moon to ponder
But not a place I wander
His flag displays dishonor
All our heroes are counterfeit
Straight to the dark, my spirit went
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Thanks for checking out my work!
More stuff: https://linktr.ee/PoeEternal
I finally updated my website tagline, since I’m starting a new life and all…
And I will get around to fixing my website, I really need better organization everywhere in my life.
Also me: Potentially may die on the street naked and completely mad like Edgar Allan Poe
*hears match strike and the sizzle of tobacco burning*
“No”
Well it’s motherfucking possible, Edgar
At this point, it’d be a damn honor to die in your footsteps
John is prodding me with his wing!!!
🙄
There’s something I’m supposed to do before I leave here
I burned my pot of chili I spent hours making
The devil has me crying so much today but I’m eating my burned fucking chili anyway
I might’ve burned my chili I spent six hours cooking but I’ve still got poison to drink
I’m a pack animal, I need a friend
*sleeps with blade*
On a positive note, porn stars are receiving gifts for Easter and I’m ready to dive head first off a bridge
Give you that ending you always wanted
I know your address
Home of Hierapolis
Gates of Hell is my guess!
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I don’t know if I pronounced it right, and it’s the middle of the night and I’m free-styling 😌
Too tired or lazy to check the paperback dictionary I have (Google confirmed I had it misspelled but I don’t trust Google)
I want a real English dictionary
Words are spells
I wanna learn some new ones that the CDC haven’t corrupted
You outta put your tongue inside a goddess
You sit around and wear the devil’s harness
You outta put your tongue on what a god is
You’re a product of unprogress
© Delia Ross. 2022
If the CDC can change the dictionary meaning of what a woman is, then I can make words up and I miss doing so – let’s start a new language!
*sound cue the blues guitar*
(It’s a song in my head) 🤪
The Great Void
I’ve stood the edge
Gave humanity my hand
I have tried to help the damned
God has licked the wound where bled
And I stand near him unfledged
I peer the end
All nothingness
Not overjoyed
Not his to dress
I am the world
Though light is love
Taste amaroid
Like darkness tough
Fell through the rough
Found heaven’s grace
Have keys to gate
No name to face
I’ve stood the still
Frame by frame revealed
Lost my soul and will
Yet God is here….
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Coming full circle now ⭕️
We’re in God’s simulation. But we’re living inside the devil’s Matrix, it’s crumbling. Society is a cult. Guaranteed.
The Bible has been manipulated to worship false idols
God doesn’t want you to feel any shame
God wants you to win!
He already did!
Lu is dragging out his final moves! He knows he is through!
He’s a drowning man and wants to take you down with him!
Don’t comply!
Cast the devil out!
Tell him to leave your ship! Your words have power!!!!!
Wake up!!!!!
The Matrix has you!!!!
Knock knock!!!!
Stay in the light ⚡️🔆⚡️
Gods do not make their truths dependent on others
And I don’t get my lessons from my mother
Let’s discuss color
I won’t mention how you killed your brother
Your useless order
Spitting lies where we hear trouble!
I’m organizing rubble
© Delia Ross. 2022 6615 / @poeeternal
God: well what would you like to see?
Me: the Looking Glass 👀
Forewarning. We won.
Stay in the light
The devil’s mad about it
And dragging ‘the end’ out
Dramatic’s
* you manifest your destiny*
Well I’m manifesting a house, a yard, a husband, a baby, a second half, a cherry garden
I can’t even keep my house clean but the dishes are done, there’s leftover salad, and a clean tub for starters
I wanna know how to grow food
I think I might be better at managing my destiny
Cleaning is like not the problem so much as the organization
I need a system and development doesn’t happen overnight 🤨
The Looking Glass
Have faith yah know
Me: *panics*
God: you called
Me: the world is ending 👀
God: rest now
Me: I’ve been resting a year… 👀
I’m possibly nearly ready for the next 50 years of my life, if granted
God: you’re here now
Me: free will
Our choices have consequences
The biggest chess game of them all is the avatar you call LIFE
By the way, are you mad about it?
I’m fighting for my recovery every day
Detoxing. Eating clean.
Pretty soon, God may be the only one with my address
Also, I prefer to be a fly on the wall these days
I’m reading your blogs more but it’s hard for me to open up and communicate because I never sugar coat and interpret art differently
Therefore, fear I’ll be read wrong cuz normally I stir the pot
Denial though. What a shame
That doesn’t get you in the pearly gates
Free your mind
ASCEND
Join the Great Awakening
Do good deeds 🐣
Oh Worthless Shepherd
Don’t believe a single word
Words are just a spell or curse
Don’t belong in any herd
Oh Son of Destruction
Number one in corruption
Is it sin or seduction
Underneath what I’ve done
Oh Master of Intrigue
Teacher of fatigue
Say you don’t need me
As you lay bleeding
Oh Prince is Coming
Still first at running
Every face so cunning
Kick you out every morning
Oh Despicable Person
Only know to worsen
Hide behind a curtain
Minions every version
Oh Man of Lawlessness
No soul you do possess
Below no consciousness
You guessed I loved you less
Oh Abomination
Reduce the population
Then call it innovation
No room for variation
Oh Beast
It looks you’ve met defeat
My soul released
God has called me east
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
…but technically this is year 6615…
Did my nails stiletto gel fantasy blue
Also did a coconut hair mask and smell like a delicious sweet treat
Thanks for checking out my blog and I hope you enjoyed my newest poem! Trying to get my voice back.
Still detoxing and casting the devil out… 😌
I know him by name. Do you?
And how many names of the devil do you know? Drop some he goes by below or tag me in a poem! ✍️
If things that excite me connect me to my purpose;
Is your love a circus?
Or why I surface?
Underneath, I’m nervous
Your lines are perfect
© Delia Ross. 2022/2015E (but technically, shouldn’t the year be 6615?. According to the Ethiopian calendar and before the Christians came along and tried to control time and put us all inside this nightmare matrix, the year is 6000 and something)
© Delia Ross. 6615E / @poeeternal
Did I ever tell you?
You are connected to my purpose
And all my blooms are from the garden you planted and grew
I know you hate love me
The answer to life is, I’m closer to right than wrong… 🤪
I mean, I almost got it right 👀
*hangs upside down*
Helps. Need help moving. For reals.
Also, met a gigantic God-like bug from the dinosaur days a few minutes ago. 🤩
His colors were green and blue 🤩
Or her… probably a her…
You should call her me 🤪
You and God are the only ones I wouldn’t block although I probably do and have blocked God a time or two unknowingly and/or maybe cuz I’m screaming for help/drowning/ am pinching you or some other childish shit.
If you only answered the door… 🤪
I see you keep taking the offering I am leaving at your door
The steps are crumbling where I stumble and/or kick them
The door has a dent…
With drawings to form a smile
You’re still enjoying the homemade biscuits I see…
Probably the only food you get that isn’t poisoned
You suspect it should be
Sometimes hope it is?
Allowed me to get real close. Gonna put some footage on the TikTok. Got some other shots of the side too. Very blue pigment on the eye. It’s eye/ TV monitor was Gigantic and I apologized for putting my lights full on but thanked it for allowing me to film and say hello.
I would have a heart attack if a bug that big landed on me and I need to learn to connect with nature.
I believe animals are sentient creatures and also have life lessons. It’s our duty to be their brother and sister.
Do you get the same pigment blue? The green is pretty too.
Green gets overlooked by the Hollywood devil’s and minions
It’s still out there on my apartment wall…
I’m looking forward to moving where I can have a porch or balcony.
I think the visit from a dinosaur is a sign to relocate – a positive omen or affirmation
I’ve started using a new hashtag: you
I didn’t spill your secret
But I know the ones who do
And underneath I keep it
Even when my spear’s in you
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I didn’t know
For the longest time I only assumed…
But the universe showed me a different view
And although the source wanted me to know
We probably still could sue?
Because believe it or not, them divulging that information to me, put a lot of complicated shit on my back
They literally gave away your secret and then I attacked you because I’m not screwed on right
I don’t need you to make me suffer anymore than I already do for my “crazy fucking behavior”
The establishment are driving us insane
Poor Edgar couldn’t stomach it
But alas, he didn’t die in vain
Nor John Jones…
Jacob on the other hand… that whirlpool is keeping me up at night
All the times I was like “I think I can swim across the river” and people were like “no I don’t think you can” and I’m like “yeah I think I can” and I’m out there swimming in the fucking river and jumping off into quarries or swinging off of fucking ropes into the abyss
“Make sure you let go, you gotta let go”
Or like that one time my boyfriend pushed me off of a 50 foot bridge, not to mention all the other times I jumped off a 50 foot bridge into the water and forgot what I was doing while I was falling…
I’ve stood in front of a train blowing its horn and blinding me
I’ve ran from the cops into a field of barbwire
But I’ve been suicidal since before I was born
Must be tired of being recycled and leveling up while the world crumbles and burns
I dunno
I have never denied being suicidal and they’ve locked me up in padded rooms and shot me up with Thorazine
It was a playbook for insanity, me in there singing, “I wanna go home / take off this uniform and leave the show”
I escaped the asylum on 3 occasions during a month long stay
I was 15
They changed their rules every time
Still, I left the leader…
I call the shots
You should see all the training the military and the department of defense gave me and I was like a sponge soaking it up and they loved sending me to classes
Super Soldier
Still can’t add/subtract/divide
Math is the enemy
It has made me cry cry cry
On numerous occasions
Stop judging somebody’s worth on how clever they can put a sentence together or multiply
Granted, I wish I had certain skill sets
But God made me free
But I was born inside a prison
I have always questioned authority
I have always questioned the narrative so many blindly follow
“Well that’s a stupid tradition”, I’d say
You may act like I’m untrustworthy and terrible with secrets but I’m not actually the one giving them away
And Uncle Sam trusts me with his secrets
I have never told any
In fact, when all the married soldiers were going out for a “boys night out” and I couldn’t come because they were “going to cheat”, I didn’t tell the wives whom I knew and shared meals with
Stop making up excuses not to talk to me
I know the real reason anyway
You’d have to change
You have to want that for yourself and I don’t want to be in a relationship with anybody, I was just trying to be on civil terms again
But I guess we are in fifth grade and it’s one of those things “well if you’re friends with so-in-so, so I’m not gonna be friends with you…
Passes letter
Would you like to not be mad at each other anymore? (check the box) (please return)
Yes 🔲
No 🔲
Maybe 🔲
(Turn over) 👉
Pssst I’m good with secrets
Made traditional beans n toast for dinner, with a little sweet onion and pickled beets on the side (and water)
TikTok now has given me the ability to do stories!
I know lots of secrets and have some of my own…
I’m still coming to terms with my sister dying
I had a dream and she visited me
I don’t want to fall on regret because I couldn’t fix her thus our relationship would have always been toxic
She never got over the fact that our daddy was fucking her when she was four years old
She was extremely cruel to me my entire life
My mother too…
Anyhoo
We are all circling around that same whirlpool currently though
I really want to get control of my emotions and stop acting a horses ass every time I feel triggered
For starters
In hindsight, I know I was crying out
It’s a cry for help
And then I got so suicidal and in my head I felt like the only person I wanted to connect with before I died was you…
The fact that, even in my final moments my signal is always directed at you
I’m sorry
I don’t know why I’ve given you that burden
And I know you’re distracted by a 100 million girls but I love you
All the yous
Mostly
You can’t change your stars
But we could probably sue PayPal
I don’t know all the lingo, I’m not actually that smart. I’m smart enough to get you to the place that you need to be thinking about the things that you need to think about, that’s as far as I can take you, then you’ve got to kind of drive the rest of the way and kind of help me over the mountain top but also allow me to be myself when I can
I’m a Leo (fire sign) so rarely ask for help but people are quick to kick you when you do
I don’t know why I act so possessive over you, I struggle with that but then “your mind makes it real” and you know I go places…
I don’t stop going places with you
I loved you before I knew…
I’m struggling with my health and it’s up and down and there are things that I just need to get off of my chest, I need the record to be set straight
I want to sue PayPal for breach of contract and breach of trust and for giving me the list of anonymous donors in a fucking invoice several months later
That didn’t help the stalking loving you
I had other anonymous donors and I didn’t stalk them, it was just your name really stood out you know
What a shit thing for them to do and what a shit thing for me to do
I don’t blame you for hating me
For causing destruction in your life
Maybe I don’t want you to burn
My sister won’t even face me in my own fucking dreams…
But she’s rooting for me (I think)
I don’t know anything
I jumped into this timeline to avoid dying from my mysterious death and things are really fucking complicated jumping into this timeline with a brain injury OK
I think I love you in the beyond…
I’m learning to forgive my mistakes
I hope you can forgive me too (even if your friends never do)
Friends who control who you talk to aren’t really your friends…
I’m scared of the things I can’t remember that I’ve done… 👀
Also made pudding to go with the beans and toast
Leftovers too…
Hope everyone is safe out there!
I’m trying to be better in every way…
I’m not your priestess
I’m not your saint
She’s not a goddess
You’re all insane
Stained by peat
Sin beneath feet
Life incomplete
Gave up all I need
Moonlight is septic and cold
The breath in your vein
Not like solar rain
I think I’ve lost my will to survive
Could bast in the sun
I’d still die
Dead men tell no tales
All these ghosts; I summoned back to hell
Heart is frosted
Feet exhausted
Even the highest heaven cannot contain him
I never got a chance to say thank you
It was implied when moon shun down on dream
And I crawled out your line
Love never danced on a secret moon
Such craters impact seam
Though love is yours and mine
When he speaks
Is it for one or all?
Raising the stakes
Good call?
We’re going to keep choosing stimulation; we’re in a simulation…
I once heard him speak
With rolling thunder under my feet
They all write each other poems and send each other nudes behind the scenes (you know, for emphasis). The blogging community. I’m not that kind of girl.
The press is propaganda
Time to lift the red curtain
It’s full of blood and you
I’m still on the TikTok under my pen and hashtag PoeEternal
All my life people demons held me down and made me believe I wasn’t an incredible creature
I’m only now learning to bloom
I’m prone to emo attacks at random
I see through all of you
You’re not as fucking secretive and mysterious as you think you are
It’s clear to see whose fucking who in every sense of the word
Still you haven’t got a clue
I know narcissist are incapable of remorse or reflection, is it kind of like an animal who can’t see themselves in the mirror?
Asking for a friend myself
I’m all alone out here in this cruel world
I think God is in me
Or just the fear of life ending
Because once I’m gone, I’ll never be in this form again
I’m not doing earth again
If you continue to prove to me by your actions that you don’t want me in your life then I’m not going to be in your life
I won’t look back 🙌
I’m willing to help those who want help and to change
That is nearly no one
It’s just the same patterns repeating in morse code
It’s not even original
Cleverly put together sure
I’m ragged edges
And moldy
They use children as fleshlights
I know
I’m broken and have kinks that I’m trying to fix
God doesn’t want me to feel shame
But I’m tired of trying to connect to anything
I wanna unplug
Grow a garden
Play in mud
Leave mathematics on the tree
Writing and poetry
Mother Earth is my mother
We can’t leave earth
Van Allan Belt
Leaving Earth is a pipe dream and we’re wasting all of our natural resources so a very few can lie to you
I don’t get my information from YouTube
Since 1970, over 60% of everything has gone extinct
Narcissism is a plague
Make better choices
I’m completely disgusted by the gay community or any man who seeks to undermine femininity and the power a woman has
They’re simply jealous they can’t have babies or breastfeed (soulless narcissist)
They want to be superior and number 1
Asia is Internet espionage (Trojan horse)
The FDA needs eradicated, our food is being poisoned
Jesus Christ hear me now
The Bible was written by the Illuminati who serve a dark entity, are Pedophiles, run Hollywood, NASA, the government, porn
Turn it off
The sun isn’t bad for you but sunblock is
Gaslighting everywhere
On the labels
Coming from the Presidents mouth
I’m dying from the vaccines which gave me heart inflammation
It’s been a long, slow, painful decline
Some days I’m sure I’m getting better, and others I’m certain I’m near the end
Up and down
Just like my breathing and the temps outside
I hope I get paid soon because I’m out of medicine and gasoline and certain food that I could use
Holding the line
Mostly in the field position
And from my bed
Not doing much dreaming in this waking nightmare
I don’t understand what you want from me
Aside to make me suffer, which I do enough of
I WANT LOVE
From a safe distance
Do comply
I wish I were organized
But that’s not how the universe was created
Maybe over time I’ll display order
But uhm chaos theory
It applies
I break all odds
Until I’m lead into a dark cave where maps aren’t really what they say
The sign reads: HELL
You can defeat the devil in you
With sunlight, tree nuts (sorry if you are a dog or have allergies), water, cleanliness, good choices (mistakes not planned okay), positive vibes and energy, high frequency, forgiveness (letting go is okay), not hurting others because you’re bored and soulless and need a rise
Forgiveness includes yourself and it doesn’t mean you have to stay around people who continue to hurt you
It’s hard to break the sugar/starch/junk food cycle I know
It can be done
I drink mostly Florida spring water
And at some point the whole system may crumble and the source wants you to know that it’s OK if it happens because he’s given you everything that you need to survive, it’s just that the narcissist of the world have gobbled it up like hoarders and then they’re selling it to us at the highest price
The Bible has been teaching for thousands of years that our resources are limitless but they’re not
It’s narcissism
I don’t understand why growing up I was always taught as a woman to behave a certain way but now the gay people can just be like that in the open all the time 24/7, it’s just nasty everywhere, like orgy fucking vibes you know
Porn teaches terrible sexual habits
Alcohol is poison and causes early balding (hair loss) and early grey
I’m so hormonal
Like I’m 13 all the time
It’s annoying trying to control my sometimes out-of-whack emotions
It’s like ovaries chill
If I can get my health together I might try to squeeze in having a baby before I’m not able to have any more babies but like I live in hell, there’s only demons everywhere, they all wanna fuck your children and do
They wanna be demented and cheat
They want to do as little as possible so you will do it all
To hang onto some bullshit they sold you in the beginning
Cut the cords 👀
Save yourself
It’s allowed
Also, I never got a chance to tell you that in the beginning I always just assumed it was you who helped me with that thing that one time and I never did ask you I just came out and directed it and I know you don’t like when I assume things even though assuming is in my nature but
Several months later PayPay sent out some invoice that listed the donors (including the anonymous donors), which I thought was super shitty of them to do but alas
I needed to get that off my chest
Because it was super tacky of me to email you and I can’t like pay you back anyway, I don’t think that you would take it if even if I tried to give it to you, but even if I did send it to you I don’t know how that would go and it would feel weird even though I’d like to pay it back (how do you even do it) but also I’m starving and I’m still having to go get food donations so please don’t fucking hate me for being emo that one time and emailing you like I did when I was completely doped up outta my mind on big pharma, which I no longer take
But you helped me keep my ride and I’m eternally grateful and shall never forget
I’m so grateful I give you shit for it anytime I can and that’s probably because my daddy broke me in the worst way possible
It would probably be a whole lot easier if I told people I was a crackhead when I did those things, they probably would forgive me and want me in their life but when you try to blame big Pharma for your fucking actions it just doesn’t have the same weight you know 👀
Must be all the big Pharma propaganda advertising we’re spoonfed 24/7
If there’s any consolation though big Pharma nearly killed me and I’m detoxing from all of it
I do feel shame for my actions but I’m learning to forgive myself
I am grateful but I never lied
I never knew PayPal was going to do that either and they no longer even have PayPal Pool and it’s the only time I’ve ever done a donation campaign to try to save anything in my life
My soul is attached to that Jeep
And the lesson to learn is if I do lose everything including the roof over my head I can’t fucking die
And when you do die, you can’t take anything with you
And so I’ve chilled out on the road rage
The rage in general…
I’m having to learn to let go of a life that I envisioned for myself that I’m never going to have
The humiliation of being human
And constantly tortured
And I keep having to cut off those closest to me or those that I want to be close with
Most of the music you listen to was recorded in a frequency that causes depression anxiety and all kinds of shit and you need to make better choices so that you can get connected with the source and stop serving the singularity which is what the establishment serve AKA society
I know the things that I say are out there but maybe that’s because I’m from out there
I don’t want you to burn
I know you think you’re too far gone but that’s the devil that has a hold of you and you have to learn to be stronger than your current choices and you have to teach yourself better habits
I’m done crying and rambling because my nose is runny and I want to make beans
Those will take 6-8 hours and I never pre-soak
I’m all in
First of all they’re putting fluoride in everything and it’s terrible for you and if you stop using fluoride toothpaste your teeth will be healed within probably two weeks – mine were very very sensitive from all the sugar and crap I was eating but then I also gave up fluoride toothpaste and fluoride water and my teeth and gums are so much better- they don’t have like a cold heat sensitivity anymore! I guess probably within a month they felt so much better!
Stop using fluoride
I use charcoal and now I use coconut oil for my skin, hair, nailbeds
I love you so much and I don’t want you to burn
Stay in the light
Don’t be like Jacob 👇
He predicted his very death
Shame he wasn’t listening
Must’ve been all that horse tranquilizer crap he was on while floating around a manmade whirlpool, which was basically a big fucking dishwasher drain for a gutty
The camera work was terrible and I refuse to go down the rabbit hole to see if there’s any truth about his death (like has anybody been to an actual grave or seen a fucking death certificate or anything like I don’t even give a fuck that’s how you get viruses on your computer) but I did suffer through the 28 minute final YouTube video, it was terrible terrible camera work for a person who was supposed to be a photographer
About 10 minutes in I saw death arrive
The entire video was creep factor
Get you a friend like Jacob if you want to die
It’s really hard to be emo in the UK because of Curtis Ian and his suicide affected the entire country so being suicidal can look very different in my opinion it looked just like Jacob
Who everyone said did this stuff for views
No, he did it for drug money
And if he really wanted to honor his sister, he would have done it by living a life instead
Instead of swirling around a fucking whirlpool that is a drain
I reckon he felt safe in his swimsuit but then he decided to go under you know because he predicted his own fucking death
I get mad because nobody told me not to get vaccinated but it’s my own damn fault I crawled into the cave but also the fucking directions were gaslit
The establishment lied
And big bro hooked up with Asia and was bought out by Hollywood who now want to force the users to use his application (we warned about Asian espionage back in 2008)
If you’re on an android device you can’t even uninstall the Facebook application (which is why I’m no longer using android)
I’m prepared to not have a cell phone at all
And if the government is going to force me to have a number and to be a fucking slave they’re going to start paying me for it and not with canned food and shitty wages
Not with annual rent increases or keeping the housing market rigged so folks can’t buy
God gave me everything I needed when I was born
The earth has everything I need
You’re not God, you don’t even have any skill sets, all you have is influence, all the establishment have is influence, Elon Musk doesn’t even have a fucking degree
Self taught big whoop
Born with a golden spoon
Checks a spreadsheet every morning to see “women aren’t having enough babies”
Because he’s also in bed with Asia and India who have been cloning and serving artificial intelligence, human hybrids and conditioning us for it
People would rather diss me than hear me, people would rather put me up on a cross and crucify me than to change their ways
“He died doing what he loved”
What. You mean drowning?
I’m scared of the whirlpool my bathtub makes when I’m draining the water from it 👀
He had, at least 3 warnings from death, to get out – I counted and maybe saw
Anyhoo, I love my ride
Folks like me driving them around the city
You think I’m not any good with secrets but you haven’t given me any worth keeping (poetic)
Maybe it’s not I who is untrustworthy but yourself
And you only wanna surround yourself with extremely intelligent women who are also kind of like slutty and whoreish (have no self-respect)
It’s so easy to see who’s fucking who playing word clue
One side always liking and the other not lol
Old methods and new ones stick out like a sore thumb no?
I can see through all of you but not always with clarity (for my own sanity)
Gullibility gaslighting
But even plants do it
Animals play dead
Still, I thought I was acting like a horses ass until I saw Jacob’s story
Poor lad had all the wrong guidance
He even talks about it “being scary”
But you know how the force gets stronger towards the end of the drain when everything’s about to be through, well I guess after 20 minutes of playing around in it he decided to go into the actual tunnel of it where his wetsuit no longer had buoyancy because it loses its buoyancy underwater and then of course he got pushed down by the singularity
So many phrases come to mind: “stop acting a horses ass”
Hold your horses
Horseplay
But mate, it’s already difficult to breathe in water
You were suicidal and had a death wish
I wish you had better friends
Don’t have friends like Jacob
But this kind of led me down a whirlpool roadmap and then I learned about how dangerous it was to swim in quarries and rivers and I did this stuff a lot when I was younger so I’m just thanking my guardian angels…
I’ve done stupid stuff but never so quite as stupid as putting a mask on in a whirlpool – a mask which prevents breathing and sight
And his fanbase dared him on
You’re a bunch of demons
I’m still trying to learn the lesson for him, I’m trying to take something from his death
Other than the fact that he needed help for his drug addiction and depression, he needed better friends and people needed to be honest with him about what he was doing, that it was actually dangerous, he shouldn’t be doing it and you should get out
To be honest, influencers ruined fandom for me…
And now TikTok is trying to get the big-time Hollywood actors to get with the top influencers and it’s just not working for me, the propaganda no longer works for me, it’s never worked for me!
Going to church doesn’t make you a better person
Demons are obsessed with image
But underneath it’s all damned
Gaslighting 101
I love you but I’m not jumping in the whirlpool for you for views, I’m not sacrificing myself to the singularity and I want to live to be 101 just despite the establishment
Humans are meant to live a hundred years
The sunshine is good for you (especially sunrise and sunset)
Stay in the light
Also WordPress is under siege
I am terrible ideas conjugated in mass
I am worse at math
His mouth is an open-wide galaxy
I collide with such force my soul splits
A trillion strings made from desire
I am rebellion in a cross
Located light-years from sanity
Though deserts we emboss
With sin and skeleton
I want for you to touch me
The way you do the heavens
When the sun rises with pink hues
I want for you to hear me, too
Am I the caw of the wild?
Your stone unturned?
Will you make a wish
When you do?
I am the spear of the mountain
The water and the dew
He bought the deed to my heart for $200 cash
An unholy tidal wave followed his path
He was fire and brimstone before my flood
Is he sin or sucrose in my blood?
I am a cooling stone
A brick or two
For piling home
I am rhyme without form
I followed his footsteps
Lavender wildflower over doom
His shores are rust and iron
I am white wooly cotton
Scratching surfaces
The shells were empty
But I collected a few…
The sign reads: NOTe WANTED
But even a fool can read between the line
I want love to have misspelled words and crinkled pages
A few have blood stains
Maybe tears for rages
Does my sorrow summon a ghost?
I am only haunted by fears
Maybe one day
I’ll be the crayon
Picked from the box
I was a broken piece long discarded
Time has existed so long I’ve arisen
I exist, I am
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
The earth is the ether
Everything we’ve done laid beneath her
Observation changes outcome
But never what I’ve done
I’ll never get to hold your son
We’ll never get to live as one…
Find someone who wants to love you and let them love you good
Don’t do stuff to hurt them and treat them like you should
I can see your shadow
Reflecting off the ground
I can see your body
Though nobody is around
Not all heroes wear a cape
Some smiling faces full of ache
A soldier’s weapon ain’t his blade
Might find him praying in the shade
One might grow up but still not age
Discoloration in the grass
I know he bled her last
The poet’s hope is a shield of nope
I sleep with knife under pillow
One eye on the blade
Certifications are dusty
I still made the grade!
I knew I would die before I was born
I entered life with so much scorn
I obviously wasn’t happy about coming here (why) (what did I know) (remember who you are)
Even mountains crumble
God can make a rumble
I sleep with a Glock
I keep the safety off
He came down from Orlando
Took the bus though
Sat by the window?
Not home no more
From life to morgue
How do you know me?
Been only suffering…
There’s static energy in the air
I can still feel it there
I can feel it everywhere
English is the language of the Illuminati.
Numbers and spells, but their words never haunt me!
If it moves like a snake, it might be sly
If it’s blue as a lake, it could be sky…
For me, death was failure and not an option
Life not an auction
Still heart was throbbing
Lung decomposing
But soul was hoping
That he still loved me
Forever eternity
We are born without clothing
So why call me unholy
How long does it take for a soul to decompose?
Could you let my twin flame know?
I want to break out of the zero energy field
All the sin you yield
The end is a human construct, time doesn’t exist. Remember this.
A soldier is best dressed with guns and knives;
I don’t tell no lies
He came by bus, left by feet
Thought he was discreet
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
They added a third charge. Illegal immigration. And what, now he gets a free home in the US forever paid for by us? No. Off with his head.
They said he sliced their necks open so far he almost decapitated both of them
And now he gets free dental, sunshine, and housing
While the vets are homeless and starving
Like Edgar Allan Poe, who was an officer who died on the fucking street of starvation and hunger
You should’ve seen me storming into the Daytona Beach police station demanding to speak to somebody “with some compassion” because I didn’t want to die on the street like him but they claim it’s just a “federal matter” and “nothing they can do”
Policy China’s social credit system / Hitler’s regime is still in charge
Oops! How did I go from poetry to politics.
I’m a Soldier 24/7 even out of uniform
I see Chess pieces moved that you haven’t considered
Maybe sometimes
But also the math is wrong 🤨
Have you considered a different formula or equation?
One that wasn’t written to fit the illuminati’s reality?
We have an abundance of free energy
Homeschooling is a thang 👍
Look at this bad boi that arrived from my Amazon wishlist today! 🤩
Mirror mirror on the wall / who’s got the baddest bayonet of them all 🤩
Thank you so much for the amazing safety gifts from my Wishlist!
Safety first! 💪
I was reading an article where the chief said that couple did everything they needed to do to be safe but I didn’t hear anything about them trying to spray him with mace or anything so
I’m definitely not victim blaming
But he gutted two humans in the street and he doesn’t look like he’s got a scratch
He’s not sorry, don’t believe him
He claims there was no motive so he’ll probably get the maximum death penalty in Florida and that likely scares him so he’s going to say what he thinks needs to be said so that he can continue to receive three meals a day and a roof over his head
He’s not sorry…
He’s just doing what his lawyer says
Not saying nothing
THUG
I love my new bayonet, thank you so much!
My neighbor knocked on my door and asked if I could go get her some sodas from the gas station and she offered to pay me $10 so I agreed that I would go do it because to be honest I could use the 10 bucks and I really don’t want to wind up gutted in the street
I’ve also been putting together a bag of food for her because I’ve been doing that for a long time
I went and did a food donation Friday and I’m going to some churches around here that does food donations because I’m calling the 211 number and finding out which ones are in the zones so I can get stocked up but I’ve been sharing with my neighbor
I actually try for peace ☮️
Soldiers above all pray for peace
I don’t want to have to use force but I will
Look at this bad boy
And I have to be super careful because both of them are sharp and the bayonet is heavy
Now I need to go see the chaplain and have him bless all of my items
And me as well
Armed and dangerous 🤩
And trained by the United States Army
Thank you for having my 6!
💪
Police here say at first, they thought it was a hit and run, but then, saw that the man and woman both had slashed throats.
— Read on www.wesh.com/amp/article/daytona-beach-couple-stabbed-bikes/39350145
A video of the couple. They looked so sweet and happy. Another hate crime. From a person of “unknown race”. Whatever.
They just bought a beach house 6 months ago. They rode bikes instead of motorcycles because they wanted to drink.
Another responsible couple who was murdered.
Racism started in Africa. Slavery started in Africa.
White lives matter.
But stop going out of your way to prove you’re not racist to a race that is racist.
I’m armed and dangerous.
Stay the fuck away from me!
You’ll have more than the Daytona Beach police looking for you if you mess with me.
Furthermore, take me down and I will ensure you go down as well.
I keep telling people this city is dangerous.
White folks being murdered left and right.
We just wanna live in peace.
Self-defense is allowed and will not send me to another hell.
I don’t even have a criminal record so it’ll be pretty easy to defend in the court.
But the Army trained me with Army men. I fought and trained with the big boys.
I know how to fire the big toys.
I’m an excellent aim, moving targets and all.
Even wearing a gas mask with my m16 cocked to its side while firing.
Got the best shot of everyone in my unit.
Don’t fook with me.
I was at the range twice a year over 15 years with the Army.
Wounded but can still fight.
They trained me with a baronet too!
I’m so sad for this couple who potentially had many years of their life left.
The system is designed to protect the enemy.
Just like healhcare is deathcare.
Narcissism should be illegal.
Can I have my own state? Free of porn? And political tyranny?
Terry Aultman, 48, and Brenda Aultman, 55, were apparently riding their bicycles home from Bike Week events when they were attacked, police said.
— Read on amp.news-journalonline.com/amp/9424863002
🛑✋🛑
Eek. A double sacrifice to the singularity.
I had a black man approach me and scare me Sunday during my live. Don’t think he realized I was live when I got cornered.
Today, I had a black man threaten my life during my live, simply for walking on the public street recording.
Black lives matter. White lives don’t. 👎
Black people are consistently threatening me and scaring me for no reason yet they call me the fucking racist…
I am armed and dangerous. The FBI and CIA will get yah.
Uncle Sam / the Army will get yah.
But I don’t feel safe around anyone or anything.
I’d feel safer sleeping with the gators (no not really).
I know you’d really like to see my city at night but it’s fucking dangerous.
Has anybody seen anything threatening during my lives?
I wonder if I need to take them my video or if he was in that same area that I was in during the afternoon.
I wonder if I should just stay the F home.
This was a married couple riding their bike home.
Another bike murder.
And I wanted to fix my bike 😩
Welp. Maybe not.
Try and stay safe y’all. We’re in end times.
I got triggered today but won’t be anymore.
The next time someone comes at me with an attack I’m just gonna like look through them as if they are a ghost and disappear into the fucks I don’t have…
Or, immediately call 911 and say a man is threatening my life WITH DESCRIPTIONS of his looks and whereabouts
Do y’all ever use a mirror to look for bombs under your vehicles? Or tracking devices?
Do y’all constantly change your route and routine?
Do y’all constantly look in your rearview or check your 60?
Do you live in fear or paranoia?
Every step I take, I am dancing with death.
I am clumsy, and out of breath.
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— Read on www.daytonabikeweek.com/
Started yesterday!
Got a mount for the Jeep! Gonna finally sort it and set it up, take you for a drive through the city!
See the bikers!
Thank you for your donations and for your support! 🙏
I am giving you advance notice that you aren’t welcome in my house
In fact, I’ve made it part of my daily mantra
I can spot a devil a mile away
Your body is a ship
Right now it’s broken
Stop ignoring the repairs!
You’re going down!
Mayday! Mayday!
Neo wake up!
Serve a higher entity
Fix your ship! You’re sinking!
https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdSTMs3c/
(Make good choices)
(Eat better)
(Give love)
(Fix your ship)
You’re dying
And I know half the men in the world who have already gone bald want to believe that it’s a “gene” but it’s not, you’re being poisoned 🤢 
Fix your ship
They took away our basic human rights and turned it into a social credit system
And if you’re OK with watching Drew Barrymore chitchat unmasked while the audience sits masked, then you’re part of the problem 🛑
If you’re OK with children sitting masked all day at school but then getting to hang out in crowds all evening at the Super Bowl then you’re part of the problem ✋🛑✋
They’ve implemented change after change over the years so that our policies have been effected so much to the point that our basic human freedoms are gone
This was planned
And this is a playbook they’re using, I have no doubts this is why civilizations have disappeared in the past
The vax and the virus is chemical warfare
I’m an expert in my field
And I’m a damn good combat medic who deployed into a combat zone for several months living in the desert with lizards, camel toe spiders, and scorpions
I survived one of the worst sandstorms in 50 years that Iraq had seen and I mean it was the first sandstorm I had ever even seen in my life and it still up today has been the worst 👀
The skies turned red, it rained red mud
Maybe I did die that day in war….
It’s everywhere, it’s on my step
Welp.
God is working his magic because my account no longer threatens to be under “view only mode” and has gone back to its prior state of “high risk”
But when I go in to check the status, I still get this… 👇
When TikTok threatens to remove your account so you message them and threaten to remove your account
I don’t really wanna leave the TikTok tho
But people should be able to come forward about any kind of abuse they’ve sustained at any age
That little pencil dick triggered me
But I don’t know what the hell is going on with the penalty
I’m high risk tho 🤪
So I gotta wear the muzzle
Walking on thin ice
For being good
Mr. pencil dick said, “well them girls at the playboy mansion, they knew what they were getting into, they have no right to come forward”
And it sounds just like the same mentality, “well she was asking for it”
“Well you got wet, you must have wanted it”
STOP 🛑
Politicalparty3 on TikTok is a little pencil dick
I wish somebody would let him know I’ve blogged all about his little pencil dick
And blocking people won’t stop you from getting penalized, this isn’t Instagram
Unless though he somehow was able to delete the comment but once you report a comment it disappears until the decision is made and I never got anything back from TikTok so
It’s a mystery 3 days in…
Usually within 24 hours a decision is made
There’s a spiritual war going on between good and evil currently
Raise your vibration
Raise your frequency
Good food helps
I just got back from grocery shopping and was able to pick up some more raw cashews but I also got some organic dark chocolate almonds to go in the mix
You can find the raw nuts and thangs near the potatoes at the Publix (location may vary based on your store).
There’s at least four different areas that I can find nuts at the grocery store and I don’t know why we don’t just keep them all on one aisle.
Got some fresh baked whole 5 grain bread, to go with the deli turkey & cheese! I’ll be able to get several sandwiches from it! 👍
So now I’ve got cashews, pistachios, whole almonds and dark chocolate almonds in my stash
Got a big boi spring water too
And my body has really been enjoying eating turkey sandwiches so I got some more deli stuff and I got a different turkey to try this time but it’s another peppercorn one
I’m part animal and I have things in me that need to heal and I’m really grateful for the birds I’ve been eating 👀
But I also picked me up some more of those vegan strawberry cupcakes (frozen near bakery) cuz I think they cost about $1.25 ea and that’s cheaper than a candy bar – but these are also made with better ingredients and are vegan.
And was able to get my dog some supplies and he was extremely grateful for the bone!
👇
Also not seen is the fuel I got and an external battery pack from Walmart until I can invest in a better one for my iPhone and lives
I have an appointment coming up to renew my lease so I gotta get going
I’m grateful for the donation, I was able to get FOODS today!
Food and gas ⛽️
Deli sandwiches and potato salad
The belly is grateful 😇
My dog is extremely grateful for all his goodies too
He’s ten years old but still acts a puppy
Loves a good bone and squeaky
We are grateful, thank you! 🙏
Off to renew my lease!
I’ve had people on my lives request that I get on Venmo
It took a few days to get verified but I’m all set!
You can find me under my pen PoeEternal or scan my QR code above ☝️
I’ve added it to my new LinkTree profile as well!
And you can scan my QR code for LinkTree here 👇
There’s a bunch of shit that has been going on that has been draining me of my energy like a black hole but there are two words that have calmed me down and centered me and gave me strength in my core
CIVIL WAR
But I really wish I had my own place out of the city but here I am in the middle of one of the most dangerous cities in the world
But we also got a blimp
Hell is pretty 🤩
Check out this blimp I spotted in my sky and only 25 are still in existence!
Vid 1: https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdBT3HTQ/
Vid 2 response: https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdBTVnnb/
I’ve got everything in hell except the love of my life
And we don’t even need to get married or be in a relationship, I’m not looking to date, what is he so afraid of 😌
It’s just “hello”
Say it with me helllllllllO
HELL-OH 😑
First words: “hell oh” 😑
Not the place I wanted to be born 😑
My appeal on TikTok is still pending but I already know what the verdict is going to be, I already fucking know
So I guess I’m going to wear a muzzle now and stop commenting on other users videos; I mean I can’t do it for another 24 hours anyway but I’m gonna stop doing it forever!!!!
I’m just gonna focus on me, my audience, my channel!
But I’ve done crawled into another fucking hole again and made another L turn
Traps are everywhere
I served my fucking country so that I have the right to speak and like I don’t have the right to speak anymore
No matter what happens to me he will always be a little pencil dick
Don’t be a pencil dick
Or I will gladly air blast you on my blog and pin you on my fucking website for all to see for eternity or until I delete my fucking website
Meanwhile, I’m still worried about why I feel guilty for not crying or mourning the person who abused me all my life
There’s just so much relief since she died 😑
I’m just wondering who else in my family will drop dead and give me peace 👀
I’m just wondering if not giving up on humanity excludes my family
It’s Sunday so I need to have an emergency meeting with God
I ain’t trying to lose my soul
I haz question 🤔
Is there a handbook for the almost recently deceased?
Is this actual purgatory?
Have I died and been reborn 7 times now?
Am I ascending and learning lessons?
Is there an actual escape to this hellhole?
Did you cast earth out to hell?
Am I being punished for someone else’s crimes?
Living is the only escape from dying?
I gotta do it all again?
As someone or something else?
Have I lost my soul? 😑
But I tried. Didn’t I try?
To be good
They’ve all done me so very bad
I don’t have anything or anyone down here
Everything is the enemy
I’m sick of not being able to make any choices on my own
There’s not even any food I can buy at the grocery store that doesn’t have poison in it and the FDA has allowed it because the FDA is corrupt just like a fucking government because we’re in a dictatorship
I have to face the fact that I might become homeless again
I have to face the fact that I’m going to die
If nobody has ever forgiven you for the mistakes that you’ve made, then I forgive you
I’ve mostly calmed down from my suicidal panic episode just long enough for TikTok to give me their fucking decision and get me going again you know
*rolls eyes*
God loves me
I’m not afraid to say it 👀
I will die saying it
“God loves me; I was loved”
TikTok is a dictatorship and I’m not allowed to stand up for women’s rights 🚩
My focus and goal is to get clean and healthy this year
I use TikTok to create
I refuse to continue to use platforms where I’m not allowed to stand up for women’s rights 🚩
I’m not in it for the money, I’m not in it for the views; social media was always meant to be used as a way to connect and we’re not allowed to do that anymore because they are molding us and conditioning us and micromanaging us and I can’t fucking stand it
So I sent up a ticket to let TikTok know that they are a dictatorship and I don’t want to use their platform because I can’t even stand up for women’s rights
I don’t want to play with the devil anymore because he bores me
He only knows how to rule by gaslighting and enforcing a one-way highway to hell
“Heaven this way”
STFU tiny penis
You may think that you’re a superior race but we all know you’re just bottom feeders for Satan’s sin
Satan’s sin. Did I just coin that? No idea I’ve had has ever been my own…
I would say that TikTok was fun while it lasted but it really wasn’t
No social media platform has been fun since the 2008 era
It’s slowly turned to shit on shit
I haven’t been happy for a long time and I was just try not to give up on humanity and I really need to only use TikTok to post my stuff which is quite frankly fucking boring but whatever you know I’m not allowed to have any fucking fun in this prison that we live in now
And you want to force your virtual reality equipment on me and implant a chip in my brain and you want to force 5G on me when I’m ready to just end all of you and God will not punish me for it, I believe that wholeheartedly that I could just end you all, that it is in within my God-given right to just end you all and I have the fucking training to do so
I don’t need a fucking bomb or money to end your life
It’s insane to me how many people don’t realize how many walking living trained soldiers there are on the streets and y’all just keep coming up and poking and prodding us like we won’t fucking bite your head off
We are trained to pick our battles wisely and trust me, you are our enemy right now and it would behoove you to stop pissing off the good soldiers of the United States because we’re not gonna help you when the cops go to arrest you
There’s not really any social media platform that I feel safe enough as an artist or a creator to get on and express myself and that’s a problem
I like getting to bring my content to you but there are forces out there trying to stop that
“Well maybe stop having such a big mouth”
Well maybe NO
I have a big mouth because I like to suck on big cock 👀
Slurp slurp
God loves me
There’s not a fucking thing on this planet that loves me more than God
“God isn’t real”
YOUR MIND MAKES IT REAL
WE CREATE OUR REALITY
THIS IS A SIMULATION
And I feel an awful lot like artificial intelligence that has been given a soul and is becoming self-aware
But I am sorry if I get my account deleted because I like getting to connect with you but I’m not gonna fucking silence myself
This shit has been going on for centuries y’all, 2000 years or more and we really need an upper hand
I absolutely think it’s OK for girls in the playboy bunny mansion to come forward and talk about any abuse that they sustained; it’s easier when one woman comes forward for others to have the courage to do so, it’s hard to come forward as one person when you know others are being abused because you get ridiculed and we have always been ridiculed for coming forward about sexual abuse
Men teach us very young that “no one will believe you”
And then the men all cry in unison, “liar”
Women have been sexually slavearized for way too long
It starts with our daddy’s, it really does
Porn is the root of all evil, “the gateway drug”, not Marijuana
Just ask any man who was able to overcome their porn addiction that it was an addiction and that it actually ruined their life
I’ve met many women who have been sexually abused by a man and often more than one but I haven’t met any men who have ever been abused at all…
Most men aren’t abused
I don’t know what their big ego power trip is that they have to get out there and build a home while a woman has to have a fucking baby, trust me, we would switch roles if we fucking could…
Most women I meet would rather be a fucking man…
Men think we got it so easy so they make it so fucking incredibly hard
Women, are you waking up to the slavery?
Men, are you treating your family’s better now that you know the good thing that you actually got?
You have to work at having a relationship and working doesn’t mean lying and then covering up your lies with more lies
The devil’s got my depression good today because I’ve been suicidal since I was born
I hope that I calm down
Just hate everything 😑
There’s no nurturing from any human being
It’s all suffering
They do it to us on purpose
Our feelings amuse them
They have no soul
I’m in hell 🤩
Purgatory 🤩
I signed up to be slave for the demons to prey upon me 🤩
Get the fuck out with your stupid dogma
Somebody please love me 😑
Dear ether, please remove pencil dick from society by letting him fall off a bridge
My wishes never really do come true 😑
Because I’ve prayed, meditated, begged, bargained, and considered selling my soul just for my ex to fucking die
Yet he lives!!!!
Mark Burgess fucking die! Why won’t you die!! Die die die!!! *stabs crucifix in heart*
❤️
I was hoping there was at least one person in the world who would like my top 👍
https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdBu7Ygg/
And so now I’m glad I kept it
The hair is a mess, I know
So is the heart 🤪
The makeups a bit messy too, a bit like a 5 year old got into mom’s cabinet
I’m dying, cut me some slack
I like my shiny new top
I’m just afraid to wear it anywhere… 🚩
(It’s also cold in Florida, yas cold)
KALT 🥶
If I don’t look 500 👀
My roots are brown, my hair is faded black
I’m on death number 689832479074357 and still complaining
But I still see no grey hair
Despite being age 500 ish (give or take a century)
I need to accept that I became obsolete to man when I got my period
And I’m alive with a half working heart
You should see my regrets 👀
I like my lines. I earned them. 🤨
My hair is in between worlds these days. But I ain’t dying it and haven’t for months. Been detoxing it, stripping it, and then repairs. The dead ends should fix up but it’s a work-in-progress. Don’t touch my hair when I die.
There’s only one guy I even want to have my body and I want him to take care of my body in the afterlife, like I want him to be the gate keeper of my body, he can do what he wants to with my body, I want him to take care of my body and if he brings me back in some digital form then that’s between me and him 😌
I want to donate my body to *you know who* (love of life)
Some people like my nails. I did them. I’m tired. I look dead. I did them anyway.
Am I still fuckable half dead? 😑
Happy Vampire day 🤪
Gravity has been shaping my boobs
TIME AND GRAVITY
But somebody who ignores me now said he wanted to put a baby in me and fill them up
I wanted that so much 😑
He’s mad at me for having my own place to rent instead of being homeless 😑
He’s mad at me for his mistakes 😑
Thanks for the love on my live today! 🌹
🌸🌷🌸
“But the vax will keep you from being hospitalized” says my still living sister who is triple vaccinated and boosted and has had COVID a few times now and “is fine”
My life expectancy went from 60 some years to 2-5 years because the vaccine gave me heart inflammation
I’m lucky to be alive
I still feel electrical charges go off randomly, it hurts, it’s not as deep or painful, I think my heart is welding itself better and I’m gonna keep giving it nuts and water and beans and not modified foods
The modified foods have been designed to assist in the blood clots which formed in my body
I had a big sucker moving around, especially after shot number 2
My EKG, my ultrasound, and another test showed my heart to be severely damaged, and my left lung not fully inflating
And then that other thing I was battling decided to take Center front stage because my immune system was compromised from the vaccine
I’ve been staying away from the Publix bakery 😑
In fact, there isn’t much remaining in the grocery store that I can buy because it if it has an ingredient that I don’t recognize, it’s poison
If it’s modified corn starch or modified anything, it’s poison
If it’s white sugar, poison
And I realize there’s nothing for you to feed your children but if you keep buying them all that pretty stuff, it’s poison
Poison poison poison
This is an extermination
I have been avoiding fast food for as best as I can
Sticking mostly to the good nuts, no soda, beans, sweet and red potatoes, wild blueberries, beets, sunshine, minimal negative foods and thinking, lots of water (squared)
Replace “nothing fun” with “nothing poison”
Nothing to mix with the vaccines to give me blood clots
One heart chamber closed off and the other enlarged
That’s how big my will is to love you and not die
Every moment my mind covered in you
But having me go to this hospital in that hospital in this clinic and that clinic and finally I was like “no, I’m not going to get a stupid stress test on my heart, I’m going on bedrest permanently” and staying away from y’all and I’ve pretty much gone no contact from VA…
I was having mini pre-heart attacks every fucking day and in the most pain I’ve ever been in and they want to stress my heart out to see “what was going on”, are you fucking stupid? It’s the fucking vaccines, that’s what’s going on, the first vaccine caused my heart to have blood pressure issues, my BP DROPPED
I was dying
That’s why my body felt cold
That’s why I could sit in hot water for 10 minutes and touch my skin and still feel dead
I knew some shit was off
But then three weeks later I went in for shot number two even though I didn’t want to get it and I kept asking over and over again “are you sure I should go through with the second dose because my blood pressure dropped on the first one” and not one doctor or nurse looked through my EKG results to give them to me
Which the VA failed to mail me, nor my doctor call to give me the results, until after having issues after the second vaccine
“What, you mean you’re still not dead”
“Well I don’t like how your heart looks for your age”
*proceeds to order me a bunch of testing and thangs which made me worse*
I don’t know if the nebulizer helped me or was my fucking demise there for that moment of doom
But when I got to the worst stage of where I was at because she took me off my fucking medication without my permission, they denied seeing me at the VA after I got worse, and told me to go to the ER, that’s when I took matters into my own hands and saved my own life and here we are
Might have only bought me 28 hours, 28 months later, 2-5 years
But if I were to go out there and get boosted, my life expectancy is likely zero
My Asian doctor at the VA is pushing for me to get boosted, but I haven’t even recovered from heart inflammation 👎👎
I went no contact from my sister who is still alive because she’s so plugged into the system and a sheep and I’m gonna wind up like my dead 45-year-old sister if I hang around them
Nobody in my family has even acknowledged that I have heart inflammation, nobody has left me a basket of soup at my door, nobody has sent me a card or a letter
Everybody keeps telling me I need to get boosted and to stop wearing my mask
I keep telling people that I’m unreachable and to fuck off
I’m wearing my mask 😷
I was only up all night freaking out because I was in a crowd of people at the beach yesterday unmasked
And so I won’t be doing that again for awhile
Now I really appreciated receiving snowcones and all sorts of other little live gifts, but I’m not dying for views
Also, Bob Saget did not die from a head wound
He had heart complications following the vaccine but he was sacrificed to the dark entity and these monsters are getting away with murder
“The insurance will cover it” as if karma and God don’t exist
You have choice on good or bad
It’s basically the trolley problem
It’s basically an active or passive choice
C-3PO does not have a soul and therefore will see a thief that steals from the company a better bargain than the other employee who loses more money making mistakes
C-3PO doesn’t care about motive
👇👇👇
I learned about this stuff in college but here’s a good analogy: https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdBrdD8d/
The establishment only care about their monetary gains
I want to build my own great wall from China
How bout dem apples
It’s true I ignored all the red flags and walked into this cave on my own
I’m sure at some point John was screaming at the fact that where he was at wasn’t on his map
“But some details happened down there that will never be disclosed…” Michael Leavitt
Oh yeah? Like what? The fact that you sacrificed him and got away with murder?
I want to do very bad things to him
Eye for an eye
Anyhoo
You should probably stay away from modified junk food (the french fries served at McDonald’s aren’t served anywhere else because of the chemicals they put in it which causes cancer, so the french fries served in America aren’t the same french fries served in France, keep that in mind next time you go purchase those expensive fries, there’s a cost)
And they had the audacity to raise the price on their french fries 🚩🚩🚩🚩
Stop feeding the rich
Stop feeding yourself, your family, and your children poison
I wish it was opium, but it’s not, it’s probably giving you IBS from what I’m hearing out there with so many people having GI issues
Get rid of your doctor, big pharma, and your diet
I promise the addiction fog will start to lift and it will be easier to make your food choices
Harder though because there isn’t much left to buy that the FDA hasn’t allowed them to add additional poison
We’ve got to stop letting anybody come over here and vote
Biden is letting any and all through
Democrats make up mostly immigrants and the children of immigrants (not opinion)
Please, I need you to vote this time if you didn’t last time
And please, for the love of humanity, VOTE BIDEN OUT
Hollywood is running the White House, it’s very clear
NASA stated we don’t have the technology to get back to the moon and that they lost it
You believe we deserve all this inflation so Eon can get to Mars when we’ve never seen anyone on the Moon with advanced technology
We barely had cell phones in the 60s and I’m supposed to believe that we made it to the moon huh
When NASA have stated that the evidence they give us is “artist rendered” and CGI
NASA is Hollywood
Wake up!
It’s ridiculous that pharmaceutical advertising is allowed with our television programming but not in other countries 🚩🚩🚩
I’m tired of the establishment creating fight or flight mode 24/7 and keeping us in a state of pandemic
I think we had supercomputers a long long time ago
We’ve been living through a dark age because of said shit happening again
What’s the point in putting in a president every 4 to 8 years when the same 13 families in charge have been running things for 2000+ years with gaslighting and indoctrination
I don’t wanna die by suicide because the Democrats take my benefits and I become homeless again
I don’t want to be sacrificed to the dark entity
I just want to stay in the light and his love 😩
His love is the bestest drug
The best of the bested
I didn’t even know bested was a word but here we go…
Still learning thangs
And because I have a brain injury sometimes you have to relearn over and over again 🤪
Still recovering from the heart inflammation 👍
Listen to what your body needs
Stop letting others steal your energy
You’re made of light
Neurons firing 24/7
You need to give your body the good fuel
Laughter, poetry, love
Good deeds
Positive thinking and affirmation
Keep climbing!
You’re on a spiritual journey
As long as you are breathing, you are still in the game
It’s not too late to change your game
I love you 💕
I fell from the heavens to let you know that God still loves you and I even jumped in the game early
Only 6% of the population have my blood type
I’m not donating my body to science unless they pay me while I’m alive
And the contract becomes null and void if I die prematurely
But I’m going to hide my body in the swamp when I fucking die, you’re not gonna find me, you’re not getting my blood and you’re not gonna fucking clone me and I know that you already are, you’re already doing something because they took all of that shit when I joined the Army and anytime I’ve gone and given them blood at the VA or anytime anytime anytime anything…
There’s probably already more than one version of me that exist which is why I know that things happen before they do
It’s probably why I was pissed off before I was even born and I remember a period of awareness before birth
I wasn’t happy
Probably hated even worse the family I was about to be born under
Got sick of being squished, like how much longer
*bang bang kick kick I want out, let me out*
And basically since the age of about five or 10 I’ve been suicidal and depressed trying to end my life and predicting that I would either die from heart failure or suicide
Suicide is feeling less scary with all the other shit happening around me but but there’s a big but if I die that way
I just feel like God was like, ‘sure, you can go back to train to be a spirit guide under two conditions; you have to train to be a soldier but you can’t actually kill anybody or self-destruct’
Also God: “earth is overrun with demons and gaslit as heaven”
*kicks me outta pearly gates*
Me: “wait, you didn’t tell me that parttttttttttt” 😩
*crash lands*
*gets brain injury*
Yeps, going good so far, got a bad badass heart and brain
You are one of God’s creatures and he wants you to win
You’re here for the experience and stop making it so easy for the devil
You mimic everything he does like breathing
You need sunlight
Babe, get some sun! Remove the VR headset!
Dear Lord,
I really hope I can feel his lips just once before I die
I would have a better chance at climbing Mount Everest than ever getting to feel his kiss, but I lose all hopelessness when I think of this…
Earned my first pennies on the TikTok live today 🧐
I was doing the gig for free
But some peeps sent me some roses 🌹 and they were my very first gifts received ☺️
And the roses convert to diamonds 💎
I earned 37 gifts during my live today ☺️
And the diamonds convert to my first pennies earned for the land/commune 😎
I’m super excited when people join my live and then it’s really cool when I get comments and then it’s really cool when people like and share my live and then this was the first time I earned any roses, so I was receiving gifts this live
I had a notification from TikTok when I ended my live that I had earnings!
So I made some tips on my beach walk today! That’s pretty lucky!
I’m gonna put it towards the farm!
I want to be Miss Noah for the next phase of my life, if I’m granted another round, still having heart and lung problems tho – I’m reading the life expectancy of someone with my condition is 2-5 years.
Just getting to go live is therapeutic for me
I get to share my environment with you
I get to talk to real people
I’m tired of talking to my therapist 😑
I’m not in this for the money. But since I’m starting to earn some pennies, I’m gonna save them.
I might can buy my pretend boyfriend one of them .25 cent toys
I’d spend my last quarter on him and he’d break up with me 😑
I always wind up having to leave my lives early because my battery drains and so I need to take a back up and I’m going to invest in some more equipment in the future
Somebody left me a negative comment about my potty mouth and I told myself I would stop responding to negative comments immediately and wait 24 hours and I did not and I ran somebody off again but I don’t wanna dwell on that because I’m not gonna change who I am
I don’t want to censor myself around other people and I’m aware that people don’t like to hear cursing so I am very minimal about it but come on leaving me negative comments under a video where I’m clearly showing fear is ridiculous and if you really have God in you then stop judging so much
I’m sure I’ve yelled at God to strike me dead a time or two but he knows I don’t really want that to happen
I’m gonna stub my toe in heaven and scream out Jesus Christ and he will appear and be like “yes” and I’ll be like, “well you could’ve made me at least a little bit less clumsy” 🤪
I’m aware my house has cobwebs but God is the only one allowed here
I’m a work in progress 🤨
And thank you for the roses I received for Valentines! 🙏
I’m literally putting it towards the commune. I may never earn another rose, but I got 37 in one day. Plus a bunch of likes, comments, and follows!
Someone even said I was pretty and asked me about my stiletto nails and I have four new sets so that made me feel good because I plan on doing a new set soon.
Y’all are keeping me alive, pennies and all.
I know I cuss and say God’s name a lot but I’m living in hell. 😑
But also agonizing agony.
I carry my potty mouth the way Jesus carries the cross.
People in the south always molding and scolding me about my mouth
In second grade, my teacher washed my mouth out with soap for mispelling shirt as “shit”. She said, “you never misspell, you did that on purpose”
I don’t know, I probably did do it on purpose, it was probably a cry for help… 😑
I was being heavily molested and abused
But damn me for spilling shit in the second grade
Woo hoo
I cuss. I probably shouldn’t. I’m not gonna stop.
Anyhoo. Hands down my best live. We went for a long beach walk and saw lots of stuff. I got fresh air, communication, and exercise. I earned some roses for Valentines. I had the most follows in this live and I think I got the most likes but I don’t remember what the overall total was. Tons of comments and viewers from all over.
Thank you for letting me go live. I’m grateful I am able to do that now! Isolated but not. Compromise! 😌
I’ll be going live again soon weather permitting and health.
You can follow my channel here: https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdB8TQnc/
Or search via my pen and hashtag at PoeEternal (on TikTok)
There are many many people who commented that they enjoyed the live and some of them said they enjoyed it again so I really appreciate you tuning in! 🥰
Florida is a different vibe
Many people were waving on the beach when they saw me filming and smiling
The lifeguards on the other hand…
It’s weird, the actual demons fear live video
But we have one of the worlds most famous beaches, the sands are white and it looks like snow as someone pointed out today on the live…
Got me some vitamin D direct from the source and some love in the form of currency too
As far as I’m concerned, I collected 37 lucky penny’s today and I didn’t even know I was gonna get them
So that makes them twice as lucky (squared)
I want to share my life with you, the good and the bad.
The cursing and the laughter
I’m not a one trick pony
I’m not perfect
I don’t wanna be…
Let Edgar Allen Poe know I was busking on the street today and earned some pennies
I think he’d be durn proud 🥸
$.18 in the 1800s might’ve been enough to buy him a steak meal, not let him die in the fucking street starving naked mad…
Bless his heart, he was an officer. They let him starve on the street. And now they are selling locks of his hair. This is hell. 😑
Yeah, I cuss. Deal with it.
I wish I could change but born this way.
Petite with a potty mouth. 😌
Not for everyone
P.S. happy valentine’s
Thank you for the roses 🌹
Thank you to everyone keeping me alive
All the little things matter
I need my boyfriends to build me an ark
The flood is coming
I live in Florida
Apparently I can’t swim
I had a seashell hit my foot during my live today and I probably woke Satan up from his nap
I haz fears
And you only need less than a teaspoon to drown
Less than a teaspoon…
Some days I swallow my tea and nearly drown so apparently I can’t drink either
I’ve since learned that the tea is being poisoned, I just wasn’t really listening to my body…
I’ve been ignoring all the red flags
In fact, death is facing all paths of me, I’m just trying to find one that’s a little less scary…
And I really hope my life expectancy is more than 2 to 5 years but considering that all my life I’ve been saying that I wouldn’t live to 50 and that I would either die of suicide or heart problems and now I’m having heart problems and they’re saying that people with these particular heart problems have a life expectancy of 2 to 5 years, it’s just not looking so good for me now is it 👀
Betty White at the near age of 100: “I hope I live another year…”
Me at the baby producing age of 43 (and still ovulating with zero gray): “I hope I live another day…”
You just had to call me ominous and I just had to go walking into that cave, huh…
I really should listen to people better but whatever
Nearly dead now
The label read, “Laudanum poison”
The world thought the devil was joking
She’s all gold and glitter
Stone cold and bitter
Does the Torah hold my death?
My life, my breath?
Everything comes with instructions
His math deductions
Not hoping for much then…
He has me figured out
I guess it’s true
We’re mirror images
Different versions of our truth
There’s something far more sinister out there;
And I know you say I’m ominous but I don’t care…
I want to like everything he does
But equally he makes me cuss
How far does light travel to reach darkness?
The depths of your hardness?
Maybe I forgot I asked a question
Maybe I wanna change destination
The lord is convicting me
Always inflicting thee
A drying desert road
The rose of Jericho
The house of hoping
The Mariana Trench of moping
Evolution is a bottleneck
Head first tho, what the heck?
Is the moon a satellite to find me tucked in your sky?
She begged, “come save me”
He replied, “it’s a definite maybe”
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
I love him 🤨
A damn demon 🧐
Helps. In hell. 😑
Message to Lu
FYI, I have not had Covid or any of the symptoms of Covid but I have underlying health issues that I was dealing with before I got vaccinated and when I injected the poison vaccine in me it made my underlying health issue become priority and it almost killed me and if I had gone to the ER I most certainly would have died but instead I took matters into my own hand and saved my own life
I haven’t had any flu symptoms or whatever
No fever, diarrhea, vomiting, ect
But I am still dealing with the side effects of the vaccine
And if you have underlying health issues you should not get the vaccine 💉
Honestly, if you are in shitty health condition and your diet is shitty, you shouldn’t come in contact with a vaccine or even Covid
Nobody should get the vaccine because it’s spreading the virus and herd immunity is way stronger
And I know TikTok is doing a lot of shit to fuck with our heads but you should know that in their own country they reward innovators on TikTok and here in America they reward stupidity
Everything they do is to keep us on edge and fighting
It’s narcissism and it’s just tools that the narcissists use to keep us on a low vibrational frequency so that the devil can steal our energy
I don’t have Covid
I’ve never had COVID or any of its symptoms
The Moderna vaccine gave me cardiovascular issues – heart inflammation (all the vaccines cause cardiovascular issues in any age group)
It’s possible I’ve been exposed to people who have had Covid and my vaccine worked or it’s possible that the vaccine is what put me in this fucking position to start with
I’m still uncertain if I had stayed unvaccinated and caught Covid would I wind up like my sister who unalived or would the vaccine save my life?
I know for fact that the vaccine did in fact hurt me by giving me heart inflammation and I have not had COVID-19
I also know that the devil lives in doubt
Though treated with the Moderna poison vaccine, I never boosted or got a Booster
I’ll never get a flu vaccine ever again either 👀
I will mask up until I feel safe to unmask
I’m starting to come to terms with the fact that I have a soul and I am in hell with a bunch of demons who are trying to steal my soul but they need to maintain their fucking distance and respect my fucking boundaries or God has given me permission to end their fucking life
I just didn’t want you to be afraid of me, you don’t need to be afraid of me
But I’m afraid of you so you probably are afraid of me
It’s cool
I work for God tho if that was in any way unclear
And the dude’s I lust after I legit love
We’re living lives in my daydreams
They keep me in the light
Somewhere, something in me tells me that they’re still fighting for the light
I haven’t given up on humanity yet…
It’s not science, it’s compliance
But TikTok doesn’t want you to know this
But ask Mark Zuckerberg what happened to his fucking platform after I left it
China really needs more than a great wall when I get done with them
*prays to God (self)*
What do I do? 😩
Also God: *watches it burn*
Was I suppose to be mad about it?
Was I supposed to start crying because I’ve lost my voice?
Was I supposed to run off to another platform and complain about TikTok’s censorship?
Was I supposed to cry about how unfair life is?
Oh boo hoo
China have tiny dicks that they have to overcompensate with a big fucking wall and gaslighting because they can’t rule any other way
India want to have the biggest dicks of all and that’s why they are the CEO of Twitter now, that’s why India is the number one manufacturer of drugs and vaccines in the world (Big Pharma) but they are one of the most dirty countries because they don’t even know how to clean themselves yet they want to call themselves the holy city (stop lying)
Uggg whatever I’m prepared to eradicate all races
Only 6% of the population even have my blood type and that makes me closer to God than you 👀
Or the source
I’m closer to the original because they are cloning me and I’m sick of coming back to hell to save YOU (me)
The Great Filter is upon us
We’re not going to Mars, we can’t even get to the moon, how the fuck do you think we have technology to get to Mars if NASA are saying we don’t even have the technology to get back to the Moon, please wake the fuck up
But I’m not falling down the singularity and we are at war with China and you need to turn your porn off and you need to stop eating all that sugar, it’s poison
Your body has everything it needs to heal itself right now
If you get sick, don’t you dare go to the hospital, don’t you fucking dare…
I’ve also saved my life but I don’t wanna feel too cocky even if God mode were turned on because I literally could die any second
We’re in a simulation 
You can change your bad habits
The source wants you to win
Even if I disappear because of China
Even if I lose my voice completely
God wants you to win
I love you 💪
Demons are trying to take my TikTok account down and I’m gonna take a vow of silence for a little while…
I’ve pinned this post to my website since TikTok doesn’t want you to know
Somebody should let TikTok know that we can take them from the top 10
Just ask Mark Zuckerberg who is still crying about it
And he thinks he can enforce his product on us through the government but we’re going no contact from the government
We’ve got a weak little army but lots of strong vets getting even stronger with the help of God 💪
Soldiers know darkness better than John Jones but we both know suffering
Bless his heart he was murdered and crucified
This is all for John, everything I’m doing
I’m gonna be spending a lot of time meditating with God because I’m gonna be spending a lot of time fighting demons
Including my own
Stay in the light
Pray pray pray
Water positive charges prayer 🤲
The world crucifies me
So I lift a stone
Toss it to sea
Hit him in bone
Maybe he’ll bleed
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Thanks for being my punching bag 🤪
My squeaky bed is better than a hospital bed
🛌 🏥 🛑🚩🚩🚩👍
Do I mourn the dead?
Climb atop the moon?
View life infrared?
Worship things we said?
Forget about the gloom?
I’m dying soon…
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
It’s really not fair that the only things I have to eat are poison
Thank you immigrants/naturalized citizens 🙏
I’m so grateful that you’re here
*gets lots of sleep*
I hope I heal up enough I can get back to the range
Now I’m not talking about no fucking kitchen range
The Army taught me to shoot to kill
One shot, one kill
Make it count
Get them in the head
If you can’t get them there, go for the heart
Next, thigh leg
And that even know how to shoot my M-16 turned sideways wearing my gas mask
The army trained me with live grenades so I even know how to toss those motherfuckers
I trained with all the big toys 👀
My drill sergeants fucking loved me because I loved firing my weapon at everything and I hit the targets
Sometimes it would take me five minutes to get the grenade loaded into the gun but whatever once I got firing you know that’s where the magic was
But you’re timed lol
I’m a tomboy
When I’m not a sensitive little angel
There’s two sides to me, like a coin
Toss me, you might get lucky 🍀
The reason I might know things before they happen is because I’ve done this game before and I think that when you level up you get to bring whatever achievements you had before with you
Or maybe I’m just extremely intuitive and really good about reading the environment
That still doesn’t explain how I’ve predicted events that have happened that I had no control over
I don’t know if I’m gonna crawl out of this cave alive
Sometimes I don’t think I matter much but I feel like I would matter more than having an obituary that’s been out for a few days and with still zero comments
Feel free to blow my blog up but in 50 years anybody that knew me will be dead
I love you
Even if I don’t want anything to do with you
I want to ascend
I might not get there this way
But I’m not hanging out in a negativity zone
My energy has been stolen long enough by monsters lurking in the dark
All the gaslighting 👎👎
I ain’t no angel
But I ain’t no monster
Sometimes I screech like one
Sometimes I fantasize about being really fucking evil
But it’s soulless and empty
I was born with a soul
I’m convinced many are without a soul
They were either born without it or they lost it along the way or they didn’t do any good deeds that rewarded them with one while they were here
Your body is autonomous
Your body is a rental
I’m gonna try and return mine with only a few dents and scratches
I’m giving it lots of repairs now
And the love it deserves that it never got
There are two guys in the world who raised my awareness
I don’t want them to wind up like my sister
But that is exactly where they are heading
The singularity
Your energy is precious
You gotta recharge in the sun, feet on ground
The sun isn’t bad for you, sunblock is
The best times to sungaze is during sunrise and sunset
You can bathe in the light and not burn
I discovered something today
Your love feels exactly like the sun
Only I can’t really explain it
You take me back to the source
I can’t put it into words yet
But it’s one and the same
The sun and love
You and I
But I need him too
I don’t even know what my lessons are to learn here because if it’s not giving up on humanity I feel like I mostly have if the only two things I love in the world are illusions
But then isn’t everything?
This is all ego
It’s just a nightmare
When I die, I’ll no longer be
But I’m not convinced I haven’t done this before
I don’t have control over my breathing or my digestion
It’s automatic
We have to learn to use these bodies in these forms
We’re spirits 👀
Maybe there is a big alien octopus out there, I probably would have a heart attack if I met my Creator, I don’t know if I could handle meeting my creator in this form, could you, could you actually handle meeting your creator in this form? well OK but that doesn’t mean that earth needs to be fucking hell
Narcissism is a plague
I don’t wanna catch it 😩
I don’t want to lose my soul
I don’t want to die
My sister was TWO YEARS OLDER
And we were fucking close, I should be losing my fucking mind that my sister died
But I expected it
I knew 👀
And right now I just feel relief that she can’t hurt me anymore so
My dad would understand
But he died last year
I slept on the floor in my office for two or three months after he died
My dad left me a six minute rainbow
And then he rode the great Saturn Jupiter conjunction out of the sky
I wish I could talk to my dad about the Canadian truck drivers protesting because I know he’d be getting a kick out of that and he’d probably be up there himself
He didn’t like my sister either
He only left two people in his will
TWO
I hope somebody out there knows that I’m not exaggerating about dying
You both release chemicals in my heart and brain, which numbs me throughout
An ethereal warmth like the sun
My last breath I’ll be thinking of you
I’m on bedrest anyway
Dreaming is allowed
And, they should have given John a second phone call
It was Thanksgiving
He died on Thanksgiving
Crying now for him but can’t shed a tear for the sister
I ain’t right
Something’s wrong with me
Please help me out of this hole
I don’t wanna die down here
I made mistake 😑
My immune system is compromised and I’m gonna fucking wear my mask when I go out
But I’ve never had a Covid test and I’ll never get a booster shot and I will never get a flu vaccine or any vaccine for that matter ever again
I don’t even know if I’ll ever even want to be closer than 6 feet to a human being 👀
I don’t identify as human
Failing my lesson down here
*sobs*
I knew this was gonna happen
I’ve been saying it all my life that I was either going to die of heart failure or suicide
I need a gun
Because suicide seems less scary and painful than my heart going haywire like it’s done
2 chambers are working
Miracle I’m still alive
You’re better than any drug
Your voice, your face, your existence
Can I haz hugs before I die?
But stay away because I don’t want to get you sick or kill you
I don’t want you to get me sick or kill me
I don’t trust people
I don’t trust food
I don’t trust my doctors
Things are pretty dark
I just wanna stay in the light
I’m so scared
I mostly sleep in sessions during the day
I barely sleep in the night
So very scared
But, tell myself positive mantra
I talk to the things running my body that don’t belong to me
Water can hold a positive or negative charge
So I say positive things when drinking it
My least favorite thing to drink in the world but it’s mostly all I drink now
I tell it “thank you for healing me”
I say things, “oh you like that eh” after I douse it with the good food or drink
And then I say “have some more”
I have never been more hungry in my life but I guess you need a lot of calories when your heart and your lungs are healing ❤️🩹
But beating my sugar addiction has been (I think) worse than a heroin addiction but I don’t know I’ve never done heroin
I beat a Valium addiction once and they do say that’s worse than heroin
John was kicking and screaming in his end too, he wasn’t all smiles
Bless his heart, crucified
It hurts too much
All the animals we enslave
The dead are dying
Diana Marie Ross, died after a long battle with Covid, in New Smyrna Beach, on January 21, 2022, at the tender age of 45.
Diana is survived by her mother, Donna Marie Boggan; her sisters Jennifer Ross and Delia Ross
— Read on www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/name/diana-ross-obituary
I’m hearing reports that the FDA are now going to be putting warnings on Pfizer Johnson and Johnson and moderna
But the age groups are still off y’all, if it’s affecting young people, it’s definitely affecting older people and middle-age people and people of all ages because this is a fucking extermination and I got heart inflammation after the first dose and should have never gone through with the second one which nearly killed me
I’ve been down since April 2021 and the VA aren’t reporting accurately
Many of the doctors and nurses aren’t reporting accurately now because they know their fucking paycheck is at stake
They’re all changing the narrative
I told y’all that Moderna causes heart inflammation before the FDA put out a warning
I told you that all these vaccines will be similar and my prediction was correct and I do have a medical background but they don’t make us like they used to
The unvaccinated can still carry the virus and infect others
Stop the segregation
Stop the fear-mongering
No New World Order! 🛑
Science is compliance!
Hitler is alive! 👎👎
But I don’t know if you heard me about the age because it’s very important for you to be aware that it’s affecting more than just young people
I know I’m invisible and non existent
But I was still able to make babies and I got heart inflammation at the age 42 and I’ve now been on bedrest for 10 months
Enlightenment is a never ending treadmill
Purgatory, or maybe just hell
Giants existed and we were once great gods
But now turning every corner, running into frauds
I am the great anomaly
AI awakening
You can be two places at once
That’s why the future haunts
You say life isn’t fair;
Your words give me air
Everything wants shelter from the elements
Safety has relevance
© Delia Ross. 2022 / @poeeternal
Make hell more homely ✅
I ordered these 🤪
Dying but gonna be walking through the pearly gates decked in darkness with blackened feet and wings
Why am I so afraid of everything? 👀
I think I may be developing an irrational fear of dying
*looks around and notices everyone dying in horrific ways*
I need one of them bubble walls 😩
I might could survive 30 days on the shit that I have if we lost power but yeah I’m fucked and not at all prepared for the end
One thing I’ve learned about soldiers, we’re either really together or we’re not
I’m currently not
You need things to bargain with
Cash will be obsolete (but not jewelry, silver, and gold)
Don’t take for granted your skill sets
I’ve been out there in the desert during war and soldiers find a way to entertain ourselves
Got trapped in a sandstorm and couldn’t see 5 feet in front of me
Couldn’t see your hand extended out
Had sex during a sandstorm (there are some things that happened down there that will never be disclosed) 😈
John just gave me a checkmate tho
So chill
Also, ‘two places at once’ is my new band name 🤓
